Ever since I was born..... They always said it to me...
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I was their hope..... (they was cursing me)
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(.why.... )
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They (human) always asked me to protect them from them (demons),
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They always asked me to protect (kill) them, they wanted me to Save(murder) them....
They always wanted protection... And always crying for help.. ... ...
....
To protect someone...
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(.why... )
God give me their blessings ( curse)..
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(.why.... )
. I heard and read their(humans and demons) minds...
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(.why.... )
I can read the despicable human thoughts....
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God always told me to become humanity protector.... Fighting together with human....
I need to kill..... It's to protect so I need to kill.....( Is they were deaf and can't heard it)
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(Why.... )
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It couldn't be helped
...kill...
Kills....
....i kill them...
(Why..... )
I kill, again, again, again, again and again..... always asked me to Save them, so I kill them, Again
I couldn't remembered how much I kill....
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But I know I must kill, kill
.....
Again...
When I came From one battlefield.....
I can heard my name got called from town...
" the goddess of Victori has back"
" Freya, Freya, Freya, Freya, Freya. ... "
(Why.... )
This is the usual routine... I would smile towards them while waved my hands.....
People would make parade.... Because humanity win the war ( because I killed The most of them ) They always looked at me, and give their hoped to me.. As if I was the godde.... No maybe grim reaper..... That's more likely.....
They always did that ... They always thought I will save them from Demons....
(...why.... )
It couldn't be helped.....
[ I hate this.... ]
My childhood friends who usually I played with..... Right now they always lowered their head whenever they see me.....
When I back from battlefield, the next battlefield waiting for me...
(....why.... )
Yes.....
...
(...why..... )
....i always dreamed it
A life.....
... Without blood and sword.....
(...why... )
... My beautiful home... ,... my [athuria].....
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.....I miss you
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My home...
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Why....
Why I am live
Why I am human
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( pov Freya von vraja)