Obsessive Compulsive Love

King Niklaus Mikaelson, a name that resonated with both fear and reverence across the Mythralian Peninsula, was a figure shrouded in a dark, commanding aura. His reputation as the most ruthless and strongest ruler had been etched into the annals of history through countless conquests and acts of sheer dominance. The Kingdom of Emberlyn, his seat of power, had become a formidable force under his iron-fisted rule, expanding relentlessly as he sought to unite the entire peninsula beneath his banner. Niklaus was a man who wielded authority like a weapon, his charisma a tool for bending others to his will. To the world, he was the epitome of power and allure, the man every woman desired and every rival feared. Yet, beneath his striking exterior and regal bearing lay a darkness as deep and unyielding as the obsidian blade he kept sheathed at his side. In the resplendent Kingdom of Aquarion, where the gentle whispers of the wind and the serene beauty of the landscape paint a portrait of tranquility, Princess Emily Wilson stands as a luminous enigma. As the eldest and middle daughter of King Wilson, Emily is a figure both revered and shrouded in mystery, a living legend whose beauty is spoken of in hushed, reverent tones. Emily’s physical beauty is legendary, though it remains largely unseen by the world beyond her family. Her rare blue eyes, deep and mesmerizing, are said to capture the essence of the sky and the sea, reflecting a depth of emotion and intelligence that transcends mere appearance. Her blonde hair, a cascade of sunlit strands, frames her face with a halo of ethereal light, adding to her mystique. To those who have glimpsed her, Emily is a vision of unparalleled grace, a princess whose beauty is as captivating as it is elusive. Yet, Emily’s allure extends far beyond her physical appearance. She embodies a unique blend of wisdom, strength, and purity, qualities that make her a formidable presence in her kingdom. Her wisdom is profound, her decisions guided by an insight that belies her years. She approaches her role with a sense of purpose and clarity, balancing the weight of her responsibilities with the grace of a true leader.

The popular singer Mia Caroline became famous in showbiz at 15. Living in an influential family, Mia never once stumbled upon any scandal throughout her career. That is until her accidental meeting with Victor a few years later leads to her first scandal as a successful singer. Victor, the leader of a mafia organization under the guise of a successful businessman, hates people who sell their lives like celebrities. But faced with Mia, Victor is unwittingly drawn into Mia's complicated and secretive life. Past trauma, organizational turmoil, fame in the spotlight. This is a love story of two people who have never felt love.

Axel, a notorious bad boy, falls for Emily, the perfect good girl, in their small town. Their worlds collide, sparking a forbidden romance that challenges their reputations, families, and own demons.

in two worlds where mystical creatures exists, a duel is held to see the strongest of all creatures to take over the empire and rule . coden kai qin the ceo of LNC group industry ruthless and cold usually gets every thing he wants had a one night stand with alessandria yates the upcoming actress due to a plan set by his enemy's to humiliate him . pah! her step mom slapped her you wretched girl where were you last night her mom died when she was 10 and her dad remarried she was left with her dad and grandma who loved her very much she travelled to country z to get away from problems and start a new life but she entered the wrong territory coden kai will stop at no rate to claim his little bird she was his life,obsession mysteries will unfold what secret is coden hiding from her? will alessandria accept coden and fall in love with him read this book

Elara Lysander is an ordinary woman navigating the monotony of adulthood. Her way to unwind from all the stress of bills and work? Reading. And her favorite novel as of late has been The Day of Eternal Light, which has been all the rage lately. When the novel ends in a way she doesn't expect--with her favorite character and the novel's villain, Caspian Isyndor's death at the hands of the king and the female lead--Elara is saddened, to put it lightly. She finds herself haunted by a dream of Caspian, and when she goes to reread the book, she doesn't expect the words to glow. She definitely doesn't expect to open her eyes and find Caspian standing over her. She learns he has summoned her after he became aware he was living in a loop and heard her sympathetic voice among the masses of voices. He believes that with Elara's knowledge of the ending he cannot remember, he can gain what he has always wanted--his brother's head on a pike and the kingdom of Isyndor in his hands where he believes it belongs. Only after she has helped him achieve this will he send her home. As Elara is thrust into this world of magic and intrigue, she discovers Caspian is not the heartless man he presents himself to be. As they tread the uncertain path filled with dark creatures, political intrigue, and the ever-present threat of his brother's wrath, Elara must face the music: will she be able to turn the tide and give him the happy ending he deserves, or is fate a collar that cannot be removed?

