Grimdark

My name is Darren and my life is suffering. As I stared at the dead body of the woman I loved more than anything in the world- For the five-hundredth time in a row. On this battlefield where nothing changed. I knew this. But I would continue to struggle against it. For the five hundredth time, I would try again. I grabbed the bastardized equivalent of a long Bowie knife on the ground. Then I shoved it through my skull. I didn't hesitate this time. I always did, but at this point. Pain was a friend that reminded me I could try again. The tapestry of fate is severed. The mind and will forged of steel begins to transform into an unknown material. Unbreakably solid. Fathomlessly immovable. The impossible strength of mind is beginning to solidify. Another push and the gears of change would start to turn again. --- (*Originally Released by me on Royal Road with the name ZAKarpel.) Enjoy!*) This story is extremely fast paced and there is hidden foreshadowing in every chapter. This is a world where hope goes to die. Or it was until someone decided that his imprisonment was enough, and he needed a successor. However, he is not the hero of this story. A series of tortuous events follow that forge a trio of childhood friends into desperation. A successor is born. The cauldron bubbles. The loop starts Anew. But what is their mentor hiding? Things seem to be shades of grey, but some people are just blackened in pitch to their very soul. How can one defeat a calamity that has eaten and repeatedly returns to eat the skills and abilities of multiple worlds? Do the ends justify the means? Follow Darren as his complicated relationship with both time, space, and his Girlfriends (Yes, two women love him, and they will cut a bitch who tries to join in.) Their adventure across time, eventually space, and multiple realities, as things don't go according to plan for anyone. We will find that even in the darkest pits, the light can be found at the top of the highest tower and the moon can be seen in a darkened night. The climb is long. But Darren, Anna, and Jessa will turn the dark world bright again even as the world tries to drag them down into darkness. --- This is inspired by Re:Zero. Worm. Dragon Ball and Dragon Ball Z. Mother Of Learning and The Perfect Run.  Thank you so much for your inspiration in all of your works, Akira Toriyama you will be missed. Some of my other favorite authors are, Tappei Nagatsuki, Maxime Durand, Domagoj Kurmaić, And Wildbow, My man, Please stop murdering all life on the planet of my entire soul. But yes, Wildbow, you got me into Grimdark and I hate you and love you in equal measure. No, I do not agree that Ward is a thing. --- The planned release schedule Is going to be Bi-Weekly, every Monday and every Friday, but the plans of men are usually derailed by falling rocks, so we might just find out later that my schedule is completely different. Enjoy!!

Magi of Sinlung Larin was just another apprentice magi, content with the quiet pursuit of knowledge—until war shattered his world. The Kirat Empire, an iron-fisted colossus, has long trampled Xiaxo under its boot, but their rule has fractured. As rebellion brews and ancient forces stir, Larin finds himself at the heart of a conflict far greater than he ever imagined. The magic of Sinlung, the breath of the land itself, is awakening. Beings older than recorded history—Primordial entities, Guardian Beasts, and cosmic civilizations lurking beyond the stars—have begun to make their moves. Some see humanity as pawns, others as tools, and a few as something more. But the wars of gods and conquerors will not wait for one young magi to catch up. Resistance is inevitable. Betrayal is certain. Survival is not. Larin must wield every scrap of knowledge, power, and cunning to carve a path forward. From the battlefields of Xiaxo to the depths of forgotten ruins, from the councils of war to the whispers of cosmic magi, he will face blood, sacrifice, and impossible truths. The world is shifting, and with it, the nature of magic itself. Will he remain a mere student of the arcane, or will he forge himself into something greater? What to Expect: In-depth and immersive worldbuilding – Traditions, cultures, and histories woven into a living world. Grand-scale civilizations – Empires, resistance forces, and cosmic hierarchies, each with their own agendas. A clash of ideologies – What does it mean to rule? To resist? To be free? Philosophical and moral complexity – No easy answers, only difficult choices. Slow-burn grimdark progression – A mix of slice-of-life, political intrigue, and brutal reality. A layered magic system – Sinlung Arts, ancient philosophies, and the unraveling secrets of existence. GameLit elements – Structured progression, world mechanics, and a system beyond mere stats. Updates M/W/F

In a universe devastated by unending wars, deadly cults, supreme religions, and slumbering giants, Vance Rayden awakens to a grimdark world teeming with supernatural forces—such as *The Hallowing—an unseen force that twists flesh and fractures minds, yet also grants a pathway to supremacy for the weak. To evolve is to gamble your soul and sunder your flesh. To refuse is to place your meaningless life in the hands of Titans and Emperors, roaming across the vast expanse of space.

