Nihilist

Who am I? What is my place in this world? In the quiet city of Fukuoka, Japan, Kurashi Ito, a nihilistic 17-year-old high school boy, leads a solitary life in his bland apartment, finding solace in the depths of his solitude. Alone, he finds himself disconnected from those around him, struggling to grasp the idea of life and his place within it. One ordinary day, as he returns home from school, riding his worn-out bike through a stormy afternoon, his life takes an unexpected turn. Stumbling upon a forgotten cardboard box in his apartment, Kurashi discovers a book inscribed with the writings of his late father. Intrigued, he begins to read about a mysterious and long-lost clan to which he belongs. The revelations within the pages unveil the untold secrets of his extinct family. After unraveling this new-found knowledge, Kurashi sets out at midnight on a journey that transcends the boundaries of his comfort zone. Through his journey, Kurashi is faced not only with ruthless fights but also with the internal struggles of finding his true identity. "The Inherited Darkness" is a captivating story of self-discovery, resilience, and philosophy. The unraveling of complexities in Kurashi's identity and the power that lies dormant within him.

Sine Helmuth, a popular kid at Izayoi High, Meets a Girl in the pouring rain, and thus a fateful encounter, will the girl help Sine learn how to care again? and will she be able to have someone care for her finally? (updates every 2 days ish if i stay consistent kek)

There are few who can become as righteous as those who have experienced what is truly evil. Likewise, there are few who can become as great as those who have seen what weakness truly costs. Farron is a true nihilist who believes that nothing has value, not even his own life. So, when a fire erupts, he is the first to throw it away and refuses to activate the fire suppression system, condemning himself and a dozen others to death. However, he is transmigrated to the world of Koln by an entity named Life. As if to mock him, it bestows upon him the gift of immortality and expects him to participate in the Lord's Contest. But soon after arriving, he falls in love with Elise and refuses to participate. Their love is a beautiful love that is only said to appear in fiction, but in Koln, fantasy can be made real. They were each outcasts in their past lives and are one another's first loves. They are individually flawed, but to one another, they are perfect. However, Lord's Contests are not easily thrown off. As if in response, Life designs the first event such that killing the most intelligent lifeform in the area will increase the rewards of the lords participating, and because the location is the forest near the couple's home, Elise becomes the target of many other lords. In a pitiful show of weakness, Farron fails to lead the others away and is forced to watch as the scions of The Great Leviathan kill the person he built his new life around and who built her life around him. Blaming his failure, The Great Leviathan, and Life, he tacitly vowed that he would destroy Babylon, ruled by The Great Leviathan, and he would remake himself into whatever he had to in order to do it. He would destroy himself to get at Babylon and kill Life. With time, simultaneously Apollonian and Dionysian forces would come to exist within him, each being, respectively, a cold, calculating, methodical expression of vengeance and an ecstatic, burning, emotional expression. The metaphorical Apollo, the Greek god of the sun, truth, light, and logic would take hold of his mind and dictate his path. The metaphorical Dionysus, the Greek god of wine, emotion, ecstasy, and madness would take hold of his body and dictate his actions. The Apollo within him would plan his route while the Dionysus within him would execute it. - Plan to update once per day. - The cover is of Mot.

Given a second chance at ‘life’, the demon renters the game that is now reality. Once a level 500 Saint, now a level 1 Beginner. Knowledge of future game events and secret game mechanics. A nihilistic philosophy on life and a game where killing is not only allowed, but encouraged. With F grade Potential, can he surpass all odds, using only his brain and combat ability?

Adam Falsumlux, a 22 year old nihilistic and melancholic person that works in an international company sees no reason for the existence of humanity. Someday, on the rooftop of his company he meets a guy named Borris, and they get into a little conflict from which a lot of strange things start to happen he never experienced before. This story goes more into a philosophical and psychological direction that explores human existence.

A collection of poems that tell dark, truthful, modern, and powerful stories from a universal perspective. The first two volumes are available to read for free. To learn more and see the full story, please visit https://raethyn.com/.

