Valz POV
To say that seeing Mariza and Joe together made my blood boil would be an understatement. I wanted to slam the motherfucker's face but I damn well knew that it took two to tango and Mariza only did that to take revenge from me but a thought as bitter as it seemed entered my mind, What if she was really playing around with two of us? Or maybe worse that she loved Joe? Dammit, it really was giving me a headache.
''Valz?'' Mariza's soft voice brought me back to reality. ''Huh?'' I answered with a foggy mind because I couldn't really trust her if she was with me today and tomorrow sticking her tongue down somebody else's throat but then I was doing the same. So is this really love or just lust-maybe a revenge game.
I knew it was pussy of me to ask her this question but fuck it, ''Do you really love me?'' I asked in an honest tone.
She looked me with eyes as big as saucers as if I had just asked her to give me a blow-job. What is taking her so long? I knew it, I fucking knew it.
She cleared her throat, ''Why are you asking this when you know the goddamn answer?'' her voice seemed angry.
''Enough with the dramatics Mariza, I am so sick of your games, one day you're telling me you have feelings for me and the other day you are with another guy, for fuck's sake he's my brother'' I shouted at her because I couldn't let this moment turn into one of our ugly fights. I had to clear everything out.
''My games? Oh my God, Valz, I really want to slap the fuck out of you right now but i'd do that some other time because only thing you seem to be missing right now is a piece of brain'' she said narrowing her eyes.
I opened my mouth to answer her back but she was quick to do that, ''From the very start I told you I loved you, I had feelings for you and you just used to brush away that just because you were an arrogant piece of shit, telling me to get over my childish crush, making me feel worthless every time I used to muster up my courage to talk to you'' her voice cracked and she took a step closer and a tear fell from her eye, ''I told you every time that seeing you with other girls made me angry and you said what? nothing Valz, literally nothing. So don't come to me with this '' YOU ARE FED UP OF MY GAMES'' line because in reality the only one playing games is you'' she looked at me with a painful expression.
Why the fuck am I so dumb, why didn't I see any of that she just told me? I really don't deserve her, fuck. What should I do? Just say sorry, not a big deal. shut the fuck up, she suffered from everything and i should just say sorry, what a prick I am.
I lifted up her chin and said with a voice that seemed like would crack any moment, damn another pussy thing I was noticing in myself.
''I don't deserve you-I promise you that I won't ever do anything bad to you or go out with any of the other girls but if you want to leave me right now I won't stop you because what you just told me shows what a real piece of fucking shit I am'' I wiped away her tears and said with a tone that resembled a guy in a sad romantic movie just about to be dumped by his long time girlfriend., ''I love you too Mariza, I always did just didn't know that''