Of Uma Balakumar

AVISO! -ROMANCE OBSCURO- Um metamorfo só terá um companheiro de sua própria espécie, mas o que acontece se você é o último ser do seu tipo? Lycan. Ele é o último de sua espécie e é o tipo de metamorfo mais aterrorizante. Mas, por mais assustador que ele fosse, ele estava sozinho. No entanto, para sobreviver, você não precisa ser o mais forte, apenas o mais letal. *** Ele olhou para ela como se nunca tivesse visto alguém antes. A visão dela acalmou o ruído em seus ouvidos, o bater de seu coração e finalmente ele foi capaz de se concentrar novamente... “Ela não é mais sua responsabilidade. Ela é minha para lidar agora”, disse o lycan.

Ni Yang, uma empresária moderna, renasce em seu décimo sétimo ano. O ano é 1983. Em uma era que favorece meninos em detrimento das meninas, Ni Yang revisa seu trágico destino de sua vida anterior, batalha no shopping e supera os obstáculos mais desafiadores, alcançando sucesso passo a passo - um progresso radiante. Observe como Ni Yang, com suas mãos pequenas mas capazes, revira seu destino de uma garota rural comum para se tornar a mulher mais rica de seu tempo. Entretanto, no processo de construção de sua riqueza, Ni Yang atrai inadvertidamente a atenção de um magnata misterioso. Assim, o magnata distante e misterioso aos olhos dos outros se transforma em um marido devotado, tornando-se um verdadeiro ‘escravo da esposa’. Desde então, ‘esposa é o Céu’, ‘servir a esposa é dever’. Essa história também é conhecida como "Os Anos em que a Protagonista Conquistou".

Qiao Nan: Droga! Sou sua filha biológica, mas sou tratada como se tivesse sido encontrada nas ruas. Na verdade, você me trata pior do que isso! Mãe Qiao: Qiao Nan, você não é tão bonita ou inteligente quanto sua irmã mais velha. Você não é tão abençoada quanto ela. Você não tem direito a estudar, casar ou ter sua felicidade! Qiao Nan: Por que não me é permitido estudar, casar ou buscar minha felicidade? Eu vou encontrar um homem agora mesmo e me casar com ele! Qiao Nan fica perplexa ao descobrir que o homem bem ao seu lado é uma figura poderosa no quadrilátero — a pessoa com maiores chances de ser o futuro Chefe. Qiao Nan encara o homem bem construído à sua frente. Ele tem abdominais firmes e olhos frios e intimidadores. Ela engole o nó na garganta enquanto diz seus cumprimentos, "Bom Dia, Chefe!"

Como líder dos bandidos, Yan Jinyi foi uma valentona por vinte anos, e acabou causando sua própria morte. A próxima coisa que sabe, ela acorda e descobre que se tornou a Segunda Jovem Senhora da Família Huo. Empunhando sua faca, Yan Jinyi começa a jogar seu peso por aí conceitualmente novamente. O Jovem Mestre Huo diz, "Se eu ainda estiver solteiro, provavelmente me casarei com minha cunhada." O Terceiro Jovem Mestre Huo diz, "Se eu pudesse voltar no tempo, teria disputado com meu irmão para casar com minha segunda cunhada. A Senhorita Huo diz, "Se eu fosse homem, minha segunda cunhada seria minha mulher!" Um CEO diz, "Eu pensei que fosse malandro o suficiente, mas não esperava que Yan Jinyi fosse mais desordeira que eu!" O Melhor Ator diz, "Huo Xishen, por que você ainda não se divorciou?" O Segundo Jovem Mestre Huo aponta para Yan Jinyi e diz, "Ela é minha." Dizem por aí que a segunda nora da Família Huo pode bater em uma destruidora de lares e é especialmente boa em fazer dinheiro. Inúmeros magnatas estão fazendo fila para colocar chifres em Huo Xishen.

