Today I ended up crying uncontrollably. He got sick again and I am uncertain if he can get well this time. Feeding him has become non-existent because he refused to eat even a morsel. It pains me to see him become thinner each day. His eyes have sunk into his skull and heartbeat very low as if ghostly. I desire for him to return to me but it feels like a dream now. I desire most for him to fully get better. Shiro has been a very good lizard and we share a soul link.
-Ma'am X