Any way readers, let's leave the happy, sad and embarrassing love life behind and get to know each other. Let me introduce myself again. My name is Jax Stonehill. Born from a not so rich but still popular family. My parents didn't care what I did with my social life so I was always getting into trouble at school and even when I grew up.
I am not the rich-playboy you are imagining now. No, no, no, I am a car racer. Not the ones you see on TV, just racing against other racers and friend in sports cars. I have always like cars since I was young. I knew this from the moment, I saw my uncle driving/ racing. He was like a God to the young me which kept me inspired and even ignited my passion for racing. But as you know, not everything goes according to plan. I became a sports car racer, became popular and you know the rest. But because of this, no one ever really knew me, they just saw me as a money source even my own parents.
But I has always like racing. My passion was turned into an obsession because of the pressure I always felt from the people around me. My performance became bad over the years and everyone left one by one until I was left all alone.
Who would have thought the famous car racer would be reduced to nothing but a loner at this moment. I wasted my youth for nothing but other people's conspiracies. When I look back, I really was stupid and naïve. Whatever they wanted me to do I would do, just for the sake of getting recognised. But today on my 29th birthday is when I realised that no one was on my side from the beginning.
Just because my performance was d deteriorating, they cut me off the races and now all I have left is money to live with but nothing else. All the people I had known as friends just wanted to enjoy my fame, to be in the spotlight and I was misled by them.
But today, I have got my life back. It is in my control not anyone else. But how to get on my feet? I haven't thought about this problem yet. I should look for someone to help me. But who? Hmm, a counsellor would do. I just have to ask a few questions and I will know. It's not like I will get controlled. Should I got or not? Well, I will just go and see how it goes. I left my apartment and drove my Honda Accord hybrid* to go look for a counsellor. After a 20 minutes ride, I pulled back and parked on the roadside. I went into the hospital and asked at the reception where I could find the counsellor's office.
The lady told me that I could go straight and after 5 metres, turn left and I will see the office. I did as I was told but as I was leaving, the lady gave me a strange look. Oh God, I hope they don't think I am mental. Or is it because I am too handsome they think it's strange for me to be here. Anyway, I don't care what they think, I just came to find some life advice.
I walked the area the lady told me but I was still hesitant whether I should go in. whatever, it's my life, my decisions. I knocked and hear a "come in". I didn't notice the youthful voice since I was in my own thoughts. I went in and was surprised by what I saw.