To You Who Desire My Despair

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basically I don't remember how I die in my last life I wanna but it is as it never existed well now I am baby in a fantasy world that is blend of different era but currently a future of earth god know s what adventure I am gonna face please be good

Serena was just an ordinary girl with a rather disturbed past who's got into the most prestigious college in the country itself. She embarks on a new journey to recuperating her mental health and finding true happiness in life, a successful job and peaceful life. But finding herself lost in thr dorms, she meets a guy, Ray, who also happens to be her..roommate now? Untalkative, always remaining low-key but actually the second the a very famous businessman entrepreneurs of the country, Ray seems to have found an odd liking to Serena...

This novel is set in a fictional era, with a background somewhat similar to China during World War II, where it is invaded by the Japanese. The main characters are a couple of homosexuals who meet and fall in love. One leads soldiers in resisting the invaders, while the other fights to protect cultural relics.

Suffering the machinations of family, Remus is sent to the newly built border city of Greltheaven. A place filled with opportunities but also dangers. If it had been up to him, he would have stayed in the safety of the empire, slowly building his business as he had planned, but he did not have a choice, either go to the dangerous city or live a mediocre life. Which he is not willing to do. Swearing revenge, he packed his bags and moved to Greltheaven, a city of great dangers and fortune. ... A brothel is not an easy business to run, much less get success, but since fate had so kindly decreed it upon him, he will not only run the brothel but will make it immensely successful. He had plans, big plans for it; he only hoped the city would remain standing long enough to turn his small business into an empire. … There will be 5 Chapters a week, from Monday to Friday.

BLURB: In the cutthroat world of corporate finance, one mistake can destroy everything. CEO Alex Thompson and Emily Taylor's illicit affair is fraught with danger, but their hunger for each other can't be denied.Emily finds herself working for the mysterious man she had a one-night stand with, Alex. Their secret relationship was threatened after Rebecca, Alex's fiancée, came back to the country after her studies. Explore the darker side of desire, where dominance and submission collide, and the consequences of passion are unrelenting.

The Desire to Rise as the Strongest Born as the neglected prince of the powerful Zenith Kingdom, Yruma Zenith has lived a life overshadowed by his talented siblings, each wielding extraordinary magical powers that leave him dismissed and underestimated. Haunted by dreams of a shadowy figure that bears his own likeness, Yruma's world changes when he's transported to a dangerous magical realm where strength is the only currency that matters. Bestowed with enigmatic powers from the shadow within, Yruma embarks on a journey to rise above his past, determined to protect the weak and claim his own destiny. As he faces mystical creatures, rival kingdoms, and powerful warriors, he uncovers the truth behind his family's dark secrets and his own unique abilities. But in a world where strength rules all, how far will he go to prove himself and what will he sacrifice to become strongest? Follow Yruma's journey through magic, power, and self-discovery as he battles to rise above his fate and forge his own path.

Katie's world shatters when her boyfriend, Bell, abruptly ends their relationship, leaving her heartbroken. Amidst her emotional turmoil, she forms an unexpected friendship with Emily, a new student who introduces her to pottery. As Katie begins to heal, she confronts memories of her past relationship, leading her to let go and find joy in her new hobby. Through this journey, Katie learns to embrace new beginnings, realizing that while the past may shape her, it doesn't define her. With newfound strength, will Katie truly learn from her past and create her own happiness? Discover her journey in "Heart’s Despair."

Maria and Ethan share a close, familial bond, with Maria dedicating her life to caring for her son after his father’s passing. As Ethan grows older, the nature of their relationship begins to shift. Ethan matures into an accomplished and responsible man, becoming more attentive to his mother’s needs, both emotional and physical. Maria, a hardworking woman who has always put others first, begins to feel the weight of her exhaustion, though she hides it behind a strong façade. The subtle changes in their dynamic go unnoticed at first, but as they spend more time together, their connection becomes undeniable. Ethan’s care for her evolves into something more intense, and he starts to see Maria not just as his mother, but as a woman—someone he admires and desires in ways that transcend familial love. Meanwhile, Maria, though conflicted by the growing attraction, begins to sense the change in Ethan’s behavior. She feels the tension, but struggles to confront it, knowing how dangerous crossing this line would be. Despite their unspoken feelings, they both try to maintain their distance, though the emotional pull between them becomes increasingly difficult to ignore. Maria pushes Ethan away, insisting she doesn’t need help and trying to keep things as they were. However, as the tension reaches its breaking point, both of them find themselves caught in a whirlwind of complicated emotions, unsure of where the line truly lies.