Read the preview to the new, expanded Nihilist: Legion, the second volume of ten that will explore an impactful narrative woven together by an anthology of smaller stories. Blending between narrative, poetry, and storybook literature, the Nihilist anthology explores themes of sorrow, loss, and tragedy while defining the importance of literature when humanity nears the end.

Xavier Brown is a character with Many traits. Most notably his cynicism and his nihilistic outlook on life. Although his cold exterior is thick there's only one thing that penetrates through his icy cold heart. That is his love for video games anime manga and many other geeky things. So it should come as no surprise that when the game Reality Online was released he would be a super fan. The first-ever VR MMORPG to utilize a special patented technology referred to as Real Sense. This technology allows the player to experience the game as if they're actually living it. With its anticipated release date being May 31st, 2065. Xavier has decided to get the game and all of its equipment. To indulge in his ultimate escapist fantasy, but unfortunately, you cannot run away from reality. A couple of weeks after the launch of the game. Both political and military tensions rise to a boiling point. A mysterious message was heard all around the world both in the real world and in Reality Online. A terror group with a fierce military power known as The Red Rose Federation has declared war on the world. As to sending a message. they hacked The game Reality Online. changing the code and hacking all of its AI. Adding several stakes to the game for all the players. First of all, there are no longer allowed to log out of the game. Second of all if they die in the game they die in real life. To add a cherry on top they decided to remove any pain limiter. Meaning that any pain the player experiences will be fully realistic. Their only contact with the outside world is the in-game internet Hub. Which allows the players to access the internet. As both players, world governments, and the public alike are forced to fight for survival.

This is not just a story. Ivy Blaise and Bree Anton are not the typical heroine. Ivy struggles with her confidence, her morals and life in general by not only holding herself to high standards but her man as well. Bree, a 17 y/o nihilist, who inhabits the same body as Ivy and is also the one every other girl wishes to be, including Ivy herself. Enter two less-than-perfect men: one who may be the prince charming she has been waiting for to deliver a fairytale ending; the other a brash reality check who does not believe in happily ever after. How will Ivy react when she finds out that Bree has befriended the man who she has been fantasizing about? Will she sacrifice her standards or keep looking for the mythical white knight who may or may not even exist in the first place? Beneath these mysteries and struggles, will they ever find balance in life? Funny, messy and sexy. Ivy's journey is relatable to anyone who has ever left their heart on the battlefield of the dating world.

He was different, his peers called him heartless,apathetic,unhuman,devoid of any redeemable traits,even his parents were wary of him, this is the journey of a pure nihlist,Johann Aeger,who was outcast from his world and found himself in a vastly different plane,to find his meaning and hopefully fill the gaping hole in his soul.

Introducing the third volume of Nihilist, a new collection of poems that takes place shortly after the events of the second. After failing to escape the tower of Delta during the destruction caused by Faeri, a woman named Chloe loses her life in the debris. She's taken to the hospital shortly after, but a new entity replaces her known as 'Genesis' -- the first daughter of Autumn. Read the internal downfall of Delta and the return of the tyrant's daughter in the prologue.

How do you describe a life that has been full of more downs than ups inside the chaotic bubble of the mind of a person that never learnt how to become one? A person so alone with their perception and thoughts that they develop a warped view of the world and all the complexities that come with it. A person defeated by their own mind before they could get ready to take on the world. What if they were given a second chance to live? A tool to achieve things that they never thought was possible. A foot inside the world that they barely glimpsed at moments before they passed away. A subtle hope of redemption and revenge wrapped up in a package too good to be true. (This is my first attempt at writing a novel, so feedbacks are appreciated)

Read the introduction story to the new, expanded Nihilist: Fracture, the first volume of ten that will explore an impactful narrative woven together by an anthology of smaller stories. Blending between narrative, poetry, and storybook literature, the Nihilist anthology explores themes of sorrow, loss, and tragedy while defining the importance of literature when humanity nears the end.

