I Hate Myself Quotes

I wrote these sonnets, poems, and quotes; in the darkest hours of my life and I hope some of you could relate. I write with all the love and joy I have for writing, just because I don't publish anything doesn't I still don't write behind closed doors.

"I told you not to touch me," Audrey said. "In front of people," He reminded her. Audrey could feel the smirk in his voice. ~~~ Audrey's seventeen years in the Grey Blood pack were like a caged animal. She lived each day dreading the next unexpected thing the Alpha could punish her for. Audrey tried hard to understand the mysterious dream she'd been having, but nothing made sense to her, she was lost. She wished to be freed from the Grey Blood pack, but she lost all hope of survival when she found herself locked and chained in the cold dark dungeon. She hated him, she cursed him as her blood drained from her. She was happy to die and go away from that monster-alpha. Audrey awoke in a magical world where she learned everything about herself, she cultivated herself to become the strongest wolf and witch alive. One item though, led her back to the last place she wanted to be. Alpha Aloha Lake ruled the Grey Blood pack, the largest and strongest pack in the States. He was known to be brutal, even the mafia feared him. Nothing or anyone bothered him, except one; the damned bitch Audrey. He hated her, and he would make her pay for her mother's sins. But he could not kill her...yet. Alpha Lake emotionlessly stared at Audrey's bleeding body that lay on the cold dungeon floor, he ordered his beta to dispose of her without a second thought. One year later the enemies met again. Will hatred be the only emotion they share? Could they resist the fatal attraction they felt for each other?

“For years, I gave myself to him without complaint. I loved him like I’d never loved another; I worked diligently in the shadows to make him the man he is today, while he only ever regarded me as his trophy wife to his peers. I didn't mind; why? Because I loved my husband, and all I wished for was his success until I didn't anymore.” _____________ Imani Knightley thought she had found her better half in Louis Benoit. They had met during her first year at the university while she was studying for her master's. Imani would call it love at first sight, and it was beautiful. She would swear on her parents graves that her husband couldn’t live or breathe without her. They had only dated for a year before she introduced him to her parents, the Knightleys, and they got married a year later. Imani would say her marriage to Louis was perfect, except for the fact that she’d been trying for kids for a while and every time life offers a glimmer of hope, she loses said hope. Yet she was happy; her marriage was perfect until it wasn’t anymore. Her husband never gave her any reason to doubt his love for her until the arrival of Louis' new personal assistant, who conveniently happened to be his ex-girlfriend. Imani’s glass-perfect marriage and image shatter as she is faced with the betrayal and deceit of Louis Benoit. What happens when divorce isn’t an option but Imani wants out? In a circle where Imani has always felt like an outcast despite the influence of her late parents, she turns to the arch-enemy of her husband with a yearning for vengeance. "Since he chooses to go low. I am willing to reach to the depths of hell just to show him what the scorn of a woman feels like. I’ll make him take a seat and watch as I destroy everything he holds dear."

Kim Eun-Ji is a college student with a passion for otome games, but one game in particular has always frustrated her: Saintess Chronicles. In the game, the villainess, Selene Ravencroft, is always sentenced to death, while the flawless Saintess Eri is glorified. Despite playing through all the possible routes, Eun-Ji can never change Selene's tragic fate. Her sympathy for the misunderstood villainess and her disdain for the seemingly perfect Eri grows with every playthrough. One morning, after finishing the game yet again and angrily complaining about its unfair ending, Eun-Ji realizes she’s late for class. In her rush, she’s tragically hit by a runaway truck and dies. She wakes up to find herself reincarnated inside the world of Saintess Chronicles—not as a random side character, but as the villainess, Selene Ravencroft, on the day of her gift awakening! Now, Eun-Ji now as Selene Ravencroft must try her best to survive at all costs but for some reason the plot keeps continuing despite her making changes.

