IamHera

I am here in my favorite spot..
Dipping my feet knee-deep the sea water from the dike.. In deep reverie as I glance unto the horizon in front of me. Is this serenity or anguish? Deafening silence every after splash of water unto the cemented concrete.. I look around languidly as a tear threats to travel from my eyes down my cheek..
The moon shines in its full glory by now..
Its magnificence covers all surfaces in vivid glow and sparkle..

But not my thoughts.

My head is raging with unpleasant thoughts and I am feeling utterly worthless!

I look up to the sky.. Stars doomed as outcasted by the moonlight.

Why do I feel like I am one of the many stars tonight? Feeling so powerless under the same moon.

Someone is always better than me.. Someone is always worthier than me..

A tear triumphantly glides down my left cheek..

Would there be a single person who won’t ever give up on me in this life?
Everyone seems to be leaving me behind.

Would there be someone who won’t ever leave me? Like my family did.

I wipe my tears as I continue admiring the prowess of the moon, hoping for whatever miracle, whoever deity is the moon for me to behold..

I held my chest as I feel undeniable pain of incompleteness deep in my heart.. I have been searching my place of home for so long..

I needed to find my rest.


I solemnly wish..
I want to be loved truly, deeply and everlastingly.

I looked up the moon one last time and hoped fervently.


Truthfully,
Amara

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Volume 1