Todo mundo sabia que a filha mais velha dos Shens tinha caído em desgraça após ser abandonada por um canalha, engravidar fora do casamento e depois ser expulsa pela família, desamparada e desesperada. A infame Shen Ruojing fez uma aparição no banquete de aniversário da Matriarca da primeira família, os Chus, onde a multidão zombava: "Aqueles que dão um milhão em dinheiro de presente sentam-se em uma mesa." "Aqueles que dão dez milhões em dinheiro de presente sentam-se em uma mesa." "Senhorita Shen, posso perguntar quanto dinheiro de presente você trouxe?" A multidão esperava rir dela, mas então viram Shen Ruojing empurrar para frente um garotinho delicadamente belo, "Poderiam perguntar à Matriarca onde sentar alguém que traz um bisneto?" *** Admitida na casa dos Chu apenas por causa do valor do seu filho, Shen Ruojing só queria levar as coisas na flauta, contente em ser um peixe ocioso, mas enfrentava o desprezo de todos os lados dentro da família: "Nossa família tem um hacker de primeira linha, um mestre da música, um gênio artístico, um louco por tecnologia—cada um renomado em seus respectivos campos. E você? O que pode fazer?" Shen Ruojing tocou o queixo: "Todas essas coisas que vocês mencionam... Eu sei um pouco sobre cada uma." Três adoráveis crianças estavam ao lado dela e assentiram em uníssono: Testemunhamos que a Mamãe realmente sabe um pouco de tudo.

Todo mundo sabia que depois que a jovem Senhorita Shen foi abandonada por um homem selvagem, ela se tornou autoindulgente e engravidou sem se casar. Depois de ser expulsa de casa, ela caiu em desespero. A infame Shen Ruojing, no entanto, apareceu no banquete de aniversário da velha senhora da família Chu. Todos zombavam dela. "Os que enviam milhões em dinheiro de presente sentam-se em uma mesa, enquanto aqueles que enviam dezenas de milhões em dinheiro de presente sentam-se na outra." "Senhorita Shen, quanto você deu?" A multidão esperava que ela fizesse papel de boba, mas Shen Ruojing tirou um adorável menininho de trás de si e disse, "Com licença, Senhora, em qual mesa seu neto mais velho vai sentar?" *** Mãe e filho foram levados para a família Chu, e Shen Ruojing queria passar seus dias preguiçando, mas foi recebida com rejeição pela família de várias maneiras. "Temos hackers de primeira classe, mestres em música, especialistas em tecnologia... Todos são conhecidos nesta família. O que você traz?" Shen Ruojing coçou o queixo. "Bem, todas essas coisas que você mencionou... Eu sei um pouquinho de cada uma." Seus três adoráveis bebês ficaram ao seu lado e assentiram em uníssono, "Podemos testemunhar que a Mamãe realmente sabe um pouquinho de tudo!"

Hello, everyone. If you're reading this, you may have read my other stories. I'm starting this one as a bit of a "getting back into it" story. (The synopsis will be further down) Both stories I've written will continue in the near future. (I have to re-read them because I've experienced a massive bout of memory loss.) Apologies for those of you waiting, but I had unavoidable circumstances that impeded my writing experiences. The cover isn't mine but it's been lightly photoshopped. If you want it taken down, tell me. (Signed by Author on April 25th, 2023) Anyways, time for the synopsis: Lia was a simple girl in her previous life. Well not really, considering she was the hit woman for the largest mafia organization that operated within the United States. Over the years, her exceedingly high kill count, and overall success rate was something to be afraid of. Her personality was something akin to pure confidence, bordering on arrogance. She dealt with people the same way she did her enemies. By ruining their lives in the most horrific ways. IE: Setting them up for FBI investigations, having their houses repossessed by the government, or even having them framed for a serious crime. Lia was someone that no one wanted to ever cross. If you did cross her, you might as well have signed your own death certificate! That was until she was smacked in the head by a falling piano. While following through on a hit, no less! I mean, come on! A piano?! that's unfathomably crazy. Well, despite getting hit by a literal piano, she still managed to finish the job. But the very next day, she choked on a sandwich and nearly died! Her luck seemed to have literally bottomed out. This "streak of bad luck" had continued in her life for years! Literal years! She had come so close to dying so many times that she was genuinely confused as to how this could happen to someone! From falling down a flight of stairs to nearly breaking her neck during a cartwheel (despite having so much experience that she could do them with her eyes closed.) Lia had experienced so many near-death experiences that she had become entirely immune to the weird circumstances happening around her. Eventually, the bad luck did catch her. She was minding her own business, walking through the streets of Seattle when a coin rolled across the ground and tripped someone else, who dropped an umbrella, which she tripped over. Her fall had her land directly into the flow of moving traffic. She was then hit by a small square-body pickup truck. It had a small sticker of a smug smiling face attached to its front bumper. Lia had died because of what was essentially a coin. A coin had actually managed to kill a human being. Not just any human, but one of the most feared people within the US. Warnings for all readers: -This novel will (at some point) contain lesbian sex scenes. -System tag doesn't mean in the most literal way. (you'll find out more if you read it.) -This may become a Yuri harem novel (haven't decided.) -Will contain very strong LGBTQ+ themes

