Nicole Pov

On Freedis Island, being chosen by the goddess is every woman’s dream, a chance to leave and fulfill a divine purpose. Nicole Scarlett has spent years yearning for that honor, just like her mother before her. But when she is finally chosen, she learns the truth. The women don’t leave. They are sacrificed, fed to a monstrous creature while the men watch in silence. Left for dead, Nicole awakens a power she never knew she had. Now, she’s out for revenge. The men of Freedis built this world on the blood of women. She will burn it to the ground. #magic #supernatural #nonhumans

Follow Kurai, a previous samurai-now a ronin, as he is placed in a jungle and tasked with surviving. A strange energy called Aether and a point collecting system is introduced giving new ways to obtain strength and power. Monsters, beasts and other creatures are teeming here, as well as the most dangerous creature of all, humans. Other characters POV will also be depicted. Though the main story revolves around Kurai. Moved this story to Royal Road, will be posting there instead.

Ren Kuroda, a college student and hardcore gamer, finally conquers Eternal Souls: Last Judgment, an unbeatable RPG, only to be met with a strange message on his screen. “Congratulations, Champion. Would you like to unlock the bonus stage?” When he clicks "Yes," he is transported straight into the game world, reborn as Terence Ross, the overlooked third son of a minor noble family. Realizing he’s just an extra in a world teetering on ruin, Ren trains relentlessly to survive the coming chaos. However, life wasn’t smooth sailing. He was soon engaged to Lilith Underwood, the girl destined to become the game’s final boss, the Third Great Calamity. To avoid her devastating future, Ren takes a risky approach, trying to make Lilith emotionally dependent on him in the hopes of anchoring her humanity. Yet, his plan backfires spectacularly. Lilith’s attachment becomes a fierce obsession, one that could be just as dangerous as her dark powers. Now, as doom inches closer, Ren faces a double-edged crisis. He must keep Lilith’s powers in check while somehow surviving her unrelenting need to keep him by her side. In a world where even heroes fall, can an extra rewrite his fate? Or will he be claimed by the calamity he tried to prevent? ----- 100 power stones = 1 extra chapter

A captivating tale of supernatural intrigue, revenge, and forbidden love, where loyalty is tested, and the past holds the power to shape the future. In a realm where the line between the living and the dead is fragile, QingWu embarks on a dangerous mission to uncover the hidden truths of her past. Haunted by betrayal and her father's family's dark secrets, she seeks vengeance, ready to fight any force that stands in her way. But when a forbidden connection with Xiao Chenyuan, the formidable Dread King, begins to grow, her path to revenge becomes more complicated. Bound by ancient forces and trapped in a world of spirits, QingWu must confront the ghosts of those she’s lost while discovering her own power. As the tension between revenge and love rises, she must decide whether to let the past consume her or embrace the possibility of a future that could heal the wounds she’s carried for so long.

"When you think everything is going well, the world will flip you the middle finger." __ I had a fantastic life: a loving family, amazing friends, a stable job... I had it all. But that wasn’t everything—I was also a writer. Writing was my passion, and my novel *'The Land of Survival'* had achieved remarkable success... Little did I know back then that it would become the very reason my life would be turned upside down. I was reborn inside my own novel, and to make things worse... inside the body of the utterly despised villain, *'Fray.'* That pathetic villain who dies right at the start. If the novel had 100 possible outcomes, he’d die in 99 of them... and I’m not exaggerating. But who cares about that? I don’t want this life... I already had everything... Save me the cliché of second chances... because one life is enough for me. Screw this world, and screw the son of a bitch who brought me here , I’ll find a way back to my world... to my life... no matter what it takes."

[You have inherited The Class Huntsman Of Death.] ...... Deathborne. A game that I couldn’t stop playing in my free time.  A game that hooked me to the core. A game that I was determined to finish and achieve the true happy ending by hook or crook. You might be wondering why. It's because no matter what choices I made, no matter how much I tried, it always ended with a bad ending. An ending with the protagonist winning at the cost of innumerable sacrifices and being left alone as the last surviving human. Would you enjoy a movie, novel, or game that ends with only the hero surviving? Would you like such an ending? Of course not. Neither could I. That's why I tried my hardest and kept trying. Alas, despite all my efforts, I have yet to reach the true happy good ending. That's why I kept on grinding to achieve a good ending until I got that message. [Congratulations, player Mr. Per781, for clearing all hidden conditions. You are now eligible to access the hidden route, as deemed by the game developer.]  [Do you want to proceed?]  [Yes] [No]  In the next moment, I felt my soul getting dragged by and my consciousness getting detached from the main body. Being a hardcore otaku, I knew what was going on. I almost showed a middle finger and screamed, "I will commit suicide in another world if you drag me." Just then hand emerged from the screen and pulled me into the monitor leaving the room empty which resonated with my last words. "FUCKING HELLLL!"

