AN ARRANGED MARRIAGE: A CONFUSING LOVE AFFAIR
"I love you"
She heard him whisper, looking up into his blue eyes. Those blue eyes which constantly makes her feel vulnerable and powerless no matter how much she hated this man.
Those blue eyes that made her fall head over heels in love with him over and over again. Those blue eyes which haunted her and made her miss him no matter how much she tried to stop the feelings.
Those ocean-strong blue eyes.
She could not believe she heard him say that, she could not believe that he could say that to her. She never even thought that they would meet ever again, even though they meet no matter how much she tries to hide from him.
But now he was here......he was standing right in front of her telling her he loved her. She does not know if she should believe him ot not, but for some reason, he awakened once more the love she had buried twice because of him.
She could not stop herself from feeling loved once again even if it was the third time he was telling her that, when she knew who he was and if it was possible he was lying to her yet again. No....she had to try to not fall for him.....to stay away from him.....and to nurse her recovering heart before he shatters it to pieces which might never be put together....for the third time.
She could hardly describe how this made her feel. She knew she had to run away from this beast.....she knew that no matter what she does or no matter how much she loves this man, he would never ever tell her he loves her.
Why the sudden change?
What happened to the cold hearted Justin she fell in love with?
Her tears which she had tried so hard to not shed...not anywhere right in front of him was hard to hold back anymore. Why can't she just walk away and tell him on his damn face that he stinks?...that he is worthless....
That he is a monster?
But she had no strength or will to say that, she just wanted to give him a chance. It wasn't him anymore, but 'us'.
"I love you too"
She said, as tears fell freely from her eyes. She could not ever deny the truth.
She loves him....she damn loves him.
And even after all he did to her, after all the lies, cheating and giving her a reason to hate the world....she still wanted to be with him. She wanted him to love her.
She wanted to be in those arms of his and cry her hearts out. Even after she had acquired everything that could make life comfortable, even after she is known as the youngest woman billionaire the world has ever known, she still wanted to love.
She wanted a man who would love and care for her. Maybe that is the reason why she wanted to risk breaking her heart again for the third time, by the same person. All he had done were still fresh in her mind....in her memory.
But it is not enough for her to stop loving him....not now
Not ever.
But he would break her heart again, because he always does.