Scarletblue1201

He was my world. He was my everything. But I wasn't his. Still, I insisted to be one. 

Now he's gone.  He disappeared from my life. 

I am just counting the few remaining time of my pathetic life. Remembering the days I made ridiculous decisions and created problems after problems. 

I smiled bitterly. 

I made my life this miserable but I still wanted to blame others. 

If I wasn't blinded by selfishness and jealousy I could see the real picture.

If I wasn't clouded with too much envy I could avoid those tragedies.

If only I could re-live my so called life, I would treasure everything especially him. I wouldn't be consumed by greed.

If only...

I finally closed my eyes with my being fully consumed with regret. I whispered softly one last time... His name and I'm sorry. 

I thought I will never open my eyes again, but...

I did.


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