My Girlfriend Chinese

Eighteen years ago, a mysterious infant pushed open the Spirit King's door that was sealing away three Primordial Demons of the spirit realm and released the Nether King who was imprisoned within; The fourth generation Spirit King sacrificed his Yin Soul to reseal the Spirit King's door, and as a result, the spirit realm underwent a change of rulers, causing widespread chaos… Eighteen years later, an eighteen-year-old high school student was involved in a car accident, and his cloudy left eye, which had been unclear since childhood, suddenly began to see spirits. With true hearts joined, the young man and his girlfriend made an eternal promise to each other.

An amazing world of cultivation. A majestic world where miracles happen. There is a warrior who defies destiny and forge his own path facing innumerable difficulties ahead. Come and join the life of the person who will go against the set destiny of the cruel world and become something extraordinary. ===== Extraordinary my foot. What is this illogical cr*p? Does it even make sense? If you are doctor, then work in a hospital. What the hell are you doing going after girls? If you are a commander in the army, then bring your army to get revenge on those who wronged you. Why go through the trouble of pretending to be a weakling. You are a useless son in law? Your wife's family thinks you are good for nothing? Then how the hell did you score her in the first place?!!! If they like money so much and you are a hidden millionaire, then why in the name of sanity would you hide this fact and be berated every day?!!! The hell is all this?!!! The more I read it, the more illogical it becomes. Like this all came straight out of someone's as-- [Host, why don't you calm down?] 'You shut up!!! You're the reason I'm stuck here in the first place!!!!' [Host, you need anger management] 'THE FU*K DID YOU SAY?!!!!!' ===== Hello everyone! This is my second novel and so far, nothing is decided. This is just an idea that has been plaguing my mind for quite a long time and I decided to let it out and let you guys decide whether or not I should work on it. Give it a proper read and let me know. You guys will decide the fate of this novel. Also, I would like you guys to come up with proper genres for this story. Bonus chapters: 150 PS for one chapter 300 PS for another chapter 20 GT for two chapters 50 GT for another two chapters 1 Review of 4 stars or above, 1 extra chapters Maximum extra chapters per week: 7 ===== The cover is A.I generated and is not mine. If the real owner would like me to remove it, let me know in any chapter comments. That's it. Enjoy!

"Stop following me!" Asher yelled, his patience running thin. He had let it slide for too long because she had done a lot for him. But now she was everywhere, suffocating him. "I’m only trying to protect you," she responded. Asher sighed, running a hand through his hair. "I need some space, alright? I can take care of myself." She didn’t budge, and just kept staring at him with that same obsessive look, like she had no intention of leaving. "Is it because you’re strong now? Are you going to leave me because I'm no use to you anymore?” Her voice had turned cold, sharp enough to cut through the silence. “Of course not, you know that’s not the reason…” “Then why do you want me to stop following you?” “I’m just going to the restroom, for God’s sake!” He massaged his temple, clearly at his wit’s end. “Oh, you should have said that earlier.” She giggled, the earlier tension melting away. “I did,” he sighed in defeat.

Mate!, she shouted while running towards him, hugging him tightly. The man was about to be executed. "Perfect," she had been looking for someone weak to use as a pawn. "Just pretend to be my mate if you wish to live," she told the man as she kept hugging him tightly. ******************** Diana Diverllie lost everything 200 years ago, princess of the Xiaomi kingdom: one of the strongest packs in North America. Luckily for her, life gives her a second chance, and she is reborn. Diana is set to make everyone pay. Those who have hurt her deeply would bow down to plead for mercy.

“Can I trust that your feelings won't impact this?” he asked, staring at her with a menacing intensity. “I'm here for the job. You require someone to play a role, and I simply need payment. This is strictly a business deal. Let's both wear our brightest smiles," she replied, maintaining a serene expression not flinching a bit at the intensity of his stare. *** “What if a client develops feelings for you?” he inquired. Venessa's heart skipped a beat at his words but she was still able to maintain her composure. “My job forbids it, as long as I'm bound by the contract,” she murmured, just audible enough for him to hear. *** Vanessa, an ordinary college student, lands a job at an escort rental agency after losing her previous one in an unfortunate incident. There, she encounters Jayden, a successful CEO seeking a rental girlfriend who won't fall for him, as he's still enamoured with his celebrity partner. However, despite his intentions, Jayden ends up falling in love first because he can't help but fall for her charms. As their professional arrangement becomes increasingly complicated, both must grapple with their growing feelings and the boundaries of their business relationship. Will Jayden accept his newfound emotions, and will Venessa remain strictly professional or succumb to love? *** This book has a little element of fantasy as the male lead comes from a secret clan of immortals. Seat back a enjoy how mysteries are unravelled and our Ml and Fl fall in love.

