Self Hate

“I only want you, Maximus. I already told my parents that I love you and I'm going to marry you. No one else.” Aurora indignantly exclaimed. Max was shaking his head from what he heard. “No. No. You’re not being fair, Aurora.” He felt himself losing his strength as well as any chance to change her mind. Max leaned his body at the back of the single chair, almost sitting on it. He tugged on his necktie, needing some more air. His gaze fell on the ground. He’s powerless against his father. He won’t be able to protect his girlfriend from his family. He didn’t notice that Aurora was already in front of him. He just felt her palm on his cheeks, caressing it gently. He looked up to her. “You’re not fair.” He mumbled weakly. Like a defeated child. She’s rubbing her thumb against his cheeks. “The world’s not fair, Max.” Shaking her head. “It’s never fair.” She commented breathlessly. “You get everything you want.” He ignored her actions. He’d gone numb all over. This girl was too much of everything. Too selfish to even understand how he felt. “No. I don’t have your heart.” Max swatted her hand away and stood up straight. He chuckled at her response and halted. He shook his head as he looked at her straight in the eyes. “You won’t. You don’t even have one.” ************** Aurora Fontalva got everything except the heart of a certain man. She only wants Max. But how can she make him fall for her when he already had someone? He loves his girlfriend. Maximus D’Arco can’t escape his family’s wish for him to marry the only Fontalva heiress. Worse, Aurora even blackmailed him, or his girlfriend would suffer. Why would he fall for someone who doesn’t even care about his feelings? Only his girlfriend does. Is there really a thin line between love and hate? What if the thread breaks? **************** AN: Be warned!!! This is not your typical romance. As the story progresses, it tackles family, career, toxic relationships, twisted attraction, love, hate, lust, and heavy drama. And there are cases in which you can be sensitive. Lastly, this is not for the weak of heart. Please read the FOREWORD. Thank you.

With every move of her hands and every batting of her lashes, Selene was able to captivate the world with her delicate beauty. She was the "Queen of Showbiz," the beloved of the Castillo family, unlike Keira, the ugly duckling of the family. It didn't matter the context or truth behind the issue, Keira was to be blamed by everyone. "Selene can do no wrong! How can such a delicate, fragile thing think ill of someone? It must be Keira who is making up lies!" "How dare you cause your sister to become sick! Receive your punishment!" Such words were a norm for Keira. The place she called home was Hell's Gate, and the people she called family were poisonous demons. Her life was filled with blame and abuse hurled by her sister's supporters. She was schemed against, attacked, and ruined to the point of no return. The last nine months of her life were the worst. Her insomnia had developed into Sporadic Fatal Insomnia, causing her to lose weight as she suffered consistent sleepless nights. At the age of 23, Keira Castillo passed away alone in her dingy apartment. Her final moments were filled with dread as she begged and prayed to whichever god was listening. "If only I had one more chance..." To her delight, she had regressed to when she was 18. 'The man you love? I'm taking him. The title 'Queen of Showbiz'? That's also mine. Everything you gained from stepping all over me, I will take. My dear Selene, I will play you in the palms of my hands and live my life the way I was supposed to.'

Alia was cursed. . . or so did the elders say. The pack deemed her wolfless, scarce of fang, void of the lycan spirit—the rage of her ancestors. Even her mates left, as the clan ostracized the weak. Alia endured and persisted, until on a very day, her last spouse cheated and plotted to kill her with her twin. She swore to survive, to prove the strength of her blood and soul. … Either by death or by fire.

Dana Patson’s life takes a dramatic turn when a customer suffers an allergic reaction at her bakery. Corey, a loyal regular, saves the day with his quick thinking and EMT skills. Dana is grateful for his courage but she's suddenly drawn to him in ways she can’t explain. Their connection deepens, but as Corey’s dark past comes to light, Dana’s simple life begins to get complicated. Unbeknownst to Dana, a man obsessed with her has been watching from the sidelines. When Corey becomes part of her life, the man’s jealousy boils over. He sets fire to Dana’s bakery, destroying the one thing she has dedicated her life to build. He feigns concern and steps in to “help” Dana rebuild, even as he works to drive a wedge between her and Corey. The truth about Corey’s past, and his family, soon surfaces. Dana learns that Corey’s father is responsible for the car accident that killed her parents years ago. Dana starts to question everything she thought she knew about Corey. Meanwhile, the man pulling the strings uses Corey’s parents to manipulate and threaten Dana. As the man’s obsession turns into violence, Dana and Corey must fight to protect their love and their lives. But can they overcome the sins of the past and the threats of the present, or will the truth tear them apart forever?

