Sifd

This story captivates one of my biggest unsolved regrets. You can say I talked about my life through symbolism here and just wanted to express myself, share somewhere what is eating me inside. Skipped many details, only focusing on the most important parts (but definitely not the hardest). Mental health, specially male mental health is something people need to be aware ASAP! I was unfortunate enough, to be trapped, be treated worst than a piece of shit, first by my own family, then by my surrounding, completely cut off from the rest of the world for 20 years (until they had to let me move away in town, for college). For at least 20 god damn years all I knew was abuse, so naturally, even way before I thought it's what I deserve. Even though we lived completely different lives, that "person", that person changed everything. Unfortunately because I had this invisible barrier I couldn't break, until the shock from events broke my mind, and finally giving me clarity, letting ne free. I will never accept, now, when I'm finally free, I cannot be happy. I will never be allowed to be happy... Go take a look, maybe you'll feel inspired or even better, maybe you can share an opinion with me, hopefully maybe get on my sifde and support me.