Desperate for a mother's love led me to build my own miserable life. I was yearning for a mother's care and love which my father couldn't afford. I need a woman who I will call a mother, cook my food, bathe me, sing for me, and pet me. You may be asking me about my mother. yes, I never got to meet her. She died a few hours after my birth. I killed her and no one can convince me that I didn't because she died to save me. So I grew up with my dad and also a nurse. Mrs. Theresa took care of me till I was four years old. My Dad was trying his best to make me happy. He wastes his precious time with me, and he takes me out every weekend. He made sure that I did not lack anything. He's wealthy and owns many investments. Therefore, I didn't lack anything. But! Something was missing, guess what it was, a mother's love and care. Thus, it was the reason why I was different from others. My life was different.

In his previous life, he lived selflessly, finding solace in the happiness of others. But in his new life, all he desired was peace. A quiet existence with his family, far removed from the world’s cruelty. Yet, even that was torn from him. His family and village were massacred, not by war or famine, but by the bored whims of a pampered and spoiled daughter from one of the wealthiest families. Broken and enraged, he realizes that kindness and passivity cannot shield him from the world's malice. He laughs bitterly at his own naivety for believing that living away from the world would bring him peace. Determined never to lose what he holds dear again, he resolves to take control of his fate. Vengeance ignites within him as he embarks on a journey to rise above all. He will crush those who stand in his way, bend the world to his will, and build a future where no one can take from him again. No kings, no gods, and not even fate will decide his path. This time, he will not live for others. This time, he will conquer everything. This time, he will live for himself.

A kid named Shiro Tatsuya, who lives a very sad life stuck in an infinite cycle of despair experiences a near death situation and something resting dormant inside him awakens and everything changes.

I've always wanted to be happy but I became toxic, The more I try the more I fail. This is a story about me. In the end I hope I'll make it

In a world full of magical beasts and fierce battles, Kyle Darwin finds himself in a situation he never planned for: summoned to become a hero! But what sets Kyle apart from others is that he has no desire to play the role of a hero; he’d rather escape any responsibility and return to his comfy life in bed. "I'll be a hero, but I hate the idea" is a story about a person caught in chaos, facing the obstacles between his desire for rest and the duty that chases him. Can he escape his fate? Or will the world force him to confront an unwanted destiny? If you enjoy stories that blend humor, adventure, and life’s troublesome decisions, this is the tale where you’ll find plenty of comical and magical moments.

Even if you think you are the one who had no choice , You will soon realise that the one that you hated the most had no choice

"W-Why? Why are you doing this to me ?" Kei who's red eyes trying to hold back tears "If you don't want any other to get hurt more than this, JUST STAY HERE" Ayume said with a dark grin on his face Read the novel to get to know them

Edward never expected much from life—not that he could remember it. Waking up on a battlefield with no past, a missing hand, and nothing but instinct to guide him, he finds himself trapped in a world on the brink of collapse. The land of Schachtel is drowning in war and ruin, overrun by Abyssal horrors that consume everything in their path. Yet, when he slays his first beast, the runes appear. Glowing in eerie orange and dark black, they etch themselves into reality, changing him. With each battle, Edward gains Aether Scars, Void Imprints—fragments of something far more significant than himself. The more he fights, the stronger he becomes. But with every step forward, he feels the Abyss watching. Who was he before he lost everything? And what will he become once he starts conquering the Abyss?