[From the Author of Author's POV...] Emotions are like a drug to us. The more we experience them, the more we become addicted. The hardest part is not letting them consume us. But it's already too late for me. I've already been swallowed whole. *** I had no knowledge of the game. I was meant to have died. And yet, I found myself in this situation. A game I had never played before. A character I was unfamiliar with, and... A world that seemed to want to swallow me whole with every move I made. What the hell is going on? ...and who am I? *** Discord : https://discord.gg/PEbN7fc2ww

"Reality" "A fundamental concept of existence". "As I experienced the harsh reality of this world I began to question what was real and what was fake". "Now all I try to do is break free from the "Shackles of Reality" after all your reality might as well be another's illusion". .............…………… Adam Walker was an orphan who lost his parents when he was only seven. Awakening his bloodline at fourteen due to an accident he only has two years to prepare before he would be whisked into one of the nine academies. Follow his story as he finds his place in this world. Additional Tags; -overpowered MC -Romance -smart MC -rare bloodline -Academy Note: This novel will mostly be in MC's POV.

"What you do in life, Echoes in Eternity." The System, who goes by the code name, Thirteen, defied the System God in order to give his previous Hosts’ the chance to change their Fates. Unfortunately, he was killed by his Father, the System God, and was sent to the world of Pangea to struggle like the Cannon Fodders that he fought so hard to protect. Armed with his knowledge as a System, Thirteen vowed to change not only his Fate, but the Fate of others whose destinies were tied up with him. In a world torn by power and corruption, a fallen System will bring out a symphony of change, or lead it to its destruction. ---------------- Chapter release schedule: 2 Chapters everyday.

“Otherworlders… we beg you to save our world from ruin.” Rey and his classmates get summoned to another world, and they’re given Skills and Classes based on their limited Karma. Everyone gets multiple Skills and a decent Class in order to survive the new world. However, Rey decides to invest all his Karma on a single Skill, leaving him with the weakest Class. Unknown to everyone, though, he has the potential to be the strongest. ________ Original Character Arts of the characters are in my Discord Server, so please join to have access to them Link: https://discord.gg/5HRA6ZUa7y Join our Subreddit too: https://www.reddit.com/r/Magecrafspellcraft/s/jd6bWa6zsN I hope you all enjoy the story. Thank you!

WSA 2025 In every story, there exists the hero and the villain, the protagonist and the antagonist. And like every story, the hero always wins, and always gets the girl. But what happens now that I died and became a villain in the last book I read? Not even a proper villain, but one that the protagonist kills in the early chapters. I don't want to die again, and I don't want that simp of a protagonist to walk all over me. Maybe I should just become a better villain. I've always admired the smart badass villains that took on the protagonist. Maybe I can be one of them, maybe I can win—the first villain to win against the hero. I'll rewrite this story into one where I become the greatest villain. Call me sick or evil, but it's my time to shine.

The protagonist of the world where Lev Razanov lived had already achieved his happy ending.  Meanwhile, the world continued to move forward. Until the protagonist betrayed humanity. [You have been killed by the main character.] [Hero’s System successfully installed.] [Do you wish to return to the past?] Lev was given a chance to return to a time when the story of his favorite novel had just begun. Although he was destined to become an extra villain—a pawn of the pawns serving the real villain, he vowed to end the lives of anyone who had caused him suffering. [Hero’s System inherits your desire from your life on Earth—the desire to do good.] “Who said killing your enemies is an evil act?” [You gain +10 kill points.] [You gain +10 heroic points.] *** Additional Tags: Second Chance, Past Play a Big Role, Game Elements, Handsome Male Lead. (Third Person Limited Pov.)

