Books About Suicidal Depression

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I want to die. She believed dying seemed to be the easiest way to escape her fate and the pain that overwhelmed her remaining existence. "What is there for me to live for?" Her hand instinctively touched the ring on her finger, the only thing left to remind her of the man she left behind. Of course, it was not how she envisioned her life would be. She had always thought she had everything mapped out. Her life was perfect with her future set. But who knew? Everything would change as her world suddenly turned upside down. She had lost the person she valued the most. How will I survive without you?

When a book-loving girl enters a fantasy world of magic, that is on the verge of destruction. what will she do?? Lead the kingdom to rise again or. . . become the reason for its fall!

Time: In the near future of 2035, the "emotional apathy" virus breaks out around the world, and humans gradually lose the ability to love and hate. Core conflict: The multinational technology giant "Eclipse Group" has developed an emotion simulation chip, while the underground organization "Seraphim" advocates using extreme stimulation to awaken real emotions. Madness fusion: Cyberpunk x black humor x neurotic aesthetics, using absurdity to fight nihilism. Seraphina Chen (female lead) Surface: Chief "emotional terrorist" of "Seraph", specializes in throwing crying bombs at rich people's parties/holding rock mass in AI churches Secret: Illegal genetic modification in childhood, emotional fluctuations are 100 times higher than normal people (laughing will shatter glass/causing local rainstorms when sad) Behavior madness: In order to sneak into Evander's press conference, he stuffed himself into a giant gashapon machine and rolled into the venue Kidnapped AI priests to hold a confession ceremony for the sweeping robot Evander Blackthorn (male lead) Surface: Cold-blooded CEO of Eclipse Group, who is willing to remove "emotional pollution sources" to promote emotional chips Secret: Suffering from congenital analgesia, relying on self-mutilation to confirm his presence (the inner layer of his suit is sewn with razor blades) Logical quirks: Using mathematical models to calculate the kissing angle: "37.2 degrees is the most ergonomic" Developed a "breakup probability prediction app" but could not calculate the relationship with Seraphina

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Jung Ha-rin, the infamously timid 29 year-old vocalist of the K-Pop group Cheerleader, wanted to die. Her life as an idol was nothing short of miserable. Her time in the K-Pop industry nothing short of killed her. The only way out of this hell was to end it. But when she finally goes through and ends her life, she finds herself in the body of a school boy?! A school boy with the dreams of being an idol at that! “Is this the Hevean I prayed to?!” She screamed.

Thirteen books. Each containing knowledge capable of reshaping reality itself. Ijas, a brilliant yet enigmatic author, wrote them all—then vanished. His final act? A single gunshot, a cryptic message, and a disappearance that defied logic. Only Seven books remain. The rest? Lost… or taken. Now, those who seek the truth must uncover the secrets hidden within the pages. But some knowledge was never meant to be known—because once you understand it, there’s no turning back. What did Ijas discover? Why did he disappear? And who else is after the books? The answers lie within the 13 Books of End—but knowing them comes at a price.

Iris is a boring college student whose mere existence attracted a being, a non-human. They say there's a fine line between love and obsession, that line was crossed long ago when he met her

Read the complete synopsis before reading the novel. ---- An ordinary guy was thinking of confessing his love to a girl at the end of summer break, but he died before he could confess. He reincarnates into a new world and realizes he is in the world of the game he played. The game was a bit complex, with lots of choices and twists, but in simple words, it had a protagonist and five heroines. Making the correct choices would keep all heroines alive and end up with the protagonist, while incorrect choices would lead to the death of the heroine. The person responsible for killing the heroine if the player makes the incorrect choice is Akechi Ryuki, the best friend of the protagonist. Now, our normal guy possesses Akechi Ryuki. What is he going to do? Will he do the same as the real Akechi Ryuki would do? Or will he do something even worse? Or will he ignore them? ---- MC is a good person, but he has many perverted fetishes and fantasies, which he will make heroines fulfill since heroines also have such fetishes. Also, not all women in the novel are for the MC. The MC already had his harem, while other characters also have theirs. If you are reading the novel, don't complain about MC's not making moves or stealing others' harems. MC has his harem, and he doesn't want it anymore. ---- Read the tags below before reading the novel. Later, don't complain about why I did that. Tags: Anal, BDSM, Blackmail, Corruption, Cosplay, Drugs, Exhibitionism, Footjob, Group Sex (Only Mc and other women), Handjob, Humiliation, Lactation, Lesbian, Masturbation, Milf, Multiple penetration (With Toys), Oral Sex, Pregnancy, Ra*e, Romance, Sex Toys, Sex Slave, Sleep Sex, Spanking, Stripping, Teasing, Teacher.

well i guess this is it ... wait why wont this world let me die ? is this some kind of joke ?

