Nihilistic

Who am I? What is my place in this world? In the quiet city of Fukuoka, Japan, Kurashi Ito, a nihilistic 17-year-old high school boy, leads a solitary life in his bland apartment, finding solace in the depths of his solitude. Alone, he finds himself disconnected from those around him, struggling to grasp the idea of life and his place within it. One ordinary day, as he returns home from school, riding his worn-out bike through a stormy afternoon, his life takes an unexpected turn. Stumbling upon a forgotten cardboard box in his apartment, Kurashi discovers a book inscribed with the writings of his late father. Intrigued, he begins to read about a mysterious and long-lost clan to which he belongs. The revelations within the pages unveil the untold secrets of his extinct family. After unraveling this new-found knowledge, Kurashi sets out at midnight on a journey that transcends the boundaries of his comfort zone. Through his journey, Kurashi is faced not only with ruthless fights but also with the internal struggles of finding his true identity. "The Lost Whisper" is a captivating story of self-discovery, resilience, and philosophy. The unraveling of complexities in Kurashi's identity and the power that lies dormant within him.

Full title: [The Knight’s Multiverse] - A Knight’s Journey: The journey of a cultivator in a superhuman’s modern world What happened after you died? This was a question that baffled many, with two mainstream thoughts battling each other: Religion with its Manichean division of Heaven and Hell and Science with its nihilistic approach of returning to the Universe as cosmic dust. Turned out Damian Knight, now Demian Mikhailov, discovered that none of those theories were actually true when his previous life’s memories awakened after being knocked out by a gangster’s heavy punch to the head. Now 18 years old with a deficient body, he will have to find a way to navigate this World’s deep waters, where Fighters with transcendent Physical Attributes were merely at the bottom of the power scale. From Intrinsic Superhumans to Elemental Cultivators, a single misstep and death could snatch him again, with everything he built in this new life disappearing as if a mere illusion. Fortunately, his Reincarnation came with three incredible gifts: an Equalized Adaptive Physiology Perk, a Soul Bond Perk, and a Soul Shield Perk. Armed with those three Perks, the young man will grow his personal strength to protect not only himself but also his Aunt, Adeliya, and his two older cousins, Brynhild and Seraphine from this World’s hidden forces, and with some luck it may even help him deal with those new and growing feelings birthed from the collision of his two lives. ‘Choices have consequences’. A story of tangled Reincarnations, Forbidden Love, and Cultivation to Immortality. (Ebook Format)Book 1 - 'Memories Of The Past' is available for purchase through this link: https://book.stripe.com/4gw9Dr9n0aMn7dK3cd (Copy the link in your URL and it will bring you to the payment page) If you find any problem with the link or the files, do not hesitate to send a private message and I will do my best to fix it. Disclaimers -The MC will not use Systematic Cultivation at first due to a lack of Technique, although his Perks will somewhat make up for it. -All romantic and sexual relationships in this book will be between consensual adults. -It's a three-women harem. It will be progressive and the three will not join his harem right away. -There will be some blood-related romantic relationships. Let’s enjoy this adventure together. Calm Wanderer

He hasn't had the best life, in fact, some would argue that his life couldn't have been worse, but there's still hope, even for a nihilist. As when an expedition to colonize the moon quickly turns into a disaster, he is swallowed whole by an anomaly and spat out somewhere completely different. Here one can conjure flames with words and summon thunderclouds with a shout, but it's not all fantasia and ecstasy. The world seemed peaceful enough, but as he learns more and more. He realizes everything he sees is a facade, and what's truly underneath is a civilization built on blood and war. In fact, the whole world is in a state of war. Then to top it all off, solidifying that he has truly jumped out of the frying pan and into the furnace, Ragnarök is fast approaching, and there's no certainty that he'll survive, that anyone will survive.

who hands their feet into malbuja, better behave or face the consequense in a form of a 6'9ft native american man hunting you down like an animal. wrath is a novel story about townman and his "reasonable" killing spree and life. set in oregon around the 70s, malbuja is a small town with a dark past and unmarked area of the oregon's map. townman himself is a nihilistic anti-hero who not just a savage, but also sadistic in the way he kills his victims and he's coming for them.

Sine Helmuth, a popular kid at Izayoi High, Meets a Girl in the pouring rain, and thus a fateful encounter. (updates every 2 days ish if i stay consistent kek)

In a world where the wicked devour lives like locusts devour crops, where the lines between right and wrong have been blurred, and people are lost in delusions of grandeur and false wisdom, the weak are treated like animals, and everyone exploits everyone else. Anne, a young girl and her mother Martha, a sex worker, live in this brutal and unpredictable world, a nihilistic abyss that swallows hope whole. But when she is rescued and finds hope for the future,. will she remember her savior?