The Crown of Star. A mighty artifact that symbolizes the Divine Federations might across the galaxies. Gone. Missing. The Colony Planets region is on the brink of disaster after the uprising in the Federation. But that won't stop Leonard Haravok from seeking his revenge even if it comes at the expense of the Divine Federation. Meanwhile on a distant planet, millions of light years away from the Federation, a young woman is about to endeavor on a great journey as the planet undergoes a transformative event. An event that might be linked to her past and her family.

A brave hero and a Saint of the Immortal Flames join forces to face the most powerful being in the universe, the Celestial Emperor. However, all they manage to do is separate a piece of his divine artifact, the book Tales of the Creation of Heavens and Earth. Unexpectedly, Tristan, a kid who has been locked up in a dungeon for two years by his stepmother, ends up receiving a fragment of this book. Unfortunately, he realizes that this alone is not enough to change his situation. Nevertheless, it rekindles the flame in his heart and motivates him to stay alive to seek revenge and find out what happened to his mother. And perhaps, thus began his ascension in this hellish world. What to Expect: - Weak to Strong to Op - Big fantasy world, many regions to explore with different cultures and characteristics - A good romance - Very interesting magical system - Creative enemies with nice backstory: magical, mystical and divine (eventually) _____________ Discord Server: Join if you want to see some pictures of the characters or just talk about the book. https://discord.gg/q9EQuZfYeZ

"Eternal Rebirth: The Fall of the Gods" In a universe where gods control the fabric of reality, one man is born destined to undo everything. Arin, once a hopeless, insignificant child, is abandoned by his family and forced to survive in a world that seems indifferent to his existence. But the truth lies hidden within him—Arin is the most powerful being in the cosmos, and his destiny is far from ordinary. When a chance encounter with Amara, a girl with a terminal illness, ignites a spark of love, Arin's life is forever changed. He vows to protect her, only to watch her die at the hands of a godly conspiracy. Consumed by rage, Arin awakens his dormant power and embarks on a quest for revenge, turning from a helpless boy into a dangerous force of nature. Guided by an enigmatic girl who helps him unlock his true abilities, Arin begins to confront the gods—immortal beings who have ruled the universe with an iron fist. In his journey, he learns that his powers are not just the result of fate, but are tied to a greater cosmic design, a cycle of creation and destruction that has spanned eons. As he unravels the mystery of his origins, he discovers a truth even more terrifying: the gods' fall was merely the beginning of an ancient and destructive cycle, and he is destined to either save or destroy the universe. With his newfound abilities, Arin wages a war against the gods themselves, battling their remnants in a brutal quest for vengeance and justice. But as he grows more powerful, the line between hero and monster begins to blur. Each victory comes at a steep price, and Arin must wrestle with the weight of his immortality and the consequences of his actions. His rage threatens to consume him, and the once-human boy begins to question if the price of vengeance is worth the destruction of everything he holds dear. In the final chapters, Arin must confront Zeraphon, an ancient god of creation and destruction, who seeks to merge with him and remake the universe in his image. Faced with the choice of becoming an immortal god or sacrificing himself for the greater good, Arin must make the ultimate decision—one that will either end the cycle or condemn the universe to eternal chaos. "Eternal Rebirth: The Fall of the Gods" is a high-stakes, action-packed novel of revenge, redemption, and cosmic balance. Filled with epic battles, shocking betrayals, and a deeply personal journey, it explores the consequences of power, immortality, and the price of love in a universe on the brink of collapse.