Di kehidupan pertamanya, Andi adalah seorang pemuda yang terus-menerus dilanda depresi dan perasaan hampa. Tekanan dari keluarga, kegagalan dalam karir, dan hubungan yang berantakan membuatnya merasa terjebak dalam lingkaran kegelapan. Setelah bertahun-tahun berjuang melawan dirinya sendiri, Andi memutuskan untuk mengakhiri hidupnya. Namun, alih-alih menemukan ketenangan, ia terbangun di dunia yang sama sekali berbeda—dunia di mana ia diberi kesempatan kedua untuk hidup. Di kehidupan keduanya, Andi terlahir kembali sebagai seorang anak laki-laki bernama Kim Suhoo, di dunia yang penuh dengan Qi, petualangan, dan misteri. Meski awalnya ia bingung dan tidak percaya, Kim Suhoo mulai menyadari bahwa ini adalah kesempatannya untuk memperbaiki kesalahan di masa lalu. Namun, depresi dan trauma dari kehidupan sebelumnya terus menghantuinya, membuatnya sulit untuk sepenuhnya menerima kehidupan barunya. Dengan bantuan teman-teman baru yang ia temui dalam perjalanannya, Kim suhoo belajar untuk menghadapi ketakutannya, memaafkan dirinya sendiri, dan menemukan arti hidup yang sesungguhnya. Namun, dunia barunya tidaklah sempurna—ia harus menghadapi ancaman dari kekuatan gelap yang mengintai, serta rahasia tentang mengapa ia diberi kesempatan untuk hidup kembali.

Noah and Yuri awaken in a desolate, post-apocalyptic Tokyo, surrounded by ruined buildings and an eerie silence. With no memory of the past or knowledge of how they arrived, they struggle to survive in this hostile environment. As they scavenge for food and seek shelter, they uncover a diary revealing that they are 500 years in the future. The weight of this revelation strains their relationship, leading to a heart-wrenching confrontation. Amidst Noah's mental breakdown and Yuri's physical exhaustion, they slowly rebuild their bond, finding solace in each other. However, their fragile peace is shattered by a devastating flood that separates them. Alone and disoriented, Noah and Yuri must navigate new challenges and harsh conditions, driven by the hope of reuniting. Amidst the ruins of civilization, they cling to the belief that together, they can overcome the darkest of times.

Today might be Rosy and glitters but what about tomorrow

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"Jill!" Sheri whispered. Jill continues to give Sheri grief. Though, in all honesty Jill didn't care, nor did she have room to judge. Jill has done what Sheri is about to do once or twice. Maybe even three times by the time she's done with Anthony. Who knows what his status is? Don't care... But Jill could shamelessly say this, she's never blatantly seen a man's wife and still brazenly flirt with their husband. Sheri was on a whole new level of savagery, and Jill wasn't letting her best friend off the hook so easily. Jill thought to herself, the next time Sheri tries to act all innocent and poise to judge me, imma rub the dirt all up in her face. She continues to push Sheri’s buttons till she gets up to leave and go to the bathroom. Jill was getting ready to tell her to use the gel when unexpectedly, Sheri collides into the Governor. They were a whole tangled mess, Jill practically had to pull them apart before his wife came. The Governor was grateful for her intervention because even he realized he wasn't focused. Upon meeting the governor's wife, Jill was 100% sure, she did not like her. This self-important, condescending chick, made Jill simply want to backhand her. Her whole attitude was trash. She looked down at Sheri and Jill the whole time with fake greetings of kindness. But Jill matched her energy. Like b*tch, your not about to run over me. But Sheri... Practically became her yes girl. And Jill had to fall in line because it wasn't her fight. *** After the awful encounter with Monica, the Governor's wife, Jill got to work on making sure Sheri had a more prominent presence. The girls went to the bathroom, and Jill opened every stall to make sure no one was around. "What was that?!" Jill yelled. "I know right?! Absolute b*tch!" Sheri added. Jill wanted to smack Sheri. "No! You!" Sheri was confused. "You're not focused! When she came up to us all stank, you had no fight in you. You acted like a docile little girl. She said jump and you went 'how high?' Even I had to fall in line." Jill was so infuriated. "Oh...". Sheri said in recollection. "Listen that right there was a freebie. Monica is not about to think that's how things are gonna be moving forward." Jill declares. Sheri was silent but signaled she understood Jill continued as she paced the spacious restroom. "She's the one that had things she wanted to discuss with you, not the other way around. You should of let Monica know what day YOU were available instead of going along with what she choose!" "I know I just got nervous..." Sheri put her hand to her forehead. "Well that needs to be out of your system now that we have a vague idea of what she's about. When we go to the Governor's house, don't act all impressed, as if you've never been in a place like that before, and whatever she asks of you, tell her you need time to deliberate. She's not getting her answer right away." Jill looked at Sheri sternly. "You're right! I'm sorry!... I guess I felt bad about my behavior with her husband that I kind of submitted to her." Sheri admitted. "So are you gonna feel bad about the Governor's behavior too?!" Jill snapped "Takes two to tangle, And y'all was entangled!" "Jill... I don't know if I can be the type of woman that can mess with a married man..." Sheri lowered her head. Well what is she trynna say about me! Jill thought. *** Hey everyone, thank you for your interest in my book, this is my first time writing a story. Hope you enjoyed this excerpt. This is my original work and the setting is urban American. My characters are of African American, Caribbean, and Hispanic descent, so this book may have a different flavor from the more traditional stories on here, so feel free to comment if there are any slang terms or phrases you don't understand.

