Inner Feelings I Hate Myself Quotes

Desperate for a mother's love led me to build my own miserable life. I was yearning for a mother's care and love which my father couldn't afford. I need a woman who I will call a mother, cook my food, bathe me, sing for me, and pet me. You may be asking me about my mother. yes, I never got to meet her. She died a few hours after my birth. I killed her and no one can convince me that I didn't because she died to save me. So I grew up with my dad and also a nurse. Mrs. Theresa took care of me till I was four years old. My Dad was trying his best to make me happy. He wastes his precious time with me, and he takes me out every weekend. He made sure that I did not lack anything. He's wealthy and owns many investments. Therefore, I didn't lack anything. But! Something was missing, guess what it was, a mother's love and care. Thus, it was the reason why I was different from others. My life was different.

In his previous life, he lived selflessly, finding solace in the happiness of others. But in his new life, all he desired was peace. A quiet existence with his family, far removed from the world’s cruelty. Yet, even that was torn from him. His family and village were massacred, not by war or famine, but by the bored whims of a pampered and spoiled daughter from one of the wealthiest families. Broken and enraged, he realizes that kindness and passivity cannot shield him from the world's malice. He laughs bitterly at his own naivety for believing that living away from the world would bring him peace. Determined never to lose what he holds dear again, he resolves to take control of his fate. Vengeance ignites within him as he embarks on a journey to rise above all. He will crush those who stand in his way, bend the world to his will, and build a future where no one can take from him again. No kings, no gods, and not even fate will decide his path. This time, he will not live for others. This time, he will conquer everything. This time, he will live for himself.

I've always wanted to be happy but I became toxic, The more I try the more I fail. This is a story about me. In the end I hope I'll make it

I wrote these sonnets, poems, and quotes; in the darkest hours of my life and I hope some of you could relate. I write with all the love and joy I have for writing, just because I don't publish anything doesn't I still don't write behind closed doors.

The Apocalypse is in full swing. Defiled - powerful creatures corrupted by the Great Collision - prowled the lands in search of prey. Unfortunately for them, the human race had long since retreated behind the secure walls of the Sanctuary of Everlast. During one of his regular excursions outside the Sanctuary, Alden is separated from Celeste. - his childhood friend and crush. In that moment, he came to regret never summoning the courage to confess. Somehow managing to survive thanks to some trickery, Alden awakens as a mage. Instead of receiving a normal power, he gains the ability to decay. What's more, during his ascension, he received a vision from his future self advising him not to trust the Asterons - celestial beings who had saved his race from inescapable doom. Normally... such a revelation wouldn’t faze Alden. However, there was only one major problem with the declaration, though. Celeste was bound with an Asteron. And not just any normal Asteron... She had made a pact with one of the Divine Sovereigns. ________ Cover is not mine. I found it on Pinterest. Link to discord server: https://discord.gg/VPEtsc4c

Even if you think you are the one who had no choice , You will soon realise that the one that you hated the most had no choice

UNPREDICTED FEELINGS Unpredicted Feelings - Synopsis GENRE : Drama, Romance, Suspense By Davis Kings In Indonesia, right in the city known as Medan, a king named King Maeko rules over his people. He is known for his fearlessness and discipline. He is the respecter of no one. And his family members includes: Queen Amber his wife, Niran, his first prince, Arjun the second prince and Hana the last princess. This family is feared by everyone even down to the children of Medan. The king every year, goes to the poor cities in Indonesia to get slaves for his city. He doing this shows he has power, and is considered as the strongest of all kinds in Indonesia. This position is a yearly competition and for more almost four years he has been the owner of that position. Soon, the time to choose the strongest will come soon and he needs to do what he does best, which is bring slaves from the poor cities. Not only slaves, but also well built men, their cattles and many more. After checking the list of the cities he had raided, his next town is Java. Java is a poor city but known for its peaceful citizens and their cooperation in moving the town forward. Fortunately or Unfortunately, the king embarked on this journey and then did what he could do best. Brought in the most beautiful of their animals, men and then ladies where Akira happened to be. Some would be kept in the palace to serve as maids, some outside the palace. On the long run Akira finds herself in the palace. And then met with the king's family and then Arjun, the second prince saw how beautiful she was, and then this feeling started growing in our Prince Arjun. TBC.... Do you think it's a good idea for him to grow this feelings for Akira? Will she even accept to feel for him after what his father did to their town? Would their love go smoothly as expected? Find out how this goes down in this thrilling story that will make your Christmas and New year the best. Anticipate Episode 1 loading...