[Cerita ini memiliki beberapa PoV utama ,dan PoV tambahan dengan tata letak yang acak dan absurd.] Di dalam lingkaran kebaikan dan kejahatan, siapa yang adil? Dalam ketidaktahuan dan emosi yang hampa, siapa yang berbicara? Peperangan antar ras, pengkhianatan, iblis, dewa, saint, pahlawan, penyihir, ksatria, pemburu, dan artefak ... di dalam dunia yang di penuhi tangisan dan keputusasaan, tiga jiwa mati terlahir kembali, membawa maksud rahasia dan kesesatan di dunia ini. Ini adalah kisah "Tiga Reinkarnator" di dunia yang berbahaya. ============================= *Karya Original punyaku dan bukan novel terjemahan. *Berikan kritik dan saran kalian agar aku bisa mencoba menjadi lebih baik karena ini adalah novel pertama ciptaanku.* "Bad Writing*

"Now you see?" she shouted in a mix of annoyance and disappointment. "You can't outsmart Scrients! They're the most intelligent beings across the two realms." "You're right," I muttered, averting my gaze with a heavy sigh. "I made a mistake. I was too arrogant to think that a mere human like me could fool them." —BOOM!! "Heik! Wh-What was that?" "Hmm? I'm not sure. Maybe you should go and ask the most intelligent beings across the two realms. Oh wait, you can't. I killed them all.” ______ My name is Samael Kaizer Theosbane. On the last day of high school, I got into a fight with a kid I used to bully. It was a stupid, pointless scuffle, and in the middle of it, I tripped and hit my head on a rock. That’s when the memories came flooding in - the memories of another life, of a different world. Suddenly, everything made a twisted kind of sense. I realized two things. First, I was in a game I used to play in my past life. Second, I was a villain. A villain! Not the cool and mysterious kind, either. No, my destiny was to be manipulated and die a dog's death! I was the worst type of cliché: an ungrateful, privileged, insufferable young master. The sort you'd find in those poorly written fantasy stories. The kind everyone hates — a snobby brat from a powerful noble family who thinks he owns the world just because he was born with a silver spoon lodged in his mouth. You know the type. The one the hero beats to a pulp to prove his worth. Yeah, I was that guy. And the hero? The hero was the kid I’d been bullying all this time. The same one I got into a fight with. He was the supposed savior of this damned world. A world teetering on the edge of destruction, beset by wars, calamities, and a grim future that only I knew. And at the end of it all, the final antagonist of the game, the undefeatable boss… the Spirit King, was waiting. But could I even make it to the end? Could I conquer a game where defeat was the only certainty? A game that was now my reality! “Ah, fuck it.” I had no idea if I could, but I sure as hell was going to try. Extorting extras, manipulating main characters, twisting the story to my advantage, stealing the hero’s cheat items, killing villains before they could become threats - nothing was beneath me. Would the main characters be affected? Who cares! Would the story change? Even better! All I cared about was me—my survival, my life, my choices. “I will live this life with no regrets.” …But as I soon discovered, fate was not easily changed. And the price of altering one's destiny was steep.

Ryan, a normal office worker who could be considered an extra in a boring world, did his job regularly and spent time here and there. He found himself, by mistake, being killed by a female reaper. Yet, the only thing he received as justice was a chance to transmigrate into a new body with his memories intact. Meanwhile, that female reaper faced a very small punishment: her powers were suppressed for ten minutes, leaving Ryan with nothing but a mocking smirk from the reaper as she ridiculed him for being a meager human with no life that belonged to him. He was left with no choice but to stand in front of the one who had granted such "justice" and watch the reaper laugh while turning to leave the place. In front of him was the reincarnation pool, and beside it stood the woman smirking at his misery while completely powerless for a whole ten minutes—there was no justice for him here. With his hands clenched, he decided that if he was really going down, he would take her with him. Swiftly tackling her, he pushed the reaper and himself directly into the reincarnation pool. The next moment he knew, he found himself being born as a extra disposal substitute of the Ducal Prince, destined to die at the hands of the princess in his stead. Soon enough, he understood that instead of some random world, he had been transmigrated into the last novel he was reading and a fan of—Invincibility Starts with Marriage and Having Lots of Children. [ Disclaimer: First POV for main charcter is mixed in chapters with Third POV of other characters ] ( Disclaimer: There could be mistakes in the chapters, not because I am weak in grammar or something, but when one has to write 8K a day, the chances of things being left out are pretty obvious. So, if you understand what that sentence means, just ignore the minor mistakes, but if you want to point out grammatical mistakes, please do so. I will correct them as soon as possible.)

