I'm scared. Scared that every one will hate me. Scared that no one will ever like me. Scared that no one will ever love me. And scared that no one will ever accept who I truly am. Because I know that someone as terrible, hideous, vile, pathetic, sickening and horrible as I am will never be accepted, like, or love. I deserve to rot some where alone and never be accepted.
I know some where deep inside me want to deny how terrible I am but thinking about the twisted side in my mind....
Wake me up of how I should be dead for thinking such thing.
I'm scared. Scared of this twisted side of me. Please, someone, anyone help me not to be scared. Scared of the world. Scared of people. And Scared of my self.
Let me find peace.