Ocd Solipsism

Do not cross Lucifer and do not, under any circumstances, fall in love. The only two rules which are supposed to be followed by all species in the Underworld. The fact that a demon’s heart only craves two things should make abiding by these rules very easy. Of course, I’m the unlucky fellow who broke both these rules at the same time. Which is bad, seeing as I’m the prince of said Underworld. *** When Luciano starts developing a peculiar sense of curiosity towards an unknown, suicidal man who lives for the thrill of crime, he does everything in his powers to squash it under his demonic cravings. As the son of Lucifer himself and the future ruler of the Underworld, he’s the last person who’s allowed to break the rules which uphold the burning pits of hell. But only so much destruction can distract him from his ever growing yearning for this mortal. *** Disclaimer: I am a very OCD writer which means that obsessing over perfection is something I constantly do so unfortunately you will notice a lot of things changing. I apologise in advance.

James Conor, a seemingly perfect 12-year-old prodigy with a hidden, dark side. Raised by his single mother, Rebecca, James has been pushed since childhood to excel in every aspect of his life. His mother's obsession with perfection has molded James into a brilliant but emotionally detached young boy who struggles with severe OCD and a latent psychopathic nature. He lives in a world of control, counting numbers obsessively, repeating actions, and hiding his true feelings behind a façade of normalcy. James harbors an intense, secret crush on Charles, a classmate who remains oblivious to James' feelings. When his affection for Charles is met with rejection and cruelty, James’ fragile mind unravels. Consumed by a need for control and fueled by years of emotional neglect, James spirals into a path of violence, culminating in the brutal murder of Charles. But this is only the beginning. As James' manipulative behavior escalates, he grows increasingly confident in hiding his crimes from the world. However, his mother starts to suspect something is wrong, and when she confronts him about his disturbing behavior, James spins a web of lies and deceit. As the tension between mother and son mounts, Rebecca begins to fear for her own safety, but it is already too late. Silent Patterns explores the disturbing psychology of a child who is pushed beyond the limits of his innocence, revealing the cracks in a seemingly perfect life. As James battles with his need for control, he becomes a reflection of the trauma and manipulation his mother inflicted upon him—leading to an explosive and tragic finale

Amidst an apocalyptic virus, Alona Lim had always been fond of blood and needles. She's considered to be a one in a million genius young doctor. However, she made a decision that had endangered humanity's only hope for survival—risking the last prototype vial on her best friend Harold. Being the risk taker that she was, Alona took even the slimmest chance of her best friend's survival despite the consequences it bear, only to wake up anew in another body. Alona, who was now named as Vera, swore she'll never get involved with medicine ever again and will enjoy her new life with much more action instead of grinding herbs and learning anatomies. But, seeing how these new people have terrible medical services, much less hygiene, had been sending her wits to the edge. Living in a patriarchal kingdom was already stressful as it was, but seeing how years of unbrushed teeth smooch, months of unshowered people shamelessly walk around, cooking ingredients from rat-infested food storage, and everything that checks off of the bucket list on how to spread a plague fast makes her OCD screech the shit out of her system. Medicine was easy, however, there were also different kinds of people who were fond of blood and needles—the "demonic" witches. Being born as a noble lady, the only reason they must get involved with needles are sewing and embroidery. Medical practitioners are only for the men, the "only logical beings." Witchcraft was a big taboo and considered as demonic practice that were associated with women who disobeys their father or husband. Once discovered that one practices witchcraft awaits nothing but grave punishments. But it does not help much when she's straight-up wayward with a calloused heart. As much as Alona shows potential as a medicine practitioner, she had to keep her male disguise, if not, more and more people will rise suspicion with her erudition to heal.