A nihilistic young boy who believes not in the essence and meaning of life, falls asleep on his first day at high school. He wakes up in an unusually large forest, with trees the size of skyscrapers. He also found out that he's a "she," now. This was not his world. Where exactly did he stumble into? It all started when he fell asleep in the boring math class. Was he kidnapped then? Yes, Kidnapped! it's either that, or Tamar became trapped in his dream, which is absurd... right? Join Tamar as he/ she struggles to return back to his world. This new one was fraught with beasts called "Nijins," dragons, dark sorcerer-like people, and danger everywhere you look. (Of course, Tamar is one of those dangers, as they're one of the most anomaly of things. But they don't know that). Meeting new people, trying novel things like fighting dragon gods, and stealing from gods of men, Tamar's mindset began to shift from it's former nilihilism, to one of a loving, fun, and caring leader.

The story of a nihilist who hates God and believes that life has no meaning

There are few who can become as righteous as those who have experienced what is truly evil. Likewise, there are few who can become as great as those who have seen what weakness truly costs. Farron is a true nihilist who believes that nothing has value, not even his own life. So, when a fire erupts, he is the first to throw it away and refuses to activate the fire suppression system, condemning himself and a dozen others to death. However, he is transmigrated to the world of Koln by an entity named Life. As if to mock him, it bestows upon him the gift of immortality and expects him to participate in the Lord's Contest. But soon after arriving, he falls in love with Elise and refuses to participate. Their love is a beautiful love that is only said to appear in fiction, but in Koln, fantasy can be made real. They were each outcasts in their past lives and are one another's first loves. They are individually flawed, but to one another, they are perfect. However, Lord's Contests are not easily thrown off. As if in response, Life designs the first event such that killing the most intelligent lifeform in the area will increase the rewards of the lords participating, and because the location is the forest near the couple's home, Elise becomes the target of many other lords. In a pitiful show of weakness, Farron fails to lead the others away and is forced to watch as the scions of The Great Leviathan kill the person he built his new life around and who built her life around him. Blaming his failure, The Great Leviathan, and Life, he tacitly vowed that he would destroy Babylon, ruled by The Great Leviathan, and he would remake himself into whatever he had to in order to do it. He would destroy himself to get at Babylon and kill Life. With time, simultaneously Apollonian and Dionysian forces would come to exist within him, each being, respectively, a cold, calculating, methodical expression of vengeance and an ecstatic, burning, emotional expression. The metaphorical Apollo, the Greek god of the sun, truth, light, and logic would take hold of his mind and dictate his path. The metaphorical Dionysus, the Greek god of wine, emotion, ecstasy, and madness would take hold of his body and dictate his actions. The Apollo within him would plan his route while the Dionysus within him would execute it. - Plan to update once per day. - The cover is of Mot.

Given a second chance at ‘life’, the demon renters the game that is now reality. Once a level 500 Saint, now a level 1 Beginner. Knowledge of future game events and secret game mechanics. A nihilistic philosophy on life and a game where killing is not only allowed, but encouraged. With F grade Potential, can he surpass all odds, using only his brain and combat ability?

Adam Falsumlux, a 22 year old nihilistic and melancholic person that works in an international company sees no reason for the existence of humanity. Someday, on the rooftop of his company he meets a guy named Borris, and they get into a little conflict from which a lot of strange things start to happen he never experienced before. This story goes more into a philosophical and psychological direction that explores human existence.

A collection of poems that tell dark, truthful, modern, and powerful stories from a universal perspective. The first two volumes are available to read for free. To learn more and see the full story, please visit https://raethyn.com/.

Read the preview to the new, expanded Nihilist: Legion, the second volume of ten that will explore an impactful narrative woven together by an anthology of smaller stories. Blending between narrative, poetry, and storybook literature, the Nihilist anthology explores themes of sorrow, loss, and tragedy while defining the importance of literature when humanity nears the end.

