PROJECT ZESTA : THE LORD OF CHAOS
" If it wasn't for my love of exploration , I would have killed myself five years ago "
(Reading this synopsis, you're going to think it's another novel about transportation to another world, and the mc is going to get bitches and live with happiness and make friends and something like that, but TRUST ME, IT'S NOT.)
"PROJECT ZESTA: The Lord of Chaos" is about a mentally ill and unstable young man.
When Kayne was about to turn 15, an accident made him forget all his memories, leaving him to face a completely strange world with no friends, no family, no dreams, and no hope. All he remembered was his own name. Years passed and when Kayne reached the age of 19 and entered university, all his expectations about the world burned, leaving him with more mental illnesses and a fucked life experience.
The only source of joy he found was in reading novels and fantasy stories that let him wish and dream about being transported to another world, where just maybe, he could find his true identity.
Kayne wakes up one morning at 3am from the nightmares he always has when he forgets to take his medicine. He think it's just another long night he’ll have to spend alone in his dark apartment, but surprisingly, Kayne gets sent to another world.
In that world, Kayne will go through a lot of events that change both his mentality and his view toward life but not in a good way.
As Kayne goes through different experiences and meets other people, he's going to find himself killing and destroying himself from the inside.
After reading my novel, chapter by chapter, you’ll realize that the MC is neither a villain nor a hero; he just wants to find his true identity from before losing his memories and try to live his life.