If You Wish For My Despair

This is a story. But you most likely already expected that since everything is a story. But this particular story is about a particular topic. Depair. Quite the word isn’t it? Despair can lead to a lot of things. Murder, suicide, hatred, depression. and you will see it all happen to our one and only mc. This is about the story from one of the most powerful people in the world. And yet, this one is longing for nothing more than death. Despair has already overtaken him and he will tell you why. The past, before everything happened. All kinds of horrors and a whole lot of other things. This is the story of the one known as the essence king. ………………………………………………………… If you read this, thank you. as you can probably see from my chapters, I ain't the best writer. I just do this for fun but I’m also quite hopeful for this. All of the things you read above will most likely happen. Except suicide of course. He would’ve been quite happy if that happened ‘to him’. There are chances that I will not upload for some periods of time since I’m still in school and work and stuff but I doubt that that will be a problem for most since this isn’t exactly a masterpiece of a story. Again, thank you for giving this shitty story a chance.

Yuno is an unlucky part-timer working in a convenience store for Espers and Guides. That means they sell stuff that makes their store look like an adult shop. During his shift, the highest-grade aphrodisiac they have was stolen. He chased the thief, determined to retrieve the stolen Item from their store. But, much to Yuno's annoyance, he found himself in a dangerous situation with Ki Gayoon— the infamous Esper on the verge of a Rampage. How does the saying go again? 'The way to an Esper's heart is through his d*ck.' Is Yuno supposed to, uhm, do "it" to calm Ki Gayoon before he snaps and kills them both? #guide #esper #guideverse

**Synopsis:** WARNING: THIS BOOK CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT. At least read the first Ten chapters before tossing it aside. ~~~~ Bale Ian Alghazier is a ruthless, heartless Alpha werewolf and the heir to the largest werewolf clan on the East Coast. He is Intimidating and cruel and is known as the "King of the school". Aiden Hellhawker, a pure-blood vampire with special abilities tied to the first vampires, is cold, unforgiving, and narcissistic. Sent to a school filled with various species by his father, who harbours a deep hatred for him, Aiden struggles to fit in. When Aiden encounters Bale, he meets his match in the most irritating and infuriating way. Bale, on the other hand, known for his deep hatred of vampires, sees Aiden as a mortal enemy. Despite his disbelief in the concept of a destined mate, Bale finds himself inexplicably drawn to Aiden. Similarly, Aiden, who had given up on finding his fated link, is surprised by his undeniable attraction to Bale. During a heated confrontation, the two enemies share an unexpected kiss, unlocking their inescapable desires for one another. As their fates unify, they must fight against the hatred between their kind and their families. Will Bale and Aiden accept their undeniable destinies and forge a new path for their clans, or will their deep-seated enmity tear them apart? "Hybrids; Tame Me If You Can" is a tale of forbidden love, fierce rivalries, and the possibility of a new beginning amidst age-old hatred. Support me by adding this book to your library and vote with power stones.

basically I don't remember how I die in my last life I wanna but it is as it never existed well now I am baby in a fantasy world that is blend of different era but currently a future of earth god know s what adventure I am gonna face please be good

Two reckless teens are in love..., what could possibly go wrong?

In the fractured world of Terra Nova, Ethan Caldwell stands alone, haunted by a past he can't escape. Enrolled at Crimson Peak Academy, he discovers a hidden potential that connects him to an ancient prophecy. As tensions rise between powerful institutions—Aurora Heights University and Valiant Crest Institute—Ethan must navigate a treacherous landscape of alliances and betrayals. With dark guilds lurking in the shadows and a continent on the brink of war, Ethan's journey becomes a battle for survival. Will he embrace his destiny and rise as a hero, or will despair consume him? Chronicles of Despair and Destiny is a tale of self-discovery and the struggle for hope in a world teetering on the edge.

Ten-year-old Jalil lives in a crumbling apartment with his mother, a drug addict and prostitute trapped in a cycle of despair. When a violent customer breaks in to collect a debt, Jalil bravely intervenes to protect her, but tragedy strikes, and he is shot in the chaos. Jalil awakens in a haunting queue alongside other recently deceased souls, all waiting to pass through a checkpoint known as the Transition. Dark, horrifying beings wielding scythes patrol the line, preventing the lost souls from escaping into the unknown. As he stands in fear, haunted by memories of his life, Jalil realizes that his fight is far from over. Driven by love and desperation, he embarks on a perilous journey through this eerie afterlife, seeking a way to return to the living world and save his mother Echoes of Despair is a tale of resilience, sacrifice, and the unbreakable bond between a mother and son, set against a backdrop of heart-wrenching choices and the fight for redemption

The only ambition in the heart of Iris clayton was to be free from her father's clutches and the schemes of her stepmother. She is seemingly successful until her sister Ivy suddenly disappears before she could get married to Lawrence Yates, the heir of the famed Yates family in the capital. She suddenly found herself occupying the role her sister was supposed to play, with her dream to be removed from the lives of scheming socialites growing further out of her reach.