Follow a lowly goblins journey towards….. love? power? riches? heroism? villainy? yes to all. A goblins strength is found in their greed— their hunger. And there’s no one hungrier than a Goblin-Vampire. He wants it all…. The trick is how to get it. *** This will be a short anthology-adjacent series centered around a Goblin-Vampire. I have nothing planned beyond that or an upload schedule. I’m using this chapter based long running short story compilation to work my imaginative muscles and break my writers block whenever it comes. with that being said this novel includes many genres, subgenres and even parodies. EXTRA TAGS: HAREM, DARK, COMEDY, PARODY, SHORT CHAPTERS, SCI-FI, FANTASY, GRIMDARK FANTASY, SOLAR PUNK FANTASY, CYBERPUNK FANTASY, RAREBLOODLINE, POWERFANTASY KINGDOMBUILDING, BEAST TAMING, SLICE OF LIFE, WAR, MILITARY, ADVENTURE, ETC ETC ETC

Osias wanted nothing more than to… live. Was such a wish too audacious to desire? Were the blood-born destined to live such tragic tales? Why, why did it feel as though he was forced to either bleed himself or spill the blood of others to live? Enough… he had enough. A pair of blood-born brothers were all that was left from the fallen Band of the Red Sky. Detestable blood-borns, vile spawn who were to be eradicated off the face of the Wailing Chain. So the Three Factions put aside their feuds in order to slaughter them all. Yet Osias and Kiran still live despite this — they still move forward to escape, fight, and survive as they are pursued. Alone, these two ghosts of a dreadful Band of blood born that flooded the south in blood will bide their time as they carry on the Path of Blood, inheriting all that was entrusted to them. The Wailing Chain was theirs for the taking. The Three Factions will suffer for what they’ve done to them. Armies will spill enough blood to raise a sea in the wake of the brothers' resentment. But not yet. The world wouldn’t bleed until Osias and Kiran obtained the strength required to do so. ----------------- What to expect: • Blood Powers • Dark Fantasy-esque • Wars, Armies, Power Progression • No System • Cruel, Grim World (First Chapter is enough…) • Smidges of romance • Anti-Hero Prog (Spoiler - nears villain) *The world of BTTVE has A LOT of secrets and plans that are not made available to the reader upfront. Try to enjoy the path to the answers - there's going to be a lot that you don't understand at first because there's a lot Osias doesn't know about the new world he's in! Also sorry for the POV changes in the first few chapters… the setting calls for it, there isn’t much to the beginning if we read it entirely from a cripple’s perspective.

Decades of Cold War nuclear testing has led to the evolution of a new form of bacteria: Revenants that live upon the hearts of their hosts and grant them superpowers. In the following years, Urasaria Academy is formed to house crime-fighting students who are tasked with investigating and killing criminal hosts. In modern America, the young loner lesbian Mia Schultz is kidnapped by a headless man and given Worldwide, the ability to summon a swarm of fire scarabs. As she begins her new life at Urasaria Academy, she is soon pulled into a mystery of Worldwide's true origins. This story features a primarily-lesbian cast, although there are bisexual & transgender characters. Common themes in this character-based novel include emotional growth, loneliness and what it drives people to do, how memory alters perception, human selfishness, power and how it is wielded. If you are tired of self-insert harem isekai and want a mature story where realistic characters go through deep psychological drama (in-between murdering the absolute shit out of criminals), then Urasaria is for you. I also promise that the story is accepting of lesbians, bisexuals, and trans people. You will not be stereotyped or fetishized. If you would like to read other disclaimers for this work, continue on below. While this is an LGBT+ story, it does not feature: • Coming out: All female students are already assumed lesbians (although a few are bi). • Excess homo/bi/transphobia: Villains may use slurs, but hero students are generally accepting. • Gay burying: There are a few secondary characters who die, but couples are safe. • Grimdark: My approach to writing is that art should depict reality in its full spectrum of human emotion: laughter, anger, absurdity, seriousness, frustration, sadness, grief, and joy. What is silly should be treated sillily and what is serious should be treated seriously. What this work does feature: • Ultraviolence: Expect decapitations, ripping heads off, filling enemy's throats with scissors and snapping men as one snaps a wishbone. • Untagged 'dark' subjects: Please note that there are characters with backstories involving trauma, abuse, or addiction. I do not intentionally provoke negative emotions in readers nor attempt to shock with trauma -- I am just trying to faithfully render all contours of an inner emotional landscape. • I do not always agree with my characters & my characters do not always agree with me: I really shouldn't have to say this, but a character spouting an opinion does not equal me agreeing with their opinion. Read critically; sometimes, a character may be intentionally inconsistent or hypocritical to make a larger point about their character. If you would like to create fanwork based on Urasaria Academy, please feel free so long as you link back to here. Updates daily. Cover by Konorin!