"W-Why? Why are you doing this to me ?" Kei who's red eyes trying to hold back tears "If you don't want any other to get hurt more than this, JUST STAY HERE" Ayume said with a dark grin on his face Read the novel to get to know them

Kim Eun-Ji is a college student with a passion for otome games, but one game in particular has always frustrated her: Saintess Chronicles. In the game, the villainess, Selene Ravencroft, is always sentenced to death, while the flawless Saintess Eri is glorified. Despite playing through all the possible routes, Eun-Ji can never change Selene's tragic fate. Her sympathy for the misunderstood villainess and her disdain for the seemingly perfect Eri grows with every playthrough. One morning, after finishing the game yet again and angrily complaining about its unfair ending, Eun-Ji realizes she’s late for class. In her rush, she’s tragically hit by a runaway truck and dies. She wakes up to find herself reincarnated inside the world of Saintess Chronicles—not as a random side character, but as the villainess, Selene Ravencroft, on the day of her gift awakening! Now, Eun-Ji now as Selene Ravencroft must try her best to survive at all costs but for some reason the plot keeps continuing despite her making changes.

"Once Upon Myself" is a collection of stories that delve into the shadows of the human soul. Each chapter unfolds a tale layered with metaphor and meaning—a boy chasing an impossible dream, a woman lost in the echoes of her past, a man caught between time and choice. These are not just stories; they are reflections of the battles we fight within, the questions we avoid asking, and the truths we fear to face. Step into a world where every page reveals a new corner of the mind, and every tale whispers: What if this is you?

she wanted to belong to herself not knowing she was destroying herself on the run

Gods can die, and when a god dies, its will to live is released and takes the form of beasts, dragons. Beasts of destruction, pain and suffering, a single god's death can result in a boom in dragon population, they are pests, meant to be hunted down and killed with extreme prejudice. Arvlen Loki hates dragons, every thing about them is disgusting to him beyond words can describe. This hate has allowed him to propel himself to heights that can't be matched in the world of dragon slayers, only thing keeping him from becoming the guild master of the slayer guild is that the position would need him to stop hunting dragons. So what happens when a man like this comes across something impossible. A child dragon.

I Hate Them, and They Hate Me. They destroyed my family. They condemned me to hell. Now they expect me to fight for their cause? They couldn’t be more wrong. Rade, was sent to hell to battle the horrors threatening Vorth, just as countless others had before him. But Rade is not like the rest, he has been abnormal since birth, and he refuses to be used as a pawn for the monarchy. This is the story of Rade’s battle to survive, conquer, and escape the infernal depths. But vengeance drives him beyond escape—he won’t rest until everyone who wronged him suffers. Their lives and everything they value will belong to him. Yet, behind Rade’s rage lies a deeper mystery. Why was he born different than everybody else? What secrets bind him to the fate of Vorth? Rade’s journey for revenge will force him to confront truths far darker than the hell he was cast into.

I didn’t even know that I had reincarnated into my second life Only when I regain my memories do I find myself reincarnating into my third life And it’s nothing less than a novel I hated in my first life "Damn, damn, this world is horrible" At least my third life isn’t as bad as the second [ChatGeepti was used to correct the chapters]

In the bustling heart of Lagos, ambitious Amara meets Femi, a confident consultant who shakes up her professional world—and her guarded heart. As sparks fly between them, their connection deepens, but secrets from Femi's past threaten to tear them apart. Vibes and Feelings is a heartfelt story of love, trust, and finding connection amidst the chaos of city life.

In the quaint little town of Willow's Peak, nestled between the ancient whispering trees and the ever-winding river, lived the Patterson family, a quintet of love and resilience. Join in the journey of Jack, the son of the family as he discovers his hidden desires. Will lust overtake his ideals? Contains long and detailed smut with beautiful storylines. Incest is the main theme of the novel.

Su Nan accidentally came into contact with a game called "Demon World" and obtained a unique talent. Just as he thought he would showcase his skills in the game, he discovered various signs indicating that the game he played was not simple. Rampaging players, immortal demons, possessed monsters... All sorts of incredible things happened one after another, and the real world gradually became bizarre. Sensing the danger around him, Su Nan decisively chose to secretly develop himself. When the game merged with reality, he looked back and realized that he had long become the biggest demon in the eyes of the players.