A otaku after losing his family completely gave up on himself and became an all time otaku. after watching many dark anime, reading dark novel, and watching dark hen*ai novel, he wasn't able to differentiate between them. Because of reality around him he was able to live but after transmigration he is again at the point where he needs to differentiate between reality and fantasy. but this time fantasy is stronger than last time. Will our otaku be able to differentiate between reality and fantasy or will he ever be able to understand friendship, love after seeing so much of dark novels and anime? follow his new journey in this new world filled with darkness.

Arun Sahu and Janvi Patil knew each other since childhood. He is the bane of her existence. For him, she is the most annoying person on the face of the earth. Hatred is the only emotion they feel for each other. Or is it not? Arun and Janvi's hatred is put to test when they start living across each other. Their whole world turns upside down when they share a passionate and forbidden kiss. They step into a new territory where all rules and bets are off. Passion and attraction are the only rules. Exploring each other is the only game. But is there a chance the passion can bloom into something else? Will the sworn enemies feel something as forbidden as love? ******************* Contains mature scenes Update: Every two days

'Gwen pushed him back, trying to create enough space between them. "I do not love you." Alexander smirked. "You do. You just don't know that you do." Gwen moved back. "Do you know the ways of my heart." "Yes, I do. And it tells the truth. You are only too stubborn to acknowledge it." He moved closer, pressing her against the wall. "When you decide to tell yourself the truth, I will be waiting." He kissed her forehead. "But don't make me wait long. I am not as patient as people think." This time he kissed her lips and staked off, leaving Gwen in a complete daze.' Marriage and a family is all life is to Gwen and she would see to it that she is not humiliated before then. A wife, and not a mistress is what she plans to be, but what can be done when the king of her country makes a proposal to put her by his side? Alexander is used to getting what he wants and getting his way, after all, he is King. But when he sets his eyes on the young and beautiful Guinevere who is just as stubborn as he is, will making her stay at the castle earn him her love, or will it be the beginning of his undoing? (Hating Her King is the sequel to Loving Her Duke and is also the second book of the British Blood Trilogy.)

This diary reflects the personal journey of someone searching for their place in the world, grappling with exhaustion and uncertainty about the future. Amidst the pressure of studies and career choices, the narrator questions if they are on the right path. The search for identity and purpose becomes a shared experience, capturing inner struggles, solitude, and the need for self-understanding in an uncertain world.

"I told you not to touch me," Audrey said. "In front of people," He reminded her. Audrey could feel the smirk in his voice. ~~~ Audrey's seventeen years in the Grey Blood pack were like a caged animal. She lived each day dreading the next unexpected thing the Alpha could punish her for. Audrey tried hard to understand the mysterious dream she'd been having, but nothing made sense to her, she was lost. She wished to be freed from the Grey Blood pack, but she lost all hope of survival when she found herself locked and chained in the cold dark dungeon. She hated him, she cursed him as her blood drained from her. She was happy to die and go away from that monster-alpha. Audrey awoke in a magical world where she learned everything about herself, she cultivated herself to become the strongest wolf and witch alive. One item though, led her back to the last place she wanted to be. Alpha Aloha Lake ruled the Grey Blood pack, the largest and strongest pack in the States. He was known to be brutal, even the mafia feared him. Nothing or anyone bothered him, except one; the damned bitch Audrey. He hated her, and he would make her pay for her mother's sins. But he could not kill her...yet. Alpha Lake emotionlessly stared at Audrey's bleeding body that lay on the cold dungeon floor, he ordered his beta to dispose of her without a second thought. One year later the enemies met again. Will hatred be the only emotion they share? Could they resist the fatal attraction they felt for each other?