What would a woman do if one day she is waiting for her husband to tell him the news of her pregnancy but he comes home with  another woman who is pregnant with his  child? ........ Ariadne had a perfect life until her mother died in a car accident and her father remarried, bringing a stepmother and stepsister into her life. Once adored by all, Ariadne became an eyesore to everyone, including her father. Her stepmother and stepsister took everything from her. However, she lost it when their eyes fell on Xander, the sole heir of the richest family in the country and her childhood love. When rumors of Crystal, her step sister and Xander's dating spread, Ariadne used her everything to force Xander into marrying her. Despite pouring her heart and soul into the marriage Ariadne failed to make Xander reciprocate her feelings. Their loveless marriage came to an end when Crystal returned in their lives. With a broken heart, Ariadne left the city with a secret and rebuild her life. Five years later, she returned as a successful interior designer to design her ex-husband's new mansion. But this time, what she saw in Xander's eyes for herself was not hatred. It was something else. She came face to face with the same people who had wronged her in the past. They still held resentment towards her. But this time Ariadne vowed to strike back at her bullies. Many secrets were revealed in the process that made Xander regret his past actions. He determined to win Ariadne back. BUT Will Ariadne be able to forget their past and get back together with Xander or She will choose someone else?

"Once Upon Myself" is a collection of stories that delve into the shadows of the human soul. Each chapter unfolds a tale layered with metaphor and meaning—a boy chasing an impossible dream, a woman lost in the echoes of her past, a man caught between time and choice. These are not just stories; they are reflections of the battles we fight within, the questions we avoid asking, and the truths we fear to face. Step into a world where every page reveals a new corner of the mind, and every tale whispers: What if this is you?

she wanted to belong to herself not knowing she was destroying herself on the run

When WebNovel wants me to write a synopsis, but I am just a chill guy. The story follows Ater Arbor, a healer so insane he got kicked out of every hospital, party or guild he tried joining. On his quest to find and kill God he will encounter children of the night, werewolves, witches, wizards, slaves of shadows, and worse of all, hotdog sellers. *********************** Hi, I'm 18 y.o. European kid, English if my 4th language. Warning: The tone of the story changes along with my moodswings. Don't be suprised if someones head falls of.

Gods can die, and when a god dies, its will to live is released and takes the form of beasts, dragons. Beasts of destruction, pain and suffering, a single god's death can result in a boom in dragon population, they are pests, meant to be hunted down and killed with extreme prejudice. Arvlen Loki hates dragons, every thing about them is disgusting to him beyond words can describe. This hate has allowed him to propel himself to heights that can't be matched in the world of dragon slayers, only thing keeping him from becoming the guild master of the slayer guild is that the position would need him to stop hunting dragons. So what happens when a man like this comes across something impossible. A child dragon.

I Hate Them, and They Hate Me. They destroyed my family. They condemned me to hell. Now they expect me to fight for their cause? They couldn’t be more wrong. Rade, was sent to hell to battle the horrors threatening Vorth, just as countless others had before him. But Rade is not like the rest, he has been abnormal since birth, and he refuses to be used as a pawn for the monarchy. This is the story of Rade’s battle to survive, conquer, and escape the infernal depths. But vengeance drives him beyond escape—he won’t rest until everyone who wronged him suffers. Their lives and everything they value will belong to him. Yet, behind Rade’s rage lies a deeper mystery. Why was he born different than everybody else? What secrets bind him to the fate of Vorth? Rade’s journey for revenge will force him to confront truths far darker than the hell he was cast into.

Dunia yang kejam... Atau mungkin dunia itu hanya membenci Spade Eichidne?... Spade Eichidne adalah seorang anak laki-laki remaja yang memiliki mimpi setinggi langit ketujuh di antara orang orang pengguna sihir yang lainnya... Mimpi Spade Eichidne adalah, dia ingin menjadi dewa sihir itu sendiri... Semua orang menertawakannya dan mimpinya, mereka menganggap kalau Spade sedang mabuk dan berhalusinasi, tetapi Spade tidak menghiraukan mereka... Untuk beberapa alasan, dia di benci oleh satu kerajaan, bahkan raja yang terkenal adil, ratu yang terkenal baik hati, pangeran yg terkenal dermawan, dan putri yg terkenal dengan kebaikannya, mereka semua membenci Spade Eichidne. Spade di kucilkan, di asingkan, bahkan keberadaannya pun di anggap tidak ada, setiap kali dia ingin berbicara atau berinteraksi dengan seseorang, dia akan di abaikan atau di tindas...

