Thorfinn Ptsd

Nox Kaiser awakens in a strange, new world - one ruled not by technology or money, but by powerful tribes and clans, each gifted with supernatural abilities. To make matters worse, he finds himself imprisoned by one of these tribes. However, things take an unexpected turn when the beautiful girl assigned to guard him seems to develop a deep affection for him. Perhaps too deep. As Nox begins to uncover the secrets of this world, he discovers that he, too, can harness these extraordinary powers. But there's a catch - his personality starts to change in ways he can't control. Meanwhile, the girl he’s grown close to harbors a dark past, one that changed the course of her live in way Nox never imagined. Even more intriguingly, he finds a way to travel between this strange world and his own - Introducing modern knowledge to this, otherwise primitive world. -------------- As this is my first novel that I will publish, don't expect the best story or fabulous character development. It will probably feel more like a wish-fulfillment story with some twists and turns. I will also be experimenting a lot—both with the plot and the writing style—to find my own way of writing. English is not my first language, so there may be errors. However, I will use correction programs to spare you all from grammar PTSD. --------------- -NO ntr, No yuri ; There will be: -spice -lemons (not very explicit though but I will make a discord channel for that) -gore -harem with 3 to 4 woman (might change if readers don't want it) mc is mostly neutral but some actions will be evil ------------------------ I don't own the cover art and all rights belong to the original artist. ##Release every Saturday## Discord: https://discord.gg/9zdCMtJMuk

Twilight of the Zodiac trilogy: Book 1 · Secrets of Starlit Hearts Book 2 · Shadows of Broken Oaths Book 3 · Echoes of Eternal Flames ※※※ In the mystical Zodiac Archipelago, Seventeen Whitlock faces a dark prophecy after losing her siblings. She must unite with allies, including the enigmatic Draco de Lavissaye, to combat an encroaching darkness. As they harness their magical powers, secrets and forbidden magic threaten to unravel their bond. In a world filled with peril and intrigue, Seventeen must navigate her destiny before the shadows consume her. ※※※ To the Dreamers and the Warriors, To those who dare to challenge fate, navigate the shadows, and embrace the magic of love amidst chaos. May you find your strength among the stars and discover the power of connection in a world where destinies intertwine. Welcome to the Zodiac Archipelago—where every constellation holds a secret, and every heart yearns for its true path. ※※※ The plan is for three books, each ones with around 100 chapters, without counting the auxiliary and extra chapters of additional content. Hope you like the worldbuilding here. The romance is a slowburn in book 1. Make sure to check out all the extra and additional chapters, it'll make your experience more complete and magical. ※※※ Check the auxiliary chapter of trigger warnings, your mental health matters. ※※※ #Fantasy #Romance #Dystopian #Adventure #Revenge #Slowburn #Prophecy #R18 #Magic #Supernatural #Dark #Sarcasm #Friendship #Manipulation #Betrayal #Banter #Action #YoungAdult #CharacterGrowth #ForbiddenMagic #ForbiddenLove #PoliticalIntrigue #FakeIdentities #Spy #Liar #IdentityStruggles #Soulmates #FatedLove #FoundFamily #Zodiac #Constellations #Monsters #Grimoire #ParentalConflict #MommyIssues #DaddyIssues #Loss #Trauma #PTSD #Mystery #Quest #Mythology #Forsaken #ForsakenGods #Danger #Duality #DualPov #Cursed #FatevsFreeWill #Healing #TrustIssues #EmotionalConflict #Desperation #Sacrifice #Rebellion #PowerStruggles #Survival #Frenemies #EnemiestoLovers #EnemiestoFriends #FriendstoLovers #Enchantment #Secrets #Illusions #Worldbuilding #Transformation

Verena Osiris is going to school for the first time in decades, not as a student but as a teacher. Why did she become a teacher? Well she's not entirely sure herself but its something to fill the void and distract her from the secrets surrounding her life. forces are at play all across the continent and  she will have to try her best not to get wrapped up in all of the drama. This story centers around the main character but it will occasionally split to different perspectives.  this story will include topics surrounding purpose and depression as well as ptsd  

Can a child with PTSD be happy

After suffering from PTSD due to a childhood experience and being taken care of by the kindest woman, Alexander grows up to be a formidable young man but is still missing something from his life. His insomnia gets worse as the day goes by and the only person who helped him with it was the kind woman who saved him but she was nowhere to be found. Dealing with his insomnia and looking for the woman who saved him in the past, Alexander came across the woman who happens to be his missing piece

Hana finds herself navigating life in the orphanage after a tragic past leaves her alone. With her brother, Hiroto, by her side, she faces the challenges battling her PTSD, and yearning for a normal life. On her first day of high school, as she stood before her new classmates, heart racing, she introduces herself, "Hello, my name is Sano Hana; I am 15 years old and... I live in an orphanage. I hope we can all be good classmates."

