-Jane
"Hurry up, Jane! Why so slow?" Chester grabbed my wrist and dragged me into a place where you can just lay down. Flowers, I saw lots of flowers.
This place is damn beautiful. I am sure if Mae could saw this place, she'd be amaze.
"Ang bagal mo," Chester added. But this time, he stopped dragging me. He just held my right hand and we slowly walk on an aisle.
We looked like we're couple. Yucks. Chester is a friend. Just a friend.
Tahimik lang akong nagmamasid sa paligid. There are few people who's here also with their families and love ones.
I remember those moments when me and Cloyd went out to every nice places just the two of us
Fck. I badly regret why I left him again.
"Hoy!" Tagalog na hilaw, Chester. That causes me to stop my reverie.
"Oh, sorry," I answered. Medyo nababother pa rin talaga ako eh.
I know matagal na rin pero 'di ko pala kaya.
"Jane, I am always here for you. No matter what happens, no matter how many times you push me away and no matter if you love somebody else,"
I saw tears in his eyes.
"Chest, you're being dramatic," I grabbed my hands and run away from him.
May nakita akong isang small bridge and then I saw Cloyd. I don't know but alam kong siya 'yon. Nakahiga sa damuhan at maraming dugo. I wonder how come people doesn't notice him. Marami rami namang tao dito ah?
Nilapitan ko siya at agad na niyakap. I know I am being stupid. But this is the least thing that I could do. I forced my tears not to flow out but damn! Hindi ko kaya!
"C-cloyd," I uttered.
He slowly opened his eyes and there, I saw how shock he was.
"Jane?"
"Cut!" Napatingin ako sa 'di kalayuan at may nakitang isang grupong nakatingin sa amin.
What the heck!? "Sino 'yang babaeng 'yan? Wala 'yan sa script na may papasok!"
I immediately bowed my head and stood up.
Damn! How embarrassing! They were just filming and then I came like an idiot!
NO! You are really an idiot, Jane. 😃
I heard no words from Cloyd.
How sad. He don't want me anymore.
Nagmadali akong bumalik sa dinaanan ko kanina at hinanap si Chester. Dang! Nakakahiya talaga!
"Hey, you look- wait... Is there any dogs chasing after you?"
Nagawa niya pa atang mag 'joke' noh?
"Wala! Come on! Uwi na tayo!" Hindi ko na siya hinintay namakapagsalita pa at hinatak ko na siya agad patungong parking lot.
"Leaving already?"
I was stuck and dumb-founded while watching him walks towards me. Even Chester didn't move.
Cloyd is standing right in front of me now. And base on his looks, his physical appearance changed a lot!
Binawi ni Chester ang kanyang kamay at inakbayan ako. "Yeah, dude. We're leaving. Excuse us."
I saw how Cloyd clenched his jaw and looks away. But before we could pass through him, he held my right wrist. Parang nag tatag of war ang dalawa. -,-
"Saglit. Let's talk," saad niya. I looked at Chester and gave him my, please-just-wait-for-me, looks. He nodded and let go of me.
Binitiwan din ako ni Cloyd kaya nakalaya na ako. Pero half of me don't want him to let me go:<
Malandi ba masyado?
Meeting him today was great. Mas lalo ata akong nahulog at nagsisi why I left him. Maybe I need to distance myself? Kasi, ayaw ko nang makasakit ulit. Pero now, I guess ako 'yong masasaktan nang todo. Hindi na niya ako mahal eh.
Bakit ba kasi ngayon pa kami nagkita? Dapat sana sa susunod na araw nalang eh!
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