“Do you want to know what it feels like to have players at your beck and call?” Victor Asteriscus is just like any other acolyte treading on the Magus path until his comrades betray him for a broken artifact. In a moment of desperation, he accidentally stumbles upon an abandoned academy and receives a System that can summon… players? One thing is for sure, these “players” from his old world will help him embark on a quest to develop the academy, complete various missions, and harness the power of magic. Let them kill magical beasts so that he can be promoted further? That’s too simple! With an army of fearless, immortal players and a sassy assistant fairy under him, what’s there to fear in this world full of endless dangers and mysteries? Come join Victor in building the greatest academy the world has ever seen and conquer the entire universe! Contains: LitRPG, Fantasy, Power Fantasy, Comedy(?), Western Cultivation, Settlement (Academy)/Kingdom Building, Magitech, Dungeon Diving, Crafting, Strong to Stronger MC, No Harem, and much more. Author is a great fan of WMW; however, the story has a totally different setting, magic system, and characters. This one is definitely not as grimdark as that. Other than that, this story is also based on a lot of other novels with similar setting of summoning players. The story is a bit slow pace at the start, but it will pick up once the setting is established. Disclaimers: Real company, website, and software names are used fictitiously and not intended to depict actual companies.

I wanted everything. But I got nothing. And I died. Frustrated, dissatisfied, unfulfilled. The darkness in my heart is as black as the darkness in which I am immersed in this oblivion. [[ CHOOSE YOUR CLASS ]] When I opened my eyes, I became someone else. Different appearance, different voice, much younger, and in a different world. I'm the villain of this story, and I have some peculiar abilities. I could have chosen any class, but I chose the most perverse one... I will use the abilities and powers of my secret class to obtain everything I desire and assert my dominance over others. It will be a lot of fun! WARNING: This grimdark story is a Hentai focused on Plot. The novel contains heavy s*x scene, depiction of r*pe, s*xual abuse, torture, physical and mental. This novel is R-18 and for ADULTS ONLY. All characters engaging in s*xual conduct are over 18. The story features very heavy, dark themes. None of the conduct described is encouraged. It's written from the the perspective of evil-aligned characters. Any similarity to actual events or persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. English is not my first language, so I apologize in advance for any grammar or syntax errors you may find in this novel. I would be grateful if you could point them out. Thank you in advance for your patience. GENRE: Adult Ecchi Fantasy Harem Hentai Isekai LitRPG Mature School Life Smut TAGS: Adventurers Alchemy Antihero Protagonist Battle Academy Blackmail Cheats Confident Protagonist Demon Lord Demons Dungeons Evil Protagonist Game Ranking System Harem-seeking Protagonist Hiding True Abilities Hiding True Identity Level System Male Protagonist Master-Servant Relationship Modern Fantasy R-18 Secretive Protagonist S*xual Abuse Slave Harem Succubus Weak to Strong

"Everyone else got transported into a video game. I was freed from my mortal shell, becoming a ghost in the machine. This is no game, it is my new reality and I intend to see everyone else recognize that fact." Voidslayer58008, in response to the slaughter of millions. The main character isn't a good person, I'll just put it that way. I'm not going grimdark with the tone, but there will be situations that would be grimdark from a different character's perspective. I don't intend to have any explicit R18, but there will/may be situations that develop right until that point. Maybe I'll change my mind as I write more, but not right now.