And in any other world, Ethan Cross would have said that things couldn't get any worse. Stranded in a dead-end job, with his inability to publish a successful game forever gracing the mirror in his apartment like a failing beauty mark, he woke up one morning to find himself somewhere - not quite anywhere, but without a doubt definitely not where he belonged. Welcome to Eryndor: A world of swords and sorcery where System Interfaces govern the universe. But this isn't a dream-it's a nightmare. Instead, it's a hellhole where players from all walks of life live out their lives according to the whims of quest objectives, experience points, and an almost always-invisible Game Master always pulling at strings. Ethan's system is special, giving him power over redoing the very fabric of Eryndor. However, he has no clue as to what it does and what he cannot do. Assisting him in learning his newfound abilities are a rather motley crew of adventurers who appear to view his powers as some sort of asset on their quest to find answers to the world, impossible odds, and solving the mysteries of the Fractured Realms—zones that contain secrets capable of rewriting rules in the game itself. But as Ethan probes deeper, it is increasingly evident that this isn't a game. It's a crucible-and the price of failure far greater than anyone had imagined. Will Ethan conquer the System, rally allies, and unravel Eryndor's ultimate mystery? Or will he share the fate of countless others who have been swallowed by the void? The game's begun, and there's no logout.

In the sprawling kingdom of Nyemba, a devastating tragedy leaves Tendaji, the kingdom’s greatest protector, cursed and his soul sealed in a dimension of darkness. With only 350 hours to save him, Princess Hawa, her spirited sister Astou, and a team of elite warriors embark on a perilous quest to retrieve the legendary Moonstone—a relic said to grant any wish. Their journey takes them through treacherous seas, the ominous Death Route, and the heart of the desert continent of Mchichia, where ancient secrets and formidable foes await. Among the team are Asha, Tendaji’s determined son, and Faida, a fierce young warrior-in-training. Together, they must overcome their fears, unlock their latent powers, and prove their worth against enemies born of myth and nightmares. As they face monstrous demons, unravel the mysteries of their Zowa powers, and confront the darkness threatening to engulf their world, the bonds between the warriors are tested. They discover that unity, sacrifice, and trust are their greatest weapons against the overwhelming forces that seek to destroy them. But as the clock ticks down, and the stakes rise higher, they must ask themselves: will the Moonstone’s promise of salvation be their ultimate triumph—or their undoing? In a tale of courage, loyalty, and destiny, the heroes of Nyemba forge a legend that will echo through the ages. The fate of Tendaji—and the world—rests on their shoulders.

Discord Link for those interested [https://discord.gg/TGc9yymDJP] One may think that in order to be a Hero you must have a pure soul, and untainted heart, but in reality such a thing is impossible; now one's soul is pure, nor is anyone's heart untainted, Gods aren't even exempt from this rule. No, a True Hero is someone who knows they have an impure soul and tainted heart, yet they embrace it, instead of attempting to deny their very nature; however, not all True Heros are the same, some have different beliefs and/or ideals. Yet at the end of the day, no matter how terrible or bleak the situation looks, you can always count on a True Hero to act as a beacon of light that'll show you the correct path, but for you to take, you must embark on it yourself.

Rick hardly had any hope to find a girlfriend. There were swarms of beautiful women around him, but no one was actually interested in a dull, boy like him. They didn't even pay attention to his existence. But everything changed when he was handed over a rod. Yes, a metal rod. Carrying that metal rod he had hardly taken a few steps when he was struck by lightening. As he lost consciousness, Rick wanted to beat the shit out of bloody bastard who gave him that rod, but when he woke up, he had a surprise waiting. He got a system which would help him get girls and make him stronger. Read my other story: The Devil's Harem (200+ chapters) [Discord: https://discord.gg/thWfhRdpqy]

In the high-stakes world of luxury fashion, two titans—Ethan Pierce, the ruthless and driven CEO of Pierce Enterprises, and Olivia Carter, the innovative and fiercely independent founder of Carter Couture—dominate the industry. Both at the top of their game, they command respect and fear in equal measure, with empires built on ambition, strategy, and an unyielding desire to be the best. When the fashion landscape begins to shift, and new competitors threaten their dominance, Ethan and Olivia realize that the only way to secure their futures is to join forces. But this isn't just a business merger; it's a union that requires more than a handshake. To truly solidify their position as the ultimate power couple, they agree to a marriage of convenience—a calculated move that will shock the industry and ensure their combined empire's unrivaled success. As they navigate the complexities of their new life together, both in the boardroom and behind closed doors, Ethan and Olivia find themselves confronting feelings they never anticipated. What begins as a cold, strategic alliance slowly transforms into something deeper—a connection neither of them expected. In "Merger of Hearts," ambition and love become intertwined as Ethan and Olivia learn that true power doesn't come from domination alone, but from the vulnerability of opening their hearts. Together, they must face not only external challenges from rivals and the ever-changing market but also the internal struggle of reconciling their growing affection with their carefully guarded independence. Will their partnership be enough to withstand the pressures of their world? Or will the very merger that was supposed to make them invincible become the thing that tears them apart? "Merger of Hearts" is a captivating tale of ambition, strategy, and the unpredictable nature of love in the cutthroat world of high fashion.