Trahi par sa femme et découvrant que sa fille n'est pas la sienne, Quitar sombre dans la rage, ce qui le conduit à la mort. Réincarné en tant que Dieu du Vide et du Mal, il cherche à s'échapper de l'enfer pour se venger.

' In my past life, I couldn't differentiate who was my enemy and who was my friend. I kept my enemy close but isolated my friends. I never knew he was in love with me until the last moment of my life. Later he was the one who took my ashes with him. My so-called lover was actually in a relationship with my best friend, a succumbed and a cheater. Since God gave me a chance to come back then this time I'm gonna value my marriage with him, save my family and revenge on those who hurt me. Qi Yan, I came back for you so please don't let me be disappointed. Love me once again. ' Our female lead is the typical second youngest miss of Fu family Fu Hui Qing, a naïve little child until she is forced to marry the powerful CEO of the Qi family, Qi Yan, instead of her sister to save her family from going bankrupt. For this she hates her whole family even until the end of her life. Only then was when she finally realized how to hurt her parents were. The Qi family head Qi Yu stated that they wanted a daughter from the Fu family to become their granddaughter in law as long as one married his grandson the Qi family will save the Fu family and destroy the one that destroyed them. They chose her and not her younger sister because her mother had visited a fortune master who stated that as long as Hui Qing falls in love with Qi Yan, she wouldn't die before 30. The last time she died was when she 29. Killed by that person she called a friend and by her cheating lover. Now she is gonna take back everything. Her love, marriage, and reputations as the most famous manga artist and fashion designer under the name Jade. This is a tale about how a naïve yet powerful female lead fall in love with her soon to be domineering husband. Would Qi Yan be able to fall in love with her again? How would their story go? Follow to know more. Other books: -Prince and his wives (sterilizing) The cover isn't mine found it on pintrest, so credits goes to the artist. English is not my first language so bear with my spelling mistakes. I will update every Thursday for now, Uk time.

Li Che, after being reincarnated, lived an ordinary life for nineteen years before resigning himself to his fate, marrying, having children, and working hard to support his family. But the moment his daughter was born... His once ordinary life became extraordinary due to his daughter's blessings. ... Daughter is born safely, you obtain the Dao Fruit [Immortal Artisan] Daughter turns one, safe and sound, you obtain the Dao Fruit [Dragon Elephant Vajra] Daughter turns two, healthy and disease-free, you obtain the Dao Fruit [Pristine Heart] Daughter turns three, lively and clever, you obtain the Dao Fruit [Chess Master] Daughter turns four, five, six... ... Li Che discovers that with each passing year of his daughter's life, he can condense a Dao Fruit to bless himself. From then on, Li Che had a simple and unadorned wish. One Dao Fruit per year, quietly guarding eternal life. A father only wishes... To start from a warm and cozy family, calmly protecting his daughter's immortality. Silently accumulating countless Dao Fruits. From this point on, he cultivates and refines his spirit, becoming invincible in the world.

"You will be reborn as hope, My boy Milagro, Oh sorry its Kaan now." "What Reborn!!?" What is this stupid god of tales saying. *** Kaan born to bring hope somehow became a curse to bring the fall to all of the kingdoms. Well that's what the prophecy says. "Well who cares I will live in this world as the villain and create a hero." "..." "Well that failed huh...." "..." what will happen when the hand groomed hero by the villain defies his orders and ruins the plans made long back... what will happen when an obsessed hero captures the sacrificial villain.... "Jasper please listen to me." "no" "huuu... damn it."

Years later, Xu Xing unexpectedly encounters Kang Chen, causing her to feel a rush of emotions. Once indifferent to his affections, she now sees him as unattainable. Despite her initial instinct to flee, Kang Chen teasingly invites her to reach out. After a painful breakup, she attempts to move on, only to realize she mistakenly used his address for an online order. Desperate, she reaches out to him, realizing her feelings might not be as buried as she thought. In that moment, she understands that true courage lies in confronting her past and seeking a fresh start.