As Luna goes out to do her job, she is suddenly unconscious. Luna wakes up to a familiar yet unfamiliar kidnapper. Paranoia really isn't good for the psyche.

In a twisted retelling of the classic fairy tale, a young girl from modern-day Germany suddenly finds herself transmigrated into the body of Snow White, the princess from the classic German fairytale by the same name. Confused and overwhelmed, she struggles to adapt to her new surroundings, but things take a drastic turn when she stumbles upon a mysterious system-like game panel that offers her guidance and tasks. With each goal she completes, she progressively unravels more dark secrets of the kingdom and her own hidden power. As she navigates a treacherous journey filled with betrayal, power struggles, and ancient magic.

The gods exist. The Supernatural is real. But poor foolish Mortals can never pierce through the Truth hidden by the Veil. They say Ignorance is Bliss. But for Adam, such Bliss woven by a lie is worthless. In his opinion, Ignorance may be Bliss but --- Knowledge is power. This was the truest fact; something Adam built his empire around. ---- He wasn’t always this rich. He wasn’t always this powerful. There was a time he too struggled to earn enough for the treatment of his sick and dying mother. But one day, on a Halloween night, his life was forever changed. His eyes were opened to a completely new Reality. The truth that was hidden from the eyes of all normal humans. An entirely different world, rules, and society exist just in front of us. Follow Adam, as he uncovers the Truth about his identity, the power in his blood, and his adventures as he rises to the throne that is rightfully his. To attain his goal, he will not hesitate. He will even become the God of Crime if that is necessary. --------- The story will be moderately slow-paced during the First four volumes as I set Adam in the world and slowly develop the world-building and Adam starts to adapt to the new reality. I know it might not be to the taste of everyone, but I believe it's worth it. We discover the world together with Adam and how he will grow from someone who knew absolutely nothing about the supernatural world to being someone no one can ignore. This will be a long road and I would be happy if you are willing to walk this road with me. ---- (Alternative title: Midnight Prince: Empire of Sin) [ Tags ]: Mature| Grimdark | Gore |Netori | Harem | Milf | Young & Mature | Supernatural |Action | Gang War | Criminal Empire | System | Gigolo | Handsome MC | Weak to Strong MC | Antihero| Neutral good to Lawful Neutral Evil. | Showbiz | Psychic | ****** ) ----- Disclaimer: The cover picture is AI made and is the art for Adam as [Magician] Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/HikaruGenji Discord: https://discord.gg/3v2xvhvD6j My other work Son of The Hero King: https://www.webnovel.com/book/son-of-the-hero-king_24153504605334705

Inspired by Berserk, Rising of the Shield Hero, Goblin Slayer, and Warhammer. What happens when the hero wasn't summoned into an ideal fantasy world, but into an unforgiving dark fantasy world filled with danger and challenges? Magebane was one of the Heroes, men and women summoned by the Consortium to protect the land of Nemesis from its enemies. But years have passed, and now Magebane trained his weapon at the Consortium. He now hunts down the very sorcerers responsible for bringing him into this grimdark world. Thorn, a sorceress loyal to the Consortium, seeks revenge against Magebane. However, the closer she was to Magebane, the more she discovers his mysterious past, the very one the Consortium hid from her and all of Nemesis. (Cover art by @Ruint1)

The call of the nightmare realm cannot be denied, the woven fate is inevitable. His ability to travel to the nightmare realm granted him immortality but also pit him with an unfamiliar reality within the ruins of a once glorious civilization, with curses and magics uncharted, horrors and fiendish monsters beyond the ken of man. This is the epic tale of struggle against impossible odds and enemies bigger than life. Aldrich has been tormented by horrific nightmares as he lived out a simple life in Wakefield, a small village. He dreams of the day when his crest awakens so that he can soar to the sky, but on that day Wakefield is burned. He is the only survivor. What Adlritch will find outside his little village will not just test the limits of his will, but also his sanity. Being the only one who can access the nightmare realm he is determined to turn a curse into a blessing and rise to unreached heights as, The Nightmare Crestmaster. **** This book is an epic fantasy with dark undertones, one might call it grimdark but it’s not without humor. I have seen complaints about the middle part of the novel, namely around chapter 60-70 some have said that it get too slow and I admit I made pacing mistakes there but the novel gets better right after and I believe some of the best content I wrote happens after that part so please make it through to join me and the rest of the readers on my journey. WARNING: I don’t write brain-dead characters. Romance and harem, which are not the focus of the story will take time. This novel was inspired by Soulsborne, all of it. **** 7 chapters/ week join my discord and become a Crestmaster: https://discord.gg/v7rsrySs 黑色台面