Prince Reyin is the adopted son of the royal Avalon family, reviled by royalty and upper-class families for his impoverished roots in the barren outskirts of the kingdom. Acknowledged as a worthless royal and loathed openly by his beloved family, he lives an isolated life, tending to flowers and the sick. Despite his circumstances, Reyin’s heart remains soft for those who despise him, and he spends his energy taking advantage of the bountiful resources accommodating a Prince to pursue his calling of medicine. However, any potential for dreams evaporates when a rogue organization burns the Avalon castle to embers. Reyin survives due to being rescued by a mysterious member of the organization—a skilled swordsman named Hael—who claims to be the one who murdered the Prince’s family and hesitates not to pluck people at random to slaughter them. Strangely, Reyin feels blossoms of familiarity whenever he sets eyes upon his captor. As forced proximity has the good-natured Prince relying on the villain, he realizes much too late that perhaps Hael isn’t as villainous as he seems but merely misunderstood. And to save Hael from his damning plunge into evil, fate will require a great sacrifice from them both. *A character-driven story about soulmates, fated phileo love, sacrifice, family, politics, and royalty. This story takes place in the 17th century, in the fictitious kingdom of Avalon, and is written in modern-day English.* { Potential Trigger Warnings: Suicidal Ideation, Self Harm, Trauma from Sexual Assault (panic attacks), PTSD, Separation Anxiety, Obsessive Love Disorders, Substance Abuse, Body Dysmorphia, & Eating Disorders. } [ This story centers affectionate friendships between men. Use of BL tag for bromance. ] Tik Tok: @_hav.en_ Instagram: @_hav.en._

The world isn't a particularly beautiful place, for that I can attest. But redemption is a beautiful gift, and Tyler deserves the gift of his redemption. This is book two in the Discovering Us Series. This story includes mature sexual scenes including bdsm related sex with flashbacks of abuse including ptsd.

**WARNING** MATURE CONTENT DO NOT READ IF YOU ARE UNDER THE AGE OF 18. THANK YOU. Set in a world where Superpowers are more common than not. Yet only a hand full are powerful enough to be called a Super. Nathan Murdock was born powerless. His parents were killed by a criminal right in front of him when he was only 7 leaving his 15 year old sister to take care of him. Nathan shortly after his parents were murdered in cold blood was diagnosed with PTSD, Anxiety, and IED. His PTSD and IED often trigger making him explode with anger. for the past 10 years him and his sister have helped him learn to better control that rage he feels. Nathan's sister Sara dropped out of school and started working to take care of Nathan shortly after their parents death. Sara like their mother has powers. Although they are much stronger than that of her mothers. While their father powerless exactly like Nathan. Sara gets recruited by the Powers division of the government and was placed in New york as one of their seven primary supers. During a fight between her and Billy Bronze Sara was on the loosing end of their fight. That was until the powerless Nathan showed up and severely wounded him... but not before he kills Nathan. Shortly after Nathan's death as Sara Held him in her arms cold and lifeless. She was surrounded by men in black combat suits. They seemed to appear out of thin air with an invisibility power. Just as she noticed them she saw black. Not only from exhaustion, but also because they had hit her with a extremely high dose tranq which knocked her out for hours. Nathan woke up with a gasp. He looked around and noticed to tables on either side of him. One with 26 syringes filled with 200 cc's of some kind of pitch black liquid. The other had surgical tools laid out on it and next to the tools was a glass box with what looked to be a microchip with nano wires protruding from it. Then Nathan heard a voice... "Hello... Son."

