Why Does Dazai Wish To Die

Aurora’s eyes blazed with anger, her voice breaking between the tears she had tried in vain to hold back. “I thought I would forget your past love for you, but I was wrong! You are the one who chose to remain trapped in the past, refusing to see the one who truly loves you!” Kyle, despite his outward calm, was burning inside. Guilt gnawed at his heart, yet he said nothing. Aurora cried out bitterly: “She is happy now, living her life with the one she loves, with her husband and children! She never saw you as more than a brother and a friend!” He couldn’t take it anymore. Stepping toward her in anger, his voice was sharp as a blade: “Shut your mouth. I don’t want to talk about this again!” Then, coldly, he added: “Go home. I’ll send your father a letter of apology and end this engagement.” Aurora stood still for a moment, her eyes filled with pain before she whispered in a choked voice: “Don’t bother… I will send the letter to my family myself. And don’t worry, I won’t tell them that you were the one who wanted to end it.” She cast him one last broken glance before turning away, leaving behind nothing but the sound of her fading footsteps, her silent tears, and a shattered heart… A week passed. Then, the phone rang. Kyle answered coldly: “Yes, who is this?” A trembling voice came from the other end—it was Lady Valeska, filled with concern: “Is Aurora alright? She hasn’t called us all week…” His heart pounded violently in his chest as panic surged through him. No… No… No. I can’t lose her! Will this love find a happy ending, or will it remain one-sided forever?

The Earth was torn apart, reshaped into an endless dungeon—a brutal labyrinth of blood-soaked corridors, twisted monsters, and stages that grow more terrifying with every level. The rules of survival have changed: gather coins, and use them to buy anything you desire. Power, safety, even happiness—everything has a price. For Lex, there’s only one thing he craves: death. But in this world, where coins can buy anything, even that is out of reach. Cursed with the power "Die to Begin," every time Lex dies, he's resurrected at the start, trapped in an endless loop of survival and torment. All he wants is enough coins to finally purchase the one thing that he had been seeking for countless lifetimes—an end. In this nightmare, where money can truly buy anything, Lex will sacrifice everything, even his humanity, just to escape the endless suffering. -------------------------------- If you'd like to support me, here's my patreon :) https://www.patreon.com/c/HYLP

Born into a legendary bloodline, Ren Kuroshi was meant to wield the Eyes of Death—a power that could heal gods and conquer wars. Instead, he was cursed with Zone 0—powerless, worthless, a stain on his clan’s legacy. Years of relentless training led to nothing. One strike from his brother proved the truth—effort cannot defy fate. But Ren refuses to accept weakness. If the world won’t give him power, he’ll take it. Through blood and sacrifice, he calls upon the King of Hell—the source of his clan’s power. This is the beginning of something monstrous.

Ken is a smart runaway with a dark past, who after a near death experience finds himself waking up in another world. Chosen by Lilith-a mischievous spirit-he's thrown into "New Oasis", a world of high risks where 10,000 players duke it out for a single, ultimate wish. In a land teeming with bustling cities, treacherous mountains, and unyielding foes, Ken has but 5,000 coins, his wits, and the unreliable guidance of Lilith. The goal is to obtain eight legendary gems via twisted games and players who are far more cunning, Beyond that wish, Ken carries the weight of his crimes, unsure what began it all. With redemption, revenge, and freedom hanging in the balance, Ken risks everything in the New Oasis, where only the strongest-or smartest-will survive.

He has been given a message from The Lord, and with The Lord's word as law. He must do what has been commanded of him.

When June's parents finally get a divorce after years of turmoil she feels like her entire world is falling apart, feeling helpless she is forced to adapt when her mom decides they need a fresh start after her dad leaves to start his new family. They leave their old life behind and move into a new high class neighborhood a stark contrast of their former one with the help of her mom's Boss' Friend   Despite watching her parents love crumble,she still secretly wishes to know what being loved feels like, she loves the idea of love,loves reading  and watching them in books and cheesy romance movies, but that is where it ends, she doesn't let anyone in, has never had a real boyfriend,never been in love. That is until she meets Will their Neigbor/Landlords son,As they lock eyes,exchange words and  Sparks fly... She must confront her deep- seated fears. Will she allow the downfall of her parent's Marriage hold her back, or will she take a chance at  Love and being happy?

