This Time, I Surrender
She rejected him. Resisted him. Pushed him away at every turn.
But deep down, she knew—if he ever stopped, she would feel lost. Unloved. Unsafe.
His presence, his possessiveness, his control, fulfilled her in ways she couldn’t bring herself to admit. Not out loud. Not even to herself.
And that terrified her.
How could she confess the truth? That she liked being owned. That being told what to wear, what to eat, when to sleep—and being made utterly submissive in bed—didn’t make her feel trapped.
It made her feel safe. Loved.
Society would call it twisted. Abnormal. But to her, it was the first time she felt truly held. And that truth was something she didn’t know how to live with.
So she fought it. Fought him. Because wanting him felt like weakness.
And weakness had always meant danger.
She only broke through the shame—and finally admitted the truth—after he died, sacrificing his life to save hers.
Years later, she stood at the top of the world: a famous actress admired by millions, yet empty inside.
She had everything—except him.
Then fate gave her a second chance.
She wakes in her teenage body, back at the moment when it wasn't too late.
This time, she won’t lie to herself.
This time, she won’t run.
This time, she will surrender.
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Release Schedule: 4-7 chapters per week
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⚠ Content Warning:
This story contains explicit sexual content, themes of power imbalance, and psychological manipulation. Reader discretion is advised.