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the story of a boy who faced difficulties throughout his life, through such painful misery. Lost in the darkness, losing his identity until he no longer knows his true self.

Book 1 in the planned trilogy The Girl Who Sang to the Engine. In a parallel reality where humanity thrives on Ether-a mysterious energy derived from the alien element Anonium-progress comes at a hidden cost. Unbeknownst to society, their reliance on Ether awakens a cosmic Eldritch machine known only as the Engine, whose cryptic motives remain shrouded in static and whispers. Amid this unraveling world, two high school girls emerge as unlikely players in a cosmic game they don't yet understand. Rachel Harper, captain of her basketball team, discovers she has the ability to manipulate time-but each use leaves behind faint traces of static, distorting her reflection and eroding her sense of self. Her best friend, Emily Voss , foresees fragments of alternate lives-all ending tragically-and fears she's next. Together, they stumble upon clues linking their fates to the Engine, though neither understands why. Haunted P.I.A. agent Elijah Carter arrives in Corwood, Tennessee, tasked with investigating reports of anomalies tied to the town's new reactor. A seasoned tracker with the rare ability to see residual echoes of paranormal events, Elijah quickly realizes he's dealing with something far beyond his usual assignments. Meanwhile, drug lord Dezerea Hernandez floods the streets with Gloom, a substance transforming users into static-ridden husks called Hollows to flush out a threat to humanity. As Rachel grapples with her growing bond to the Engine, she risks losing herself to its cold logic. Meanwhile, Emily battles insomnia and visions of her own deaths, desperate to break free from fate's cruel grip. With the Engine's awakening imminent, humanity stands on the brink of collapse-or rebirth. But can two teenage girls rewrite fate before time runs out? Warning: This book is a Meta Cosmic Horror Trilogy, contains violence, psychologically disturbing images, heavy foreshadowing, red herrings, fourth wall breaks.

After Losing Family and Home, Rhaedric is taken in by a wandering mercenary. His anger and hatred will grow towards the ones who killed his family. What matters is what he does with that anger.

The Cursed Alpha’s Mate For centuries, the Nightbane bloodline has been cursed—an unbreakable fate that dooms every Alpha to lose their mate. Alexander Nightbane, the formidable Alpha of Nightfall Pack, has spent his life defying destiny. Ruthless in battle and unwavering in duty, he refuses to surrender to the darkness that haunts his lineage. But everything changes the night he meets Aria Vale—a rogue with a past as mysterious as the curse itself. Fierce, elusive, and burdened by secrets, Aria is the one woman Alexander can’t ignore. Their bond is undeniable, their attraction intoxicating. Yet the moment they touch, the curse stirs, threatening to consume them both. With war brewing on the horizon and Kael Draven, a rogue Alpha, hunting Aria for his own sinister purposes, Alexander and Aria must uncover the truth buried in ancient blood oaths and forbidden prophecies. The key to breaking the curse lies within Aria’s past—but unlocking it could cost her everything. When love is both their salvation and their downfall, will they defy fate… or succumb to it? A tale of fated mates, dark magic, and an Alpha’s desperate fight against destiny—The Cursed Alpha’s Mate is a gripping paranormal romance filled with passion, danger, and a love powerful enough to rewrite fate.

Ama’s visions have always been a mystery—blurring the line between dreams and reality. But when she starts witnessing gruesome events before they happen, she spirals into a nightmare she can’t escape. Shadows whisper secrets, familiar faces turn into strangers, and the truth feels just out of reach. As fear tightens its grip, Ama is left questioning—are these premonitions warnings, or is something far more sinister lurking within her own mind?

Gabriel, a dominant omega, is caught up in a complex web of intrigue and danger at the royal court. After uncovering the truth about Olivier, a member of the royal family, and inciting a rebellion, he is marked by an unknown alpha. As the rebellion overthrows the old order, a new empire emerges, driven by a ruthless ruler whose rise Gabriel inadvertently enabled.Haunted by the weight of his actions, he flees from his family, his past, and the dangerous ties of the court. On the run, Gabriel must deal with shifting alliances, hidden enemies, and the growing power of the mysterious alpha whose mark he carries. As the empire's grip tightens and ghosts from his past resurface, he must decide whether to confront the forces threatening to engulf him—or risk losing himself completely in a world that regards him as either a pawn or a weapon.