Trahi par sa femme et découvrant que sa fille n'est pas la sienne, Quitar sombre dans la rage, ce qui le conduit à la mort. Réincarné en tant que Dieu du Vide et du Mal, il cherche à s'échapper de l'enfer pour se venger.

"Enslaved by Desire" In the shadows of a ruthless Mafia empire, Amelia is drawn into a world of power, passion, and dangerous desire. She came to escape, but she’s about to find herself trapped by the very man she fears—the cold-hearted Enzo Romano. Will she succumb to the darkness he offers, or will she break free from the chains of her forbidden obsession? One thing is certain: nothing in his world is ever as it seems.

In the fractured world of Terra Nova, Ethan Caldwell stands alone, haunted by a past he can't escape. Enrolled at Crimson Peak Academy, he discovers a hidden potential that connects him to an ancient prophecy. As tensions rise between powerful institutions—Aurora Heights University and Valiant Crest Institute—Ethan must navigate a treacherous landscape of alliances and betrayals. With dark guilds lurking in the shadows and a continent on the brink of war, Ethan's journey becomes a battle for survival. Will he embrace his destiny and rise as a hero, or will despair consume him? Chronicles of Despair and Destiny is a tale of self-discovery and the struggle for hope in a world teetering on the edge.

{Warning: Contains mature content} *Volume 1: Prologue Seventeen years ago, in 1770, Irina's name was whispered in the Kingdom where she lived. They called her barren and women her age would make fun of her as she was unable to bare a child. At the age of twenty five, she felt like the only woman in the Kingdom without a child. Seventeen years of marriage yet there was no child. As Irina walked down the hill, the moon light glowed upon the cursed river. Some of the people say it is cursed and water is poisoned, others say it is blessing. Desperate to end the mockery, Irina seek to find help here. She continued to walk barefoot, her feet bleeding from stepping on rocks and stones. She glanced back to see if anyone was following her. Who would dare follow her to a place like this? Upon reaching the river bank, Irina fell on her knees, wailing and begging for the river to help her. She need a child. After spending an hour there with no answers, she stood up to leave. All hope was lost at this point. There was no way for her. “Irina.” I heard a soft voice from the water. Emerging from the water, was a tall figure. She has long flowing black hair that reached her waist. She was more beautiful than any woman in the Kingdom and Irina was amazed. As she rises out of the water, she sang a melody that could reach the ears of many. It drew the creatures in the river closer to her. Yet beneath that beauty was someone dangerous. “Dear child,” she mumbled. “I heard your wailing from my sleep. Your tears flowed down to my chamber." She fell back on her knees, her eyes burning with tears. She was a siren, the most beautiful creature of the water. “I will bless you with a child,” she promised. Irina's heart flooded with happiness at her words. “But there is one condition.....” .... In a desperate act of self defence, Anastasia killed the King, after he tried to sleep with her. Now captured by the guards to face execution, dread filled her. Before the commander could strike her with the sword, a commanding voice sounded through the air. “The girl is mine to judge. You will not touch her.” Anastasia meets gaze with the dark Prince, a cold shiver ran through her spine at the realization that his mercy might be far worse than the sentence. *Volume 2: After Anastasia is discovered in Abyss Veil, she has no recollection of her past. She knows not to trust anyone. Escaping from the house, she returned to the ocean. There, she's captured by pirates and sold out to a man she never expected to see again, Scientist George. Anastasia must now find a way to escape. Meanwhile, a long-forgotten power, Onyxia, rises to seek revenge on her for what Tharros did. However, the greatest threat, looms in Abyss Veil, where gods from the other side are slowly slipping away to reclaim their rule. Anastasia must consider awakening her father, Tharros, for help. As shocking secrets are revealed, gods clash, Lycans wage war against vampires, and the world is into chaos again.