Betrayed by her ex and sister, she got married to him in a flash. From then on, she was extremely pampered by him. "Sir, your ex is in hospital, being beaten up by madam. Would you like to go to the hospital or the police station to bail her out?" "Again? I'll call the director." "Sir, madam ruined her ex-husband's company and the guy would like to ask for your help." "What kind of ex-husband is he!" "Sir..." He stood up and immediately rushed home. This little devil caused him trouble every day; she must be punished! However, he became the one deeply immersed in her charm that night. He held her and said gently, "Baby, I will handle it, no matter how big the trouble you make, as long as you behave well and don't get away from me." "Why? You don't love me at all." "Who said that? I love you so much!" Someone said, she is so hot and charming; no wonder he is so obsessed with her.

[Chasing Ex]+[Age Gap] After five years of hidden marriage, she never managed to warm Xiao Yu's heart. Finally, feeling disheartened and cold, she proposed divorce. In this life, she no longer clung to him, blocked his number, avoided him at every turn, and distantly addressed him as "Uncle" or "Professor Xiao". As a result, she discovered he began to intrude incessantly, even becoming her guardian. Powerless against her refusal to recognize him after climbing out of bed and her merciless change of face, he had no choice but to turn a blind eye. Until he could no longer bear it, someone saw the always composed and self-disciplined Professor Xiao drunk, pinning her against the car roof, "Got a boyfriend?"

Three rejections. Three shattered dreams. That was Layla’s reality, all because she was different—a half-shifter in a world obsessed with purity. Ostracized, shunned, and finally sold off like a pawn to the most feared ruler alive—the Lycan King. He was ruthless, a king with a graveyard of brides, each one a ghostly reminder of a fate worse than death. Layla loathed him. Hated the way his gaze was all ice, no warmth. Hated how his touch, both thrilling and terrifying, sent an uninvited chill down her spine. --- “I hate you!” I screamed, hands clenched so tight my knuckles ached. He sighed, a smirk curling at the edge of his lips, his tone mocking as he closed his book with a deliberate snap. “Stressed, are we?” he asked, strolling toward me, each step reminding me exactly who held the power here. “Lucky for you,” he drawled, rolling up his sleeves as he stopped just inches away, “I know exactly 70 ways to ease that nerves.” His fingers brushed my cheek, a touch that seemed to burn into my skin. “The first… a hug.” His voice dropped to a rough whisper as he leaned in, breath hot against my ear. “And the rest... well, that's 69? what do you say about that?" I swallowed hard, my heart thudding wildly as he tilted his head, waiting for me to react, that insufferable smirk still in place. “What’s the matter, darling?” he murmured, a taunt lingering in his gaze. --- A Dangerous Obsession Can she resist the pull, or will she dance into the flames of her own destruction? A dark dive into obsession, raw need, and the razor’s edge between desire and devastation. --- LYCAN KING CASSIAN I will tear her apart piece by piece, feeding the wildfire that grips her with each shuddered breath. Like air to flame, I’ll claim every inch, drawing heat from her skin until it sinks into her bones. Her pulse will race under my hands, her breaths shallow, pleading. Her eyes may scream, but her lips will still murmur my name. That first taste of fear will only feed something deeper—a need that burns through her veins, molten and fierce. And just when she’s too far gone to turn back, I’ll twist the knife, giving her the pain she’s learned to crave. She’ll be the moth to my flame, helpless against the very thing that will consume her.

In a fantasy world Furfur, a lone wolf in a forest, hunts to survive. The stronger the prey the stronger he becomes. All while some obsessive goddesses are stalking him. How will the wolf grow in the dangerous forest while being pampered by the goddesses ?