.In order to make up for the regrets of his past life, Ye Fan transfers to the high school Ning Xi attends after his rebirth, finding the beautiful figure from his memory. In his memories, Ning Xi lay on the operating table, using her last breath to say, "Brother, I... I like you..." In this life, watch how Ye Fan conquers the heart of the soft and genius school beauty step by step. ...

Vanya Mickelson come to know the world she is living a novel world and she was the villainess. Her boyfriend is the Male lead and he will reunite with the female lead who happens to be his first love on their engagement banquet. So she left him to his first love and wished them happily ever after. Years later after coming back to her home what she didn't expected to see was her ex-boyfriend wailing and blaming her for abandoning him. Vanya : Now what kind of plot is this ?

~It was the way her eyes cried without shedding a tear. Never in my life had I encountered something so sad hidden under the resentment of a jealous house cat... What a treasure~ A queens mistake often becomes the child's burden. So when the mother is found having an affair with a witches husband, she finds herself with a bastard that looks enough like her to convince the king it was his. Yet this unfortunate spawn did not come into the world without consequence. On his 24th birthday it is revealed he has 365 days to break a curse he believes he was born with for no reason, not knowing it was his mother's actions that led him to such a short life span. In a tizzy, the king was ready to risk it all for 'his' son. So when another imprisoned king speaks of his daughter who could heal all, he opened the door to 2 bastards finding solace in all wrongs. Though their affairs were temporary, the happiness was all it took to make a turn around. COMP THEME: The king was a ticking timebomb. In just a week's time, he would be celebrating his twenty-fourth birthday and unfortunately, it had been foretold that he would die before turning twenty-five. FL was mistreated by her aristocratic family due to the fact that she was born out of wedlock to a maid. She had never seen the outside world until one day, her father was sentenced to death for treason, and she was brought to the palace as a bargaining chip. Her father had apparently claimed she had the ability to ease illnesses and break curses all by the power of her voice―only FL knew that was the furthest from the truth. If she couldn't save the king, she would be punished in place for her father's crimes. However, things change when the king slowly begins to fall in love with her 'magical' song...

"My Daughter, My Pride" is a captivating story that revolves around the lives of Beauty, her devoted father Mr. Benson, and Jake, a classmate who becomes an integral part of their journey. As Beauty navigates the complexities of adolescence, she leans on the unwavering support of her father, who promises to be both mother and father after her mother's passing. The story unfolds with Beauty's teenage years, where her bond with her father grows stronger amidst the challenges of growing up. Mr. Benson, a billionaire and military figure, prioritizes his daughter's happiness and well-being above all else, fostering a nurturing environment for her growth. As Beauty attends Gof International School, she forms close friendships with her classmates, including Jake. Initially hesitant to befriend boys due to her father's advice, Beauty finds herself drawn to Jake's genuine demeanor and warmth. Their friendship blossoms as they navigate the ups and downs of teenage life together. Amidst academic pursuits and teenage adventures, Beauty and Jake find themselves collaborating on a school project, leading to deeper connections and mutual understanding. Despite initial misunderstandings and romantic tensions, they discover the true essence of friendship and support each other through challenges. Throughout the story, Mr. Benson remains a pillar of strength for Beauty, offering guidance and love as she faces the uncertainties of adolescence. His unconditional pride in his daughter's accomplishments underscores the central theme of paternal love and support. "My Daughter, My Pride" is a heartwarming tale of family, friendship, and self-discovery, highlighting the enduring bond between a father and his cherished daughter, as well as the transformative power of genuine connections and mutual respect.

Rei Tsukiko thought he was finally living a normal life until he discovers that his girlfriend is actually an agent of the secret organization he escaped. Trapped between his new life and imposed missions, Rei must navigate a web of manipulation and duty to hope for a way out of their grip.

