"I want to hold you like these forever" Rishi said holding me tight. I smiled, but was in fear too as I was alone in his outhouse. I was angry at Akhil. He brought me here and then went away with Atlanta his girl friend. God knows why and how boys planned all these things. Meanwhile Rishi came closer, we kissed again, for next few minutes. He grabbed my waist suddenly, kissing me all around. I knew it was not right but that time it felt so right, so amazing that I couldn't stop. He pushed me to his bed took off his t-shirt and mine too. He licked in my back like a puppy. I was confused, should I move to the next level. But that time my estrogen level was too high that I couldn't stop myself from making out. He tried to penetrate but what I discover was totally different, his penis was so curved that he even couldn't reach the starting point. All my excitement were suddenly abrupted. I paused, couldn't find the way to react. At one point my secretion wanted me to reach the orgasm and at the other point Rishi was not able to do what I wanted. I finally stopped myself, put on my clothes.
" It's ok Rishi we can try it some other day, may be today is not the day" I tried to make him comfortable.
"Hmm, you ok" he said hiding his face.
"Yes I am absolutely fine honey " I smiled and kissed his cheeks.
He dropped me home and moved silently, he didn't speak a single word. That night he didn't call me , not even responded my calls. " is he impotent, why his penis so curved" my mind again started the knocking business when I suddenly noticed his missed call. I called back " hey , why didn't you respond my call", I shouted at him, as if the noon intimacy have given me the right to behave like a wife now.
"Cool down dear, I was little busy with guests" he said calmly.
"What the fuck, I was waiting for your call or a text since noon and you were busy with guests. God what will happen to my impotent theory now" my mind whispered. But I put it aside and spoke out sweetly " oh, its ok , I was busy too, just thought to call you once"
"Once, but I have 9 missed calls" he said and laughed. This is what I hate about Rishi, there's no need to reveal every truth. Atleast he can pretend like that .
"Yes, actually my phone was with Tina , my 10 year old cousin, may be she dialed" I replied trying to cut the edge of his laughter.
"it's ok you can tell" he said
"What"
"That you missed me"
"Not exactly"
"Tell me" he said
"What?"
"How did you feel today?", I didn't responded to his text. He called me asking the same question and I ignored. How could I express that it felt amazing , so pleasurable. To change the topic I asked the same question to him " how did you feel"
"Me ! it was amazing, you are the hottest girl in the world, the sexiest one" he replied with a exiting voice. I wish I could express the same way but I was a girl and need to maintain the decorum. I don't know why girls need to maintain all these, as I was the same girl who was in the verge of losing her virginity, the greatest and the heaviest dogma of womanhood. Why can't I express what I actually feel.
"Hey can I asked you something" he said with a softened voice
"Hmmm say"
"I am not impotent but I was nervous because it was my first time"
God knows, now What does he mean, it was my first time too yet I replied calmly "it's ok, I dnt mind"
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