Draymond Martinez, a mysterious New York tycoon, rarely appears in public due to his obsessive-compulsive disorder. Draymond is the CEO of Martinez Corporation and the legendary mafia don of the ‘Jade Dragon Triad.’ Living in seclusion, he often grapples with inner turmoil when his OCD takes control. His mother’s tragic and untimely passing drove him to find justice for her. Suddenly, a deadly ambush pushed him to the edge of death. Just when all hope seemed lost, fate intervened, and Zarina Celesti Vasquez, a renowned fashion designer, came as his savior. *** “Marry me, Zarina,” he begged, desperation in his eyes. He instantly regretted his boldness, muttering, “I think I’m becoming straightforward.” Zarina blinked rapidly, her eyes widening, and she stood with her hands on her hips. “No way. I don’t want to marry a man who sees marriage as just another business venture.” She turned her back to him and flipped her long black hair, making her rejection crystal clear. Draymond cleared his throat, attempting to persuade her. “I need a wife,” he stated seriously. Zarina burst into laughter, finding the situation absurd. “Mr. Martinez, I think you need a psychologist to check your brain because it seems you’re struggling to understand my simple condition.” Feeling insulted, Draymond clenched his teeth. “I’ll pay you a substantial amount for this business marriage, and I’ll be a great husband who will warm your bed every night!”

Jian Yu had always been a perfectionist, maybe he also suffered a bit of OCD-Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. He liked everything clean and in order. He needed to recheck everything before starting the job.  Guard an Alpha, check. Be a beta, check. Gaining attention from rivalry Alpha family? Cross that out.  Flirted by said Alpha?  "My dear little Yu, please accept my love!"  Gasp!  "No! You are my client's fiancee!!" "Not anymore!" *** In this world, everyone is classified as Alpha, Beta, and Omega. Alpha served as the superior, the dominant one, while omega are generally lowest on the hierarchy. Regardless of gender, all omegas have the ability to carry offspring.  Unlike Huang Jian Yu, a beta male, who can do neither. Beta are subordinate to Alpha and have a very low percentage in either giving offspring or carrying one. Even more, Beta can't form a soulbond. The population of Beta isn't even half of the population of Alpha and Omega, so little that no one actually paid attention to Betas.  Jian Yu had believed that he would never find happiness as a Beta. Why search for the happiness you can't achieve?  However, in the unexpected chaos, love bloomed. Jian Yu faces the increasing affection of two men who are inherently different from him: one an Alpha, another an Omega. Who will give the love Jianyu deserves? *** A relationship that couldn't be predicted or guaranteed. Working on it together day by day could turn out to be a blessing in disguise.  A story about trusting someone to share your fears with. A story about making each other's lives fuller.

Sebuah geng bernama Bentley 8 beranggotakan lima pria dan tiga wanita dengan penyakit mental skizofrenia, depresi, bipolar, borderline personality disorder, anxiety, paranoid, ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bulimia, dan/atau penyakit fisik. Mereka punya kisah masing2 yang menyebabkan mereka mempunyai masalah kesehatan mental. Dua dari mereka adalah residen psikiatri dan mahasiswa magister psikologi klinis. Mereka menjalin persahabatan dan cinta, sambil membangun sebuah komunitas kesehatan jiwa bernama I'm-Perfection, melawan stigma tentang mental illness. Mereka tetap berusaha menggapai mimpi dan cita-cita di awal usia 20an walaupun berjuang dengan mental illness. Namun, bisakah mereka semua tetap bertahan di tengah kekacauan akibat penyakit mental dan fisik yang mereka alami? Dan berhasilkah misi mereka untuk menjadi komunitas aktivis kesehatan jiwa yang sukses? "It's okay to not be perfect, and we are perfect because of it."

Mr. James Goldsen ( lead male) handsome, having OCD , a CEO of leading fashion company and Ms. Marie Drek, a clumsy and unemployed girl who lives with her grandma. How will they cross their path? What will she do when she learns he isn't a human?

Walking out from the shadow of a heartbreak, Jin Eunjung vows to start life afresh as she embarks on a new job in a new environment. There, she finds herself struggling to keep afloat under the suffocating supervision of her OCD boss Do Kyungsoo, a man she doesn't hope to ever understand. When Kim Jongin, the man who once smashed her heart, returns from the States and re-enters her life, Eunjung finds herself having to make some of the most difficult decisions  of her life, ones that truly embody the saying: There is a fine line between love and hate.  ======== This is a story that revolves around the lives of six young people, all in search of their dreams, and of that elusive thing called love. In their quest for these, all of them find themselves lost in a web of deceit and lies that they can no longer remove themselves from. Trapped within the prisons that they themselves have created, how will they rise above it all? Or will they ultimately be consumed by the flames? 