"She fell first, but he fell harder" Grace Chen’s life changed from being an illegitimate daughter of the Chen family to the top mafia’s girlfriend when she was offered a contract she couldn't refuse. “Once you sign the contract to be my girlfriend, then this house, the car, maids, and an entourage will be yours.” These were Raymond’s exact words before he handed the contract to her. She had been a punching bag to her stepmother and needed some excitement before her terminal disease finally killed her. Curious as to why he had chosen her of all people, she came to realize that he was fulfilling a promise he made to her mother. How was he related to her mother? She had to find out, no matter what it took. And being with Raymond meant being at risk; his enemies were more than his friends, and they all came for her, but he was always there to protect her. "Remember, Grace, you are there for the money; don't let yourself fall in love, and don't let him love you,” she reminded herself every day. She needed the money and power to avenge her stepfamily, who treated her like a slave.  What happens when Raymond finds out that the woman he vowed to protect has been mistreated all her life? And then he comes across her bucket list: B1: Get out of this hell of a house. B2: Let my stepmother beg me for mercy. B3: Make my dad choose me over Nora. “Boring,” he sneered, and he decided to rewrite her bucket list. B1: Get married to Raymond. B2: Have a baby with Raymond. B3: And, finally, let Raymond make your stepmother beg for mercy. Since he had vowed to protect her, he was going to help punish every person she planned to, and he made sure to protect her at all costs. But he soon finds himself drawn to her. That’s not the case for Grace; she believes she will die soon. Will he succeed in taming her and making her enemies pay, as he had promised Grace’s mom? or will she succeed in pushing him away and living her lonely life till the heavens call her? And what happens when Raymond finds out about her illness? Will there be a way? When Grace finds out about her mother’s connection with Raymond, things change direction. How could her mother have such a relationship with Raymond XU? Short reel scenes of this novel is found on TikTok, watch it and fantasize with me TikTok username: introvert4452

(Warning! Extreme levels of puns intended!) Living in poverty and never having the chance to enjoy his youth, Alan died in an unexpected incident. He then wakes up to find himself as a side character in the novel he read as a child. "Welcome, chosen one! This is the world of Arcana!" "You have been bestowed with the title 'Girlfriend Thief'!" "Make the target woman submit to you using only your tongue and steal her from her boyfriend!" Will Alan be able to survive in this world of magic and monsters, using his new virile body? ---------------------------------- Additional tags: Smut-- Magic-- Handsome Male lead-- No NTR (only Netori) -- No Yuri --Vampire girls -- Elves-- Monster girls -- Demon girls -- Angels -- Dating simulator system -- Mind break ---------------------------------- "Some people think that money, power and looks is all it takes to keep their women from leaving them." "Some people think that women like gentle, kind and caring boys." "Some people think that any sort of roughness is a turn off." "But you are an exception, aren't you?" ~ Rosalind Stewart to Adam ----------------------------------- This novel does have action but most of it involves smut :D Reader discretion advised. ----------------------- None of my works are dropped, and I'll update all of them. But! Like a particular series and want me to update it more than the others? Just let me know in the comments!

In a prestigious academy filled with the elite, I stand out as the only girl from a struggling background, battling daily judgment and isolation. Just when I think I’ve found my place, the charming heir of the wealthiest family falls for me, igniting a spark that feels both exhilarating and forbidden. As our secret romance blossoms amidst stolen glances and whispered promises, we find ourselves caught in a storm of disapproval. Our families, driven by pride and expectation, are determined to keep us apart, with friends and society pressuring us to conform. With every heartbeat, I grapple with the risk of losing everything I’ve ever known—yet the thought of a life without him is even more daunting. As love and loyalty collide, can we defy the odds stacked against us, or will the weight of our families’ expectations shatter the fragile bond we’ve created?

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Desperate times they say, call for desperate measures. Fiona Lopez, after her mother gets diagnosed with cancer turns to a hire a girlfriend agency in order to foot her mother's medical bills. Having successfully paid for the medical bills, Fiona decides to find a decent job before her mother is discharged but gets caught up in a web when she goes for her job interview only to find out that her supposed boss is none other than the man she had played a fake girlfriend for on her last job. Desperate for a job, and not wanting to return to her former job, she is forced into working closely with him even though she doesn't want to. While working closely with him, she soon realizes that love bridges all gaps when she finds herself falling helplessly in love with Liam. Liam Parker is a dashingly handsome, aloof, and indifferent young CEO of the PK Enterprise. After his last relationship where he caught his girlfriend getting engaged to a business partner, Liam decided that he wasn't cut out for love. But when he turns to hiring a girlfriend in an attempt to evade marriage, everything changes for Liam when he meets and falls for his hired girlfriend at first sight. Not only does he fight to get Fiona's love, but he fights to gain approval from his mother too. *****Excerpt**** "I'm sorry Mr. Parker but you have it all wrong. We don't have sex with our clients. It's against protocols," she explained and Liam nodded. "No one would know we did it, right? I won't tell and surely you won't," he said and Fiona looked at him incredulously. "I guess you're drunk," she said flatly and he nodded and stood up. He walked closer to her and whispered to her ears, causing goosebumps to sprout all over her body. "Yes, I'm drunk and you're the only one that can sober me up right now. So, how much?" he asked and Fiona gave him a confused look. What was he asking? How much what? Did she tell him she was selling anything to him? She mused as her brows drew together. "How much? How much for what?" she asked and he ran his finger down her cheek, making it hard for her to concentrate. "How much would it cost me to have my cock buried inside you....." before he could finish, a hot-sounding slap landed on his face, causing him to turn to the side.

