I look at his innocent face and eyes full of love and expectations. I somehow feel happy and funny. Happy that he Want to be with me and don't want to separate.
And funny.... Because he was too afraid that I would leave so he even do things even when he didn't like it.
"Haha..... Baby you're so cute and I can't bear to lose my precious treasure any time."I said.
" Really mommy. You won't leave me?!" he asked me with his full of hopeful eyes. I nod my head and kissed his cheek. He giggled.
~Sightly cough~
I look at the direction from where the sound was coming. I looked at Mr Kim, He was standing there like before.
I guess we forgot about his presence. I look at him and he look at me. We keep looking at each other for awhile, Then I was the one who break eye contact first.
"Baby can I sleep tonight with you. I'm afraid of devils and ghost." I peek at devil while I plead to little bun.
"Mommy you don't have to worry. I.. Your son will protect you from evils." Little bun pat space beside him.
I look to Mr Kim, He was still glaring me. He looked at me before he said, "Little bun your dad's also afraid of witch and ghost. Can I also sleep with you? Please save me."
I look him with horror. He looks like he was wriggle his precious tail. He was trying to copy me or what?
"Um..... Dad can also sleep here. Little bun's bed is big enough. We can sleep together." little bun move in the middle and pat another side for Mr Kim.
He sits on his side with slyly and satisfying smile.
"Mommy let's sleep." Little bun said.
I feel like I shouldn't stay here any longer. I don't want to share the bed with Kim hae Jin, But I don't have any other option.
I lay down and then I hugged little bun and sing some lorry for him.
After I confirm that he was in deep sleep I decide to leave but then I heard Mr kim deep cold voice, "Afaird of me?" I felt guilty "I'm not" I said. "It's not first time that we are sleeping in the same room and same bed. Don't worry I won't do anything w your permission."
I feel shy and embarrassed. I am sure that he won't do anything without my premission but I still do not want to stay with him.
Little bun was fast sleep. So I decided to go back to my room. As I was getting up, I felt like someone pulling my dress.
Little bun was clutching my dress with his small hands. He frowned as he realized that I was going to leave.
"Baby! Don't worry I am here." I then cuddle him to sleep
"Mr Kim? Are you asleep?" I don't know why but I want to talk with him today.
"Hm...."Kim Hae Jin opened his eyes," What happened?"Kim hae Jin suddenly asked.
"I want to ask you something,Can I?" Soojin looked at Kim hae Jin and then she continued after Kim hae Jin nod, "Do you love her?"
Kim hae Jin was confused, He wasn't sure that whom she was talking about. "Who?"
"Little bun's biological mother" Soojin weakly asked.
Kim Hae Jin was lost in his own thoughts. He did not have a proper word to describe his feelings. Did he love little bun's mommy? Yes of course he do. She's the one of the most important woman in his life.
"I never hate her but I will never forgive her for leaving her child" Kim Hae Jin coldly said.
Soojin could feel his coldness in his tune but warm at the same time. He still hadn't forget about her?
Soojin didn't know why but her heart ache. She felt like something was wrong. Suddenly she asked another question "Nishaana isn't really little bun's mom? Then why they seem to be quite close"
Kim Hae Jin prov
I look at her brown spanking eyes and red lips. Her sudden interrogation made me lost of words.
It had been 1 months and 16 days since we married. She never asked me about little bun's mother or his existence. I don't know if I should be happy or not.
"Mr Kim If you don't want to answer than it's OK." Her awkward voice made me to snap myself from my illusion.
"She isn't the mom of little bun. Nishaana is my childhood friend." I said. I know she feels insecure. Not because of me... HER NEWLYWED Husband but her SON.She might be afraid that little bun will be away from her.
"Childhood lover? quite interesting" Soojin sneer.
"Umm....you can say that. Nishaana was the person who helped me to raise little bun." soojin was looking at little bun. Her eyes were full of regrets. she looked sorry.
"As my parents were living in the foreign country, they could not help me much and I couldn't leave him alone with babysitter.At that time whenever I had to go long business trip I could only ask Nishaana to look at him"
"Oh....one last question. It seems that little bun like nishaanna then he might want you to marry her than why didn't you marry her?" Soojin said.
Her voice wasn't loud nor rude but slightly showing her disappoint and jealousy. I tried to pinch her puffy cheek but retreat coz I know she will run.
"Well there are two reasons. First little bun never see other women as his mother except you. You was the first woman whom he wanted to be her son and....."
I was about to say that nishaanna is married woman and have two childre then I remember her jealous and insecured face I got idea to tease her.
"And I can't loose chance of marrying sexy and famous lady." I tease her.
"HAHAHA Funny? Good night" she roared and then cuddle up with her son into sleep