In a world overrun by dungeons and monsters, humanity's last defense lies in the hands of Awakeners, individuals gifted with extraordinary abilities. But not all abilities are created equal. Axel awakened Contract Bind, a unique E-rank ability so useless it seemed like a cruel joke. Unlike others who could form pacts with monsters and beasts, his ability could only bind a willing human. The catch? No one in their right mind would willingly surrender their freedom for a meager stat boost, especially to an E rank awakened like Axel. For years, Axel begged, bribed, and pleaded for someone, anyone, to accept his contract. But in a world driven by power and pride, no one was willing to kneel to an ability deemed useless. Even his girlfriend, the last shred of support in his life, abandoned him for a stronger Awakener. Broken, desperate, and with nothing left to lose, Axel made a choice that defied the system itself. "If no one else will, I'll do it myself.” Axel attempted the unthinkable: to contract himself. He knew it was impossible. The system’s rules forbade it. [Warning: Cannot contract self. Target must be a separate entity.] Unrelenting, he pressed on, defying the very foundations of the Awakener System. Then, something extraordinary happened. [Condition Met: Willing Subject Detected. Contracting Self...] [Contract Successful.] [An Anomaly Has Occurred. System Integrity at Risk. Reevaluating…] Pain unlike anything Axel had ever experienced tore through his body. The world blurred. And then, a cascade of notifications appeared, jagged and alien, unlike the polished menus of the Awakener System. [You have become your own summon.] [Status Changed: Human → Monster.] [Ability Rank Reevaluation in Progress...] [Unable to Determine Rank. Assigning Maximum Possible Rank…] [Ability: Contract Bind (SSS+)] Now, with the identity of both a human and a monster, with a power that transcends the known limits, Axel must navigate a world that fears and hunts what he has become. He must rise from the ashes of despair to challenge the very system that sought to suppress him.

25 year old Kang Chae-Yi went back in time to correct her mistakes and get revenge from the ones who hurt her.

why I'm here with these weird people.how I'm going survive in this kongan high school. a rich girl who is grown with a care is sent to kongan high school after death of his parents by his uncle . after entering the kongan high school how her life is changed drastically. a meek girl is among the evils. how she going to survive.

"3, 2, 1… FIGHT!" the referee shouted. Both of the fighters threw punches at each other, and the crowd cheered. Benjo got hit, Chad got punched, and they just kept striking each other. In the video's of their previous fights they made me watch, they just wrestled and pinned each other, and it was boring. Chad got knocked to the ground and got up once more, then Benjo did the same. Mark and I watched in silence, closely. A lot of minutes later, both of the fighters ran out of breath and just stood meters away from each other, each taking a moment to catch their breath. Both of them really gave their all in the fight, they really showed how much they hate each other. The crowd grew silent, and I looked at Mark, "Damn, that was badass!" "Yeah, I agre-" "WHAT IS THAT!" someone shouted while Mark was talking. I look at the fighters, something glowing caught my eye. Their forearm to their fist, is glowing, glowing and blazing with yellow aura, yellow particles are coming out of the aura like a kindling fire. The crowd are in amazement, and I take a closer look. I saw a lion beside each of the fighters. Two lions, one lion beside Chad, and one lion beside Benjo. Both of the lion are growling at each other. Wait, a lion? When did it get there? There shouldn't be supposed to be lions around here.

A otaku after losing his family completely gave up on himself and became an all time otaku. after watching many dark anime, reading dark novel, and watching dark hen*ai novel, he wasn't able to differentiate between them. Because of reality around him he was able to live but after transmigration he is again at the point where he needs to differentiate between reality and fantasy. but this time fantasy is stronger than last time. Will our otaku be able to differentiate between reality and fantasy or will he ever be able to understand friendship, love after seeing so much of dark novels and anime? follow his new journey in this new world filled with darkness.

What if you had to live with your past incarnations Sam Sakusei works in a diner with his adoptive family till suddenly his past incarnations join the family and they teach him many legendary techniques that he uses for everyday convenience.

Ethan and Samuel are best friends, bonded by their shared love of soccer and years of camaraderie. But when Samuel confesses his crush on Natalia, a charming and mysterious girl, Ethan reluctantly agrees to help set them up. What starts as a good-hearted gesture turns complicated when Ethan, battling feelings he doesn’t fully understand, sabotages the budding romance. When the truth about Samuel and Natalia comes to light, Ethan is overcome with guilt and heartbreak. Unable to cope, he retreats to a secluded lakehouse in the mountains, seeking solace and clarity. As he reflects on his actions, the story takes an emotional turn, unearthing long-hidden emotions and truths about his own heart. The Game of Feelings is a poignant tale of love, self-discovery, and the courage to confront one’s deepest truths.