They Made Me Do It
When I was a scrawny little teenager, bullied by the entire football team, no one said a thing
When she rejected me in front of the entire class, and they all laughed, no one said a thing.
When my parents and grandparents died in a deadly plane crash caused by the company's negligence, no one said a thing.
Even then, I never complained, I stayed focused. I graduated from law school and landed a job as an Associate in one of the country's best law firms.
I found a woman undeserving of the life I created for myself and I gave her everything I had to offer, but it wasn't enough.
When I found out she was sleeping with my boss, everyone laughed at me.
They said it was my fault; I wasn't man enough.
Some said I neglected her
Everyone had an excuse for her, but what about me?
It's been so hard, and I have been trying my best, but somehow, it's never enough.
Now, things are different. I have this gift and everyone thinks I should do better.
Everyone thinks I was created for a reason.
They say the heavens chose me and gave me purpose.
They say I must be the bigger man and serve humanity.
I say, fuck them
A man is a mirror of his life experiences.
Since the world showed me pain and suffering, the universe will experience the same.
{The heavens have abandoned you, the Abyss extends its hands, will you take it?}
{Yes/No}
{Warning, you have 3 seconds to decide}
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Extra Tags: #Sucide #Cruel #Evil #Mentally unstable