[mature//no rape] At the age of 14, Eiravyne had endured a life-altering burn inflicted by her father, a punishment she believed was a manifestation of her own inadequacies: her perceived lack of beauty, worth, and intellect. It wasn’t until a horrific massacre claimed her entire family that she had learned the true nature of her suffering. The burn had not merely been a mark of her father’s cruelty but a binding ritual linking her to Duke Ilkar Skivarion, the very man she had been taught to fear above all. As Eiravyne was thrust into an arranged marriage with the Duke, she found herself entangled in a treacherous web of political power and intrigue. Amidst the chaos, she uncovered a staggering truth: her abusive family had not been her true lineage. Instead, she was the heir to the Sangrevers—a feared and formidable bloodline notorious for its depraved, lustful, manipulative, and twisted behavior…Afamily that was eradicated by the king for their own treason . With this revelation, Eiravyne faced a new nightmare. Duke Ilkar, convinced that she inherited the worst traits of her scandalous mother, regarded her as nothing more than a means to serve his own ambitions, while Eiravyne's deepest desire was to belong to a family that truly loved and accepted her. ******* Updates: 02 chapter /day Genre: fanatasy, female lead, romance,magic, obssessive male lead, good support side side characters, a lot of intimacy, enemies to lovers, powerful couple, evil and good , bad boy .forced marriage Cover: is mine, it is commissioned, i don't alow anyone to use it . The art of this novel is also comissioned ------------------- Follow me on instagram: isaac_black2013 Discord server : https://discord.gg/VNH4pKgyT3 ko-fi page: https://ko-fi.com/isaacblack ------------------- Check out my other contracted works: For male lead: *First Stygian Diviner: Apocalypse *Villain's Supremacy For female lead: *I created the villain *The body we shared .

It's fun to read about the obsessive villian but until you encounter him. After being transmigrated as the girl , villian was obsessed with and married forcefully, she must do something to save herself from the torture he gave her . " Asher - You cannot run away. Amelia while putting her hands on his shoulder - I don't wanna leave this perfect world either. Asher - "_". "

Imagine waiting a thousand years under a curse for your mate to be born and come of age but once you go to claim her,she wants nothing to do with you. ××× "You are mine,Mine for eternity...I will not give you to anyone. You are bound to be tied with me for all of eternity." Were the last words she heard him say before falling back into the darkness. ××× (He knows nothing about love,but for her, he'll learn)

" i can't breathe without you , cause only you could fill this empty space billie "

“What is your name?” Alpha Vladimir asked, raising an eyebrow at the girl who stood in front of him. He looked down at her ripped dress but made no comment as he looked her in the eye. “I don’t have a name.” She said, making the man frown. “What do you mean ‘you don’t have a name’?” He asked, and she took a step back. “I don’t have a name…” ************************ Born of a rape, the little omega, the wolf, or as they call her, the runt of the pack, has always been mistreated by her mother, her brothers, and the pack Alpha. But when the Alpha of Alphas, Alpha Vladimir Ivanov claims her as his own, what happens when he chooses to give her a name…?

Synopsis~ After a car accident, I was reincarnated as the villainess "Satina" in an other game! I had been living as the fake noblewoman, Satina Bersaebet, with no memory of my past. But on my 23rd birthday, when I saw my fiancé kissing another woman, I regained my past life memories. [Hello, I am Liv, an advanced AI system here to assist your gameplay.] [This game is designed solely for the player's enjoyment]. [I'll do my best to ensure your smooth gameplay moving forward.] I was briefly relieved by the sudden appearance of the system, offering me help in my confusion over my regained memories. But that relief was short-lived. In the original game *Saint Maker*, out of the 100 endings assigned to the villainess Satina, only one-'Normal Ending'-has no death or imprisonment! To make matters worse, all the male leads who could potentially thwart her plans exude an ominous, dangerous aura... Will Satina be able to evade the gazes of the five male leads and escape? ~

Alt Name - (I Am Just A Fake Saint But, Why Does Gods Obsessed With Me?) * This Novel Current Translator is Love Warning Kiss. *Patreon Chapters Only Available On Love Warning Kiss Description Five years later, she possessed a fake saint who would die when the real saint appeared. 'Let's stay. Isn't this a chance?' Even if i collect only the salary that falls to the saint, the minimum house owner! So, I was planning to run away while acting as a saint... Are the gods somehow strange? [Hesed, the god of knowledge, examines my body and breathes a sigh of relief.] [Pride, The god of mercy, declares that he will kill the motherfuckers who disrespects me.] [The Odyssey, the god of love, fanning arrogance by my side.] [Ciel, the god of destruction, is worrying that I was hurt or not, and from his eyes tears are dripping down.] Besides, the male protagonist candidates, who were cold-hearted toward the fake saint in the original novel, they are just a little strange! The high priest, who was in the role of a watchman, comes to visit whenever he has a chance. The prince, who had been avoiding me because he hated me and now he proposed to me. The top giver keeps trying to give something when he sees only me! There, the Black Curtain, who is going to destroy this world, said that he would cooperate rather than kill me! No, I am a saint, I am the end of the world and I am not interested!! Just let me become the owner of the building with my original goal!

