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"Sheng Shuyi, is there anything you need to tell me?" Master Yan said with a smile on his rosy lips, his handsome pair of blue eyes carried a look of infinite gentleness as he looked at the 17-year-old face with a common face.
"Master Yan, don't call me Sheng Shuyi, I'm no longer that silly girl of the past. I am a man now, my name is Cang Wei "said the young man in a soft voice, in his brown eyes there was a strong determination.
"Cang Wei, even though you are now a man, you have not let him go yet," said Master Yan, looking at the strong young man who was fainting in Cang Wei's arms.
"I couldn't let him die, did not I?" Said Cang Wei, placing the strong young man on the ground, leaning his body against one of the ancient trees in the forest.
"Cang Wei, I am your Master in your new life and in your previous life, how could I not see the chaos in your heart?" Master Yan said with a gentle smile and a concerned look on his stubborn disciple.
"Master, you need not to worry. I already know how Zhuang Zhihao is, it's not like I'm going to repeat my past mistakes, "Cang Wei said with his brown eyes showing an infinite sadness.
"And yet you saved him," said Master Yan, smiling at his stubborn but gentle disciple.
"Yes, this disciple apologizes," said Cang Wei bowing before Master Yan.
"There's no need to apologize. As long as you know who he really is, "said Master Yan, shaking his head as he watched his disciples head.
"Master, I've already died and come back to life, but here it still hurts!" Said Cang Wei clutching his chest.
"Love not gonna die just because you disincarnate," said Master Yan in his usual gentle tone.
"But he ... He doesn't love me ... So I do not want to love him back!" Cang Wen said with tears not falling into his brown eyes, his thin body trembling with emotion.
"Oh, so is it? But who said he doesn't love you? "Said Master Yan, giving an amused look to Cang Wen who was staring at him with wide eyes, thinking he was an idiot or if he had gone mad.
"My dear disciple, what you saw is only what he wanted to show, but it does not mean he does not love you," said Master Yan enigmatically, looking at the fainting Zhuang Zhihao.
"He loves Sheng Qian and not me, even though I have given my all to him, even my life! He never looked at me! "Cang Wen said with a sad smile and a desolate look.
"Whoever he loves only Zhuang Zhihao himself can answer," said Master Yan, not wanting to talk about it.
"Even though he once loved Sheng Shuyi, I am no longer Sheng Shuyi. Isn't it pathetic if he now decides to show such love for this new Sheng Shuyi? "Cang Wen said with an even more painful smile.
"Love doesn't see the limitations of the body, you yourself are the proof of it. You died and reincarnated, you are indeed in a male body, but still love him," said Master Yan Jing gently, making his stubborn disciple feel even more desolate.
"All right, Master, I just want to become strong enough to help Sheng Shuyi current to protect my family," Cang Wen said, wanting to change the subject.
Love wasn't a good subject for him, not in this life or in his past life!
"Zhen Wang and the current Sheng Shuyi have already become entangled in a single destiny," said Master Yan approaching his disciple.
"Does he know she's not me? I hope so, "said Cang Wen looking at some point in his mind.
"He already knows," said Master Yan, standing before his disciple who was taken from his thoughts by the words of his Master.
"Good. I've hurt him too much, I can only hope he's happy, "Cang Wen said, giving a rare gentle and sincere smile.
"Will not you be angry that he's with this new person even after he says he loved you?" Asked Master Yan, looking at his disciple's reaction.
"I don't. I've dragged him down before, besides ... "Cang Wen paused and looked at the unconscious Zhuang Zhihao.
"I love this jerk, it's already being difficult enough for me to try to overcome this love, where will I have time to mourn a love I've never felt?" Cang Wen said with a wry smile on his face.
"Does the enemy already know about you?" Asked Master Yan, changing the subject as he stroked the head of his young disciple.
"Don't know. Even if he knew, they wouldn't care. I'm just a cultivator of the Aurore Core stage, "said Cang Wen with a sly smile on his thin, rosy lips.
"It does not make any difference anyway," Master Yan shrugged, not like they knew who Cang Wen was.
"But I think they will soon try to capture the current Sheng Shuyi," said Cang Wen very worried.
After all, the current Sheng Shuyi was taking care of her family, so if she fell, didn't that mean that her family would disappear as in her past life?
It does not matter much if she is now a man, Cang Wen, but he owes a debt to his family from the past life, which because of him have faced destruction.
"Not only the current Sheng Shuyi, but even Zhuang Zhihao is in danger. After all, the hero's body of this world is precious. Sheng Shuyi has the special body of lotus and Zhuang Zhihao has the body of the hero of the world, these greedy people did not leave them alone "said Master Yan sighing with disappointment at this world.
"Master, I don't understand! Should not the Master be guiding the current Sheng Shuyi to become strong? "Asked Cang Wen doubtfully, he always thought it strange that the Master remained far away and was not teaching the current Sheng Shuyi.
"She doesn't need me now, but there will be a moment when I need to go to her to help her. However, it is not yet this time, " said Master Yan gently, then he turned and returned to his previous position, looking at the bright full moon.
The wind shook his white Taoist clothes and long hair, Yan Jing looked like a very old deity with an aura of wisdom all around him at the same time that seemed very lonely.
Cang Wen was silent watching her master until she sighed and sat next to Zhuang Zhihao, her brown eyes focused on the face of the hero of this world, one moment there was affection, longing in his gaze and another there was infinite anger and sadness of breaking the heart.
Just as Zhen Wang was confused by his conflicting feelings of past and present life, the previous female leader also had her emotions in chaos, especially now that she's a man!
"How do I overcome this love?" This was the only question echoing in Cang Wen's mind as he closed his eyes to rest.
Master Yan Jing just smiled when realizing that his stubborn disciple ended up falling asleep next to the one he (Cang Wen) said he wanted to stop loving.
Yan Jing knew what it was like to love and lose those he loved, he knew what it was like to be impotent at the death of loved ones, he had sworn that it would never happen again with him.
However, fate once again proved that he had no control over death and life, no matter how far he gets in the way of cultivation!
"Sometimes I think I should not be a Master, I let you die a long time ago, but again when I took another disciple I dropped it too, who knows this is my curse, not being able to protect my disciples properly" he reflected Yan Jing with sadness.
In his mind, he could see very clearly that cheerful child who clung to his hand and pointed to all things and smiled with curiosity. She was a very pretty little girl, with witty blue eyes and cherry lips, with an angel's smile. At another time the image of an adult woman over 30 appeared in her mind, there were tears in the eyes of this woman, while she held the body of a man who had already died, but she did not let go anyway. In a flash the image shifted to the body of that woman who was slowly turning to dust, she turned and smiled sweetly at him as she begged him to look after her family, already resigned to death.
Then images of a luminous soul in limbo appeared in his mind, he had never seen a soul as large and as powerful as that woman.
Yan Jing had to fight hard not to stand next to the new Sheng Shuyi, he really wanted to take care of her and guide her to the top of the world, but he had already failed before, even being by her side, now it was necessary to prepare the ground suitable for her to grow and become strong, before finding her again.
All the characters were gathering little by little, everyone who once dominated the universe with the palm of his hand and the snap of his fingers could destroy worlds.
Now they are all ordinary mortals aiming to reach the top again by reuniting them again to a single destination.
"For now I'll let you grow your wings before I teach you to fly," thought Yan Jing with a mysterious smile.