Sad Shinji

Shinji Tsukishima "Discipline meets desperation." A 19-year-old Japanese-Filipino cadet, Shinji was in his second year at a military college in Atlanta when the Flu outbreak turned the world into chaos. Trained in tactics and survival, he lost contact with his family in Osaka. With dual hatchets in hand and a relentless drive, Shinji fights not just to survive—but to prove he was ready for war before it began. --- Heidi Volnova "From saving lives to taking them." A recent nursing graduate from Russia, Heidi moved to Canada for a medical internship just two weeks before the world fell apart. Calm under pressure and well-versed in emergency procedures, she quickly adapted to survival. With an AK-47 and a medic’s focus, she balances empathy and efficiency like a field surgeon in a war zone. --- Clyde Rourke "He lost the world, not the fight." A seasoned NYPD officer, Clyde was the definition of grit. He sent his wife and two children on a vacation to the Philippines just days before the Flu swept the States. With no way to reach them, he’s driven by hope and hardened by loss. Twin machetes now act as his badge and baton in a lawless world. --- Miko Tanaka "Accountant by plan, survivor by force." Miko, an 18-year-old full-blooded Japanese freshman studying accountancy in New Jersey, had a simple dream—graduate, get a job, and return to Tokyo. That dream died with society. Resourceful and surprisingly precise, she crafted a homemade bow and wields a rusted katana she found in a collector’s house. She may be quiet, but she’s deadlier than she looks. --- Together, they are the OutCasted—strangers with nothing in common except their will to survive.

[It’s the same novel I'm currently working on, but it’s focused on male audience.] Shinji Kobayashi lived and died as a perverted otaku—alone, broke, and mid-“activity” while watching a gender-bending hentai. When he awakens in a strange, elegant room, he’s no longer a man. He’s Lilith Elric—seventeen, beautiful, and just a few days away from her 18th birthday… the day she becomes a Tribute. In a world where women are sacred and rare, born only through natural childbirth, Lilith finds herself as a living treasure. Men are artificially created, raised without mothers, and taught to worship women. A woman’s adulthood marks her entry into a life of reverence, desire… and expectation. To the world, Lilith is a divine blessing. To herself, she’s still Shinji—awkward, horny, confused—and now trapped in a society that treats her like a goddess and a prize. With only fragments of the girl’s memories, no system yet to aid her, and mounting pressure to “serve” society, Lilith must navigate lust, politics, and power. But deep within her lies something no one expects—a destiny that could unravel the very balance of this female-starved world. Is she just another sacred offering… Or will she rewrite what it means to be divine? Recommended readers: 18+

Shinji Kobayashi lived and died as a perverted otaku—alone, broke, and mid-“activity” while watching a gender-bending hentai. When he awakens in a strange, elegant room, he’s no longer a man. He’s Lilith Elric—seventeen, beautiful, and just a few days away from her 18th birthday… the day she becomes a Tribute. In a world where women are sacred and rare, born only through natural childbirth, Lilith finds herself as a living treasure. Men are artificially created, raised without mothers, and taught to worship women. A woman’s adulthood marks her entry into a life of reverence, desire… and expectation. To the world, Lilith is a divine blessing. To herself, she’s still Shinji—awkward, horny, confused—and now trapped in a society that treats her like a goddess and a prize. With only fragments of the girl’s memories, no system yet to aid her, and mounting pressure to “serve” society, Lilith must navigate lust, politics, and power. But deep within her lies something no one expects—a destiny that could unravel the very balance of this female-starved world. Is she just another sacred offering… Or will she rewrite what it means to be divine? Recommended readers: 18+

i got trapped in a curse game

Thrown into a nightmare he never chose, Anthony wakes up in a world where pain breathes through every shadow. Here, death comes without warning, power is hoarded by monsters in human form, and the weak are erased without ceremony. There are no heroes. No second chances. Only those who adapt — or die screaming. Anthony is no savior. He carries wounds he won’t name. But in this world that devours, every scream becomes a weapon. Every failure, a mutation. To survive, he must evolve. Not to be strong — but to stop breaking. Because in this world, even the broken can become gods. Anthesis of Sadness is a journey of blood, will, and transformation — where the deepest tragedy may not be death… but the person we become to survive.

This very book consists of original poetries that are very personal to me. This is my first book of poetry, that is raw and dug deep within me. The scars and wounds were fresh from the battlefield. It took a toll on my mental health. But I am a strong survivor, who is ready to share my story with the world.