After enduring a life filled with countless injustices at the hands of a merciless system, Alastor finally breaks free. But just as he begins to plot his long-awaited revenge, he finds himself thrust into a world far more perilous than he imagined—a realm shrouded in darkness, plagued by monstrous demons, where the only sanctuary lies within the hallowed walls of the Temple of Light. Alastor, sceptical to his core, scoffs at the notion of gods and blessings. Yet, without true faith, he knows survival in this treacherous land is impossible. His only solution? Brainwash himself into unwavering devotion. But Alastor’s mind proves more treacherous than any demon. The war between his rational side and his fanatically devoted persona spirals out of control, creating an inner battle as fierce as the external one. Irrational Alastor: “The God of Light is my guiding star and my life. I’ll protect his honour at any cost!” Rational Alastor: “Are you insane? The God of Light is a scumbag. Snap out of it!” Irrational Alastor: “Silence! He is pure and perfect and I won’t hear otherwise!” Rational Alastor: “Uagh! I want to kill myself.” In a world where enemies lurk both outside and within, can Alastor reclaim control of his own mind before he’s consumed by the divine madness he’s created? Or will his greatest enemy truly be himself? Alastor: You! God of light bastard, get your hands off me or else!

As the unknown man delivers a blow that might be his last, the boy discovers a truth darker than any he could imagine, leading him on a journey to 2013, two years before the tragedy began. What lies ahead will challenge everything he believes about fate, resilience, and the very essence of survival.

"Ruins of Tomorrow" After being abruptly thrown into a post-apocalyptic, devastated world, Kazuki, a regular high school student, learns that survival calls for more than just bravery-it also calls for strategy, sacrifice, and trust. Kazuki, who has no recollection of how or why he got there, must make his way through a broken world full of hideous animals, diminishing supplies, and the ruins of a once-thriving society. Kazuki discovers signs of a larger plan as he tries to adjust, one that suggests his existence in this world is anything than coincidental. Kazuki must develop from an inexperienced teenager into a resourceful leader while juggling humorous times with the harsh realities of survival and facing both internal and external threats. Kazuki must choose between surviving and rebuilding amid the Ruins of Tomorrow in a world where hope is limited, alliances are brittle, and the distinction between humanity and survival is hazy.

Ark, an 18-year boy who finished his college entrance exams, is waiting for the results to arrive. Since he has a lot of time at his disposal during the vacation, he was forced to visit his grandparents in the village as they require extra help in the fields. After arriving at the village, he helps his grandpa in the fields. After some time, he found traces of the rumoured 5000 years old temple. Feeling the thrill and excitement of the adventure in front of him, Ark leaves home at night to find the temple alone. But soon found himself forced to be a part of an old war that started at the beginning of time that continues till now.

Magic Resides in All. Follow Eren as he embarks on an adventure to find the relics and save Elaria.

Former Master Chief Matthew Winters finds himself Isekai'd to a new world full of strange monsters and beings straight out of his favorite video games and TTRPG's. With help of his new found companion, Matt explores the new Multi-planar world of Tytaura!

uma aventura em outro mundo

On hiatus until November In the grand world of Nova, many different races exist such as elves, humans, dwarves and beastmen and through years of war, strife and competition the world has grown, becoming home to great empires and countries throughout the oceans and five continents. However, to the great creators the world has become stagnant and boring, ever since the calamity that was the Church of Light and their Holy White empire. Now the Dark God has created a new race after years upon years of dedicated effort. A species that is like none other and his hope for Nova’s future….Dungeon cores, beings that have the ability to reshape the very world itself, entering the domain of the gods. Join Frost a newly born first generation Dungeon core as he embarks upon his journey within Nova and carves out his place in the world. How will the world’s current denizens react to his birth? Will they be friends or foes? And most of all how the Light God react to this new addition to the world, will he accept them or seek to destroy them? This novel incorporates dungeon building and management but most of that won't fully take off until the later volumes when Frost has much more floors and money to play around with. This is not a solely dungeon story as the MC Frost will have to explore and interact with the world of Nova much like how an adventurer would and forewarning the story is slow. There's a lot of details and avenues which the story goes into, not simply battles, wars and action, it follows all aspects of Frost's life, his growth and interactions with Nova not only as a Dungeon core but also as a person.