art not mine. https://www.pixiv.net/en/artworks/90276225

"Kenapa nampak seperti spongebob?" Nanta mengamati benda kotak yang memiliki dua tangan juga dua kaki. Banyak sekali tombol menyala di atas touch screen di salah satu sisi benda tersebut. "Terlihat seperti robot." "Kenapa ada banyak sekali?" "Kenapa semuanya tertata rapi? Bahkan di setiap rumah, di setiap pohon, semuanya. Setiap benda nampak sama persis, tak ada pembeda sedikit pun." Friska dan Nanta hanya bisa menatap tempat itu dengan bingung. Rumah, pohon, bahkan semua benda tertata rapi dan sejajar, tak ada satu mili pun benda tersebut berbeda tempat dari benda lainnya. Banyak orang di tempat itu, namun semuanya bersikap individualis. Hanya ada satu, Rey, hanya orang itulah yang mau mengeluarkan suara. Kehadiran Rey menjadi penerang bagi Friska dan Nanta tentang pulau aneh itu. Namun nahasnya, belum ada dua hari mereka berteman, Rey sudah terlebih dahulu bunuh diri secara misterius. Saat mereka berusaha menyelidikinya, mereka menemukan fakta jika ternyata tak hanya Rey yang bunuh diri di tempat tersebut. Ada puluhan orang yang bunuh diri. Lalu, apa sebenarnya yang membuat Rey dan puluhan orang tersebut bunuh diri secara misterius? Dan apa tujuan tempat tersebut?

At the beginning of everything there was only one being who looked over everyone, But over time other supposed gods appear on earth in different locations..who will be the most powerful of them? what goal does each have and what did they do in the modern age of humanity.

"Saya mohon, menikahlah dengan anak saya," ujar Ibu paruh baya yang merupakan majikannya itu. "Kamu juga harus mempertahankan anak yang ada di dalam kandunganmu, saya akan memberi segalanya jika kamu menyetujui hal ini," tandas Baskoro, sang suami dari ibu paruh baya itu. "Tidak, aku tidak mau menikahi pria gila seperti anak, Ibu! " tegas Triska. jelas dia tidak mau menikah dengan pria yang memiliki gangguan mental.

Handsome Adonis, CEO of a corporation, OCD, Childhood promise, stalker behavior, can't touch anyone else but the female lead, saving the female lead from villains, loyal only to female lead???? - These are the traits of the male lead!! But what happens when the female lead is already married to the villain!!?? About the villain? Being filthy rich and seductively handsome, Li Jun loves illegal things, Loves acting innocent, Loves always getting his way and YES, loves Yu Yan....... to death. Abandoned in an orphanage, Yu Yan has grown up to be a skeptical woman.That is, until she met Li Jun - 26 year old CEO of Li Enterprise / multi billion dollars heir, at the restaurant where she was working as a waitress. He is the perfect man for her. He fulfills all her imaginary criterias- handsome , rich and sexy as hell.Only problem is, he used to be a player and she doesn't trust him completely. Add to that his secretive behaviours. These only adds to her insecurities. Yu Yan : "Husband you need to show me more love" Li Jun : "_" "yes honey" (What have I been doing for years.?) #become my patreon : https://www.patreon.com/Archerpandora Give me some energy at= Ko-fi.com/reeze50287

Top gamer Adam gets sent to another world but does not receive the blessing of a system. Is it because Truck-Kun was not involved? This is wrong and he will do the impossible to fix this injustice. Did I mention he is flaky and OCD? How will the people from this world react to his wacky antics?

Bara adalah seorang laki laki yang memiliki sifat tentang ke tidak mau tahuan terhadap apapun itu. Bahkan ia seperti seseorang introvert, namun pada saat ia bertemu dengan Zean, seorang laki laki Gay, akhirnya Bara perlahan lahan mau terbuka dengan Zean. Hingga keduanya jatuh cinta. Disisi lain Zean juga memiliki keluarga dengan latar belakang penyimpangan seksual, berbeda dengan orang tua Bara yang normal. Zean juga seorang anak dari seorang pemimpin organisasi OCD. MOHON MAAF JIKA BANYAK KE TAYPOAN.