The 'Triad of the Night' is a worldwide organization recognized in all Asian, American and other continent countries, who are afraid that one day they will start their movements. Park Chan-woo, its leader and patriarch, holds the title of 'Monarch', which is only given by the previous Monarch. Park Chan-woo swore an oath. 'I promise that I will kill all the members of the Tríada of the night, including the Seven Seats of the organization; with that, my organization will definitely die'. The Seven Seats, who were the seven strongest members of the organization, and Monarch Park Chan-woo went to war and both sides were decimated. Park Chan-woo was the greatest assassin, but he actually wanted such a life; not really, that's why he decided to step aside from the greatest organization in the world. However, he never imagined that he would be reincarnated in a world with magic, where someone with his talent would live as he had always wished. The only problem is that the strong lead that world and so do the nobles.

“Did you perhaps think I would accept you, the runt of the pack as well as someone destined to bring us doom just because you are my mate? If you ever thought so, then you are incredibly naïve.” He said looking down at me condescendingly. “Then just reject me and let me leave the pack please.” I screamed, already at my wits end. “Oh little redhead, do squash whatever hopes you have of running away because, I, the Alpha of the Blue River pack promise that I will never reject you as long as I live. Instead I will make you suffer so much that you will lose whatever courage you have in you to bring doom.” He declared after he grabbed my face and made me look right into his obsidian eyes. Eyes that seem to see through my soul and uncover my deepest darkest desire. Arielle Hale, born on the lunar eclipse and dubbed a child destined to bring woe to the pack narrowly escapes death and is given a chance to live on. She is then brought up as the runt of the pack and abused till she had no will of her own. She has a plan though. Leave the pack on the day of the new Alpha’s coronation and never come back. Her plan is full proof but fate has other plans. Declared as the mate of the newly crowned Alpha, she has no choice but to stay on. Like other tales, there should be a rejection but this Alpha has other plans. Keep your friends closer and your enemies even closer. Lucinda’s world is plunged into a world of chaos, pain, pleasure and surprisingly love. It is soon revealed that the tale is not only Lucinda’s as another person lurks in the shadow. Follow the story of the Cursed Alpha’s Mate as this is not your usual tale but one of twists, turns and surprises.

Year 1540 Nicole is a lowly human from the mainland trying to make ends meet as she would often paint for middle and high-class people sometimes even Purebloods which was rare in her case. She receives little money which doesn’t financially support her living. Until one day she received an invitation from the Snow Kingdom to paint the great Lord Jasper Gervassius. She reaches the kingdom and Meets Lord Jasper in the hopes of making a big income she receives more than what she bargains for. ---------------------------------- Teaser: Jasper placed both of his hands on either side of Nicole's head trapping her with his body. He stared down at her looking at his sweet innocent lamb, he couldn't help but smile at her widely. Her doe-like eyes staring back at him only made him want to devour her "Why do you play these games with me darling you know I don't like it. I think you forgot who you're dealing with." He leaned down against her lips slightly flicking his tongue in her mouth making her crave for more."My Quahneah Woman" Nicole gasped in shock as she wondered how he knew her tribe's name. Before she could say another Jasper had cupped her cheek softly placing his lips on hers and kissing her softly as he slowly removed his hands against the wall. He was wrapping his arms around her waist bringing her body closer to his as there was no space between them. As they continued Nicole started to become breathless pulling herself back to breathe, she couldn't help but look up to see Jasper looking at her with a smile that was Duchenne. His purple orbs looked into her seeing the love and adorn affection he was showing her.  "Jasper I have a question to ask you" Jasper hummed waiting for her question" What are we going to do about the tirade ." Jasper's smile suddenly became sinister as he narrowed his eyes "Why don't you leave that to me, darling."

In the quiet hours of a lazy morning, Myrul, a young man with a penchant for avoiding risks, wakes up to the blaring sound of his alarm clock. After a groggy start to his day, a quick shower, and a simple breakfast order, he stumbles upon a mysterious book titled "The Lord of Rebellion" hidden among his collection. The book, with its ominous black-and-gold cover and cryptic warning-"Read at your own risk"-immediately piques his curiosity, though he tries to dismiss it. But the book has other plans. When Myrul attempts to ignore it, strange phenomena begin to occur: the fan in his room spins wildly, the bookshelf collapses, and a blinding white light erupts from the pages. Despite his efforts to resist, He is forcefully pulled into the book, leaving behind his frozen world and his sleeping friend. ------- Not to much details story Just a light fun comedy . 3RD POV This Will be Free .