Isolde has always been treated as an outsider in her pack due to her latency as a shifter. When her fated mate rejects her, her world crumbles. To make matters worse, her father—seeking to secure an alliance—sells her off without a second thought. Heartbroken and alone, Isolde makes a desperate attempt to escape her fate, only to cross paths with Wyatt, a ruthless rogue alpha feared by many. Wyatt is determined to keep Isolde by his side when he discovers her hidden ability, one that could tip the balance of power for any pack.

This story is about the Alexander's siblings. Dwayne Alexander's POV Can you just give us another chance please " I pleaded no!' you don't love me enough " she sobs kerry , I do love you " I said in a trembling voice ,how can she thinks I don't. no!' you don't as everytime something comes up you always give up on us " kerry sobs it's true, I hate to admit, I did give up everytime but I wanna make it work now. and I do anything to make her forgive me ... ______ As the night falls and the rain begins to fall Just like the first time they met, in Kim's heart it was romantic. But in her mind it was tragic as whatever falls gets broken. A young man who is in his early twenties and a young lady who is in her teens , stood face to face in the rain looking at each other silently–suddenly, someone broke the silence Yang, i have nothing to say to you .. goodnight and goodbye, " said the young lady in a tired and hurt voice as she called the guy by the nickname she gave him before she even knew his real name, Then she walked away ,but the young man held her hands and pulled her back and said while looking at her eyes . No, we are not done talking, and you're not allowed to walk away without answering me !! , " He said, then add . And I'll ask you again ?”..Why did you go when I asked you to stay ?” .Why do you always run away from me ?” What is wrong, Kim ?”, " the young man asks, annoyed She young lady look look at him with a pain expression on her face even tho her lips had a smile on it and even tho the rain was falling on could still see her eyes were looking as if it would soon begin to flow like the rain She then said with a smirked Do you really not know?” ,Did you ever not know ?? the young man nodded his head The young lady finally had enough as it had been 8 months and decided to confess. Yang , I love you, ever since i first saw you and i can't–do this anymore I have been doing it long before..hoping you would be mine one day, but it never works out Pretending to be your friend it's not easy but I try and I try to forget my feelings and live with you but I guess maybe I should have learned to live without you.” She said then sighed inwardly knowing that it was a bad idea to tell him I did live without you for those few months but then there you go again .. you made things a lot harder when you came back and we became friends and now you're going again Yang, I had enough. You can't keep going and coming out of my life like that. The young man was shocked by the sudden confessions and said nothing like he was in another world . Kimanda looked at him for a while , and when he didn't say anything, she asked , " Can i atless kiss you ?? , without waiting for his reply, she walk up to him with all the courage she had and their lips met It was so sudden that even before Yang could come out of his shock ,then comes another one Kimanda suck and nibbled his lower lips as she had always wanted too as she knew this might be the first and the last time she ever got the chance to , so she took her time even though she wanted more she let go of his lips and looked into his shocked eyes. ----- VOl1 = That stranger that became my everything from nothing, Kim Alexander is a young girl who lost her sister , her best friend,her comfort zone , her idol , her advisor, her protector. Lost in grief, she lost hope , she had lost her world., dream and hopes when lovie lost her life , her friends betrayed her. In two years nothing but fear grows in her heart , she gets distant to her family and everyone she once loved. She don't wanna have that pain of losing someone else and she realizes that everyone who comes will leave eventually. At the age of 13 she falls in love with a stranger who is much older than her , fear crumpled in her heart but still it beats for him. Despite the fear , she went ahead and loved him wholeheartedly . She did secretly for months until she told him but he left anyways