Elliot Hayes had it all—success, a family, a life others envied. But beneath the surface, cracks are spreading. Regret gnaws at him, and the ghost of a love he once ignored begins to resurface, pulling him back into a past he can’t escape. As his carefully constructed world starts to unravel, Elliot is plagued by strange visions: a shadowy figure with glowing green eyes, a scythe that hums with inevitability, and whispers that echo in the darkest corners of his mind. Are they warnings? Or is he losing his grip on reality? When a fateful decision leads to a catastrophic crash, Elliot finds himself on the threshold of a new world—one where the rules of life and death no longer apply. But is it a second chance? Or a punishment for the life he left behind? A haunting exploration of love, regret, and the shadows we carry, The Hollow Man is a standalone tale in the A Wonderful New World series—a story that will linger long after the final page.

To Love, To Lose, To Heal is a poignant journey through love, heartbreak, and self-discovery. It follows a soul who loved deeply, lost painfully, and is now left to pick up the shattered pieces of a heart that once beat for another. In a world where love is both salvation and destruction, the struggle with lingering emotions, haunting memories, and the weight of what could have been. Torn between holding on and letting go, between the past and an uncertain future, they must confront their pain, their fears, and the truth they’ve been avoiding, healing isn’t about forgetting; it’s about finding the strength to live again. This novel is a raw, intimate exploration of love’s beautiful agony, the wounds it leaves behind, and the resilience it takes to rise again. To Love, To Lose, To Heal is for anyone who has ever loved too much, lost too deeply, and still found the courage to heal.

Amelia Sinclair has spent her life walking the tightrope of wealth and expectation. As the eldest daughter of one of the most powerful families in New York, every step she takes is carefully monitored, every decision meticulously planned. But beneath the flawless exterior of the Sinclair empire lies a life that feels anything but her own. When she meets Julian Harrington, the enigmatic heir to her family’s fiercest rivals, Amelia is drawn to the danger and freedom he represents. Julian isn’t just charming—he’s intoxicating. He challenges everything she knows, igniting a spark in her she never thought possible. But their connection is forbidden, a scandal waiting to explode in a world where appearances are everything and loyalty to family comes before all else. As Amelia and Julian grow closer, the lines between love and duty begin to blur. Secrets are uncovered, alliances are tested, and the weight of their family legacies threatens to crush them both. Torn between her heart and her family, Amelia must make an impossible choice: fight for a love that could destroy everything, or let it go to preserve the only life she’s ever known. In this gripping tale of forbidden romance, power, and sacrifice, Amelia and Julian must confront the question: How much are they willing to lose for love—and is it enough to break free.

[Warning: Mature Content] Shuri Lee never imagined her quiet, unassuming life would lead her to Noran Kingston, a world-renowned pianist admired for his brilliance. Despite her humble background and the Kingston family’s disdain, their love was pure and unstoppable. Against all odds, they eloped, creating a life of quiet joy—until tragedy struck. Shuri’s life was cruelly taken, leaving Noran broken and consumed by vengeance. In his grief, he destroyed those responsible before ending his own life, desperate to reunite with her. But fate granted him a second chance. Awakening years earlier at the peak of his fame, Noran vows to rewrite their story. This time, he will protect Shuri at any cost. "I’ll never let you go, Rin. Not again." No longer just a pianist, Noran builds a global empire to shield her from harm. But as he reshapes their future, he discovers that Shuri carries secrets—hidden truths that could still tear them apart.

Warning this book contains mature content. In a world where power is equated with wealth and status Stephan Blake stood as the epitome of both. A billionaire with an iron grip on his empire, he commanded respect and fear in equal measure. He was the kind of man who could get anything he desired. Micah, a lady of warmth in Stephan's cold, calculated universe. With a gentle heart, patience, kind, and unwavering faith, she believed in the transformative power of love and the mysteries of God, could bring, in her relationship with Stephan's Read more to discover if she can melt his cold heart.

Of the Night follows Astra, a young man born in the harsh outskirts of a vast magical world, who awakens a rare and dangerous form of magic—Star Magic. Tied to the Stars, this dark power grants him control over shadows and the night sky. As Astra learns to harness his abilities, he uncovers his bloodline’s connection to ancient gods and an overwhelming force that demands both mastery and sacrifice. The more Astra delves into his power, the more he risks losing himself to its darkness. With enemies around every corner, including powerful factions who seek to control or destroy him, Astra must decide how far he is willing to go to achieve his ambitions. Of the Night is a tale of magic, ambition, and the struggle between light and dark as Astra fights to master the power of the stars without losing his soul.