"W-Why? Why are you doing this to me ?" Kei who's red eyes trying to hold back tears "If you don't want any other to get hurt more than this, JUST STAY HERE" Ayume said with a dark grin on his face Read the novel to get to know them

A girl is kidnapped by Cyber criminal, what could go wrong?

a dead man’s rambling

Demon Lord Xalroz has finally succeeded in a victory against the heroes those Gods chose, as their champions, to fight him. Close at hand to claim the world he fought over to make it his own and for the race of his demon kind. The Gods couldn't allow it as they must enter a battle with Xalroz to prevent that from happening. The result was his defeat being destroyed from the body to the soul. A soul which didn't get destroyed but broken into five pieces that each went far and wide for the piece of Xalroz's soul to find a vessel. One is an orphan Drow baby boy whose life will be challenged by many obstacles across his path. side note: Hope you enjoy this new story and support it like the other one. oh, this book will hold dark parts from time to time, so just giving you some warning about that. link to Patreon - https://www.patreon.com/Mattfuncool books: Awoken in a world of monsters & Reincarnation: A road to rebuild a lost home Discord link: https://discord.gg/6B2W9xZu

After waking up in another world where humanity is extinct, a boy named Dust must find a way to survive its horrors and find his sister.

[Warning: Mature Content] The next morning, Luna was lying on the edge of the bed without clothes. There were Benjamin's teeth marks on Luna's body. Then Luna opened her eyes and when she slowly tried to get up, she felt a sharp pain in her lower body. Luna was feeling so much pain in her body that she was unable to move. When Luna saw all her clothes on the floor and her condition, her eyes widened in surprise. Luna did not remember anything. What happened to her last night? She did not remember anything about what happened to her at the party last night?! Just then Benjamin comes out of the bathroom. Benjamin was wearing only a towel. And his six packs were visible. Fair complexion, deep blue eyes and handsome face! Benjamin was a big businessman! But his body was exactly like a hero. Luna used to work in Benjamin's company, but Luna had never seen Benjamin so closely before. Then seeing Luna, Benjamin comes to the mirror and fixes his hair, then signs a cheque of 10 crores and hands it over to Luna and says, "If you think this is not enough, ask for more." On hearing this from Benjamin, Luna angrily tears the cheque and throws it on Benjamin's face and says, "I don't want your money! Who do you think you are? If you are rich, can you force yourself on someone?" Luna covers herself with a blanket and goes to the bathroom. On hearing this from Luna, Benjamin's face smiles and Benjamin looks at the torn cheque and says, "Crazy girl!" After saying this, Benjamin takes out clothes from the wardrobe and gets ready by wearing a black 3-piece suit. After a while, Luna comes out of the bathroom wearing other clothes. Benjamin was sitting on the sofa, smoking a cigarette and looking at Luna. Luna looked at Benjamin once and tried to open the door to quickly get out of the room but she could not open the door, the door was closed and only Benjamin knew the password to open the door. Then Benjamin gets up from the sofa and comes to Luna and looking into her eyes says. "What is your name?" "I don't tell my name to strangers!" Luna said looking at Benjamin with disgust. Hearing this from Luna, Benjamin comes close to Luna's face and says. "Until you tell me your name, you cannot leave this room!" Hearing this from Benjamin, Luna turned her face to the other side and said. "Luna!" "Luna!" Benjamin said while holding Luna's waist and pulling her towards him. Seeing this, Luna started looking at Benjamin in surprise, then Benjamin opened the lock of the door. When Luna saw the door open, she immediately got away from Benjamin and went out of the room.

