If Alex were to be asked about his feelings on the Abyss, it will be hard for him to answer, as he shares a complicated relationship with this realm.
Most of Alex's powers actually come from the Abyss Realm, and some of his life-saving techniques were provided to him by the Abyss. He was also the Envoy of the Abyss Realm, a status which grants him a lot of benefits.
Such benefits are good for those who receives it, and even Alex was glad that he obtained these things.
But along with the benefits comes a lot of disadvantages too, with 'Corruption' and 'Untimely Death' on the top of Alex's list.
Such disadvantages, combined with the benefits, makes it impossible for Alex to ascertain his view about the Abyss.
After all, his own strength and possible demise are tied to the Abyss. There's no way that even someone as clever as Alex can sort out his emotions regarding this.