After the brutal murder of her family, Katherine is banished from the blood moon pack by her mate, leaving her desolate. Katherine seeks refuge in the one place her father warned her about. Katherine meets Alpha Kieran and her life never remains the same. ~ Kieran's eyes narrowed, a distasteful scowl on his face. "We are not mates, Katherine. The goddess is mistaken. I don't do mates. I don't do relationships." "Will you reject me?" "Reject you? No! I won’t reject you nor will I accept you. You will stay here, under my watch. You'll never be recognized as my mate, nor will you be treated any differently than the other members. You will work and earn your stay just like everyone else. I tell you this, Katherine. Not a single soul must know we are mates.

Billionaire, Grey Carter grows heartless after watching his mother murdered in cold blood, his thirst for revenge makes him push everybody away much to his father's dismay. Mr Carter(Grey's father) has tried to make Grey fall in love for years but failed and finally decided to give him an ultimatum, get married for one year or loose the family business.Grey offers Bella Casey who had just being fired from work and was in desperate need of money a contract marriage because she has to pay off the loan shark she was owing. Will this contracted marriage lead to word full of love and roses for Bella? Or a life full of trials?Will Grey Carter finally have his revenge?

Every night, he snuck into her miniscule bedroom and gets intimate with her. She wasn't his mate, neither was she his Luna who had just been newly crowned. She was his slave. Yet, he discloses the fact that he felt lust for her, disregarding the fact that he had a Luna. She had once asked, "Are you in love with me?" River was breathless when she puffed those words out, her heart threatening to burst through her ribcage. "Oh, River, my love. What I feel for you is more than love. It can never be put in actual words." He had responded, running his finger down her face, caressing it softly. His touch was tender, yet River was quaking in fear as she gazed up at him. "And, if I don't end up having you by the end of the day, I'd kill you," he continues, brushing a thumb against her trembling lips. "and, kill myself." However, he wasn't the man for her. They both had their mates. And worse, he was a man who had contributed to her agony. She had once been the Alpha's daughter, living a glossy life, but Alpha Ryker had waged a war against their Pack, riding them of every single thing they owned and forcing River to relocate to a new Pack as an Omega subjected to bullying. How will River accept her fate of being the obsession of ruthless Alpha Ryker, who had caused the ruin of her father's Pack and made her into an Omega?

[ ONGOING ] HIS OBSESSION With Her ( Obsession Series #1 ) WARNING : R18 || SPG || Mature Content ━━━━━━━━━━━━ " Ang mga halik kung ito. at ang markang iyan nanasa leeg mo. ay simbulo na pagmamay-ari kita. akin ka lang' Sheen-sheen, don't forget that baby. You are mine.." ➵ Keron Deoson LA VENUZ ━━━━━━━━━━━━ Date Started : July 27 , 2022 Date Finished :

After centuries of being locked in hell by his father, the devil himself, Lucifer Morningstar stepped into freedom but had himself falling in love with a human girl.

Anastasia Gray has spent her life playing second fiddle to her twin sister, Kathryn Gray, but nothing prepares her for the ultimate betrayal. Just days before her dream wedding, Anastasia’s world shattered when Williams, the man she had loved since she was sixteen, announced he would marry Kathryn instead. When Anastasia discovers a hidden letter from her father, revealing that Kathryn wasn’t her twin after all but a cousin taken in under mysterious circumstances, she realizes the depth of deception she has been living under. Determined to find out the truth about her own identity, Anastasia dives deeper into her family’s secrets. She soon uncovers a web of lies, blackmail, and betrayal that spans generations—a legacy that ties her fate to Jamie’s in ways she could never have imagined. As the stakes rise and the danger mounts, Anastasia finds herself torn between two men—one who broke her heart and one who could either save her or destroy her. In a desperate bid to reclaim her life and her heart, Anastasia must outmaneuver those who seek to control her and expose the darkest secrets of all before she becomes a pawn in a deadly game that could cost her everything.

