We talk and talk but I can't stop thinking about Liam and Dylan.
Maybe to make up my mind I'll do a pros and cons list?
Dylan's Pros:
-He's sweet
-He's kind
-He loves me
-Our nicknames
-He's cute
-He protects me
-He cares
-He's fun
-He's Hilarious
-he gets me
-He loves the world and wants to make it a better place
-He's overall amazing
Liam's pros:
-He's a warlock
-He's protective
-He is caring
-He loves me
-He's funny
-He's Fun
-Our dance
-He's handsome
-He knows what he's worth
-He loves the world and wants to make it a better placee's
-He's overall amazing
Dylan's Con's:
-He's my best friend so if we break up or get into a fight I could lose him forever
-He doesn't always think highly of himself which annoys the sh*t out of me
-I love him too much.
Liam's Cons:
-I don't know if he loves me still and if he is still the same.
-Warlock drama with the supernatural sh*t.
God this sucks!!! UGH EVEN A PROS AND CONS LIST DOESN'T HELP!!! Me, Ella Melody Anderson can't even make up her mind about a guy!! UGH. I look at Dylan and see him laugh. It's so cute. I smile at him and he looks at me with a smile. Dylan pets me some more and I think I'm the luckiest girl in the world to have this guy as my best friend. But I also love him....Which it kinda feels wrong.....
I feel hurt. Like what if I hurt him? What if I hurt Liam? What if I don't like him? What if I like him because he likes me? What if I love him? A million questions running through my head. I don't even know when I will get the answers.
"Ella." Tre snaps me out of my zone.
"Yeah?" I reply.
"Can we talk." He asks.