First Arc: "Don't leave me! Just look at me and stay awake!" Words that haunted Ariana's dreams for as long as she remembered. Dying in the arms of her lover as they both are surrounded and engulfed in flames. However Ariana's quirks never stopped her from living her life. Her journey starts from when her adoptive mother sells her at the tender age of 12, afraid that she was stealing her adoptive father's love. A blow to her head unlocks her past life's memories and life skills. Any object she touches relating to her past life unlocks her past skills and education. Using her memories she changes the brothel she's sold to into a maid cafe, and slowly changes her community. While creatures called Lumas are born from her powers to protect Ariana but who are the Lumas really protecting? Especially when she gets her period on her 13th birthday and it morphs her into a humanoid garnet dragon. Second Arc: In a world full of magic, beast men, warriors, adventurers and elementals could there really be something more frightening then a girl with mixed blood? Garnet dragon, child of the jewel eyed priestess and the soul of someone who was summoned from Earth. Ariana is fully awoken to who she is and has started her life in St. Verusha Academy as their perfect score student. She will have to grow into the young lady she wants to be while trying to unravel the mysteries of her life. With the help of Cayden, her childhood friend and the the Lumas, Ariana will discover the roads she can walk down. The only problem is will she choose destruction or human evolution? Love or world dominance? Revenge or forgiveness? Or will she allow her human mind and heart to be devoured by the darkness inside of her because of a massive betrayal from the one person she thought meant the most to her? Third Arc The bells of war have been wrung and Ariana has now chosen to save all of humanity. Though she has come to know many truths she still trusts in the relationships she's made and is willing to put everything on the line to become stronger. Her Lumas are evolving, Cayden is her true love that she will never let go, the Goddess of Creation needs her to complete the mission given to her and above all else Ariana is determined to survive. Now with her new knowledge she abandons everyone from their own safety and travels to the Animus, the beast Kingdom to learn how to control her garnet dragon powers from her blood family and hoping that they wil aid her in the fight against Lord Romanoff, the robed army and the twisted church.

In a world where dragonblooded exist, Irene is the last survivor amidst the genocide of her kin by humans. Forced to conceal her powers and heritage to survive, she hides her true identity. The Duke of Asetryl Kingdom, recognizing her potential and rarity, plans to take her in as his adopted daughter. However, the Duke's son harbors reservations and objections to the prospect. The Duke's son harbors animosity towards Irene and seeks to make her feel unwelcome and uncomfortable in the mansion. His malicious intent is to compel her to leave. Given the hostile environment created by the Duke's son, Irene must take proactive steps to protect herself and ensure her safety. Her situation demands vigilance and strategic thinking to counter his malicious schemes.

