20XX, June 9, Sunday; Konner House, My Room
Hey! It's been a long time again since I last wrote.
So Rick's birthday was last Saturday, May 31 but we met on the Friday night before that to spend more time together since he will also celebrate his birthday with his friends the next day especially because Chase just got back.
It was a surprise for me actually since Rick insisted on planning everything and I just had to attend. And boy was I surprised!
The night started with Rick coming to my rented apartment. Yeah, aunt allowed me to live alone but she does surprise visits though fortunately, not at night since she will notice that her niece was not usually in the apartment. Or maybe unfortunately.
Anyway, back to that night, Rick drove to this really high class looking hotel and we ate in a private room. I was so nervous! Of course I didn't pay anything for this. He said my gift for him was my company and it was enough. So cheesy!
After the dinner, we went back to his car, still parked at the hotel basement. He turned to me while not yet starting his car, looking hesitant. Then, he raised a piece of black cloth. "Can you wear this while I'm driving to our next destination?"
It was a blindfold. I was kind of shocked at first but still smiled at him and moved the snatch the blindfold from his hand. We smiled at each other before my vision went dark. It was his birthday so...
He kept talking while driving. He said we will be staying the night at a family friend's villa and he had something prepared for me there. It was really weird for me at that time that I felt like I was the one having her birthday. But, I figured, it was the birthday boy's wish so what can I do?
We arrived at the villa with my eyes still blindfolded. He got out of the car first and then opened my door. He guided me on a rocky path, still telling me things about the villa. Like it was in a forest with the river nearby. I could hear the river at that time aside from our footsteps and his voice.
When we finally entered the house, I thought he will remove the blindfold since he moved behind me but it was actually to cover my nose and mouth witha handkerchief. I was confused at first then I caught a whiff of the handerchief and I don't remember what happened next. I fainted.
"Hi, babe." That was the first thing I heard when I woke up.
Yuck! I always told him I don't want to be called 'babe'. I felt my head hurt and my hands and feet were actually tied. I thought the room was just dark but I realized I was actually still blindfolded.
I was tied in a bed, still blindfolded. I get that some like this kind of play but I was always open with him that I don't like drugs or alcohol and I never wanted to be tied to a bed again. Or tied to anything ever.
That was why I was apprehensive when I woke up like that. He has always been a gentleman before so I was confused at first. Then he spoke again. I felt the bed dip slightly when he sat on it and leaned to me.
"Sorry, babe. The cleaner came by earlier and I can't have you shouting before the party started." I was startled with a warm touch on my cheek. The hand moved to my mouth covered with tape.
So, I started to feel scared that time. I mean, I was still groggy upon waking up but realizing I was blindfolded, tied up and mouth taped? Yeah, that felt different than the kinky bed plays I know.
A minute later, I heard some shouting outside the room. The bed moved again when he stood upand his footsteps stopped somewhere far. "Babe, I'll just welcome the guys and we'll get back to this party. You won't wait long."
When I heard the door close as he went out the room, I tried to move and test the ropes. It was then that I realized that I was naked with only the blanket covering me. It shifted slightly, exposing the top of my breasts. I shivered because of the cold.
I decided to only try to move my hands to check if I can remove the ropes. I don't want them to see me naked when they entered. I cringed at what they might think if that happened.
After a while, I heard voices outside the door and the knob clicked. It was not only one person that entered that time. Their footsteps were noisy but I could not make out their words. My head was getting heavier and my breathing shallower. I felt like I was going to faint again.
Then, my consciousness returned when someone whispered in my ear, "Hey, we can't start the party if you were unconscious again. But are trying to give us a tease with this blanket? I don't want you to feel cold though. And I see you tried to loosen the ropes?" A hand touched my wrist. "Tsk. Even if you get out of these ropes, where will you go?"
"You've met these guys. Not my cousin though. Dad told me to take care of him so he's here too. Too bad Chase had to be with his parents," he sighed.
"So how to start. Let's give you more drugs so you won't fight much when we loosened the ropes on your feet. It's difficult to f*ck you with your legs stretched out like this."
When he removed my blindfold, I was able to see his smiling face but it got blurry when I felt a prick on my arm.
"I'll start first, guys. Let the birthday boy come first." The laughter that came after made my head hurt more so I closed my eyes again.
A soft touch on my cheek made me avert my face. "Hey, hey, wake up. Did I ever tell you that I really love that look in your eyes?" he told me with a smile while panting on top of me.
The drugs made most of the events blurry. I remember it was Stephen next. Heard it all started because he had a crush on me when he saw me act as Cinderella's stepmother. It was him after all. The one who should have introduced himself since my ex-boyfriend now was actually with another girl on a date that night.
Then it was that cousin. They were talking that he shouldn't have touched that girl from before since her family was well-off. With me, there was no family to help.
I fell asleep at some point but was slapped awake with Brad really thrusting hard and biting my neck. I also felt someone else touching my breast while sucking the nipples of the other one. Eric who I knew should have a really jealous girlfriend.
The others were laughing somewhere.
I could not move.
Felt tired even though I never exerted any effort in these activities.
I could not tell the time.
If it was even the next day yet.
When I came to again, someone was leaning on my chest, snoring. Another had his hand on my breast.
"Good morning, babe." A greeting came from beside the bed. When I turned to that direction slowly, he smiled at me, "You should know the drill with all those cliche novels you've read. Don't talk. Nobody will believe you. I will destroy your remaining family. Blah blah blah.."
Then I remembered that other girl his cousin raped. They were talking about making the family business bankrupt. He could threatened my aunt. I really don't care. But Eli?!
I don't know when I fell asleep again. I woke up with only the two of us in the villa. It was already Sunday and he was going to take me back to my apartment. I was quiet the whole time, staring at the road while he was talking like normal. I guess he wasn't concerned anymore if I knew the way.
When we reached the apartment, I hastily opened the door but he grabbed my hand. He was actually going to kiss me but I leaned back to avert my face and glared at him.
He smiled at me. "So this is the break up part? Or do you just want a cool off until your head is cleared? I really enjoyed my time wi-"
I didn't realized that I raised my hand to slap him but he managed to stop me before it hit. When I safely got out of his car, I ran to my door without looking back.
I don't know why I never cried that time or any other time before or after the event. Even with me writing this now, there were no tears, only deep anger.
I'm currently thinking of what I should do moving forward? Last Friday, I came back to the Konner House but aunt was not home. Eli told me she had issues at work. Might get deployed to a new office.
It's not like I wanna talk to aunt. Especially not Eli about this. So I figured, why not I kill them myself? I'll start with Stephen since he kind of started it.