A romance between an OCD patient and a bold, young lady of the Jiao family. Xu Nuo, A man of twenty-four years old who suffers from OCD syndrome goes for help with his emotion which he had lost since his mother's death. An accident happens and he comes in contact with his high school classmate, Jiao Fei, the willful and beautiful lady of the Jiao family. They exchange souls. Xu Nuo, Who was emotionally sick felt her pain, and suddenly Jiao Fei could feel lots of emotion. She in turn goes undercover with the help of her sister, Jiao Kai, a psychiatrist. They both learn each other's weaknesses and strengths and with that fell in love

Umar, a vampire with slight OCD wakes up from a decade-long nap to a world of zombies. A zombie apocalypse! The hungry vampire ready to have a big dinner after his slumber looked blankly at the streets filled with zombies, his thoughts were unknown. A small almost inaudible growl comes from his tummy, darkening his already dampened mood. - bear (burly) type shou/uke blood bag seme/gong "Tck who is burly? Who is a bear!? Tsk tsk!" "Why am I described as a blood bag!?" A/N- hehe ;D art is not mine and cover is roughly what I'm using to describe our MC. くコ:彡

Cerita ini berkisah tentang seorang presiden perusahaan yang sedang mengidap penyakit parah berkaitan OCD atau (Obsessive-compulsive disorder) namun penyakit nya akan kambuh jika ia bersentuhan dengan wanita. Ketika ia berusia 18 tahun terjadi sebuah insiden besar yang mempengaruhi kehidupan Wei Qing. Walaupun dia adalah seorang pemimpin perusahaan, namun dirinya tidak dapat berinteraksi dengan lawan jenis. Oleh sebab itu, Wei Qing mencari seorang wanita yang bisa menyelamatkan hidupnya. Sepuluh tahun kemudian. Wei Qing bertemu dengan seorang siswa seni berusia 18 tahun yang bernama Zhou Shi. Dalam pertemuan tersebut, Wei Qing merasa dirinya baik-baik saja meskipun bertemu dengan lawan jenis. Mereka pun membuat sebuah kesepakatan dan percintaan mulai tumbuh diantara keduanya.

INDIGO || DRAMA || HAPPY ENDING || Untuk merayakan kelulusan serta ulang tahun Mile, keluarga Romsaithong pun mengadakan sebuah pesta di kapal pesiar. Mereka mengundang rekan bisnis, kolega kerja, dan beberapa penyanyi ternama untuk memeriahkan. Namun, nyaris tak ada yang tahu soal keistimewaan Mile. Bungsu Keluarga Romsaithong itu berpura-pura jadi pasien OCD. Dia selalu menggunakan sarung tangan agar tidak bersentuhan dengan orang lain, padahal itu karena bisa membuat Mile melihat masa depan selama 10 detik! Mile pun menikmati acara dengan sewajarnya. Dia menyapa beberapa orang, bermain dengan sang keponakan, lalu bertatapan mata dengan seorang lelaki manis. Kira-kira apa yang akan terjadi?

V is not your ordinary detective stuck in future . he is pretty mad, unlike the usual detectives. He doesn't have ethics, super memory, or psyche. He relies on his lucky gun and ocd to solve crimes.

The story is about a little girl who used to care for other's and grown up suffered from her financial problems and non supportive parents and by this she suffered from depression OCD social anxiety also she struggled to make her career and then find the light that brights her future..

Tristiana Alderman needed a change in her life, a fresh start. Taking a new job as a house keeper and nanny for a fifteen yr girl who has an IQ of almost 170, who stutters beyond control, suffers with OCD and social anxiety from her bullies. Can Tris help Aria and her dad Killian and even herself remember how to simply live life to the beat of the heart. Killian Jones has been a single dad for basically 15yrs to Aria his whole heart and soul, but owning his own company in a small town takes more time than he would like. He's been looking for help for awhile now, and this time he may got more than everything he was hoping for.

Deb Oh had a blank look in her eyes, as the words kept ringing in her head, "I want to live, I want to be happy but why do I want to die?! Why?" Her mind flashed back to when she got her first car accident which left her vowing never to drive anymore. The shock coupled with the embarrassment of causing the car accident wrecked her world, leaving her with the diagnosis of PTSD, OCD and a moderately severe depressive state. Adamant against seeking medical treatment, the 21-year old promised to fight her demons alone, but how long will she hold on before succumbing to her inner demons? Deb Oh must level up or risk losing everything! ======== Work of fiction, no relation to anyone dead or alive ======== SpirityAwards Psychological Medical Cold Protagonist Medicine Slice of Life Doctor spirityawardsspring2020 Trauma Psychotic Faceslapping Hiddengem Philosophical Face Slapping Spirity Deception Parody Satire

Olaedo is the perfect kiss-ass. She loves her family so much. A little too much. Growing up in a rich family wasn't as hard as those cheesy romance books painted it to be. She had the full attention of both her parents and her sister. She—or her parents—have enough money to stock up her gigantic library every three weeks. She's homeschooled for the better half of her life. What else could she ask for? Unfortunately, Olaedo relives the Chapter six of her favorite book when her father finally drops the bomb that she's going off to a boarding school with her twin sister... Not a big deal, right? Add her anorexia, OCD and a tad bit of anxiety to the mix and we have a page turner.