To you, who taught me what it feels to be loved…

Volume 1: Fangs of Desire [Mature Content] All Astra desired was freedom to roam outside the confines of the palace but that dream shutters after their kingdom is invaded, and her dearest brothers massacred. Astra's life takes a drastic turn when her father gives her off as a bride to the same enemy Kingdom in exchange of a peace treaty. Adding to her horror, the same man rumored to have killed her brothers is going to be her husband and she vows to have her revenge come what may. Theron, the Crown Prince of Ardenia Kingdom, is regarded as the pillar of the nation. He has brought Ardenia to power since he became the Commander and conquered countless kingdoms expanding their territories, but only a handful people have come face to face with him. A union formed by revenge and hate, rises emotions when Astra discovers a devastating truth about her husband on their wedding night, which makes her anger and hatred for him dissipate like it never existed. *********** "Wife, don't you love me anymore?" a childish yet saddened voice rang across the quiet room. "Why would you think that?" Astra asked trying to wriggle out of the man's embrace. "You forgot my morning... kiss," he whispered the last word in her ear, blushing furiously. Astra stopped struggling and held the man's face into her palm smiling lovingly before she gave him a quick peck. She bit her lower lip feeling a bit shy her little face turning pinkish. "Now will you let go of me?" "No... I want more!" the man said and without waiting for her response, he lifted Astra like a princess she was dropping her to the bed then followed her. "I want more, wife." _________________________________________________ Volume 2: His Heart's Desire A continuation of a forgotten tale unfolds bringing them together again, but only he knows the truth. The truth about her nightmares, the truth about her true self and their past: only he knows. All he has to do is unveil that truth to her so he can live with her forever. He owes her that much: a whole lifetime of love. He succeeds in making her his but the misery from their past still roams around them in an unknown form. But this time he vows to protect her well. Even if she does not remember him, he does. She was, is and will always be his beautiful wife. He only has one desire: her. Yes, she is his Heart's Desire. ************** "...For every breath feels like a punishment without you. I feel... no, I am soulless without you. So, my princess, I'll wait for the day you will love me back." She gazed at him unblinkingly and for the first time, she felt her heart let go of all the restrains. The barriers she had built against him had crushed a long time ago, but her ego blinded her feelings for him. Like promised, he had conquered her, and she was now at his mercy. "Is it too late, for me to say I... love you?" the last words were said in a whisper, but he still heard her. "Never, my wife," overwhelmed by emotions, he managed the three words before engulfing her in a tight hug. Tears fell from his eyes, but this time, they were tears of joy mixed with a smile. How long had he waited for this moment? "I love you a lot, my beautiful wife."

This is a story. But you most likely already expected that since everything is a story. But this particular story is about a particular topic. Depair. Quite the word isn’t it? Despair can lead to a lot of things. Murder, suicide, hatred, depression. and you will see it all happen to our one and only mc. This is about the story from one of the most powerful people in the world. And yet, this one is longing for nothing more than death. Despair has already overtaken him and he will tell you why. The past, before everything happened. All kinds of horrors and a whole lot of other things. This is the story of the one known as the essence king. ………………………………………………………… If you read this, thank you. as you can probably see from my chapters, I ain't the best writer. I just do this for fun but I’m also quite hopeful for this. All of the things you read above will most likely happen. Except suicide of course. He would’ve been quite happy if that happened ‘to him’. There are chances that I will not upload for some periods of time since I’m still in school and work and stuff but I doubt that that will be a problem for most since this isn’t exactly a masterpiece of a story. Again, thank you for giving this shitty story a chance.

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In a world where power means everything, Scarle is trapped in a nightmare that she never saw coming. Orphaned and taken in by the famous Ashford brothers, three heirs to unimaginable wealth and a dangerous legacy where she becomes the center of their dangerous obsessions. Each brother was uniquely dominant and fiercely protective in a different way, claims her in ways that fades the lines between love and obsession. As their step-sister, Scarle is meant to be untouchable. But the Ashford brothers play by their own rules. Soon her life is entwined by their dark games which is torn between loyalty, desire, and the need to escape. Trapped in their lavish mansion and manipulated by each brother’s obsession, she struggles to maintain her identity and freedom, even as her body and soul are drawn deeper into their twisted love. In this high-stakes world of passion, violence, and emotional turmoil, Scarle must decide who she will surrender to, and whether she can survive her choice or not?

In the world of magic, There are 6 representative realms that the great god of creation, Arborea, Has created but chaos still pursues its way to destroy its peace The realm of the punished was having a catastrophic event that continued to grow bigger consuming other realms in the process, Releasing the Acheronians who were sealed in the Realm of the punished to create havoc As the chaos started to become worse than it already had been, The two gods, Nyx and Lux, finally paid attention to the upcoming catastrophe. The gods selected 7 heroes to convince the other gods to take part or become stronger to defeat the forthcoming danger With the Acheronians already seizing control of the Realm of the punished they have started to make a march and take control of the other realms Will our seven brave heroes be able to relay the message faster than the Acheronians taking over the realms? Read here to find out