Sequel to "1000 Ways To Die"!!! There is obviously more than 1000 Ways To Die, and in this story you will hear some of the best/worst ways to head out. Based on the Spike TV series "1000 Ways To Die" created by Thom Beers Rated (PG 17) for strong language, drugs, alcohol, and strong sex content, and of course death and gore.

A world where constellations were the seven deadly sins, devils lurked in the dark to lure one into their traps, and monsters and spectres ran rampant—that was the definition of Brahmasila—a world where even thoughts and dreams might potentially kill you. Darkness devours you, and brightness burns you. To survive here, people must follow two rules: they must not go outside at night, and they must not dream. However, not everyone is subjected to these rules. Weavers, an elite group of people who form alignment with the Star network and fought in the Star realm against these constellations. They collect star fragments and obtain legacies in them to protect those below the walking world. However, time changed quickly. The protectors, once humanity considered above gods, turned to horrors actual horror would shy away from. Dimitri, an orphan living in Snegovya, works at a mine to make ends meet. He waits for the day he will form an alignment, but when it finally happens, what awaits him is horrors beyond human cognition. [Alignment: Endless death] [Every death of yours will become your power. More unique and gruesome the cause, better the power.] However, he is not a normal human. He is probably more dangerous than all the horrors combined. After all, who could win against someone who never actually dies and returns with the power they kept hidden as their trump card?

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Why dejection, why deceit, why doom, why disease, why destruction, why death, why devil? Some think they exist as a result of God's mistakes. But does God really make mistakes?

A wish for tomorrow follows the emotional journey of Lysander and Amara, two cancer patients whose lives intertwine in a hospital, where their contrasting outlooks on life form the core of their story. Amara, a hopeful young woman full of dreams and aspirations, is determined to live despite the harsh financial and medical challenges posed by her illness. Lysander, on the other hand, has given up on life, burdened by his inner struggles and the weight of his condition. Despite their differences, they become close friends, with Amara bringing light into Lysander’s dark world. As their bond deepens, Lysander begins to realize his feelings for Amara, but it’s too late — Amara’s cancer has progressed to its final stages. Determined to fulfill her last wishes, Lysander takes Amara on a journey to check off her dreams. Together, they visit meaningful places, experience new adventures, and embrace the joy of living in her final days. Amidst the pain, they share tender moments, including a promise of marriage that Lysander hopes will provide both of them with a sense of peace and closure. Despite their best efforts, time is not on their side. As Amara's health deteriorates, their love story takes a heartbreaking turn. On the day they marry, just as Lysander is about to kiss his bride, Amara slips away, leaving him devastated. Her passing, however, is not without solace. She dies content, knowing her wishes were fulfilled and that she was loved deeply. Lysander is left to carry her memory, living a life full of grief, but also gratitude for the time they shared. Wishes Beyond the Diagnosis is a poignant tale of love, loss, and the power of hope. It explores the intersection of life and death, showing how even in the face of terminal illness, the desire to fulfill dreams and cherish moments can leave an indelible impact on the heart. Through their journey, Lysander and Amara teach us that even when time is short, love can create a lifetime of memories.

Have you ever how the 'unique quest chains' are born, how 'mega-rare super-items' just drop out of thin air, and why every random minor character in the starting village is a hidden expert? I am the reason. I am the silently curshing ghost ofthe machine running cogs of 'secret quests', the plot-driving device of destiny, the shepherd to the millions of players that just KNOW that every stone holds a unique opportunity for loot, lore and skills. I am a sole Admin of the greatest DMMO-RPG, partialy AI and a man who holds the great responsibility overseeing the life of the game... With a slight problem though. The game was destroyed a week before it's start. Completely. So now there is no game. There are players, me and million of cheap tricks I honed in my life for the single goal of proving to all of you, that... This game definitely does exist. --- First of all, I post this book on my Patreon. 18 chapters of this book are there - for 3$ it's all yours... Though, of course, I will be posting it for free on this site too. Except I first post them on my Patreon - so now 1 chapter is here - and 19 are there. When it would have 10 chapters here? 28 chapters are there. So... You know? You can support my life there for 18 chapters ahead of the curve. I will be very grateful!