A perfect billionaire Karan Kundrra. The picky boss with OCD, who wants perfection everywhere in everything. A workplace elite Tejasswi Prakash. Who is the perfect example of a perfect employee. With their own demons, secrets and situations. They met. After which Karan felt he knew her in past,and hell bent to confirm if that's true or not. Tejasswi was hell bent to give him the chance to know if he knew her or not. They appreciated each other in work but when it comes to love, can they be the perfect match ?? Does Karan know her before.?? If yes, why Tejasswi is denying??? Peep in, to know their story.

A girl drowning in her own isolation meets a girl who's mind is amongst the stars. Drea is anything but normal. Suffering from social anxieties, ADHD, a weird disorder, and her past. Trying to survive a life she doesn't fit in and a world that seems to be against her is quite difficult. Not to mention her having to mask it all of with a fake persona. Will she let darkness swallow her whole or will she realize that all her problems are just in her head? Emma has her own problems to deal with. Being compared to her twin her whole life and finally having the spotlight while battling against OCD isn't quite easy either. How can she adjust with all the attention she never even wanted? Two very different lives meet in a world so against them. A slowburn.

Keito Takashima is your average 36 years old author who's struggling with life after finishing his last work and not being able to publish anything due to his mental health problems. Keito suffers from severe depression and OCD and is slowly giving up. Until something unexpected happened to him... A zombie apocalypse broke out, and it brought Keito and his biggest fan closer to each other. (Message from the author) Boku no hero is a small stupid title that I came up with, it's a play on words that gives two meanings, the first being My Hero and the other being My Hell. I don't intend this story to focus on the zombie apocalypse. It's nothing but a way to allow me to explore the character of Keito and properly convey what I want to convey through this work. Hopefully, you are not too disappointed by this. It won't be a long story so please check it out. Thanks.

Alex was brought up with every opportunity, and a bright mind to add. She's no Einstein, but she most definitely carried a 4.0 GPA with ease. Though when she was finally done with all the mandatory school she found herself lost. No passion for anything equals no desire to continue on in life. Thankfully she had an understanding aunt that got her going in life. Might not have been the best starting place, but it was something. Aunt Lynn got her a job working at a mental ward. There Alex find comfort again in routine. Get up at 6:00, arrive at work by 7:30, and complete her daily tasks by 3:15, then allow herself into the pool room and swim some well needed laps till 4:30, and finally getting back around 5:30. Alex does not have OCD she just likes simplicity. However, what happens when an escapee picks Alex to be their ticket out? Eugene is a high risk patient, that was locked up after a killing spree, murdering over twenty-four people in the matter of three days. He's lawyers pleaded insanity, and some how got Eugene the luxury of a patted cell and straight jacket. Alex might have a bland life now, but Eugene is about to spice things up.

Before you read WARNING! contains triggering topics such as suicide, bad language, person's personal believes. Example, not believing god or being gay This is the first book of a series that i will be working on. These books will focus on mental health. This includes depression, anxiety, bullying, phobias and disorders, including ocd, adhd, autism, learning disorders e.t.c.. Some will be long stories, others will be short. i want to show people how much things can affect others. I relate to most of these books so much. these book's topics have been either experienced by me or have been heavily researched. The books are meant to be a safe space where people can understand and connect with. So please dont put negative comments here, thank you. This book is made on a girl's true and personal thoughts. this is her basically speaking her mind on paper. so this is not worded very well. this does not have the correct punctuation, meaning that it will not have capitalization after every sentence. it will show her insecurities, secrets, depression thoughts, anxiety thoughts and so much more. The wonderful girl is now 12 years old and she has already gone through so much. I have gotten permission to share this, as long as i keep her anonymous. HER MIND