-FANTASY X ROMANCE X THRILLER- In the Bounds, cities fall to the ground because of secrets, as unfinished stories of the past continue to haunt the most dangerous grudges. When a revolution happens, mysteries and connections are revealed, through blood, love and hate. But even if the villain in all the people's stories are the same, they are not on the same side. Note : LGBTQ+, sensitive topics TW: v!0l3nc3, @ss@u!t, bl00d, t0rtur3, PTSD, mürd3r, su!c!d3, su!c!d3 attëmpt$, @bu$e, mentions of r@p3

Innaya Kapoor, granddaughter of late Mr. Viraj Kapoor agrees to disagree with the concept of love. So obviously, marriage is off limit, driven by her own experiences of relationships. Worried for his granddaughter, Mr. Kapoor before passing away, chooses an alliance for her, she is unaware of. Six months past his demise, the chosen groom's arrival comes as a shock to clueless Innaya. Torn between her Grandpa's last wish and her own fears, Innaya decides to take a leap of faith after meeting her chosen husband. Innaya knows the scars of past she carries are enough to destroy her present if she gave in. She enters into her marital life, not prepared for having her husband to become her own vulnerary, ready with an armor of love for breaking down the walls of her past. The only thing she did not realize that everyone has their secrets and he had his own too. ____________________________________________ This story revolves around the mental health issue PTSD. NOTE - It may be an Indian story but there is nothing in it, that the non-Indian readers won't understand. So, my dear non-Indian readers, give it a try! It won't disappoint you :) Cover Image belongs to its respected owner. It's not mine. If you would like to connect with me: Discord: Mukta (My Vulnerary Husband)#5392

The otome game is supposed to start with romance and slice of life, but it shouldn’t end with WORLD END. I am that one unfortunate child who has been transmigrated into a boy who is designed to be a butler of one unfortunate villainess infamous for her band ends. Villainess: You are now my butler. How about you let me sit on top of you? Me: Milady, I am a butler, not your chair. Villainess: Then how about you catch the ball from your mouth when I throw? Me (twitch): I am your butler, not your pet…! Villainess: Then what good use do you have?! Me: I don’t know, maybe you should learn how to use a butler before hiring (enslaving) one! Villainess: How dare you raise your voice at me! I am the lady of Grand Duke and your master!! Me: And I am your freaking butler, not your bitc- slave!! As you can see, she is a real villainess and troublesome at that. She will soon meet a bad end, and so will I. I have to stop her from meeting those bad ends, or it will be my end. But… She also looks… too cute for some reason. --- The first few chapters might be a slight drag and slow, but the pace will soon be picked. Viewers’ advice: This is not for people who want Gary Stu or Mary Sue in the story. I will make them a little realistic, and plot armor will not be on MC’s side. MC has severe case of PTSD as former US soldier so he will not kill his enemies in early chapters until his trauma heals. If you are not okay dealing with it then please take your leave. You will be wasting your time.

Malik is a 16-year old boy who escaped the war in Syria when he was 8, and with the help of a charity company got to meet his adoptive mother, Frederique. She was a single psychologist in her late twenties who specialized in war-time trauma and was deemed qualified to mother the orphan, Malik. When he was born, both of Malik's parents, whose marriage was an arranged one, were violent with each other and had grown incessantly tired of each other. This meant they didn't properly raise him, but it also meant he was subject to their constant bickering which often escalated in front of him. Regardless, they did both love him in their own way, but refused to cooperate in his upbringing which meant a lot was missing from his childhood. Later, the Syrian war had reached their city and the family was forced to evacuate. When confronted by militias, his father opted to stay behind with other men to make time for the women and children to escape. Then his father died. His mother, in her grief and the chaos, got separated from Malik. Later they reunited at a ship helping refugees escape the country, but the ship sank and Malik emerged the sole survivor when a touristic ship crossing the Red Sea found him. He was brought to England as a refugee and gained citizenship by being adopted by Frederique. At first, he was mute and refused to ask for anything more than was given to him, due to his many psychological boundaries, but with support from Frederique and his therapist, Dr. Miriam, he learned to start speaking without fear of repercussion and demand things of Frederique. Their relationship was still somewhat distant, since Malik remained a boy of few words and little expressions. But Frederique made up for it with a bubbly but consistent and trustworthy personality. It was still difficult for him, however, to form interpersonal relationships and he was shunned by schoolmates until 9th grade. In the tenth grade, Malik met a boy named Liam who became very interested in him and in being his friend. The two developed a dynamic of Liam constantly seeking Malik out and following him around everywhere. Liam found Malik cool and wanted to become close to him. Malik slowly got used to his presence and began to trust him and enjoy his company. After a year, the two became inseperable and found many shared interests. But one day Liam is hit by a car and dies. Malik succumbs to coping mechanisms he had long shunned and experiences one panic attack after another in his re-elapsing episodes of complex PTSD. This story aims to draw light to the forgotten victims of the foreign US-funded wars that traumatize and impact generations of people for their entire lives.