He hasn't had the best life, in fact, some would argue that his life couldn't have been worse, but there's still hope, even for a nihilist. As when an expedition to colonize the moon quickly turns into a disaster, he is swallowed whole by an anomaly and spat out somewhere completely different. Here one can conjure flames with words and summon thunderclouds with a shout, but it's not all fantasia and ecstasy. The world seemed peaceful enough, but as he learns more and more. He realizes everything he sees is a facade, and what's truly underneath is a civilization built on blood and war. In fact, the whole world is in a state of war. Then to top it all off, solidifying that he has truly jumped out of the frying pan and into the furnace, Ragnarök is fast approaching, and there's no certainty that he'll survive, that anyone will survive.

Are we ever wholly dead? Completely dead? Jack has lived a lonely sad life, and we follow him into death! Follow Jack's journey into death, where he finds that death isn't the end, but just the beginning. After death, Jack awakes in a new world, very alien from our own, in every way one can imagine. As some things change, others do not; is it human nature that is vile or do all intelligent beings become a slave to their ambitions. Jack finds himself the ruler of an undead kingdom. Furthermore, he is The Holy Witch King, an undead with Holy powers? What's a bonehead to do? ******* Revised Synopsis: Join Jack, after his death by microwaved food, as he reincarnates into the body of a ruler of an undead kingdom in a strange environment of the underworld. Follow our, wannabe nihilist and socially awkward, hero as he learns about his world, and tries to play the part of their supreme pontiff and ruler of the Holy Kingdom of Deagoth. The novel features heavy world-building elements, many characters, drama, cultivation, and magic. Give it a try, and leave a review. And here is a map to help understand locations, as they are mentioned in the story. https://i.imgur.com/ZrJOvLa.jpg ******* Releasing chapters on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays. Extra chapters are posted on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Please consider buying me a coffee, as all coffees donated goes to the steady supply of caffeine in my veins. http://ko-fi.com/voidmirage

Im tired of emotional, character driven stories. This will be my escape from trying to write narrative nuances, peculiar plots and stellar storytelling. This story is simple! It's about a guy, who dies, gets reincarnated as a goat and must survive on a planet that is suffering from the aftermath of a cataclysmic war. ... now that I think about it, this may not be as simple as it seems. Oh well. I'll be uploading chapters whenever I feel like it! UPDATE - Here's a more serious synopsis since I'm actually quite invested in the story now: The story is about Raily. A normal, although rather nihilistic guy who dies and gets accidentally reincarnated into the body of a goat. The world he finds himself in is called Edenton and its a world that's struggling to heal from the wounds of a Great War. Raily, or Katsíki as he's known in Edenton, must abandon his old nihilistic ways to help those he can. On his journey, he will meet a colorful cast of characters. One of which is Yna. A woman with a mysterious past. Perhaps a dark secret is hidden behind her golden gaze. UPDATE FOR THE SECOND ARC: [SPOILERS AHEAD!] With some hard work and a lot of determination, Katsíki and Yna have made some allies in the Dark Expanse. However, their allegiance will soon be tested. Whispers of a coming war travel with the wind. Is Katsíki ready to witness what might very well be a repeat of the Great War? One where the skies blacken and the rivers run with blood... find out more in the [Black Summer Arc]!!!!!! UPDATE FOR THE THIRD ARC: War has come for the Expanse and Katsíki must lead his allies against an army led by demigods and their lord, the Golden Prince. Is history doomed to repeat itself? Is there a way for Katsíki and hid allies to win against an army that brought down the very dragons themselves and does this war mark the beginning of a new age? Find out in [Defending Hope Arc]!!!!!!!

Oneirodynia Collections is a compilation of shorts that evokes dread, fear and sorrow. Take on this nihilistic journey at your own accords, but be warned, not every story ends with a happy ending.

After a not so good life, a young man is reincarnated in a completely new world. How will such a nihilist person play things now that he was given a second chance?

An orphaned, psychotic, nihilistic, snobbish high school senior uses his last ounce of hope to grasp at meaning in life, which thrusts him into an emotional adventure that opens his eyes to the beauty life has to offer. This is the color of Ronnie Miller-Esperanza’s soul.