If you were a god, what would you desire? The happenings of the 147th War are now behind us, as Karma is slain and reincarnated in a new world. Sadly, he has no knowledge of this new world. As the year 12,900 draws close, he has numerous challenges in his environment. Since he appears to be a demon or a god, he has become the most feared criminal. In an attempt to eliminate possible rival, the 4th ordered two girls to locate and confront him. It was too late when they got there. Will the truth be out?

How far should we go to meet other people's expectations? How important is it to fit in with what others expect? Completely awkward and clumsy, Zahara never felt part of anything. She didn't feel part of her community, her species, she felt she didn't fit in anywhere simply because of who she was. Accompanied by a constant feeling of inadequacy, Zahara Grant tries to please everyone around her, even though she has failed miserably for almost 217 years. She has no friends and is a laughing stock and a disgrace to her father, her only family. Daughter of the powerful Ifrit, one of the best"known jinns among mortals and immortals alike, the little young genie of the lamp doesn't know how to handle her own power and has therefore always been the target of jokes and scorn. Although she always received love and affection from her father, she was never proud of herself and never felt that anyone was proud of her. Tired of being branded the disgrace of her people and frightened at the prospect of spending eternity trapped in her lamp, alone and lost in the world, Zara decided it was time to learn. With this in mind, leaving her own world behind, Zahara Grant decides to spend some time among humans and learn by rote how to control her own magic, convinced that she will only return home when she has fulfilled at least seven perfect wishes. But everything she imagined was nowhere near what this journey would bring her. Magic, fun, some confusion, a little romance and a lot of laughter, follow the journey of the most clumsy genius who ever lived!

Rap was just a simple roach, sneaking into Zhongnanhai for a late-night snack. Big mistake. One second, I’m vibing under a cabinet. The next, I’m dodging janitors armed with industrial-grade bug spray like I’m in an action movie. But just when I think I’ve survived the most ridiculous night of my life, I stumble into a secret lab—where scientists are watching my escape on live TV. And guess what? They want me. *shines* Turns out, I’m not just any cockroach. I’m The Rap Roach. Legendary. Unkillable. Possibly the key to some insane government experiment. Surviving the daily pesticide death was one thing. Surviving whatever this is? Yeah. This just got way harder.

Zeriel is a powerful CEO, a multi-billionaire known for his cold and ruthless demeanor, a man who has everything,except a heart open to love. To the world, he’s a shrewd businessman with no tolerance for weakness or attachment, but in truth, Zeriel hides a far darker secret. He is not human, but a hybrid of two fae lineages: one dark, one light. Born with ethereal wings and supernatural powers, he’s spent his life concealing his true identity, blending seamlessly into the human world. But Zeriel’s existence is shadowed by a curse: he is destined to die at thirty, a fate decreed at birth for being an “abomination” in the eyes of his people. To escape this grim destiny, Zeriel fled the fae realm and made a life among humans, focused solely on finding a way to break the curse. Love is not only unimportant to him; he believes it is a weakness, a trap for the foolhardy. Until he meets her: a human woman whose spirit challenges and infuriates him in equal measure. He despises her fiery resilience, her ability to see through his hardened exterior—but he is helplessly drawn to her, feeling emotions that had long ago turned to dust within him. As he battles his growing feelings, Zeriel is thrust into a dilemma. If he opens his heart to love, will he weaken himself and risk his only chance at survival? Or could this forbidden love hold the key to saving his life, transforming him into something his people could never imagine? Join Zeriel on a perilous journey where dark secrets unravel, battles are waged in both realms, and one love could alter the fate of two worlds. Will he defy his curse, or will his heart betray him when he needs it most?