Xavier Brown is a character with Many traits. Most notably his cynicism and his nihilistic outlook on life. Although his cold exterior is thick there's only one thing that penetrates through his icy cold heart. That is his love for video games anime manga and many other geeky things. So it should come as no surprise that when the game Reality Online was released he would be a super fan. The first-ever VR MMORPG to utilize a special patented technology referred to as Real Sense. This technology allows the player to experience the game as if they're actually living it. With its anticipated release date being May 31st, 2065. Xavier has decided to get the game and all of its equipment. To indulge in his ultimate escapist fantasy, but unfortunately, you cannot run away from reality. A couple of weeks after the launch of the game. Both political and military tensions rise to a boiling point. A mysterious message was heard all around the world both in the real world and in Reality Online. A terror group with a fierce military power known as The Red Rose Federation has declared war on the world. As to sending a message. they hacked The game Reality Online. changing the code and hacking all of its AI. Adding several stakes to the game for all the players. First of all, there are no longer allowed to log out of the game. Second of all if they die in the game they die in real life. To add a cherry on top they decided to remove any pain limiter. Meaning that any pain the player experiences will be fully realistic. Their only contact with the outside world is the in-game internet Hub. Which allows the players to access the internet. As both players, world governments, and the public alike are forced to fight for survival.

This is not just a story. Ivy Blaise and Bree Anton are not the typical heroine. Ivy struggles with her confidence, her morals and life in general by not only holding herself to high standards but her man as well. Bree, a 17 y/o nihilist, who inhabits the same body as Ivy and is also the one every other girl wishes to be, including Ivy herself. Enter two less-than-perfect men: one who may be the prince charming she has been waiting for to deliver a fairytale ending; the other a brash reality check who does not believe in happily ever after. How will Ivy react when she finds out that Bree has befriended the man who she has been fantasizing about? Will she sacrifice her standards or keep looking for the mythical white knight who may or may not even exist in the first place? Beneath these mysteries and struggles, will they ever find balance in life? Funny, messy and sexy. Ivy's journey is relatable to anyone who has ever left their heart on the battlefield of the dating world.

How do you describe a life that has been full of more downs than ups inside the chaotic bubble of the mind of a person that never learnt how to become one? A person so alone with their perception and thoughts that they develop a warped view of the world and all the complexities that come with it. A person defeated by their own mind before they could get ready to take on the world. What if they were given a second chance to live? A tool to achieve things that they never thought was possible. A foot inside the world that they barely glimpsed at moments before they passed away. A subtle hope of redemption and revenge wrapped up in a package too good to be true. (This is my first attempt at writing a novel, so feedbacks are appreciated)

He was different, his peers called him heartless,apathetic,unhuman,devoid of any redeemable traits,even his parents were wary of him, this is the journey of a pure nihlist,Johann Aeger,who was outcast from his world and found himself in a vastly different plane,to find his meaning and hopefully fill the gaping hole in his soul.

Introducing the third volume of Nihilist, a new collection of poems that takes place shortly after the events of the second. After failing to escape the tower of Delta during the destruction caused by Faeri, a woman named Chloe loses her life in the debris. She's taken to the hospital shortly after, but a new entity replaces her known as 'Genesis' -- the first daughter of Autumn. Read the internal downfall of Delta and the return of the tyrant's daughter in the prologue.

Read the introduction story to the new, expanded Nihilist: Fracture, the first volume of ten that will explore an impactful narrative woven together by an anthology of smaller stories. Blending between narrative, poetry, and storybook literature, the Nihilist anthology explores themes of sorrow, loss, and tragedy while defining the importance of literature when humanity nears the end.

Are we ever wholly dead? Completely dead? Jack has lived a lonely sad life, and we follow him into death! Follow Jack's journey into death, where he finds that death isn't the end, but just the beginning. After death, Jack awakes in a new world, very alien from our own, in every way one can imagine. As some things change, others do not; is it human nature that is vile or do all intelligent beings become a slave to their ambitions. Jack finds himself the ruler of an undead kingdom. Furthermore, he is The Holy Witch King, an undead with Holy powers? What's a bonehead to do? ******* Revised Synopsis: Join Jack, after his death by microwaved food, as he reincarnates into the body of a ruler of an undead kingdom in a strange environment of the underworld. Follow our, wannabe nihilist and socially awkward, hero as he learns about his world, and tries to play the part of their supreme pontiff and ruler of the Holy Kingdom of Deagoth. The novel features heavy world-building elements, many characters, drama, cultivation, and magic. Give it a try, and leave a review. And here is a map to help understand locations, as they are mentioned in the story. https://i.imgur.com/ZrJOvLa.jpg ******* Releasing chapters on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. Extra chapters are posted on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Please consider buying me a coffee, as all coffees donated goes to the steady supply of caffeine in my veins. http://ko-fi.com/voidmirage

