'Yawn , Damn can't get even a single ounce of will to work. Amir do some of my work please' I said to the guy next to me in a voice so lazy that I almost sounded like I'm Sleep talking.
'Dude move your ass. No one will do your work. especially me, who has so much work that it's literally impossible to for a single person to do. 'said amir nonchalantly while hiding his despair.
Amir our team leader. A dark skinned guy who probably looks more like a Nigga instead of Muslim. Oddly enough that weird beard which symbolize a Muslim suits on his Nigerian face so much that it should be recorded as supernatural phenomenon. If I have to summarize amir's personality it would be a nice guy. Don't take that statement lightly as nice guys have become extinct species with the flow of time. A genuine nice guy who is not hypocrite, who won't stab you in back, a guy would stand by your side in time of trouble even though you know him only for 2 days.
I personally admire him but I pity him more than I admire him.
Why you ask?
A world where strong pray on weak, where you don't know when the guy you were sharing your fair share of trouble and bliss may stab you. A society where fickleness and two faced-ness has become the primal reflex of human. A place where you make enemies faster than friends. (FYI this not a cultivation world)
A world like this is not a place where a nice person can live. If a good person were to live in a place like this that would be like suffering the eternal damnation in lowest level of hell. It would be purest form of masochism. Even god of misery might suffer from inferiority complex after watching such person live his life full of regular doomsday.
That's why I pity him.
Why do I admire him?
Ever heard of opposite poles of magnet.
Yes, I'm pure opposite of him. A cluster of lies, hypocrisy, something so malicious and hideous even I Marvel at my ugliness.
If I were to do calculus of myself and supposedly I'm number 2 then I don't think any other person would have audacity to call himself number one. Hell yeah, when you read too many wuxia your vocabulary becomes like this.
If life was a game with supernatural genre then these myriad of emotions of mine would have created an epitome of all evil last boss. Well, not that my surname is farlier or anything.
Even though I gave myself such evaluation it's not like I wanted to be like this. Read any fiction work you will find that most villain become what they were, not because they wanted to but the circumstances made them. Comparing yourself to fictional characters, talk about being delusional.
Even mosquitoes have feelings. Well that what I believe. So why can't a evil person wish to get a happy ending. That's why I admire amir because I know that he is something that I can never be and will never be.
I don't believe in God. Even so, I thank him for making amir a guy not a girl otherwise that would have been a catastrophe.
Just imagine in a cruel world where you can only be an ambassador of cruelty and there is this nice girl who make you feel secure, safe and is a trustworthy companion. Just conquest to get that girl would have caused world War 3.
In ancient times there was a saying- A beauty so devastating that caused downfall of dynasties. But with change of time old saying also changes. If amir really was a girl then the after the war children would read a specific chapter in history book which goes by the title of - Red colored calamity ~Amir the nice girl.
While deluding my self with all that's nonsensical thoughts the day went by and I only wake up after a brain wrecking pain. I moved my head to see who in the world had balls to hit me only to find the protagonist of my daydream glaring daggers at me with bloodshot-ed eye.
'why'd you hit me? And why are you giving me this look? It's almost as if I snatched your girlfriend. 'said the annoyed me after coming back to mortal realm.
' Don't worry she was snatched by someone else. If it was you I wouldn't have minded. ' amir said with a casual smile.
I wonder what kind of pain he is hiding behind that smile. Well it's not something I can understand. Wait a sec.
'Dude you were NTRed? 'I asked in a concerned voice which was suppressing a gossip mongering scream.
' NTRed? 'amir knitted his brows in confusion.
Shit, I ended up using local weeb tongue.
' I mean Cuckold ' I replied with a grin.
' Yeah', something like that happened. It was a long time ago. I'm over it now' amir confirmed in a relaxed mood.
It doesn't looks like he's over it. It's almost as if he is convincing himself.
'Well, I don't care if you are over it or not but Damn was your girlfriend blind or had weak eye sight? 'I said with the most confused face I could make.
'Nope, why ask? ' team leader replied in bewildered expression.
' Nothing much, I thought she had to be blind or idiot for leaving such a nice guy. ' I replied while expressing my disdain.
'Fuck, you're good at smooth talking. Flattering won't work here kid, you have to work diligently.' leader said with a serious face.
'I was just stating the facts. If you really were a girl, I would have locked you in my basement for myself and world peace. 'said the lazy boy in solemn voice.
' It's time for you to get off. GET LOST brat. 'said amir loudly which almost shattered my eardrums.
After Rounding up all my things I went outside only to peek through the cabin door again while saying, ' Well you're also a bigger blind for falling to such blind girl. '
'Love itself is blind kiddo ' amir said with a half heart-ed smile which was expressing his disdain towards me or may be himself.
I moved towards the main gate of the building while maintaining my stealth mode. Only to find my gaze attracted to reception.
You're wrong if you think that I was checking out the receptionist but something else. A girl similar to my age (23) with short Bob hairdo wearing half sleeved black shirt with black pants. Sleek figure with perfect bulges making an ideal 'S' shape of body. An average face adorned with impeccable smile.
Either my vision is too good to perceive that much information in a single instant or this girl is too attention-grabbing. Well it's probably the later as I need glasses to watch beyond 1 meter clearly. I sat on sofa opposite to the reception, not to eavesdrop their conversation but to wait for my colleague from other work to pick me up.
Well it's not like I'm stalking her but what's wrong with listening to other's conversation, I might be able to find some good news for blackmai- I mean for future reference if she ends up working here.
'No mam it's quite opposite. We're short on staff in other departments as well but you see only in sales department there is no vacancy available. ' said receptionist with a over the top professional smile.
'Hmm, you mean you'll take me in any department except sales right. ' said the short Bob girl with a questioning voice.
' that not what I mean' said our good for nothing reception in a bitter voice.
Well that what happened when a stupid pig meets a smart boar. After all miss receptionist probably got her job after blowing 10+ influential person of this firm. Not much differ from me who got it through his relative's connections.
But Damn I can't hear what are they talking about?
'You seems quite interested on our talk, you could've joined if you're so eager.' voice sweeter than devil echoed in my ears with some hot breath.
'Woah! Fucking Sama-sama', how unbelievable to be detected in my stealth mode.
'Hmm? What did you said? ', said the girl who teleported from reception to my current location.
'Nothing I was just intrigued by hearing that someone was here for recruitment. Specially interested in sales department which is a filled with tormented souls.' I said while trying to calm my cardiac arrested heart.
'Well, I wanted to join admin department but there is no vacancies available nor do I have any recommendation or referral letter. By the way which department are you from. You seem very familiar with everybody as everyone is looking at you while moving or talking. ' she said with eyes filled with gossip while placing her hand towards her chin.
'First of all admin department is synonym for hell so you better forget bout joining there and everyone know me because I'm from HR department.' I said while removing the nonexistent dust from my shirt and walked towards the outside imagining a girl admiring my back profile.