Beyond the Frozen ranges and through the Twin peaks of cruelty, the world of men ends. And this is where the Lord of destitute hibernate. His army of monsters, the destitute, consist of orcs, ogres, goblins and whatever cruel creature one could conjure. They come to the land of men, plunder, murder and take their women as playthings. They take their blood and feed it their lord – feeding him strength. On another part of Deimo, closer to the borders of Deino, lives a boy. He is not like the others around him, for his hair is blonde and his skin is pale. What's more, his father's hair is red and his mother's blue. His name – Osmond Ward. He didn't know nothing of the world, for he was merely seven. He didn't know he had the blood of the spirit of fire and water running through him. He didn't know that his family was banished, for his parents belonged to different castes; they followed different gods, and gods are selfish in their followers. But when the monsters came to his village, and when they killed his mother, he couldn't nothing but watch. His father died on that day, trying to help him escape. When he was taken in by his uncle, he had only thing in his mind; revenge. But for that, he need to see the world and learn. A world of Divine artifacts and chants. A world of elemental spirits and strange energies. A world of elves, the followers of light; dwarves, the followers of metal and rock; lizard men, the follower of sands, and demi-humans, the followers of lightning. A land of beasts and monsters. The land of Graeae, a land of beauty and nightmares. Additional tags: #dark #grimdark #darkfantasy #revenge #elves #dwarves #asofai #tolkien #gore #adult

A college scientist who is near-blind is reborn into a tentacle monster that can see everything. But will what he see with his new vision? Will he see the truth of the new world he is reborn in? Or will he see his past life flash before him as his body evolves into something ghastly? In the world of Zareth, one thing is sure. And that is the glory and honor of hunting down a Beast Born. A beast that has a human mind and soul. Every reincarnation comes with a price. Gods against Demons. Humans against Beasts. The Seven God Realms of Zareth are finally unleashed. Will the young scientist survive in this new system world? Watch him as he cultivates his way to the top. [Tags]: Reincarnation, System, Evolution, Cultivation, Overpowered Protagonist, Bloodline, Fantasy, Adventure, Action, Wuxia, Grimdark Harem. Support me on Patreon:https://www.patreon.com/ghostybones

As a soon-to-be chieftain, Ashlani's responsibilities were numerous, complex, and often boring. As a recently reincarnated keelish (a reptilian pest), his responsibilities only extend to 1. survive another day, 2. keep his belly full, and 3. kill anything that keeps him from numbers 1 and 2. Oh, and, if the opportunity arises, take revenge on his friend turned brother turned murderer. Ashlani was sent on his inaugural hunt as the chieftain-to-be of his tribe when he was shot in the back by the man he was closest to, the one he called his closest friend. Post-mortem, he was greeted by a [System], the elect, singular keelish representative. Now, his focus must be on continuous growth and evolution, to awaken to his grand potential, and lead his new people to a new age. This is a reboot of my previous novel, Ashlani's Reincarnation, a grimdark take on a LitRPG reincarnation novel. This is a slower, more methodical approach to story, and I hope that its quality will reflect that. I update five times a week, usually weekdays, but if I miss a weekday, I make it up over the weekend.

A collection of stories that take place in a magical steampunk setting. Shifting from grimbright to grimdark in tone.

In the grimdark future of 2002, the world has ended and the survivors fond that they all have super powers.

{STORY IS COMPLETED} The strong rules over the weak. It has been a golden rule since ancient times. And so, weak people were discriminated, treated with injustice. In this story, we follow Ava, a 10-year-old girl who got caught in the attack of her own settlement by a military force. Through an incident, Ava realized the power within her gene, Aegis. With her newfound power capable of overwhelming any weapon and armor the army possessed, she paved her own way of finding her parents. What follows her afterwards were nothing that could be considered as happy. At least, not from the point of view, of a 10 year old girl. ________________________________________________   Novel Genre: - Science Fiction, Mystery, Horror, Action and Adventure, Psychological, Science Fantasy, Thriller, Grimdark, Weird Menace   #Story is also published at royalroad.com

My first try at a story officially. I dont really know what i want just yet. This story is gonna have grimdark and horror elements. If bloody stories aren't for you, then give it a try anyway, but be warned its gonna be bloody. This story is about a fresh out of school recruit, and his adventures through space.