A Promise For Liu Fen (Chinese Gl, Yuri, lesbian, Lgbt, girlxgirl): Ying Lan is a girl in boy’s clothing; a thief and a survivor, a nobody and a mystery. In the teeming streets of Jiao, she survives by her quick wits and nimble fingers. She has no home, no kin, no past, no memories. Only a fog that clouds her mind and a hunger that drives her on. Liu Ping is the daughter of a general, a scion of war and glory. She has everything a girl could want, except the one thing she desires most: her friend, her confidant, her soulmate. She lost her to the flames of rebellion, and with her, a part of her soul. She lingers on, but she does not live. She is a prisoner of her own grief. Fate brings them together, in a twist of chance and destiny. They face the secrets of the past and fight those who wish to keep them hidden. They find in each other a spark of warmth, a flame of passion. They fight for their lives, their love, their future.

"Can you really fulfill our desires whenever and wherever?" Mylleen asked, her nightgown falling to the floor, leaving only her breasts covered. "Absolutely, anytime, anywhere," Hiro replied with a mischievous smile. He closed the gap between them, his hands reaching out to touch her as their lips met in a passionate kiss. ********************************* As Hiro's spaceship crashes onto the surface of a mysterious planet, he never could have imagined the wild ride that awaited him. Stranded and alone, he is soon taken captive by a group of captivating female aliens, who are intrigued by the rumors they've heard about human males and their capacity to please them in ways they've never experienced. As he adjusts to his new life as their lord, Hiro finds himself at the center of a complex and steamy harem situation, filled with love, lust, and desire. Each of the alluring beauties has her own unique personality, abilities, and desires, and all of them are contending for his attention and affection. As he navigates this complicated dynamic, Hiro discovers a sinister plot involving a rival alien race that threatens their newfound happiness and his chances of returning home. With his advanced abilities and the help of his alien beauties, he must protect his new family and the bond they share. But will he choose to stay with his alien beauties, or return to his old life? Hiro's decision will determine the course of his life, and the lives of those he has grown to love. Caught in a world of forbidden passion and danger, Hiro must use all his wits to survive and thrive in a world unlike any he has ever known. Will you join him on his journey of discovery and desire?

After Kishan confesses his crush and is rejected by her, the next day her crush got a boyfriend. The rumors started that whoever confesses to Kishan will be in a relationship the next day. Since that his life changed by drastic means. He thought that now nothing can shock him. But his new neighbor is a Psychic. After few days she started to show her colours. He knew that she is a yandere. What could be more dangerous than yandere + psychic.

A thrilling romance between a masculine presenting Muslim woman falling deep in love with a straight pastor’s daughter. Or is the Pastor’s daughter really straight?

Owen Hart: a protagonist that has already finished the main story of his life and is now doing the side quest that is streaming. He lives with two of his girlfriends, Isabella and Ophelia, while working as a construction worker. Even though he has been trying for years, he has failed to garner any stream success; that is until Isabella creates a theory channel on WuTube. That's when the success comes. That's when everything changes. Along the way, however, the ghosts from his past come to haunt him. Can Owen keep himself steady in this uncertain world? Or will he falter? Expect action, character introspection and growth, and a dash of comedy. Daily chapters @2 pm EST

It was dark, my eyes were blindfolded and both my hands and feet were tied. I can't see anything. The air was also getting heavier to breathe and it was suffocating. The surroundings became colder. It felt like I was put inside a big refrigerator. And I was losing my sanity and there was nothing I could do and I could feel it I'm dying here. And everything went black." Every night, the ugly memory kept me hunting. And I swear that the bastard will get its punishment before me. I am going to make sure he will feel the same thing. He will suffer and will disappear in this world without a trace.