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Im tired of emotional, character driven stories. This will be my escape from trying to write narrative nuances, peculiar plots and stellar storytelling. This story is simple! It's about a guy, who dies, gets reincarnated as a goat and must survive on a planet that is suffering from the aftermath of a cataclysmic war. ... now that I think about it, this may not be as simple as it seems. Oh well. I'll be uploading chapters whenever I feel like it! UPDATE - Here's a more serious synopsis since I'm actually quite invested in the story now: The story is about Raily. A normal, although rather nihilistic guy who dies and gets accidentally reincarnated into the body of a goat. The world he finds himself in is called Edenton and its a world that's struggling to heal from the wounds of a Great War. Raily, or Katsíki as he's known in Edenton, must abandon his old nihilistic ways to help those he can. On his journey, he will meet a colorful cast of characters. One of which is Yna. A woman with a mysterious past. Perhaps a dark secret is hidden behind her golden gaze. UPDATE FOR THE SECOND ARC: [SPOILERS AHEAD!] With some hard work and a lot of determination, Katsíki and Yna have made some allies in the Dark Expanse. However, their allegiance will soon be tested. Whispers of a coming war travel with the wind. Is Katsíki ready to witness what might very well be a repeat of the Great War? One where the skies blacken and the rivers run with blood... find out more in the [Black Summer Arc]!!!!!! UPDATE FOR THE THIRD ARC: War has come for the Expanse and Katsíki must lead his allies against an army led by demigods and their lord, the Golden Prince. Is history doomed to repeat itself? Is there a way for Katsíki and hid allies to win against an army that brought down the very dragons themselves and does this war mark the beginning of a new age? Find out in [Defending Hope Arc]!!!!!!!

The book was written in his own blood. The answers will drown the world. Li Zhe Ran—once a prodigy of the Celestial Sword Sect—now crawls through the Crypt of Whispers, his shattered meridians leaking spiritual rot. There, he finds it: a tome stitched from the skin of dead philosophers, its pages pulsing with cursed truths. Swallowing its words to reclaim his power, Zhe Ran awakens as a living paradox. His body rebels: Ribs crack into venomous orchids whispering Nietzsche’s bleakest axioms. Blood crystallizes into chains etched with Xunzi’s warnings. Every truth he devours feeds the Philosopher’s Bloom, a sentient rot that turns cities into forests of flesh-bound trees screaming in Sartrean despair. To survive, Zhe Ran binds six women, each a disciple of warring philosophies: Mei-Xing, a Confucian sword saint who kills chaos to preserve order. Ilse, a nihilistic alchemist brewing godhood from corpses. Lian, a poison cultivator whose kisses unravel souls into poetry. Claire, a dualist artificer who splits mind from body—even if it kills her. Nadiya, a Dostoevskian madwoman who weaponizes suffering. Kotone, a Shinto exorcist bargaining with the ghosts in Zhe Ran’s bones. But the Tome’s final truth will unravel them all... Now, his past, present, and future are colliding… and the only way to escape the loop is to destroy every truth he has ever loved.

Oneirodynia Collections is a compilation of shorts that evokes dread, fear and sorrow. Take on this nihilistic journey at your own accords, but be warned, not every story ends with a happy ending.

An orphaned, psychotic, nihilistic, snobbish high school senior uses his last ounce of hope to grasp at meaning in life, which thrusts him into an emotional adventure that opens his eyes to the beauty life has to offer. This is the color of Ronnie Miller-Esperanza’s soul.

After a not so good life, a young man is reincarnated in a completely new world. How will such a nihilist person play things now that he was given a second chance?

One wish led him to a new world. He could see glimpses of peoples futures but will his nihilistic personality allow him to act?

Conroy Knowles, an up and coming writer tasked with following up his best-seller debut story ends up struggling with a horrible case of writer’s block. After months of inactivity and having nothing done, his publishers decide to give him one last chance to reconcile and do something about it. Feeling immensely pressured, Conroy decides to take matters into his own hands by actively pursuing inspiration by taking the role of his own character; a character with nihilistic ideologies and a 'don't care if I die tomorrow' attitude. The lines now blurred and crossed, Conroy sets out to do anything to finish the book he deems the perfect story.

Alessia Gilmore, a young nihilistic teenager. That begins to question her life as the blurred lines between spirituality and what she believes and knows as her reality interwine. When she's obligated to make an acquaintance with a questionable stranger and undoubtedly the least expected, a spirit that has possessed her. To help win her missing dearest friend Peter back.