After years of hardship filled with a lot of unsolved memories, Liana Eros finally finds a new life and reason to be happy. turning a new leaf, she is sure that all her problems have finally put to the past. but then every joy is short lived when that particular persons which her hear both yearns for and long for yet loathes with so much hatred comes back walking into her life. Will she be able to find happiness, solve the past or will she be seeking vengeance? Xavier Marcus a notorious construction tycoon an heir to one of the biggest families in business world. who finally after convincing himself over the years that the choice he made in his past was for the best, is seemingly not satisfied and seeking that which truly makes him happy yet is clouded by his own hatred despite knowing it is all he truly desires. What will happen when he comes across her again. will he truly drop his pride and ego and follow his heart or will he want to shatter that very light he secretly loves? Will the two of them be able to give it another shot or will they run away from their fates even if it keeps bringing them together?

love/hate?

when Evelyn Moore is made to marry her childhood bully, Leonard Sinclair who dislikes adult women, life takes a different turn when they both make personal vows. Evelyn: to make sure he regrets the deal Leonard: to make her fall head over heels that she's begging for him.

Hoshi Carmen Takada-Santos, better known as Hoshi Santos, might seem to be an ordinary biracial high school student living in Nara City, Japan, but his other self, the serious, strong, and cold Kuro, is a strong warrior who wields a scythe as his weapon. It’s been 4 years since his father, a Filipino shaman named Louis Santos, had died after banishing an evil entity, only known as Master Black Blood, into the underworld for his atrocities, Hoshi had to hide and conceal Kuro from anyone for his safety. But, Master Black Blood’s son, Master Demon Blood, would do anything to avenge for his father’s banishment from the overworld, and this also means killing Hoshi. This demonic entity also employs the help of Sha Sakiyama, a mercenary and expert on the use of shadow, to get rid of Hoshi. But, Hoshi isn’t alone in fighting the evil forces. His classmate, a reclusive and introverted ninja named Bokuto Sakata, decided to help him out because his father was a close acquaintance of Louis, and a girl named Saki Mizoguchi, who was secretly a mage and had a long family lineage of the use of magic. Dive into the world of both magic and modernity as their quest against the evil supernatural forces begins to unravel.

Temp was just an average school boy, trying to make it through life and impress his childhood friend Lucia. Now that a big rift has opened up in the sky, spawning all kinds of abominations, how will he survive in this demon infested world? More importantly, will he finally be able to get with Lucia? cover was ai generated since i have no talent in art :3

After being sexually assaulted by gay guys at a young age, Alberto Rodriguez developed a huge phobia for gays.. He depises them and doesn't want anything to do with them... he has a best friend, Fernando Sanchez, whom he cares for so much... What will happen when Alberto finds out that his best friend was actually gay?... Will Alberto end their 5 years friendship just because he's homophobic?... stay tuned to find out P.S. This is a BL novel; boyxboy .. if you don't like this kind of novel, I'd advise you to not read it..

I didn’t even know that I had reincarnated into my second life Only when I regain my memories do I find myself reincarnating into my third life And it’s nothing less than a novel I hated in my first life "Damn, damn, this world is horrible" At least my third life isn’t as bad as the second [ChatGeepti was used to correct the chapters]

"Aliana never think about leaving me. You are mine only mine. I own u. If you ever tried to leave me for another man I will make sure he will never have the desire to take rebirth. He kissed me passionately as if he will eat me up. I know its wrong but I am helpless infront of him as always. Aliana got a huge crush on a boy who later turns out to be her step brother and her biggest bully. What will happen when she meets him after many years but stronger and better. What will be his reaction

an ordinary guy reborn in his early school years in India with the aspiration of becoming a renowned physicist * I am a new writer and this is my first book so there will be many mistakes so consider this before reading this book

Why do you hate me so? Why can you just love? Can you be so cruel and take all that is mine? I will not let you do this to me. I will come back and I will let you taste what a goddess can do to you. Ella had the world in the palm of her hands. Training to be the next Queen of heaven. Her world fell apart over one man. He change her whole world in one day. She travels around the world looking for her missing treasures. She has one man that will help her. Only one thought is on his mine and that is her. The only problem is she is a he.

Sal, a little naive boy with mysterious powers, his mom is daisy, an Indian Goddess and she wants her son to be her successor.until uncertain circumstances, Sal meets his dad, a human, who is already married to a normal person and has a normal daughter and Sal learns about his secret family. Sal shows up in the family with a mission to ruin them, sent by his mom, the Goddess who always comes to him in disguise to advise him wrongly and turns him against his dad and step mother, Luci and their little daughter, bell. but will Sal succeed in his dark mission?