Chen is a senior high school student who is now 17 years old. Ever since his mother died of breast cancer, life has been one storm after another. His father works abroad, sending money for Chen's schooling, but every day, he feels farther and farther away from his son. Chen cannot focus in class and is haunted by loneliness, guilt, and pressure to succeed for his family's sake. One day, Chen's English teacher, Ms. Alina, assigns him a reflective essay because he seems to be slipping. Reluctantly, Chen sits down and writes from his heart onto the paper. Through this piece of writing, he relates to Jia, a classmate who turns out to be very compassionate while sharing her experience of having lost one of her parents. Her friend leans on her for support. Meanwhile, there is Chen's childhood friend Miguel, who continues to pull Chen out of his shell, remembering their shared dreams. Luna is the spirited school athlete who promotes Chen to become a member of the running club, and suddenly he finds this endurance sport thrilling. Mr. Tan, this wise school counselor, guides him through his anguish. As Chen starts to heal, he is reunited with his dad through heartfelt video calls. He comes to realize that they both carry the same pain. With support from friends like Sophia, Rafi, Elena, Kai, Maya, Dante, Zara, and Leo, Chen eventually learns that strength lies within vulnerability. At the end of the year, Chen gives a great valediction speech before honoring his mother's memory and embracing a hope of a brighter tomorrow at the school's end.

What will you do if you found out that the woman you love is being curse? Maybe you will just say, it's just a curse anyway it won't affect me. But what if it really targets you. Jessa is a teacher of a mature age. She is the advicer of class 3 section C high school students. Two of his former lover in highschool died by committing suicide. Yet again, another one in college. And another as a teacher. Will her next lover survive or become the next victim? Why does her lovers are commiting suicide? Is she really curse? Read Suicide: Ghost and Lovers and find out.

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When two contradicting forces converge, is it chaos or harmony? Is it fate or a flash of the unanticipated? And as the line blur we must ask: Is it real or just a figment of our adventurous minds? *** The world is closing in on Malia Baker. An all-time best selling author. She either writes, or she risks losing the contract that promises the peak of her career. Now just a step away. Plagued by the crushing weight of expectations, Malia falls into a cycle of writer’s block. leaving her drenched by endless emotional avalanche where nothing makes sense and everything feels flat. Desperate to rechristen herself and break free from the torturing paralysis, Malia falls asleep after a creatively draining day. But only to find herself in the mind of a killer, fueled with an insatiable thirst for revenge against his family. Davies Moore, tortured and betrayed by his family, has one clear goal: To watch the family tree go up in flames. but more than anything, to be the one lighting the match. He would stop at nothing to erase the Hernandez name from existence. But soon, A growing thorn keeps him torn between vengeance and desire when he meets Grace walker. A woman whose sudden appearance in his life throws it wildly off balance. *** The line between the author and character goes thin, and within that blur is a question hanging in the air: ‘Who are you really, Davies Moore?’

1990 year. Evil Empire is living its last months.

An adventure of a bookworm whose fate is in his decision making, adding more companions while looking for the next chapters by the man whom is yet to be uncovered

Miki Kaye has three loyal friends and two supportive parents... until she falls for a boy