After her father’s tragic death at the hands of a business rival, Elena Ruby has only one goal: to protect her teenage brother from the dangers closing in on them. But the world that now hunts her is not one she can face alone. To survive, she must step into a bigger game—the world of Darren Asher, the man at the very top of the power chain. Darren isn’t just a feared mafia leader; he’s also a billionaire who controls both legal and illegal empires with an iron grip. No one dares to challenge him—except Elena. He’s been drawn to her since their first encounter, and when she comes to him seeking protection, he sets one non-negotiable condition: she must be his. Caught in a web of tension, Elena faces an impossible choice—become part of the dark world she’s spent her life avoiding or risk losing the only family she has left. But the deeper she falls into Darren’s world, the more secrets unravel, including a shocking truth about her father’s death. When Darren’s enemies discover his greatest weakness—Elena—both of them are forced to face the reality that their relationship is more than just a transaction. But is the fire between them strong enough to survive betrayal, ambition, and the ever-present danger lurking in the shadows? In Darren’s world, love can be a weakness. And weakness can be deadly.

VEIL OF DESTRUCTION Feared as the Angel of Death, Runa wields power that can bring even gods to their knees. But when she crosses paths with Kale, a cursed king destined to bring ruin, her world begins to shatter. He is her enemy. She is his executioner. Yet amidst war and betrayal, an impossible connection forms. As kingdoms burn and fate tightens its grip, they must choose—destruction or defiance? In the end, love may be the deadliest curse of all.

"fuc*ing awesome"is Luca's reaction to mostly everything from his world being destroyed to losing everything. except for nine things he cared about. he's not a hero. but a villain with obsessive loyalty

Zero Shift follows the story of Josuke, a powerful hybrid born from a devil and an elf, as he navigates a world divided by ancient rivalries and dark secrets. Together with Unit Zero, an elite squad of young warriors, Josuke battles dangerous foes, uncovers hidden truths about his lineage, and confronts a sinister conspiracy led by the Elders to maintain their grip on power. As Josuke struggles to master his chaotic abilities and balance his dual heritage, he faces betrayal, loss, and the ultimate challenge of becoming a symbol of hope in a universe on the brink of collapse.

Anna Hendrick feels like her life doesn't have any excitement. It's the same old thing, wake up, go to work, and then come back home. However things changed when a chance meeting with a very popular Kpop band member came into the picture. With her trying to get a grip of the feelings he has for him, while trying her best not to get figured out by the general public. She realizes that life may just get better with this particular global superstar

Roderic Vane is nobody—a frail, overlooked laborer scraping by in the shadow of cultivators who wield the heavens’ might. Weak in body and spirit, he’s resigned to a life of obscurity until a stroke of dumb luck lands him an ancient relic: the Dual Cultivation Path, a long-forgotten technique that promises power through the merging of yin and yang with another’s essence. It’s a gamble for a man with nothing to lose—a chance to rise from the dirt and claim a strength he’s never known. Desperate and determined, Roderic begins his unsteady journey into this forbidden art, seeking partners whose energies might lift him from frailty to something more. Each step along the path bolsters his fragile core, revealing glimpses of a world he was never meant to touch. But as he claws toward power, unsettling whispers plague his nights: "The dual path hungers." On the verge of his first true awakening, a cold dread grips him—what has he unleashed, and will it save him or swallow him whole?

Nicole Kidman has spent her life sacrificing for her family, only to be betrayed when her father arranges her marriage to a powerful businessman, Andrew Batista, to secure their financial future. Stripped of her freedom, Nicole finds herself trapped in a loveless marriage, but a chance encounter with the enigmatic Sylvester Batista leads to an affair that ignites both passion and danger. As secrets unravel, Nicole learns that her entire life has been a business transaction, with her own brothers benefiting from her forced marriage. When Andrew discovers her betrayal, he retaliates with cruelty, sending her world spiraling into chaos. Meanwhile, Sylvester rises to power, but an orchestrated scandal threatens to bring him down, leaving Nicole desperate to escape Andrew’s grip. With the Batista family divided by greed and ambition, shocking revelations expose corruption at the heart of their empire. As Andrew loses everything, Nicole seizes her chance—not for love, but for power. She divorces him, takes half his fortune, and disappears, only to reemerge years later as the head of her own empire. But victory is never final. A chilling message from Andrew reminds her that the game is far from over. As she stands at the top, she must ask herself: has she truly won, or has she simply entered a new battlefield?

Winne Auston tightened her grip on the glass of bourbon, her nails pressing against the cool surface. The soft hum of jazz music filled the dimly lit lounge, the kind of place where secrets felt safe. She was waiting, as he instructed. Adam Sly was never late. The waiting wasn’t a test of time—it was a test of her patience, her resolve, her willingness to bend when the moment came.