[WARNING: STRONG LANGUAGE; VIOLENCE; PTSD; MENTAL DISORDERS; IMPLICATIONS OF SEXUAL CONTENT.] PAUSED UNTIL ROYALROAD CATCHES UP! WILL CONTINUE ON 6TH NOVEMBER. Sent into hiding from traitors within her own guild, Mani has her plate full. Her second-in-command vows to root the traitors out before her return. Not only that, they must also run their secret operative and achieve the goal that the guild was created for. A masked stranger, an enslaved elf, a decision made out of pity. Within the dense forests of Rivane, she stumbles upon an elf being brutalised. Against her better judgements, she rescues the elf. One action has twisted her fate into a rabbit hole full of betrayal, pain, secrets… and love? Wait- Love?! This will be posted on RoyalRoad.com https://www.royalroad.com/profile/396734

Elizabeth had an accident that left her paralyzed from the waist down. The result also left her Agoraphobic which means fear of going outside. She lives in her brownstone house which was souped up by her family for wheelchair access. Her life turns flipside after one of her neighbors leaves and is replaced with a former marine with PTSD.

In a world of forgotten memories and lethal secrets, Anastasia Moreau fights for survival. Awakening in a sinister laboratory with no recollection of her past, she escapes, only to be taken under the wing of a notorious killer who molds her into an assassin. Her goal: ascend the ranks within the elusive assassin organization known as RACQI, all while unraveling the secrets of her own lost memories. But Anastasia carries a crippling burden—PTSD that renders her incapable of taking a life. Her flaw threatens to shatter her dream until a final chance arises: an assignment to eliminate Valerian Vincenzo Vanguardia, the prime minister's formidable son. A task laced with complications, for Valerian possesses otherworldly abilities and a personality that clashes with everything Anastasia stands for. When a series of gruesome murders entangles them with Ambrose Riese, the youngest scion of the powerful Spes Lawfirm, the trio forms an uneasy alliance to confront a rising tide of chaos. In their struggle against deadly foes, including bloodthirsty zombies and alien creatures, Ana and Valerian's animosity transforms into an unexpected connection, sparking a slow-burning attraction that defies the odds. As darkness threatens to consume them, they must navigate treacherous paths, facing inner demons and forging unlikely alliances. The lines blur between heroes and villains as they battle not only external threats but also the shadows within themselves. Ana's journey becomes a thrilling odyssey of redemption, truth, and justice, leading her to question whether she can triumph over her past or risk becoming something far more sinister. The fate of a fractured world hangs in the balance, and Ana's choices will determine whether she rises as a hero or succumbs to the darkness. Prepare for a saga where alliances shift, allegiances blur, and the past casts a haunting shadow on an uncertain future.

WARNING: DARK THEMES WILL INCLUDE BUT NOT BE LIMITED TO PHYSICAL ABUSE DRUG USE RAPE MURDER FORCED MARRIAGE SELF HARM ATTEMPTED SUICIDE AND KIDNAPPING IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE READING SUCH BOOKS PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS BOOK. IF YOU ARE OR HAVE EXPERIENCED ANY OF THESE THINGS PLEASE DO NOT READ THIS BOOK AS IT MAY CAUSE A PTSD EPISODE. THESE DARK THEMES WILL BE DESCRIBED IN GREAT DETAIL.

