I have written this story with the intention of incorporating the readers into it. This is neither easy nor something I take lightly. I want you to know that.
What I have seen since the first chapter is that the appeal of my novel seems to be very low. I don't think my novel is bad and it is not about PS. It is just that no one seems interested in polls and the total amount of votes I got over 51 Chapters is 5.
Perhaps my story flow is too boring and slow.
Perhaps my topic or theme is too unappealing.
Whatever it is, it doesn't seem to be as good of an idea as I thought it would be.
What I want to say is that I will not drop this novel. This is not dropped.
But my inspiration is non-existent right now.
Or rather my motivation.
At the start, I went into this thinking that I just need some time to capture my readers.
To make them interested. Perhaps I am still in that phase. I don't know.
This is my first ever attempt at writing a novel and I think my situation right now is not uncommon.
Anyway. Let's get back to it.
This is not dropped but I will write at my convenience. I will write when I am in the mood. I will write a few sentences at a time but that's it. I cannot press out more right now.
Perhaps there are people who enjoy the story but I feel so discontent and sad when I see other novels up there with 5 chapters and almost 80k views and spammed comments of how good the novel is.
Envy, jealousy, whatever.
I am also just human.
Long story and so on.
My updates will be infrequent and inconsistent. I will perhaps get my inspiration back once I passed my exams. Perhaps they are just stressing me out I don't know.
Perhaps I should smoke one more than usual.
Anyway.
See ya.
-Ren0Zero