One wish led him to a new world. He could see glimpses of peoples futures but will his nihilistic personality allow him to act?

Conroy Knowles, an up and coming writer tasked with following up his best-seller debut story ends up struggling with a horrible case of writer’s block. After months of inactivity and having nothing done, his publishers decide to give him one last chance to reconcile and do something about it. Feeling immensely pressured, Conroy decides to take matters into his own hands by actively pursuing inspiration by taking the role of his own character; a character with nihilistic ideologies and a 'don't care if I die tomorrow' attitude. The lines now blurred and crossed, Conroy sets out to do anything to finish the book he deems the perfect story.

Alessia Gilmore, a young nihilistic teenager. That begins to question her life as the blurred lines between spirituality and what she believes and knows as her reality interwine. When she's obligated to make an acquaintance with a questionable stranger and undoubtedly the least expected, a spirit that has possessed her. To help win her missing dearest friend Peter back.

An extremely experimental novel about a joruney that never ends. Because my writing speed is fast it would only take me an hour to finish a chpater and for that reason there is no use not writing two chpaters a day for funsy. Now that I have told you that this is a very experimetnal novel I wish for you all to leave. Because there is just no way that sometone can like something stupid as this. Basicallyt eh protagonist can't ever become a god and reach the ending of his dreams because there are way more realms than that. AS a result he is trapped cultivating forever and forever and ended up becoming insane. As in after one thousand chapters. Because in the beggining he is just straight up evil and frustrated with the stupid ammount of layers of the cultvation system. His life was not reat and he could not find fairness in this world and he ended up becoming very nihilistic. Killing all and raping woman and children. So yeah this is 18+ only here for trolls and stuff. If you actually wanna read a decent book with more chaptes uploading than this one read something else because I really might drop this as well know. I can't guranatee that I would not be bored with it and leave since this is literally the plot. to bore people with a main character so trashy that ithere is no way that he could ever exist. Anyways that is all and enjoy for thsoe that do wish to read this. It really had poor grammar consideirng that I would be writing at a faster speed than normal authors would and that is the reason why you should indefinitely not read this. Sometimes I have 5 chapters a day sometimes I have 2 chapters a day. That is all tha tyou wish for and tha tis it.

Alice was tired of her everyday life and decided to take the path of no return. Disappointed in herself for not being the girl her parents wanted, she jumps. As she awaits the end of the fall she opens her eyes to find that the floor beneath her is white and so is the entire room. As she’s getting an explanation of reincarnation by an unknown deity she fiercely rejects it. This wasn’t her plan! Annoyed by the fact she was now reincarnated because of him, she vows revenge but somehow can’t even remember him? All she knows is she has a cheat system and animosity fueled towards him. This will be a novel about personal growth, fighting, understanding, and a trial and error on my part. From a nihilistic child that believes in nothing good or knows of nothing but negativity and selfishness, to someone who grows and develops themselves along the way with the friends and people around them. Cover commissioned hhalzon.

Ian sterling, the new kid at Everest high who was a rich heir and had everything one could wish for, was a nihilist or you could call him one. He could argue to death about why life had no meaning. He had even tried committing suicide unsuccessfully various times just to end his meaningless life. However ,this all changes when he meets Anne, the school nerd with a cold facade and the first human he had met who had no interest in him. Ian is intrigued by this lack of interest and this cold facade and in order to curb his boredom, he goes on a mission to break that facade but as he digs deeper, he discovers that the reason behind that facade is more than it seemed to be.