Male Lead (Kim Jin Woo) a patient suffering from PTSD and severe guilt after his parents death and an accident that occured during his middle school year blames himself responsible for both events. After years of his unresponding treatment with his retiring therapist (Min Jun Sun), he meets the female Lead (Song In-Sook) a student under his therapist who also happens to be related to his middle school incident. This story is a rollercoaster of emotions and feelings. A tale of a love story thats built upon misunderstanding, love and hate. Read on to find out how the two lovers learnt to overcome the difficulties in love.

nigga with ptsd and schizophrenia and horrible memory problems

Li Zhi An is a SWAT commander for the White Wolf Counter-terrorism Unit. When his unit was dispatched to Cambodia to rescue a kidnapped VIP from the hands of a dangerous criminal ring, he made a fatal mistake that killed two of his team mates. Since then, Li Zhi An went off the grid for two years. No one knew where he went. During those two years, he was diagnosed with PTSD with no one to lean on. Not until he met Zhang Yue Yue, a kind-hearted surgeon who held out her hand to him during one of his darkest moment. Li Zhi An mustered up the courage and went back to his White Wolf Counter-terrorism Unit after two years. He was labelled as bad luck and he was being hated by most of his closest friends and colleagues. On the other hand, no one knew Zhang Yue Yue's true identity even after she was hired as a military doctor. Li Zhi An only found comfort in her whenever something happens. When a dangerous criminal ring leader appeared again two years later, can Li Zhi An and his team capture him? Will they be able to work together despite their differences or will they fail again? Will he be able to win against his own demons and fall in love? Action-packed plus a bit of comedy and romance! Happy reading!

Jatuh cinta dengan mahasiswa playboy, acuh, dingin, dan lebih parahnya lagi dia menderita PTSD. selain itu laki-laki itu. adalah penyebab kematian ayahnya, Ocha Hezan semakin tersiksa dengan perasaannya, antara mencintai Kenzie atau membencinya. Satu hari ibu Kenzie datang menemui Ocha Hezan memintanya untuk putus dan pergi meninggalkan Kenzie jauh-jauh dengan bayaran uang. tapi Ocha Hezan menolak "Bawa uang ini dan putus dengannya! kau tidak pantas untuk putraku! apa kau tahu dia hanya bermain-main bersama mu! lagi pula dia juga sudah memiliki tunangan dengan status yang baik!" "Tapi.." "Apa kau masih tidak mengerti! putus dengannya sekarang dan pergi lah! kalau tidak keberadaan mu akan membunuhnya.." "Ketua! a-ap-apa yang kau maksud dengan membunuhnya? aku tidak pernah memiliki niat jahat seperti itu!" "Kau benar-benar tidak paham dengan kata-kata ku! karena mu dia menolak untuk di operasi!" "Operasi? apakah Kenzie sakit parah!" "Tumor otak! jadi sebelum semuanya terlambat sebaiknya kau pergi jauh-jauh darinya.. dan bawa uang itu pergi!" Mengetahui itu Ocha tidak tahu apakah harus senang atau sedih, hubungannya juga tidak di restui, bertahan dengan perasaan bersalah telah mencintai orang yang telah membuat keluarga nya hancur, Ocha Hezan akhirnya menyerah dan mengambil kesempatan untuk meninggalkan Kenzie. ketika laki-laki itu sedang menjalani operasi tumor otak. Enam tahun kemudian mereka di pertemukan kembali di sebuah desa kecil namun Kenzie tidak mengingat apa pun tentang Ocha. tapi bayangan gadis itu selalu muncul di kepala Kenzie. "Apakah mungkin kita pernah bertemu dan saling mengenal sebelumnya?" "Bagaimana mungkin, aku hanya seorang pelayan kecil. bagaimana aku bisa bertemu dan mengenalmu." "Benarkah? Lalu bagaimana saat pertama kali kita bertemu, aku merasa sangat akrab denganmu.." "..Jadi, kau kehilangan ingatanmu tentang masa lalumu? dan kau menjadi kacau karena pemikiran yang tidak realistis. untuk bertanya pada setiap orang, apakah mengenalmu atau tidak?" "Tidak! hanya padamu!" Bagaimana kisah cinta mereka, ikuti kelanjutannya di sini.. Selamat membaca dan semoga terhibur.