Viviana a rich heiress, killed by her boyfriend, wakes up as Liora, a girl hiding her true identity from a Mafia leader determined to kill her if she doesn't bring him the information he desires. With her life turned into a living hell, Viviana must live as Liora to extract crucial information from a businessman—a task far more complex than she had anticipated. Join Viviana on her journey as she struggles to reclaim her previous life while three men make her existence a living nightmare.

She is reborn on the day her adopted parents come to pick her up..this time she made her mind that she must protect her parents.and love her big brother.Never to be Willful and hurt them. In her previous life because of her idiocracy and ignorence she hurt them and help her enimes.. But in this life she will make everything ok..and live a simple life without hurting anyone..and work hard to make herself good. In this life she Ashli Luna must live a good life.And make her parents and brother happy... . . . . . Leon Ace is the ceo of world famous Ace technology company.he is a golden bachelor. super handsome and cool.bt he has never been in a relationship.because he hasn't found someone who can make his heart beat until he saw her........ Ashli Luna....The first time he saw her he was intrigue by her....later his gaze always follow her. Unknowingly he was used to follow her and was in deeply in love...... His only goal is to win her heart.pemper her.love her.hold her in the tip of his heart....make her happy...... This is a sweet love story with lots of love and smiles....also family love...

Everyone thought systems granted unlimited power… But what if yours requires donations?! The protagonist reincarnates into his favorite novel. He thought living in this world would be a dream come true… but there’s one huge problem. Every single one of his abilities is locked behind a system store! Want a fireball? 100 system points. Want a legendary sword? 1000 points or 9.99$ in gold coins! To make things worse, he’s been reborn into the poorest noble family. No money, no influence, and a system that demands currency! There are only two ways to earn it: completing dangerous quests or exchanging in-world money… at a humiliating conversion rate. While other heroes gain strength for free, he’s stuck watching ads, grinding impossible missions, and searching for loopholes just to survive. But what if he finds a way to cheat the system? What if he builds an empire to buy power like a true business tycoon? Welcome to the most unfair and ruthless world, where the protagonist must either get rich or suffer in eternal free-to-play hell! "System: Congratulations! You don’t have enough currency to purchase a basic skill. Would you like to take a loan?" — E.T Hello, Dear readers, its my second novel. btw, i will start working hard to make it good and readable

The Earth as humans knew it was about to change with the discovery and realization that they were not alone. The Federation took an offensive approach to the first appearance of extraterrestrials causing a massive scare. However, mankind was neither as weak nor as strong as the fools or wise believed. In all this chaos, a young man in his early twenties gets an opportunity to take advantage of changing times. **** Carter was born into a normal family, after inheriting a store, he awakened the Bussiness Management System. "What does the intergalactic war have to do with me?" "Come, come, I sell spaceships and weapons fifty years ahead of the timeline"

Desire is the path to evolution, but it can also be the path to destruction. Odd Verity found himself crossing into a parallel world. Although his life remained unchanged, he discovered that he had traveled 1,000 years into the future. With the advancements the world had reached, a new and unprecedented power called Synchro had been discovered, along with many changes Odd had never known. Odd had no desire to live in this terrifying world, and it seemed as if all his hopes had vanished—until he discovered that he possessed a power unlike any other. The power of wishes. With the power of wishes, Odd will do anything and everything to return to his world. And little by little, he will uncover the hidden secrets of this realm. The emperors who conceal the truth, the hostile beasts that seek war, the individuals lurking in the shadows, waiting for their time, the invincible higher beings shrouded in mystery—all will bow before his power. A being capable of doing anything and everything. the monarch. ---------------------------------------------------------- join m'y wishes monarch's discord server Discord : https://discord.gg/ASu2AMRJ