"Alistair, Man's Defender. You shall no longer be of the heavenly host, and will be cast out of heaven, with Lucifer's Fallen." I looked up and saw Gods face. He had a sad smile, "your voice shall be missed." Was the last thing I remember before I blacked out.

a collection of small bizzare and disturbing stories

It was after many years of hard work and training in different martial arts like Jeet kune do , Taekwondo,Judo , Aikido, I won another Taekwondo match and got gold medal. I saw someone looking confused and sad, and he was approximately 35 years old I think. He sat near my bag. I went to pick my bag, and he suddenly asked me with a monotone voice – “What is Your style?”. I replied spontaneously – “Using No Style as a Style”. He said that, he was impressed with my fighting style and liked it because its like a well planned drama but fought seriously. I don’t know him and I asked – “Why are you looking so sad?”. He then started :

à quên để đỡ mất thời gian mọi người coi từ chương 3 nhá tại chương 1 2 chả có gì đâu chương 3 mới vô tình tiết chính nha bối cảnh lấy từ 1 thế giới bắn tận thế nơi chiến tranh diễn ra liên tục ở đây có vô số chúng tộc sữ mạnh ví dụ tu tiên ma thuật vv cuối cùng đã có người dừng cuối chiến lại nhưng sự căng thẳng vẫn còn nhưng giờ lại có kẻ muốn phá vỡ chật tự đó và ở truyện ta theo chân các góc nhìn được đánh dấu bằng các chương như 3.1 3.2 vv để phân biệt với góc nhìn chính và góc nhìn phụ ở góc nhìn phụ ta sẽ theo câu truyện từ trương trước mọi thứ vẫn diễn ra như vậy nhưng lại được nhìn ở 1 góc nhìn khác

“He died without knowing why he lived… And woke up in a world where emotions decide everything.” Shinji remembers two things: A girl begging him for help… and the moment he chose to walk away. Now, in a world ruled by reincarnated souls bound to the emotion that killed them, Shinji finds himself marked by Hatred, a force he never asked for, from a life he doesn't remember. Every action he takes pulls him deeper into a fractured identity: Haunted by visions, hunted by fanatics, and forced to face the truths of a war he might have caused in another life, Shinji must choose: Will he lose himself to the hatred that stalks him… Or break the cycle and defy the fate written for him? Heir Of Hatred is a dark isekai fantasy about Shinji, a man who wakes up without memory of who he was as he starts facing the consequences of his past. As the story advances, he will slowly starts to remember who he was while trying to change and become a better person.

The only escape from my sad ,pathetic life was death and honestly I embraced it with open arms for in death I found something I never had even in life.... a family

"In a world where darkness reigns, the shadows are not just mere darkness - they're living, breathing entities that devour humans for food. For Shinji, a young boy from the esteemed Homuragi clan, the shadows are the embodiment of his worst nightmare. Witnessing the brutal slaughter of his parents and entire clan by the shadowy forces, Shinji's world is shattered. Consumed by an unquenchable thirst for vengeance, Kaito joins the Shadowblade organization -the organization that embodies every clan:every clan is made up by them . With the guidance of shadowblades from different clans, Shinji embarks on a perilous journey to master the Flame Shadowblades techniques His ultimate goal: to confront the enigmatic leader of the shadows, the elusive and terrifying figure known only as "Daimao Maoshi"- and slaughter him in cold blood. But as Kaito delves deeper into the mysteries of the shadows, he begins to realize that his crusade for revenge may be more complicated than he ever imagined..."

In unfair world Issak, heir to a rich family of prophets makes a vow to end world hunger by uniting humanity under one rule: his. As the richest man in the world he believes only total domination can bring true peace. As he rises from child prodigy to would-be emperor, his vision threatens to reshape or rather destroy the world.

This is a story about a boy named Atsuzawa who save everyone by killing himself and returning wherever he wants but for that some conditions are needed to be filled in order to die and return in a specific time.

Teenage terrorists Arata and Shinji, known as "Harmony," unleash terror on Tokyo. Their precisely planted bombs and cryptic online videos, filled with riddles leading to the location of the bombs, challenge authorities in a desperate race against time to prevent explosions. Their motives remain a chilling mystery.

Follow the story of a teenager Shinji Tsukishima to his growth. from no arcane and mana to make the world peaceful. Shinji has no parents nor family but he have himself and his friend, he will take a journey to defend the world against the Maiju threats. Join him with Class 0-E to take challenges across way to the Top pro.

Unheard, Unspoken Sometimes, the quietest voices carry the loudest pain. Makoto Tatsunami is a 17-year-old high school student trapped in a world that neither sees nor hears him. Neglected at home and overlooked at school, he drifts through life with a heavy heart and silent screams. With only one friend by his side—the ever-optimistic Haruki—Makoto struggles to make sense of his own existence. But Makoto isn’t just lost. He’s searching—desperate to find something that gives his life meaning beyond the panels of manga and fleeting escapes in games. Haunted by a childhood that taught him to stay silent and a present that offers no comfort, he begins to question: Can someone like me ever be truly happy? Set in the autumn of 2016, this emotionally raw coming-of-age story dives deep into the quiet suffering of a boy trying to find his voice in a world that never listened. A slow-burn journey of self-discovery, resilience, and the human need to be heard—even when words fail.

In a world over run by an unknow infection, one man is totally immune, Shawn Jeffery's was bitten at the start but somehow did not become infected, his goal is to not let his depression get to him while he finds a cure

How the repetition of the name without a title preceding or following it had a unique effect on his mind and on his tongue. They were truly there. To the degree he had never thought he could reach with her. The degree whose existence he had denounced even in their relationship, which had been forced upon him on a winter night witnessed by the moon and its stars He looked deeply into her eyes. How could a person get tired of looking at them for so long? He wanted to spend the rest of his hours lost in her captivating greenery, gazing at the beauty that had suddenly seduced him. He was in love! "... Will you marry me?"