Server: https://discord.gg/SSPQAGAXfm [you have been chosen to find the secret ending of the novel save the humanity] 'Save the Humanity' a novel much appreciated by its readers and a novel of which I am the biggest fan, was put on hold for unknown reasons while the main plot had not even finished: Several years ago, thousands of mysterious towers appeared worldwide, . People believed these towers had no end. One year after their sudden appearance, monsters began emerging from them, wreaking havoc across the globe. In just three years, 40% of the world's population was wiped out. After years of living under constant danger, certain humans awakened supernatural powers and obtained a system. These individuals were called hunters or rankers if they got a system. Thanks to their strength and magical abilities, humanity pushed back the monsters and built fortresses to protect themselves from future invasions. I am Kim Sugil, the strongest ranker in the novel 'Save the Humanity.' Alongside the protagonist and his friends, I fight to save the world. But originally, I wasn’t supposed to be a key character. I was merely an extra, someone barely mentioned in the story. [Name: Kim Sugil] [Level: ???] [Rank: ???] [Title: ??? ] [Character abilities: Dash ]

Citing, does everyone read or Watch Danmanchi or It is okay to pick up Girls in the dungeun, Salute there Then Similar but different, as I am the God, God POV to be straight, As for the Gap of this Novel, then perhaps Me, might not be really the protagonis more like a Narrator of the future apostles that would serve now then, Come and together, we shall follow the stories of the epic saga and legendary oddysey be made by my apostles And did I mention that their something strange of my apostles? Why even thought I'm a god, I'm not able to read their minds? ----------- Apostles POV My god!, Please accept and marry us all after we offer the whole world to you (Misunderstanding Like Eminince of Shadow)

The fantasy adventure began from a life of a girl named Eve Ainsley who seemingly had find ordinary no longer in her grasp. After encountering an unusual entity and a world above her knowledge, she might even discover more about herself. But is it really over? Note: This is written First-person View by the main character, so please expect some inconsistent writing may appear from MC POV.

BOOK I & BOOK II [MATURE/R] "I have always thought that infidelity does not exist. I thought you can be faithful, even having sex with other people. The body can be shared, but the soul definitely not." Dominick, a teenager who does not remember anything about his past, blames himself for having killed someone for pure pleasure, he wants to tell you the truth that he consumes him before committing suicide. A truth that emotionally destroys those who listen to it. Do you want to know what it's all about? # Avaiable in Spanish. • Cover by: Nicole♥️ Addicts Trilogy. Sex Addict [Dominick and Emily] Addicted to women. ⚠️It contains spelling errors. Turbulent scenes for people over 21 years old.

In a twist of fate, Soobin finds himself reincarnated in a futuristic world, exactly like the one from the novel he had been reading. His face and name remain the same, but his identity is entirely new—new parents, new friends, and a new reality governed by a mysterious force called spirit energy. In this vibrant world, children are born with energy cores, allowing them to form contracts with spirits that range from mythical creatures to ordinary animals, granting them the ability to harness incredible powers and perform flashy skills. Initially overwhelmed but intrigued by the potential of this new life, Soobin's excitement quickly wanes when he discovers a shocking truth: he was born without an energy core. With his parents both possessing cores, he is left grappling with the fear of being an outsider in a society that prizes power and strength. How can he survive in this new world? How can he ever hope to join the prestigious Arcane Spirit Academy when he lacks the very essence needed to succeed? As Soobin navigates friendships, family dynamics, and the challenges of being coreless, he must find a way to carve his own path in a world that seems determined to keep him on the sidelines. Will he discover his own unique strength, or will he be forever overshadowed by those around him? what to expect from mc; 1) polite mc, not a smartass 2) relatable mc, not extreme smart, but not dumb or clueless too. cannot be manipulated 3) doesnt shy off from showing off his powers, it might look a bit immature, but thats normal 4) good hearted mc other stuff: 1) no harem 2) 2 releases per week 3) female characters will have a personality and will not fall for mc from fight sight 4) a bit slow paced

When business tycoon Tyler Winslow meets enigmatic heiress Nicole Melbourne at a high-stakes gala, their lives become irreversibly entwined. Despite their whirlwind romance, their love is tested by the reappearance of Tyler's childhood sweetheart, Clara Chem, and the cunning Andrew Bond. As Tyler and Nicole navigate the treacherous landscape of family dynamics, business rivalries, and hidden agendas, their bond grows stronger. But will their love survive the secrets and lies threatening to tear them apart?