This is anthology series based on my series "Spire of Madness" which is a high fantasy world in which eldritch creatures torment the minds of the weak and manipulate them into summoning such creatures. These short stories can range from sci-fi to grimdark high fantasy and more.

This story is about a lonely teenager who just wants to live an everyday normal life, but unfortunately, his future has another world and other fantastic adventures. "Blood... I need more blood. What a greedy god... Do I have to use my own..." _______________________________________ > Genres; Fantasy, Romance, Drama, Action, Contemporary, Adventure. > Tags; Martial Arts, Strategy, Supernatural, Grimdark, Magic, Multiple Lead Characters, Slice Of Life, Male Lead, School Life.

Yawn’s goal is to become a legendary being that surpasses the strongest heroes and villains in a modern world with superpowers. His system allows him to improve his own capabilities and acquire countless odd & powerful abilities. One step at a time he will aim to surpass his limits, destroy any obstacles, and compete against threats that are bigger than humanity. Be warned, the MC is not pious, forgiving, or selfless. Genre: Grimdark Xianxian-fantasy

After getting killed by Truck-Kun and transferred inside of the Grimdark world of Erdralor, 19 year old Juxen garners the role of a vampire assassin, aiding the king with killing demons and gods alongside others who were on earth and given a role. Wait, demons and gods? “How the hell am I supposed to do that?” Juxen exclaimed. “It’s easy, just use my power.” The dark voice of a dead vampire sang. “Duh.”

The following is a canon origin story to one of my most powerful and popular characters, Aurelia Bradanska the fox. This story will take place in Ye Old Spagonia and will have a grimdark fantasy theme. This is centuries before Eggman is born, Sonic is born, and the rest of the canon cast. There will also be hefty inspiration from series I like such as Mordheim: City of the Damned and the Witcher series. This story shall contain plenty of dark fantasy elements and the supernatural. It's not your average Sonic Oc story.

In the tumultuous Spring and Autumn period, the once-unified realm has fractured into numerous warring city-states, each vying for power and dominance over the land. Shadows of the Warring States chronicles the harrowing tales of bloodshed, betrayal, and survival in this grimdark world where loyalty is scarce, and the price of ambition is often paid in blood. Amidst the chaos, two rival city-states, Xia and Lou, find themselves locked in an unrelenting struggle for supremacy. In the heart of the conflict, ordinary soldiers, brilliant strategists, and ruthless leaders are forced to navigate the ever-shifting landscape of alliances and betrayals.

IMPORTANT: I want to maintain a posting rate of 7 chapters per week: about 10 thousand words or 37 pages. What would you do if your dream of being transported to a magical world came true? And what would you do when you realized that this was now your new real world, and you were reminded that the real world is cruel and unforgiving? A fantasy is just a fantasy until you live in it. A young man who has lost everything is given a new chance by something he can only call 'divinity'. A chance to start over in a new world, to forge his own story as he searches for the truth of his lineage and the one this divinity calls 'his ancestor'. What will you find in this book? 1: This is an Isekai Litrpg with a bit of Grimdark, there will be some vulgar language from time to time. 2: massive wars and big battles 3: Progression system with bloodlines 4: I'm a man of culture and this book will have some content for men of culture, but don't worry, I'll warn you whenever it has that kind of content so you can skip the chapter. 5: Kingdom building using a system. My email: sleepycat859@gmail.com

A man with a bitter and painful past must tread the path of darkness and blood to exact his revenge on the Supernatural creature that slaughtered his father, mother, and little sister right before his eyes. A mysterious power awakened within him when he was on the brink of death—a power that allows him to copy the abilities of both Supernatural beings and humans alike, as long as he consumes part of their body. But each time he uses this power, he endures excruciating pain and loses a small part of his humanity. With this ability, the man walks the thin line between death and shadow, becoming a Hunter feared by both monsters and men. --- This is a grimdark fantasy—at least, that's what I’m aiming for—featuring magic and guns. Imagine a Wild West setting, but with magic, guns, and creatures of the night. Hope you enjoy it!