Marquis Zachary accidentally triggered a teleportation matrix that brought him to a modern world. Unable to discern the sudden changes due to his blindness, he was entangled with Sonia, a human-vampire hybrid who's willing to give up her current lifestyle to fulfill her dream. As their bond deepens and their stories unfold, what will Zachary do when he learns he was isekaid to the modern world to meet a woman who's not her, and what will Sonia do when the situation gets reversed and she ends up in his world? After seeing him act like a leech and a puppy who clings to her and obeys her every word, how will she respond once she sees a side of him, he never once showed her? When he was already at his peak, and all the glories she had were left to her world, would she still be able to treat him the way she did before, or would he tell her to call him master too, like what she did to him before?

This story is about two lovers Alex Johnson a self-made billionaire by wealth but weak in falling for someone and Mia Jones a complete package of cuteness with food being her partner since childhood. Getting all the love from her parents and her only bestfriend. The topper of her college and excellent in giving love to everyone Mia never felt any emptiness in her heart but the feeling of a special someone loving her was something foreign and wasn't her desire. Being left traumatized by his childhood after his mother's betrayal and father's death, Alex's shoulders were burdened by the responsibility of a huge company and his younger sister. Friendship was always his strength. Falling in love wasn't his choice but sleeping with women was. However, he falls for Mia Jones but is deaf by his insecurities about the past. They cross each other and they fall in love. But the confusion starts when the Cutest Mia has another cute Doppleganger...How will Alex cope with this confusion? Can they face what the past beholds? Will their love survive in the chaos?   ------ Sitting on the bench near the lake. Her head resting on Alex's shoulder she asked. "How much of money do you earn per month?" "More than a million." He answered. "What if one day all of this money is gone? What will you give me then?" "Money can't last, but there's one thing that will surely last forever.. All my love.. For You" Follow their journey.. theres lot of fun, drama, and more of food..:) Add me on discord- @Sira#1096 My discord server- https://discord.gg/pRt4BdJ

In a world where money reigns, a sickly sixteen-year-old girl, who had never truly known love aside from her faithful cat, faces a tragic end. But fate takes an unexpected turn when she’s transmigrated into the body of Lucy Paddington in a new world of magic. In this magical new world, she stumbles upon the “Kitty Cat System,” a power that enables her to level up by completing quests and defeating magical beasts. As she embraces her newfound abilities, including the power to summon cats with extraordinary skills, she embarks on a quest for a fulfilling life. Alongside her feline companions, she gains not only their strengths but their distinct powers as well. In her pursuit of happiness and self-discovery, she builds her own business and encounters new acquaintances. With each step, she uses her extraordinary gifts to not only survive but to savor life to the fullest, and in the process, discovers the true meaning of love and adventure.

Real love doesn't meet you at your best , It magically meets you in your mess. * BASED ON A TRUE STORY *

the first time I saw you was in your sister's kitchen when you walked in,startling me. you were so intimidating,hostile and rude I had choked on the water in my mouth ,the glass cup slipped off cutting my feet. honestly back then I hadn't feel a tinge of pain because the the only thought that raced through my head was how to escape to my room I remember the day my mother had come to visit, bringing me new clothes and a pyjamas with many buttons...the buttons that would later be flung scattered on the floor because you had tugged at my pyjamas trying to kiss me...I pushed you away my entire being shocked ****** starting the semester by staying at her rich friends apartment 18 year old elizabeth Gilbert a college freshman, religious,studious and hardworking has her goal set in life; achive her dreams,and marry her beloved boyfriend. but no one seem to have told her this friend of hers has a certain bipolar,enigmatic and curt brother who is hell bent on testing her patience