{WARNING: MATURE CONTENT} Cold air brushed my face. Where am I? I couldn't tell, as everything was dark. Am I dead? Is this death? Everything submerged in darkness, where I couldn’t see anything or know where I was—not to mention having no idea if I still had a body. “She’s still alive…” I heard an indistinct voice, sounding so detached, bringing forth a terrible headache. Wait a minute. I’m still alive? Then I heard heavy footsteps moving closer to where I was, step after step. As cold as I lay, as broken as I was, I felt my skin crawling with fear, even with my eyes still tightly shut; the aura was overwhelming. The footsteps eventually stopped right before me. My brain and my body were sending me danger signals. This feeling was different from anything I’d ever felt. After a while of silence, I slowly parted my eyes to catch a glimpse of the figure standing before me, but I could see nothing except a blurry pair of emerald green eyes. And just like that, the footsteps retreated. Were they leaving? I asked inwardly as my eyes fluttered closed again, submitting myself to the darkness. But before I could go any further, I heard the deepest, coldest voice I’d ever encountered in my life. “Take her. She’s coming with me.” --- **Excerpt** “Why are you here?” He didn't respond this time. Instead, a familiar—oh, so familiar—chill crawled up my skin, settling on my heart, numbing it altogether. He'd been behind me all along. I remembered this feeling, and I remembered more when I felt him stop by my side. His large palm touched my jaw, bringing my face to look at him—at his emerald green eyes. “It’s you, isn’t it? You saved me from the cliff. I should be dead, forgotten. Why did you bring me back to this heart-wrenching place?” His fingers slipped through my silvery locks, and his gentle, hot breath fanned against my neck, leaving a tingling trail. “Because it’s not time for your death, Kaila, my sweet lady.” His lips paused by the tip of my ear. “And… I recognized fire when I saw one. Although I’m not often drawn to every fire, yours roared differently.” “You know nothing,” I whispered. He chuckled softly. “Yes. I didn't, but your eyes betray a deep, much deeper hunger, Kaila… Is it revenge? Or something more?” “What if I want to burn them all?” “Then allow me to be your fire.” --- Kaila Wynter endured being a slave for her mate, James Wellesley, for years in the pack, thinking he loved her. But when he returned, he not only paid her no mind and rejected her, he took everything, including her legs, and turned a blind eye while the whole pack chanted to kill her for something she knew nothing about. However, everything changed the night he came—the rumored king of hell. Rumors whispered that his touch brought destruction. But what if he didn’t destroy her, but claimed her, even as broken and damaged as she was? They thought they had tossed her to her death; little did they know it would be their fall and her rise.

In a world where popularity reigns supreme, Lena Sinclair is a girl consumed by obsession, longing to fit in with her glamorous peers. Her desire to be like them leads her down a dark path of crime and deceit, crossing lines she never thought she would. But when betrayal strikes from those she trusted most, Lena is left shattered and vengeful. As she seeks revenge against the girls who turned on her, she unexpectedly finds solace and love in a mysterious stranger—an undercover spy with a perfect façade and a tangled family legacy. Torn between loyalty to his mission and his growing feelings for her, he must navigate his own internal conflicts while helping her uncover the truth behind her betrayal. In a thrilling tale of obsession, betrayal, and redemption, Lena must confront her dark desires and decide how far she’s willing to go for revenge. As secrets unravel and loyalties shift, she discovers that true strength lies not just in vengeance, but in the ability to forge her own identity and embrace the love she never saw coming.