A werewolf embarks on a journey and gets a new perspective on life after getting his werewolf powers and losing his family.

When Robert wakes up to find his world turned upside down, he realizes he's been thrust into a dangerous situation. A mysterious system has taken control, assigning him life-or-death tasks with dire consequences. As he fights to protect his sister from harm and unravel the system's secrets, Robert discovers hidden truths about himself and the world around him. Can he survive the challenges and break free from the system's grip?

(This novel is 100% romance though she isn't introduced in the synopsis but you will see her in the first chapter as a journalist) The Billionaire’s Dilemma is a gripping tale of ambition, betrayal, and deceit in the cutthroat world of corporate power. Julian Blackwood, a ruthless self-made billionaire, has always thrived in the shadows of secrecy, manipulating both people and situations to his advantage. But when his company, Blackwood Enterprises, is rocked by a series of explosive revelations, his carefully constructed empire begins to crumble. As dark secrets from Julian’s past surface, the lines between ally and adversary blur. His trusted business partner, Marcus Caldwell, is revealed to have orchestrated a web of lies and manipulation that could bring Julian to his knees. But Marcus isn’t the only one with hidden motives. Powerful figures from all corners of Julian’s life have their own agendas, and no one can be trusted. Caught in a storm of corporate sabotage, backstabbing, and personal betrayal, Julian must face a stark reality: is the empire he built worth losing everything for? With forces lurking in the shadows, determined to expose him for who he truly is, Julian’s battle for survival has only just begun. As the stakes grow higher, the question remains how far will Julian go to protect the truth, and who will be left standing when the lies are finally revealed? In The Billionaire's Dilemma, nothing is as it seems, and every choice could be the beginning of his downfall.

Hiroshi has always dreamed of becoming a sumotori. His late father was always respected in the local sumo scene. This was Hiroshi’s ticket to a local tournament. When he wins that he might be able to compete in the capital city. He’s recruited by legendary the legendary Oyakata Kenjiro and goes the fabled Hajima stable. There he learns being a sumotori is harder than he ever expected. He has a master who is strict and unforgiving, an Oyakata who seems to be losing his grip and a stable bully that seems to be set on making his life hell. Caught between his desire to honor his father and the unsettling truths that come to light, Hiroshi must decide what kind of sumotori—and man—he will become. In this gripping coming-of-age story of strength, honor, and sacrifice, Hiroshi’s journey is one of self-discovery and resilience as he learns that the path to greatness is never simple, and the price of legacy may be higher than he ever thought.

By day, Malachi Graves is just another exhausted worker. By night, he’s a prisoner in his own body. A cursed bloodline bound him to Erevos, a demon who takes full control when the sun sets—leaving Malachi helpless as his body becomes a weapon of slaughter. He tried to run. He failed. Now, he clings to the illusion of a normal life, hiding the truth from his friends. But Erevos’ hunger grows, the killings worsen, and Malachi’s grip on himself is slipping. How long before the monster inside takes more than just his body?

◾ SYNOPSIS◾ He stood motionlessly, his cloth dripping of excess muddy liquid, his gaze fixed on the retreating petite figure, riding away on her bicycle. His face was as phlegmatic as ever, his icy stare lingering on the lucky lass. "Just say the word, Zay", his friend nudged. An almost inaudible sigh escaped his lips. He dug his finger into his hair, ruffling it a bit. He turned around and walked towards his car, not even sparing his friend a glance. As soon as he gets in, he shuts the car door, placing his head on the car's head rest while closing his eyes. His men understood the message and put down their guns. Jove shook his head and turned to walk to the car. "It's your first time, dude. What the heck happened?" He asked, walking into the car. "Take the wheels, Damon." His mesmerizing yet cold voice rang, ignoring Jove's question. Jove sighed dramatically and leant back on the seat, bringing out his phone - he was used to his best friend already. Zayde Stoll was the name. His name alone triggered lots of emotions - love, admiration, fear, hatred and every other feelings one could possibly have. He was dangerously handsome; an exact opposite of his real self. At 25, he already was the world's youngest billionaire, having the least number of ten companies in each country. His name made great men fall to their knees and everyone wondered how his fame grew that much. He was known to be eerily cold and he killed without second thoughts. He only needed to say the word and whoever would drop at his feet. He was a real description of a merciless demigod and people shook when he entered college. Jove was his best friend and the only person he talks to aside his Dad, despite their very striking differences. Jove complimented his name - he was one hell of a jovial person and really cheerful...but the heck, he was the world's biggest player. Although he condemned the manner with which Zayde handled his victims, he knew he couldn't do anything about it, having known Zayde since childhood. "Damon! You want to kill us?!" Jove suddenly yelled, yanking off the earpiece he had on. He had fallen back on impulse from the near death crash they barely escaped. He glanced at Zayde, a mistake at first, because the latter never acted like something just happened. His men kept stoic faces too, leaving him dumbfounded. "Am I the only living thing in this car? Because Damon almost sent us to our earliest graves and none of you will f**cking tell me you didn't see that!" Jove yelled. He was this close to being infuriated. Damon chuckled loudly. "It was only a mistake", he said with a shrug. "Yeah, a mistake that would've marked an end to my beautiful life", he said bluntly, his voice unable to mask the sarcasm. "You should be shameless at times, Jove." Boris said, turning back to look at Jove. Just then, Zayde put on his headphone with a slightly irritated huff, a clear indication everyone were disturbing him. They all shut up at once, returning to their previous activities. "You'll watch them kill me one day." Jove mumbled, sinking down into the seat.