Sixteen-years-old high schooler Shi Nian was supposed to be the twelfth victim of a serial killer. After being confined for three months, she managed to escape somehow. Yet unfortunately, she fell into a landslide amidst fleeing and got buried underneath. Afterwhich, she was in a coma, one which numerous doctors stated that only with miracle would she be able to pull through. Yet once again, she managed to do the impossible. Upon waking up, other than blurry memory of the incident and PTSD which caused her to be momentarily mute, Shi Nian regained the memory of her past life. Her lord, General Jiang, was a valiant hero who led thousands of armies, fighting for the safety of the nation but ended up being murdered by the same nation he was protecting. Meanwhile, she was Shi Nian, his little mute maidservant who followed him to his death. In this life, Jiang Jinyan was a high jump athlete who had his future ruined by a car accident that took one of his legs. He became a reclusive, gloomy and absolutely unapproachable Jiang Jinyan, totally different than how she remembered General Jiang to be. With a string of bizarre cases which led her back to the serial killer, would she be able to reunite with him once again? *** In her past life, she couldn’t say any word. This life, she wanted to use every chance she have to tell him, “It’s you. It has always been you." *** Additional tags: Romance, reincarnation, teen, school life, psychological, thriller, urban crime, police, detective, disabilities, emo male lead, strong protagonists, slow burn, gore, important side character(s), mental illness, manipulation, negative thoughts, mature Police, Crime and Love Series 1. My Dearest General (completed) 2. The Devil By My Side (coming soon) Follow my reading list "Delana's Books" to receive updates! Find me on: Instagram: delanasiwarka Discord server: bit.ly/delanadiscord Discord: delanasiwarka#1490 Cover is owned by me. Drawn by lia.audelia

Alexa (30 tahun) merupakan CEO perusahaan kosmetik terbesar yang memiliki masa lalu kelam. Ia menjadi pengidap PTSD (Post Traumatic Disorder) yang sangat menganggu kehidupannya. Selain mengidap PTSD, ada kelainan yang ada dalam tubuhnya, yaitu dia adalah seorang wanita yang hyper terhadap seksualitas. Berjuluk CEO Bergairah, dapatkan Alexa menjalani kehidupan trauma dan kebinalan yang ada dalam tubuhnya? Bagaimana kisah Alexa berlanjut?

"Do you know what I fear the most? I'm scared it's not a dream. The dream feels so real. What if that was a memory, a missing memory, a memory trying to forget. Do I hurt people? No... Did I kill people? That child... Is he die?" Mai Anthony. Mai Anthony was haunted by nightmares for 12 years because of an accident she had when she was 5 years old. An accident that made her suffer from PTSD and Hemophobia. Unfortunately, Mai can't remember clearly what happened at that time and her family seems to cover it up with the excuse of her kindness. Mai only remembers that she once hurt a boy and felt bad for him. Aaron Porter has everything anyone could envy. Smart, handsome, popular, and also rich. His life looks perfect but he is tied to the past. His father still considers him a delinquent because in the past he used to get into trouble, he couldn't move on from his ex-girlfriend in high school. And long before that, he had been involved in an accident with a little girl while playing together. What if when the two meet again and find out that their brief encounter in the past turned out to have an unfinished story? What will Mai do when she finds out that it was Aaron who traumatized her? What will Aaron do when he finds out that his little lie had ruined someone's life?

Sebuah geng bernama Bentley 8 beranggotakan lima pria dan tiga wanita dengan penyakit mental skizofrenia, depresi, bipolar, borderline personality disorder, anxiety, paranoid, ADHD, OCD, PTSD, bulimia, dan/atau penyakit fisik. Mereka punya kisah masing2 yang menyebabkan mereka mempunyai masalah kesehatan mental. Dua dari mereka adalah residen psikiatri dan mahasiswa magister psikologi klinis. Mereka menjalin persahabatan dan cinta, sambil membangun sebuah komunitas kesehatan jiwa bernama I'm-Perfection, melawan stigma tentang mental illness. Mereka tetap berusaha menggapai mimpi dan cita-cita di awal usia 20an walaupun berjuang dengan mental illness. Namun, bisakah mereka semua tetap bertahan di tengah kekacauan akibat penyakit mental dan fisik yang mereka alami? Dan berhasilkah misi mereka untuk menjadi komunitas aktivis kesehatan jiwa yang sukses? "It's okay to not be perfect, and we are perfect because of it."