In the halls of Ridgewood High, Aria and Ethan have been at each other’s throats since childhood. She’s the school’s top achiever, and he’s the brooding rebel no one dares to cross. But behind their constant bickering lies a spark neither of them is willing to admit. As their worlds collide through twists of fate, old grudges evolve into something deeper. When life pushes them to grow beyond their teenage years, will their love survive the test of time, or will the shadows of their past pull them apart?

Abyss Marhxist is a reincarnated soul. After his unfortunate death in his previous life, he wanted to live an even quieter life the 2nd time around. But life never seems to go as planned for him. At his Acceptance Ceremony, he realizes a few unsettling truths about his new life, and why he was brought to this world. The only problem is, he hates the predictable tropes for isekai animes, and wants no part in any of it. He is faced with two choices: Obey the will of the Gods. Or Become public enemy #1. "Being the Villian of my own story doesn't sound all that bad..." Abyss smirked, darkly.

I didn’t even know that I had reincarnated into my second life Only when I regain my memories do I find myself reincarnating into my third life And it’s nothing less than a novel I hated in my first life "Damn, damn, this world is horrible" At least my third life isn’t as bad as the second [ChatGeepti was used to correct the chapters]

Su Nan accidentally came into contact with a game called "Demon World" and obtained a unique talent. Just as he thought he would showcase his skills in the game, he discovered various signs indicating that the game he played was not simple. Rampaging players, immortal demons, possessed monsters... All sorts of incredible things happened one after another, and the real world gradually became bizarre. Sensing the danger around him, Su Nan decisively chose to secretly develop himself. When the game merged with reality, he looked back and realized that he had long become the biggest demon in the eyes of the players.

In a world overrun by dungeons and monsters, humanity's last defense lies in the hands of Awakeners, individuals gifted with extraordinary abilities. But not all abilities are created equal. Axel awakened Contract Bind, a unique E-rank ability so useless it seemed like a cruel joke. Unlike others who could form pacts with monsters and beasts, his ability could only bind a willing human. The catch? No one in their right mind would willingly surrender their freedom for a meager stat boost, especially to an E rank awakened like Axel. For years, Axel begged, bribed, and pleaded for someone, anyone, to accept his contract. But in a world driven by power and pride, no one was willing to kneel to an ability deemed useless. Even his girlfriend, the last shred of support in his life, abandoned him for a stronger Awakener. Broken, desperate, and with nothing left to lose, Axel made a choice that defied the system itself. "If no one else will, I'll do it myself.” Axel attempted the unthinkable: to contract himself. He knew it was impossible. The system’s rules forbade it. [Warning: Cannot contract self. Target must be a separate entity.] Unrelenting, he pressed on, defying the very foundations of the Awakener System. Then, something extraordinary happened. [Condition Met: Willing Subject Detected. Contracting Self...] [Contract Successful.] [An Anomaly Has Occurred. System Integrity at Risk. Reevaluating…] Pain unlike anything Axel had ever experienced tore through his body. The world blurred. And then, a cascade of notifications appeared, jagged and alien, unlike the polished menus of the Awakener System. [You have become your own summon.] [Status Changed: Human → Monster.] [Ability Rank Reevaluation in Progress...] [Unable to Determine Rank. Assigning Maximum Possible Rank…] [Ability: Contract Bind (SSS+)] Now, with the identity of both a human and a monster, with a power that transcends the known limits, Axel must navigate a world that fears and hunts what he has become. He must rise from the ashes of despair to challenge the very system that sought to suppress him.

The world isn't what it used to be. It isn't perfect, wonderful. It's full of cannibals, hunters who kill them, rich idiots and the poor people, who starve to death trying to feed the alive. Hunter is part of them. She tries so hard to not drown, even when her world gets turned upside down by an unannounced arrival. And sometimes, it would all feel too real, so she found ways to escape reality. And Chester Diaz being one of them.