In the desolate urban landscape of a world gripped by nihilism, Salvador navigates life with a heavy heart, burdened by the weight of existential despair. Convinced that life is devoid of inherent meaning, he drifts through each day with a sense of emptiness, his belief in the futility of existence casting a shadow over every aspect of his being. Salvador's cynical worldview is disrupted when he encounters Aisha, a girl whose vibrant spirit and unwavering optimism stand in stark contrast to his own disillusionment. Drawn to her infectious energy, Salvador finds himself inexplicably drawn to Aisha, despite his initial resistance to her hopeful outlook on life. As Salvador and Aisha's paths continue to intertwine, he begins to question the validity of his nihilistic beliefs. Through their conversations and shared experiences, Aisha challenges Salvador to confront the darkness within himself and consider the possibility that life may indeed hold meaning, even in the face of overwhelming despair. Despite his internal struggles, Salvador finds himself falling deeply in love with Aisha, her presence bringing a newfound sense of purpose and vitality to his life. Yet, even as their bond strengthens, Salvador remains haunted by doubts and fears, his past experiences and ingrained beliefs threatening to sabotage their burgeoning relationship. As Salvador grapples with his inner demons, Aisha becomes his guiding light, offering unwavering support and encouragement as he embarks on a journey of self-discovery and redemption. Together, they confront the shadows of Salvador's past, unraveling the layers of pain and trauma that have shaped his nihilistic worldview. Through their shared experiences, Salvador begins to embrace the idea that life's meaning is not predetermined, but rather a product of one's own actions and choices. He learns to find beauty and purpose in the simplest moments, realizing that love and connection have the power to transcend even the darkest of circumstances. As Salvador learns to let go of his nihilistic beliefs, he experiences a profound transformation, emerging from the depths of despair to embrace the fullness of life's possibilities. With Aisha by his side, he discovers that redemption is not found in denying the darkness, but in embracing the light that shines within each and every one of us. Will Salvador and Aisha's love serve as a beacon of hope in a world plagued by despair, a testament to the transformative power of love, and the enduring belief that even in the darkest of times, redemption is always within reach or will Salvador be engulfed in the comfort of nothingness?

"The rules are simple, get to the finish line and do not die" When you die, your soul becomes part of a game of bargain between gods and spirit where you have to fight for entrance into the after life and the favor of gods. Only 200 people will get to the gates. Every single knowledge, skills and experience you've had in your previous life is training and will serve as your powers in the game. This is not a game for NEETs and nihilists like Troy and Fenn.

In this harrowing cosmic horror, we delve into Skitzy's tormented existence, trapped within the confines of his fragile sanity. Plagued by a lifetime of house arrest due to menacing mental instability, he poses a threat to society and himself. Raised under suffocating narcissistic parents, shielding him from the outside world, his mind breeds insidious schizophrenia. Navigating the treacherous labyrinth of his psyche, Skitzy confronts nihilistic eldritch horrors that gnaw at his consciousness. Imprisoned by his own mind, he must summon strength to survive cosmic terror. In torment and isolation, he feverishly documents encounters, preserving sanity and ensuring his anguished voice pierces oblivion. Without the written word, his existence is swallowed by time, consigned to forgotten annals, buried beneath shifting sands.

[As a means of selling this idea to you, I’ll just mention before the real synopsis that this story’s world is kind of like Genshin Impact, but imagine if the main character was just some existentialist rather than a hero who was already pure of heart to begin with. This is a story of great character development.] Imagine if a nihilistic, ‘grown up’, realist, were to suddenly be transported into a fantasy world as though he were in a video game? Imagine if that person was once a gamer, but after trying to become more ‘serious’, the thought of trying to enjoy himself never crossed his mind again for years. Imagine if after that depressive cycle, he was thrust out of his world where everything made sense, and no matter how hard he wished, his idea of normal in this new world wasn’t something that mattered to others. He encounters a variety of unique people and challenges, and all of these things come as a surprise to him, since he hasn’t met a single pure thing in his previous world. Honest friends, adventure, and purpose, something that seems only fitting for a fantasy world. He struggles with the idea of wanting to know if he would have ever had the chance to find such happiness in the original world he came from. Things eat at him, but even though he knows that is stupid, he wants answers and security, not a quick fix that was simply handed to him out of luck. [If you still don’t know what this is about, and you’ve played at least the charactet selection part of Genshin Impact, then imagine that this is a story where the main character isn’t some hero from another world and came from our’s, but also doesn’t have anything to fight for in particular at the start, which in Genshin Impact, he would have been trying to reunite with his twin sister, but our protagonist in this story has no such friend/family/lover to to love.]