"Ms.—" "Mu..Mugdha Jain!" She told her name with a nervous expression, while facing the mighty man, her employer. The man in teal colour three piece suit stared at her for a brief minute quietly before nodding his head, and speaking calmly, "Ms. Jain, I heard about what happened in the green room sometimes—" "Mr. Singharoy, pl..please don't mis.. misunderstand me, and let me explain ev.. everything at first to you once please!" Mugdha clasped her hands with a frightened expression, while blabbering in extreme nervousness, "Trust me, sir, I..I really did..didn't did anything, wha..what happened wasn't intentional! I really didn't noticed Aysha mam, or wouldn't have done it! I..I don't know how it happened, ever..everything—" "I know you didn't did anything intentionally, Ms. Jain! I believe you!" He spoke out calmly, resulting Mugdha to look at him in a baffled manner. For a moment she felt she heard it wrong, and just stood dumbfounded, while staring at the man in front of her! Her breathing stopped, while she froze on the spot, noticing the man stepping forward towards her with slow & steady steps. However, he stopped at a certain distance, and gazed at her left cheek for a minute before speaking further, "Ms. Jain, I know what happened wasn't intentional, and just an accident! I didn't called you here to reprimand you, or anything, so please calm down." He held out the icepack in his hand, "Take it, your cheek is looking swollen!" Mugdha was too stunned to say anything, and just stood speechless! "Ms. Jain?" Mugdha jerked off, and finally accept the icepack with her trembling hands, to place it over her cheek which was stinging, "Th..Thank you, Mr. Singharoy!" The man smiled faintly with a nod, and spoke further, "I know & believe what my fiancee did with you tonight wasn't right, she shouldn't have reacted that way! But trust me, she isn't like that! It's just..It's just a bad day for her, and she was also stressed after the long day, that's why failed to keep her calm, and misunderstood you! You're one of my model tonight, and you doesn't deserve this behaviour at all. So, I'm really sorry! Please don't take it to your heart, and forgive her! As her fiancee, I'm apologizing to you in behalf of her, please don't mind!" Mugdha just stood frozen not knowing how to react at all! This was beyond imagination, a man like him was apologising to a person like her, just for his fiancee! She just felt mesmerized at his humble & down to earth behaviour! "It..It's okay, Mr. Singharoy! Pl..Please don't say sorry, I..It..It's okay!" Scratching her head Mugdha replied after a long time, before bidding goodbye, "Mr. Singharoy, thank you for giving me the opportunity!" "You deserve it, Ms. Jain!" He wished her back with a small smile, and watched her hastily leaving the room, as if she was chased by some demon!

Finally accepting the Demon Goddess' offer, he ascends to the position of the Demon King. He grew stronger and the Demon Realm grew alongside him. He learnt to make new Devils and forge Devil artifacts, which were supposed to be extinct. Everything was going well but what? "Why didn't you tell me sooner?!" "It was just a suspicion." "Suspicion or not, don't you think that the fact that my girlfriend transmigrated into this world alongside me was something I might want to know?!" ---- --- ---- Tags: Righteous MC turns Villain and then OP, R18, Kingdom Building, Magic, Tragedy, Transmigration, Action, Level Up, Romance, Action, Nonhuman Lover, Sentient Monsters, Fight Divine Beings . Cover photo depicts the ML (In future - somewhere after chapter 100, how far after? I'm not sure yet)

Su Xuan transmigrated into a parallel world and became a police officer! At his ex-girlfriend's wedding, Su Xuan boldly took out the handcuffs, offering the groom a three-day tour of the police station! Ex-girlfriend asked, "Su Xuan, have you gone crazy? If you wanted to disrupt the wedding, shouldn't you just take me? What's with arresting my husband?" With the Divine Criminal-Capturing System, Su Xuan would receive rewards for apprehending criminals! With targeted investigations, no criminals could escape! While taking a bus, he casually caught a pickpocket. While strolling through a shopping mall, he stumbled upon a human trafficking scene. While getting a salary card replacement, he accidentally became a hostage... While other police officers were still patrolling the streets, Su Xuan had already become a hot topic in the news, a formidable force in apprehending criminals. The criminals asked in disbelief, "Does this police officer have tracking devices planted on us?" The police officers cried out, "Hey dude, give us a chance, please!"

Until when should I hide this feelings? until when should I say no? Until when should I mind what people would say? for the first time in my life I want to be selfish, I want to be happy the way I wanna be. but there's always restrictions, always have rules and I bound to abide those rules. why is happiness hard to get? it seem too near yet to far. people say you just have to follow your heart and that's happiness. can I do that? follow my heart and be happy? can I? seeing her crying infront of me breaks my heart. I don't know what to do, should I hug her? and gives her comfort? oh dear! her words hurt me badly, bakit ako lang? bakit parang ako lang ang lumalaban? Ipaglaban mo naman ako. ipaglaban mo naman kung anu tayo? nakakapagod na. her exact words while crying infornt of me, I want to hug her badly at sabihin sakanya na don't worry everything will be alright. and giver her assurance that things will work out. but I cant give her false hope. ayoko siyang paasahin. mas lalo ko siyang masasaktan. It's not that I don't love her. I Love her very much. but I don't want to disappoint my parents. I don't want to breaks their hearts and just walk away from my responsibilities. oh how I hate this Life. What should I do?

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