"Beyond the Forest of Despair" follows the journey of Chrome Wayfarer, a seventeen-year-old boy overwhelmed by despair. In his world, where talent and lineage define one's worth, Chrome is seen as worthless—not because he lacks talent, but because his lineage is considered insignificant. Those with strong backgrounds often bully those without, overshadowing any talents they may have. Chrome's father's choice to marry for love rather than wealth alienated their family from their wealthy relatives, leaving Chrome and his parents struggling to make ends meet. The constant ridicule and lack of prospects drive Chrome to a desperate act: he attempts suicide by jumping off his rooftop. But fate has other plans. Instead of death, Chrome awakens in a mysterious forest filled with strange and eerie noises. The forest, known locally as the "Forest of Despair," marks the boundary between the familiar and the unknown. As Chrome stumbles through the thick woods, he realizes that he's in an entirely different world, confirmed by the sight of two suns in the sky. Emerging from the forest, Chrome encounters a vast city some miles ahead, surrounded by high walls and a central tall tower that looks as if it reaches the sky. His sense of wonder is interrupted by a lady riding a wyvern on patrol, who lands near him. The forest of despair is a known no-go zone, and the sudden appearance of a gigantic creature, which he mistakes for a dragon, causes Chrome to lose his balance and fall, his face filled with fear and uncertainty. The lady, noticing his bruised and battered condition, refrains from pressing him further and offers to take him to safety within the city. In this new world, Chrome discovers that every soul born here receives a unique system—an inherent guide aiding in growth and development. However, because Chrome's soul is not native to this world, he finds himself without one. This lack of a system sets him apart, challenging him to navigate his new surroundings without the inherent advantages others possess. As Chrome embarks on his journey, he must rely on his wits, determination, and newfound allies. Whether he discovers a system of his own or finds alternative ways to overcome the challenges ahead remains to be seen. "Beyond the Forest of Despair" tells the story of Chrome's journey as he moves from a life overshadowed by despair to one filled with new possibilities. As he faces the trials and mysteries of this new world, Chrome learns that true worth isn't determined by external factors or systems, but by the courage to overcome despair and seek out hope. This is a tale of resilience, discovery, and the search for a new beginning, as Chrome finds his way beyond the shadows of his past and into a brighter future.

imagine having everything in the world then encountering a genie. That is what Yasmine faces. She along side the genie work hand in hand to fulfill her greatest desire in order to end their binding contract. But what could a girl who has everything possibly want

knights, Roy and Jason are going on an mission to slaughter whatever it is that's invading the forest by the far east, in the Kingdom of Za'el in order to bring an end to their ravage unbeknown to them, despair will follow.

Humongous dark smokes clouds floated below the starry-night. "Huff-huff!" Derein's vision was dyed blood red, but his eyes refused to look away from the battlefield. [Phantom: ..... Disclaimer: The mc isn't a villain from the start, his character develops towards evil as the story progress. ..... Additional tags: Character growth, organization building, age-regression, mechs, racial discrimination, hard-working mc, special ability, slight narcissistic mc. ..... Author note: The front image does not belong to me, if you want me to take it down, just comment.

The world rejoiced as the dark lord fell, defeated by the combined might of kingdoms and magic. Yet, amidst the jubilation, a heavy silence settled—a void left by the fallen hero. The one who had wielded the sword of destiny, who had faced down the abyss, now lay cold and lifeless. But love knows no boundaries, not even death. The hero’s lover, consumed by grief and desperate to reverse fate, embarks on a perilous quest. Their goal is audacious: to unravel the fabric of reality itself, to tear apart the very essence of the world, all in the hope of resurrecting their beloved. As they journey through treacherous lands, encountering ancient sorcery, forgotten gods, and the remnants of a shattered civilization, they grapple with the moral cost of their mission. The world, once bathed in sunlight, now shivers under an eternal twilight. The stars themselves flicker, as if mourning the hero’s absence. Yet, the lover persists. Sacrifices must be made—the innocent, the guilty, entire cities razed to dust—all to fuel the forbidden ritual that could awaken the hero. But as the lover delves deeper into forbidden knowledge, they begin to question: Is it love or madness that drives them? And what price will the world pay for their desperate devotion? In this shadowed epoch, where hope wanes and despair thrives, the lover stands at the precipice. For the hero’s life, they would plunge the world into chaos. But can love alone mend the fabric of existence, or will it unravel further, leaving naught but darkness?

Is it too much to ask for something magical, something extraordinary, something out of this world? Being raised in a conservative family regarding relationships, and in a society where fear is prevalent everywhere, I went from a kid who used to dream about doing everything alone, traveling, going on hikes and adventures, starting business ventures, to a young adult who wishes, even prays desperately for a prince, her soulmate who could make her feel secure, who could fulfill her fantasies, as she realized how impossible they have become. Sometimes I wonder maybe I am creating these invisible boundaries for myself, and I just need to break them, while other times it’s the society and my family. And I cannot break those barriers without consequences. There is so much I want and I don’t know how to get it. There's so much I want to experience, and I keep stopping myself from the ridiculous reasoning such as it's raining, to a few realistic ones like I don’t have money or I have to save money. Honestly, I don’t know what to say. I want something, and I don’t know how or what it is.............................

After I lived forced to Achieving 21 wishes in 21 different worlds... I will get my freedom back from these cursed wishes and I will die peacefully, but... I have been reincarnation again?! Last wish, tragedy and Virtue? Black Wish...!