The Last of Them After spending 20 years in prison for a crime he didn’t commit, Devan is released into a world that has moved on without him. Framed for the murder of his best friend, Cole, by a group of high school bullies led by the ruthless Jack, Devan’s life was shattered. Haunted by the past and consumed by anger, he embarks on a path of vengeance, determined to make those responsible pay. But revenge isn’t simple. As Devan begin to hunt down his former tormentors, one by one, he navigates a delicate balance between blending into society and staying ahead of the law. Detective Harris, driven by his own suspicions and a sense of justice, is always a step behind, piecing together the trail of violence Devan leaves behind. Amidst the chaos, Devan finds an unexpected Love affair with Josie, who knows nothing of his plans of revenge. As their relationship deepens, Devan is torn between love and revenge. He wants to build a future with her, but his past won’t let him go. With each step closer to Jack, the mastermind behind his misery, Devan faces moral dilemmas and the risk of losing himself entirely to the darkness he swore to conquer. But vengeance is a dangerous game, and when secrets begin to unravel, Devan discovers that the truth is far more complicated than he ever imagined. The Last of Them is a gripping tale of pain, justice, and redemption. As Devan’s quest for vengeance nears its end, he must decide if revenge is worth the cost of his humanity or if love can save him before he loses everything.

It took Haruki years to build the cold character that made those who knew him tremble before him as a Yakuza chairman, but it only took that man's glance to change everything, to break down his walls and make him seek a warmth he never knew he needed. Hiroshi's smile, scent, deep soothing voice, warmth of his embrace... "This is not what I want." "This cannot be what I need. There's no way I'm going to be weak! I'm the chairman, and I can't afford to be weak." "I will never fall in love, never be weak... ever again." "I need him to leave my life, I don't care about him, I never did." "Who gave you the right to harm what is mine?! I'm going to ruin your life!" "You are completely mine." "Haruki, it is okay to be weak when you are with me." "I will never fall in love with you, you simply belong to me." "Yes, I do..." But you are also mine. ***** Between a Mafia boss who is an infamous player and his doctor, who gets to fall the hardest in love? Bullied high school student, Haruki wakes up one evening in the hospital and he is faced with the fact that his grandfather he never knew was the head of a powerful popular clan and he was dying without an heir. The youth bullied for his beautiful appearance was forced to undergo a complete transformation under strict supervision within a short period. His transformation might have been extreme as Haruki grew up to get all he wanted and became infamous for being a player. He broke the hearts of many both males and females. His toughness knew no bond as the true Spirit of a strong clan leader that laid dormant in him was awakened with every work he did. The great leader was forced to pause at the sight of the new family doctor who had just taken over his father's job. He was pleased with the sight he saw and began to pursue what he wanted. The doctor how ever, had other plans as he was not going to let the younger man change his life completely without doing the same to him. (Breaking his walls and bringing him love). A war of love was fought between thee two men as none of them was willing to lose psychologically. Amid the bloody wars of the underground world, they fought to win through the push and pulls of the new feelings they got exposed to . Warning: *Dominant, strong, bottom/uke/shou, and a sweet, kindhearted, gentle, muscular, romantic top/seme/gong. *If you don't read Yaoi stories please you are excused. *It contains an abundance of sweetness and warmth.

Skyler Amberlight's world is turned upside down when she's chosen to wield a legendary blade. Now she must prove she has what it takes to become the protector she's always dreamed of or risk losing herself to the abyss

After losing the 'sun of his life', Felix Cohen met Zenius von Deatje who offered him a new life as part of grim reaper (?)