There once was a time in the past were Ma'am X was angry at the things that she was unable to change. I think from observing her in the recent months that she has been silently changing. If she could look back in the past and see how far she has gone since then she would be amazed. Today I walked beside her and saw the blossom of a smile grace her face as someone whom she knew drove past. I was amazed as I watched that man who captured her heart in the past, drive by and wave at her and her humbly bow her head as he passed her. Sometimes I wonder if it is healthy or good for past love or a future love to grow and develop for Ma'am X. I noticed whenever she gets close to a man that her heart trembles in fear and she runs away if she is un-confronted and love unreciprocated. If her true Soulmate doesn't come for her soon I sense she will choose solitude over an unwanted relationship.