In the shadowy depths of an ancient forest in Heian Japan, a nameless European knight finds himself inexplicably transported from his homeland to a realm unknown, hundreds of kilometers away from the familiar landscapes of Europe. Lost and bewildered, he stands amidst the towering trees of a foreign land, his armor gleaming like a beacon in this distant time period. As the knight grapples with the enigma of his sudden displacement, he soon discovers that this world is teeming with malevolent forces, demons, and spirits drawn from the rich tapestry of Japanese folklore. They torment him, as if toying with the interloper who has unwittingly stumbled into their domain. Each encounter with these supernatural entities becomes a harrowing battle, his sword clashing against the eerie, otherworldly forms that emerge from the shadows. Yet amidst the chaos and danger, a ray of hope emerges in the form of a mysterious shrine maiden. She becomes his guide in this realm, her gentle presence a lifeline in a sea of unfamiliar customs and an impenetrable language barrier. Together, they embark on a quest, not only to confront the demons that have ensnared him but also to decipher the ancient mysteries of Heian Japan. Their journey takes them through a world of vividly painted landscapes, from the bustling streets of Heian-era Kyoto to the serene tranquility of remote mountain shrines. Along the way, the knight gains a deep appreciation for the life of the common folk in this ancient East Asian society, as he witnesses the delicate interplay between Shinto and Buddhist practices and becomes entwined in the cultural tapestry of the time. As the battles against the malevolent spirits intensify, the knight's quest for a way back to his European homeland becomes deeply personal. The demons have not only transported him across time and space but have also tampered with his very existence. Determined to reclaim his lost identity and return home, he must muster every ounce of courage and determination, forging an unbreakable bond with the shrine maiden.

Aisha Theresa Benson is just your regular tall, black, and chubby teenage girl. Growing up, she had always had a problem with herself, always wishing to change many things about herself but she could never confide in anyone about how she truly felt. They were always whispered wishes. That is until, she moves to a different city, where everything happens to be different from back home. She meets people just like her, people who understand her, and someone who looks at her as if she is the only woman in his world. Her whispered wishes are finally being heard.

This is a reanimation of my life's story. I wish to share it with everyone, perhaps inspire people to follow their dreams, follow the word of God, and help others who are combating depression. My life story may not be much, but I at least want to offer hope to those who do not have it. Perhaps to let people know that their struggle is not in vain, for there is light at the end of the tunnel, one just needs to wait to see it.

Aizen Blackthorne, once a powerful and ambitious individual, finds himself reincarnated in a world he created—a world where he is the villain doomed to perish at the hands of the hero. Stripped of his former power and bound by the **Curse of Creation**, Aizen is forced to navigate a web of fate and manipulation, determined to survive against the forces that conspire to bring about his destruction. In this new world, Aizen's only ally is his own intelligence. With his ruthlessness and cunning, he begins to manipulate those around him, using his knowledge of the future to bend fate itself to his will. But as he moves deeper into the political chaos of the kingdom, makes secret deals with dark mages, and learns the truth about the **Loom**—a cosmic force controlling all reality—Aizen discovers that survival is far more complicated than simply outsmarting a hero. The stakes rise as Aizen realizes that to escape his role as the villain, he must confront not only the **hero**—Leoric, whom he secretly manipulates—but also the very fabric of existence itself. As he delves into forbidden magic, battles powerful foes, and faces ancient cosmic entities, Aizen's path to survival becomes a brutal, high-stakes war against fate, morality, and his own soul. With the **Reapers**—agents of the Loom—hunting him, and the cosmic rules of reality beginning to break down, Aizen's choices will reshape the fate of worlds. Will he rise to power and rewrite the very nature of existence, or will his defiance against fate lead to his own undoing? In a world where betrayal is a tool and power is the only truth, Aizen will stop at nothing to ensure that he is the one who survives—no matter the cost. ***The Villain Who Refuses to Die*** is a dark fantasy epic filled with twists, betrayal, high-stakes battles, and a protagonist whose only goal is to survive—by any means necessary.

he was fire... she wanted him to burn her.. she was water, water can't be burnt