Fathered by a notorious crime lord and trained by a legendary assassin, Evelyn is determined to cleanse Veridia of its deep-rooted corruption. But with her own father standing as one of the key figures in the darkness she seeks to destroy, the question looms: Can she succeed in her mission without losing herself—or her family—along the way?

In a small, unremarkable town, a teenager named Noah lives a life filled with profound sorrow and neglect. Struggling with the weight of emotional isolation, his journey takes a dark turn as he battles with feelings of emptiness and despair. Despite fleeting moments of connection and hope, Noah's life is a constant fight against his inner demons and the indifferent world around him. After a series of tragic events, Noah's life abruptly ends, but his story is far from over. His soul, marked by a unique indigo aura of deep sorrow, draws the attention of a Transcendent Being in a mysterious, timeless space. Moved by Noah's immense pain, the Being grants him a chance at a new beginning. Follow along as Noah, now Zhi Hua, embarks on a quest to find his purpose in the world. Equipped with unique cultivation art he will challenge fate, and find out if he will succeed or fail. PS. English isn't my first language, so I use Grammarly to correct spelling mistakes. Disclaimer: Themes of Suicide, self-harm, and abuse, and eventually acceptance, self-healing, and hope

In a world where the strength of a knight is determined by their mastery of unique breathing techniques, transmigrator Ethan finds himself inhabiting the body of Ethan Darkwood, a newly crowned king of a weak kingdom. With memories of his previous life, Ethan must learn to navigate this strange medieval world while trying to understand his new identity. The kingdom of Verdant Vale is on the brink of collapse, plagued by internal conflicts, external threats. As the young king, Ethan is initially overwhelmed by the enormity of his responsibilities and the intricacies of the medieval political landscape. His saving grace is the discovery of a mystical system that would help him and his kingdom grow stronger and become more powerful. As he grows stronger, he begins to turn the tides for his kingdom. He introduces revolutionary laws, leads his knights to victories in battles, and fosters alliances with neighboring kingdoms. The once crumbling kingdom of Verdant Vale starts to flourish under his rule. As Ethan Darkwood charts his journey from a transmigrator to a beloved and powerful king, he redefines the concept of strength and leadership in the vast medieval world. With his kingdom building system, he not only saves his kingdom from ruin but also leaves an indelible mark on the annals of its and the world's history. ------------- My 2nd book: Legacy of Eldric.

One day, a colossal meteorite struck the Earth, triggering a series of cataclysms. While humans were just beginning their process of recovery and planet reconstruction, an unknown energy began to spread across the Earth. Trees grew larger, animals became more powerful, threatening the survival of humankind. Fortunately, humans did not remain passive; they evolved as well, harnessing this energy to increase their own power. Among them, some received a gift from the universe from birth: a plane seed. Over time, as the Earth expanded, the rate of plane seeds among humans continued to rise, to the extent that almost every human possessed one. A new chapter in human history unfolded, with gods as the backbone of society. Some people will call it a new dawn; the dawn of the gods, Anonymous, May 28, 81395. (english is not my birth language, so there might be some faults in the traduction)

The mystical kingdom of Estria is at war. Ruled by the High Order—a council of the higher races with an iron grip on knowledge and power—the land faces a rebellion desperate to break free from their control. Hex, a determined survivor, fights on the side of the Order, driven by the strange, ancient powers he gained from one of their ancient ruins. But as the conflict deepens, he begins to realize that all is not as it seems, and survival may depend on knowing friend from foe. Amid betrayal, hidden motives, and powers long thought lost, Hex must decide where he stands in a kingdom where every choice has a price.

Death? What exactly is it? I never knew, and honestly, I never cared. But now? Now, it's all I crave. I don't just want to understand death—I want to experience it, truly, more than anyone ever could. Not the hollow imitation where consciousness lingers... but a real, final death. For I am trapped in a hellish cycle of dying and coming back. Over and over. How many times has it been? Hundreds? Thousands? Tens of thousands? Or has it reached millions by now? I can't remember anymore. All I know is that I die, and then I live again... again and again.