Azrael, an ancient figure shrouded in myth, unexpectedly awakens in the fast-paced, noisy world of the 21st century. Overwhelmed by the constant honking of cars, towering skyscrapers, and the endless noise of humans screaming in amusement parks riding the fast spinning ride, he begins to question his sanity—and his fate. In this unfamiliar era, Azrael is captivated by the marvels of human invention and technology. Amidst the chaos, he also discovers love, something he never imagined he would experience after centuries of solitude. However, as he grows attached to this strange new world, a dark and impending threat begins to close in. To make matters worse, his memories seems incomplete, leaving him unsure of what’s missing and why. As danger approaches, Azrael must navigate his confusion and protect the love he’s found, all while facing the mysteries of his own forgotten past. Note: *Alternate POV between seme and uke *Boys love *Fast-paced romance *Zombies *1V1 *there might be wrong spellings and grammars.

Good Looks: Check! OP Skills: Check! Face Slapping: Check! PP Size: Check! Lucien was more than ready to embark in his new adventure to save a dying world from destruction as part of the Heaven's Gate Project. However, just as he was about to be sent to the world that he was about to save, an accident happened, which forced his Patron God, the God of Gamblers, to take another gamble in order to preserve his chosen candidate's life. Lucien, who's new identity was named Lux, found himself in a world where darkness could be light, and light could be dark. A world where morality was but a thin line from depravity, and a happy ending could only be gained, by facing the world and slapping it with a Legion of the Undying. ----------- Author's other stories. System's POV - Ongoing Strongest Warlock - Wizard World Irregular (You won't see this in my profile. Search for it manually. currently ongoing!) Reincarnated With The Strongest System (Completed)

#Age gap #taboo #Erotica #Smut #love triangle #boyxgirl #BDSM #dominant #possessive #submissive #poortorich #billionaire #mafia WARNING!!! (THIS BOOK IS A DARK ROMANCE WITH BDSM, SLUT-SHAMING, ROUGH AND PAINFUL SCENES, AND MORALLY AMBIGOUS THEMES THAT MOST REFER TO AS DUBIOUS CONSENT. IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH ANY OF THESE THINGS THEN READ AT YOUR OWN RISK) Milo was the most dangerous mobster in Russia and I was his slave, his sex toy, and his property. He was one step closer from branding me as his. He killed anyone who got close to me or touched me in any way. He showered me with luxury and gifts that I would have never afforded myself. I didn’t care that he had many enemies who would use me to get to him. He was everything I could have dreamt of and more. The only problem was, I was 19 yrs his junior and I was his son’s ex-girlfriend. I found myself caught between father and son. Was blood really thicker than love? My name is Emilie and this is how Milomir Petrov ruined my life. {Daily updates of two chapters} As you know, my books is not a Dual POV {100 powerstones = 4 bonus chapters in Milo's POV} {50 golden tickets = 6 bonus chapters in Milo's POV} (Or any characters you may request)

her pov: I want you,it's you I want, I loved you but you lied,you manipulated me,you used me! and that's something I'm not sure I can heal from,for you took my love for granted and it broke me into a million pieces,how can you atone for that? his pov: I know what I did was a very huge mistake,I should have told you from the start, but no I allowed myself to be blinded by the world's manipulation that I just used you as a means to get what I want, but that changed princess,it changed and now I'm hell bound with you that i can't seem to just part with you even though that's what you need i just can't.just give me one more chance to prove my worth, give me another chance to make you understand how nuts you've droven me, please, you can choose to not be with me but please don't stay mad at me forever, don't let me be the reason you're hurting day in and day out probably for ever, no! lemme take your pain, the thought of knowing I'm the one who caused you this much pain out my own selfish stupid wants, kills me!..I respect your decisions and the boundaries you've set but I'm not giving up on us, on you, I love you...