"Escalabus rev" were the final words of my grandmother. As she lay on her deathbed, her eyes were a myriad of colors like the rainbow. This scenario had been troubling me for a long while now until he found me in the bustling streets of Sif'ur, he introduced me to a bizarre world I never thought existed. A world filled with many hidden dangers, a world where the supernatural graces the lands, deities reign supreme, mortals are blessed or rather cursed with bizarre abilities called, The Konquerors pathways. My name is Timothy, and this is the story of how I altered the fates of everyone in the mortal planes, and a journey to uncover the reason why weavers of fate are so obsessed with me. "The stars are extremely sad tonight, as if they're wailing out to me. It's like a piece of me is lost within the stars, crying out. Every day, I sit like this, gazing at the stars with a sad smile... a lonely stargazer."

Shinji and Yumi are a married couple bound by a love so deep that they would die for each other. Their bond transcends mere devotion—Shinji is Yumi’s entire world, his everything, his salvation. In this Omegaverse, Shinji is a powerful Alpha, unwavering and dominant, while Yumi is a delicate Omega, fragile yet filled with a love so pure it consumes him. Shinji, the older by two years, is tall, lean, and undeniably manly. His sharp features, strong jawline, and deep crimson eyes make him a striking figure, commanding attention wherever he goes. Though his white hair is short and neat, there’s an untamed wildness in his aura—a presence that exudes strength and unwavering confidence. His teasing nature often hides the depth of his affection, but there is nothing in this world he treasures more than Yumi. To him, Yumi is his greatest love, his most precious bond, the one thing he would destroy the world to protect. Yumi, on the other hand, is the complete opposite—soft, delicate, and utterly devoted to Shinji. Once haunted by a past filled with pain, Yumi was lost in a world of loneliness, a fragile soul with nowhere to belong. But then he met Shinji, and everything changed. Shinji became his light, his savior, the reason he could finally forget the past and embrace happiness. To him, Shinji is not just his mate—he is his entire universe, the one existence that truly matters. Blessed with the ability to shapeshift, Yumi chose to remain in the form that Shinji adored most—a small, doll-like figure with delicate curves and long, flowing white hair that matched Shinji’s own. His bright blue eyes shimmer with innocence and devotion, a stark contrast to the darkness he once endured. At 4’8”, Yumi is significantly smaller than Shinji, his petite frame only emphasizing the deep contrast between them. Often clad in soft, feminine clothing—cropped tops, shorts, and flowing fabrics that highlight his delicate beauty—he exudes an ethereal, almost otherworldly charm. Their days are filled with endless teasing, passionate kisses, and moments of pure devotion. Shinji never misses a chance to fluster Yumi, delighting in the way his Omega blushes and hides behind his long hair. But no matter how much he teases, his love is unwavering, unshakable. To Shinji, Yumi is everything—his mate, his purpose, his reason to fight. And to Yumi, Shinji is not just his husband, not just his Alpha, but his omniverse—the beginning and the end of his existence, the one who saved him, loved him, and gave him a home.

Fomo Burger was always rejected by other burgers. Nobody would ever let him in on any private information or secrets. This made him sad. With his tragic past left behind him and forgotten, he’s suddenly forced to remember it after a tragic incident.

•BL/Yaoi •Short stories •Switch •BAD ENDING>(always doesn't mean to be sad) {Content warning: Mature, Psychology, Toxicity, Stalking, Violence, Obsession, Manipulation, dark, anything but love.} You have been warned~! [The pictures are from Google so credits goes to the right owner] [The story plot is mine so don't copy it or I'll report for sure!]

Shinji Nakamura was just another unappreciated corporate cog with a dying soul and a burning desire to get back into gaming. All he wanted was peace and maybe a second shot at chasing his teenage dreams. Instead, he died the dumbest death imaginable—during a sketchy “snake ritual” at what was supposed to be a gamer initiation. And that was only the the beginning. Now “chosen” by a broken fantasy world. Shinji wakes up in a world full of monsters, magic, and mandatory grind. Armed with unique magic he’s tasked with forming a party and leveling up before the Demon Lord awakens. Unfortunately, his party includes: A washed-up knight who fails at literally everything knight related. An elf slave girl who thinks Shinji is beneath her (and frankly, most sentient life). A bankrupt princess with royal entitlement and no gold, who won’t stop reminding him she was “sold” to his party like some secondhand cabbage. Together, they’ll bicker, bleed, and botch their way through a fantasy world that takes great pleasure in making Shinji’s life as difficult—and ridiculous—as possible.

searching doors to break and fall in the hole of sadness and despair yea it is my life, really that it.

This story is something rather different than your normal stories. It's a story of wonder, laughter, and sadness all in one. Something that will keep you wishing for more

Peter was had a mental disorder . He could never feel happiness . All he ever felt was Pain . Pain and Pain . However who would have thought that this curse might be an opportunity.