[Mature Content 18+] In the world of Alphas with power to control minds, hand out excruciating pain and even seduce you to your death such that you die with a smile on your face. Yin Zhu was born an Omega. A slave without any magic. In Bloodlock being an omega meant that you were no better than a rug under the feet of the alphas. In fact, even rug had much more importance than Yin Zhu who was born as an omega. Her life was destined to be spent under the dominance of the alphas of the Situ family. At least no one knew that she was an omega, as long as no one found out that she was an omega she was safe. But at the age of eighteen, she was dragged to the Situ mansion, because of a mistake and now she have to serve in the family of a Vampires but it was fine right? As long as she stayed away from them she will be all right. Wrong. She ended up attracting the attention of the three young masters even when she didn’t meant to, one by one their gazes locked on her, in a manner she did not mean to —— by disrespecting them. Proud and arrogant as they were they didn’t want to let her go so easily. Now she have to serve them and protect herself as well, for if these men found out that she was an omega it was either death or a life of imprisonment. ———————— “ Did you go somewhere?”spoke a voice in the dark room, causing Yin Zhu’s eyes to go wide with fear. She turned around the room when another voice called from behind, the cold breath of the man skimming over her shoulder, “ I think she was out in the garden, her skin is cold.” Nervously, Yin Zhu turned around but the man behind her was gone, she swallowed hard as she squinted her eyes trying to make the silhouettes of the men who were hiding in her room. “ W..What are you doing in my room?” “ What are we doing in her room, she asks,” chuckled a third voice causing goosebumps to break all over her skin. When the figure of the man sitting on the chair next to the tea table stood up and started walking towards her. As he started to walk towards her the rest moved and circled her like a prey, the handsome features of the men illuminated in the moonlight making them look even scarier than they do. “ We came to see our omega,” said number one as he tilted his head and smiled at her. “ What about you? Where are you coming from, hmm?” “ I ..I just went out on a walk,” she replied as quickly as possible but then she heard someone behind her chuckle and Yin Zhu could feel her doom coming close. She tried to side step the two men but then she was caught by number three, his arms tightening around her waist as she tried to escape the two man, a dangerous growl rumbling in his chest that reverberated on her back . The two men walked closer to her as the first one raised his hand and cupped her face while the other caught hold of her silvery lock that was cascading over her shoulder. One of them skimmed his hand over her jaw and neck before splaying his fingers over her chest. “ Your heart is thumping rather loud, did you go on a run?” Yin Zhu didn’t answer for she knew that the three men knew she was lying, they could see through her lies better than she could see through their games. The man behind her leaned forward and whispered against her ear, “ Were you trying to run away with him?” “ Maybe I should wring the neck of that human after all, hmm? What do you say, sugar?”chortled the third.

I thought my biggest problem was Adrian Blackwood, the arrogant guy I used to hate from a rival crime family. But things took a darker turn when I accepted a job as a nanny for a little girl, only to find myself in the dangerous world of Leo Weston, the ruthless leader of the Spanish Cartel. Leo became obsessed with me as soon as I turned him down. My "no" only made me want me more, I could feel the danger in every look he gave me. Just when my life was already complicated, Adrian came back to my life. The man I once couldn't stand is now crazy about me. And I can't deny the chemistry between us, it's intense, wild, and electric. Both men are determined to claim me, my body and soul, but I refuse to be a pawn in their twisted game of power and lust. With danger at every corner, I must navigate a world full of betrayal, drama, and steamy encounters. But the clock is ticking. Can I escape before I'm consumed by their desires? Or will I lose myself entirely to the heat of their obsession?

Melissa Hitler is the first and only child of the infamous underworld boss – Antonio Hitler and her main aim is to make him proud. For years, Antonio has maintained a high reputation for him and his mafia gang, overcoming several underworld obstacles and avoiding the reach of the government. Some said he even controlled a section of the government himself. He was a powerful man and all Melissa wanted was to live up to his legacy. Would she be able to leave up to his legacy?

Since you are still alive leona let continue from where we stopped, no my lord please it still hurts before i could complete my word he kissed me so roughly,grappling my breast with his hand, and squeezing it so hard that I felt like dying , it hurts please my lord, call my name leona, Please my lord, now leona, roi, he entered is rode deep inside me filling me up, you don’t know how warm and good inside of you feel and I don’t mind dying inside of you, he spread my legs wider entering deeper inside of me ,please my lord stop, my name leona, he starting moving his hip vigourasly, I will make you shout my name until you can’t anymore .the more I begged him to stop,the faster he moved his hip. you keep on asking me stop but you pussy is sucking me so hard, what about this you if you ask me to fuck you harder and more deeper may be I will eject inside of you and I will stop filling you up, what do think leona and if you don’t want I will fuck you up until am satisfied and you should know that it is very hard for me to get satisfied ,please my lord, it seem like you are enjoying it then l will continue , no please I will say what you want, then start begging me Leona , fuck me harder and fill me up, he put a pill in my mouth and said as you wish he started moving his hips more faster than before, his kisses became more rough, and l strangely liked it.I started feeling hot and my body became too sensitive,i didn’t know what I was saying but my body was needy