At age 10, Scarlet Liu Xiu Wen was tested with a Mensa IQ of 156. By age 12, she was publishing books with the pen name Permanent Frost. By age 14, she was a successful vocalist-composer in the band called Britannia. By age 16 Scarlet had a successful career as a model and actress going by the stage name of Liu Xiu Wen. However, there was a secret that the world didn't know. Away from the limelight, Scarlet took on yet another persona online as Pirate S - the eccentric half-genius. Everyone who lurked in the forums knew her name. Known for her unusual takes on life and mostly popularly for her "Human Observation Diary" blog, Scarlet enjoys the nerd life in secret. Human Observation Diary has always kept to a very standard format but one day, a reader pointed out that the blog has recently been differing from its usual format. Intrigued by the trigger, Scarlet investigates her latest human observation - an online NEET by the name of Jedd77. From further interactions, Scarlet finds herself helplessly drawn to him. As their friendship develops into something more, Scarlet has to make a choice. To give up her secrecy and allow Jedd77 to be a part of her life? Or continue the game of cat and mouse even after the face reveal. Note: Slow progress. Talks of some darker topics in life eg: Depression, PTSD, adoption and acceptance. Drama seekers, toxic bitches and overly-sensitive folks who cannot chillax not welcomed. Author also has indemnity to typo, grammar mistakes and English bugs throughout the story. You have been warned. Proceed with caution and enjoy. *** Special chapter release on other milestones, check out my discord and patreon for more details, thank you for the support! Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/destinyaitsuji Kofi: Ko-fi.com/destinyaitsuji Discord: https://discord.gg/UrtDMXn

Male Lead (Kim Jin Woo) a patient suffering from PTSD and severe guilt after his parents death and an accident that occured during his middle school year blames himself responsible for both events. After years of his unresponding treatment with his retiring therapist (Min Jun Sun), he meets the female Lead (Song In-Sook) a student under his therapist who also happens to be related to his middle school incident. This story is a rollercoaster of emotions and feelings. A tale of a love story thats built upon misunderstanding, love and hate. Read on to find out how the two lovers learnt to overcome the difficulties in love.

Leonardo Bruswilly prajurit pasukan khusus terbaik di thailand yang memgundurkan diri karena memiliki post traumatic stress disorder (PTSD). setelah mundur dari pasukan khusus leo hanya bekerja sebagai Security di sebuah perusahaan swasta di thailand. Hingga pada suatu hari dia mendapatkan tawaran menggiurkan dan gaji yang fantastis untuk menjadi bodyguard. ketika menjadi bodyguard hidup leo mulai berubah

-Story Has Been Temporarily Paused- . . . H-he won't leave me alone... H-he's in my head. He controls me..." the girl's voice trembled in harmony with her body while tears steamed her cheeks. A child in nothing but a ragged, dirty hospital gown stood silently in a dark room. The child gripped her fragile, weak arms making the blood on her arms trace onto her fingers. . . . It appeared. . . . The girl quivered under It's presence as she gazed in It's dull eyes. . . . "W-who... Who are you?" The child asked the tall, murky shadow that stood before her. . . . It smiled. . . . "You know who I am..." It sang and echoed It's words so slowly it brought a chill down the girl's spine. . . . "And I know where to find you." It cued in a playful yet tormenting voice. . . . The child was paralized in fear as the figure took a step closer to her. . . . Ever so slowly, It carressed her cheek. It's hand trailed down to her neck, making the girl hold her breath in panic. It instantly clenched her neck harshly and slammed her against a wall. The girl couldn't speak, she couldn't breath, she couldn't anything. All she could do was listen. . . . "I will..." . . . "...find you..." . . . {Warning: some scenes may be triggering since mental and physical abuse is present along with traumatic experiences and PTSD}

"it's how you scream it -- But no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone can be that important that without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts You feel hopeless. But nothing can save you. But when it's over and it's gone. You almost wish you can have all that bad stuff back. So you can have the good. Maybe telling someone you love them was the perfect lie" __________________ Avery Ryecroft, 17, seems like an average teenager. Rebellious, hard as rock on the outside but so delicate on the inside. She's suffering from PTSD from a pass event she tries to act as if everything is OK. But when she meets Blake Castle, her life is turned upside down. Blake is another rich boy jerk. He only knows how to play with a girls heart, besides that's all he could after a girl played with his Caught in a love triangle, will she fall in love with the guy that can break her heart? Will she overcome the obstacles of love? Will she see behind Blake's sugar coated lies? What happens when she's put between her love for Blake and a hard place? Everything will resurface you can't hide from the truth. Follow Avery on an emotional rollercoaster of love, lust and betrayal. They say love is blind and lovers can't see after all the best lies are true ____________