To Sit With Love

In a dystopian future where Vampires emerged from the shadows in order to stop humanity from becoming extinct, a young woman with a dark past meets a charismatic stranger. As time goes by Private Love Aikawa of military Unit 4-7, finds that she may not be as human as she first thought. Battling rogue vampires, mutated creatures and her own past, Love works to unravel the mysteries behind the secretive Helsing unit, and tries to become the bridge between humans and vampires in a world filled with discrimination. This novel starts intentionally slow through the exposition and the early world and character building, BUT everything kicks into gear after the turning point in the latter half of Volume 1, and especially Volume 2, where the tone of the novel shifts. So, I hope you stick with it and enjoy the wild ride! I also added some song recommendations along the way to listen to whilst you read certain chapters, I hope this helps boost the experience. Public Spotify playlist titles (all under the name LouLou): TLAR - Book 1 TLAR - Book 2 TLAR - Book 3 TLAR - A Fire in Their Wake This is rated 'No one under 17 permitted' for (very) mature themes, including drug use, SA, LGBTQ+ discrimination, very frequent strong language, violence etc. Please note that no storyline is chosen for shallow shock value, and most are taken from personal experience, and hopefully handled with the care, respect and sensitivity they deserve. Disclaimers are added against any chapter that may cause distress. The majority of Volume 1, in a different order and edited as a full novel is available free on Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/c/Loulou2

Ryo and Minji's story unfolds in a complex backdrop where Ryo struggles with alcoholism, while Minji, a well-educated graduate, has taken on the responsibility of running a pottery design workshop inherited from her parents. Despite their close proximity and shared experiences, there is a noticeable absence of romantic feelings or emotional development between them. This raises the intriguing question: is it possible for them to discover love amidst their contrasting lives?

MOUNTAIN SITTING IMMORTAL (MSI) A conduit of the great Dao happened to enter the grotto heaven called Earth. No one had been able to take ownership of this conduit for many years until Marvin came into contact with it.  Marvin met the requirement to use the conduit. This allowed him to begin his journey towards immortality.  The journey begins from transcending the first mortal coil at Body Forging to transcending the second at Energy Gathering, passing through the subsequent mortal coils, and hopefully to becoming a true immortal with eternal life. But the conduit is far more useful than helping a dying business tycoon gain another lease at life. It is also a conduit of great power.  This power and many more will be his as long as he continues to sit on his mountain and grows the mountain into a colossus. The mountain will bring him to greater heights and greater power.  This is the story of the Mountain Sitting Immortal. DISCORD: https://discord.com/invite/Ku2gqaHz

Claude is a rogue werewolf who will become the Alpha’s mate. He just doesn’t know he is building a world with someone his family warned him about. Raised away from a pack, Claude has lived among the humans in secrecy. Attending school and living in a dorm with his best friend… Claude figures his life will be as plain as he planned. However, his plan falls apart with just one frat party, dancing with the city pack’s newly designated Alpha. A tug-of-war ensues between his mind, which wants to keep him safe, and his heart, which just wants Len for himself. Similarities to real people and events are coincidental.

When Scarlett Fox’s privileged life crumbles overnight, she’s forced to navigate a world that no longer caters to her. After escaping her parents’ cruel betrayal, she finds herself entangled with Ace Knight—a powerful, emotionally guarded CEO with secrets darker than his tailored suits. Scarlett wants nothing to do with the arrogant billionaire, but when a scandal threatens to destroy Ace’s empire, he offers her a deal she can’t refuse: a contract marriage to fix his image. What starts as a cold arrangement soon simmers with unspoken tension, stolen glances, and haunting memories—especially since Scarlett bears an uncanny resemblance to the woman Ace lost long ago. As their fake relationship blurs into something dangerously real, buried truths rise to the surface—including a betrayal that could shatter Scarlett all over again. Love was never part of the contract... but neither was heartbreak. "What happens when fake love feels dangerously real?"

Ordinary high school student Yuta Sakamoto's life changes when the famous actress Rina Akiyama, known as Kira Nakamura, transfers to his class. While his classmates are unaware of her celebrity status, Yuta recognizes her and navigates their budding friendship, filled with playful banter and comedic moments. As Rina grapples with her dual identity and the pressures of fame, she finds support from her best friend Emi and begins to explore a genuine connection with Yuta. Amid jealousy from their classmates and the challenges of teenage life, their bond deepens, culminating in a heartfelt decision about love and authenticity.

Diamond crystal, the future Luna of the greatest werewolf pack in supernatural history. a fun bubbly girl with a pure heart and a wide smile, her only ambition in life was to finish school make her parents proud then lead her pack [the crystal pack] to unlimited greatness but what happens when she gets mated to her family's rival. join diamond as she experiences the ups and downs of life

"Shhhh," he cut me off, his palms spreading on the revealed skin of my abdomen. His index fingers made their way into the waistband of my sweatpants as he pressed his front closer to my behind. "Don't shush m-" I tried to argue. "I said so," he stated, his tone going deeper as his hand went lower, this time to the waistband of my panties. I couldn't control my breathing anymore, more so as his teeth lightly grazed my neck. "So you better obey." ^^^^^^^ They say "A night in Vegas can change your life." Rachel didn't think this saying would apply to her. Well that was until she opened the door of her hotel room after a crazy night out. As a marriage certificate is shoved in her face, she notices a glistening diamond on her ring finger. The piece of paper turns out to be legit as stated by the lawyer who presented it. What's more shocking is that her said husband is Lorenzo Caden Peters, one of the best actors in the world and soon to be CEO of the biggest textile company around the globe. How would their life turn out?

"In the high-stakes world of corporate power, Julian Blackwood reigns supreme. As the ruthless CEO of Blackwood Industries, he's feared by his enemies and respected by his peers. But beneath his polished facade, Julian harbors a secret: he's battling a debilitating illness that threatens to topple his empire. "When he sets his sights on finding a suitable partner to bear his heir, the stakes are raised. Everyone trembles at the thought of Julian's wrath, but one woman dares to catch his eye. As their unlikely bond deepens, she must confront the darkness within him and the hellish world he's created. "Will their bond be strong enough to overcome the demons of Julian's past, or will it succumb to the pressures of his hell-bound existence?"

Mr Manchester sighed frustrated,what has he gotten himself into, he should have thought about it before handing it to that fool. He shouted angrily and threw the glass cup he was holding at the wall. "fuck" he screamed angrily, he couldn't risk his future, his family, his life. He had to do something and do it fast.

Yeon-Jun is a dedicated barista at a quaint cafe operated by Sung-Hoon Cha, the son of the man who once saved Yeon-Jun's life. He grapples with selective mutism, a condition that emerged after the traumatic experience of witnessing his parents' tragic death. Although the details of his past have faded from his memory, his body retains the imprint of those painful events. It was during this darkest chapter of his life that Sung-Hoon's father discovered him alone and heartbroken, offering him shelter and a semblance of safety. Despite never having envisioned a future as a barista, Yeon-Jun made a solemn promise to Sung-Hoon's father on his deathbed—to forever stand by his side. This vow compelled Yeon-Jun to forsake his own aspirations and instead pursue a life marked by unrelenting work and perpetual anxiety. Conversely, Woo-San Kim is the affluent CEO of K&L Entertainment, a company steeped in legacy as he belongs to an illustrious lineage of chaebols, being an eighth-generation heir poised to inherit substantial assets from his grandfather. Like Yeon-Jun, Woo-San has also faced the grief of losing both parents to illness, which has led to a strained relationship with his controlling grandfather. The elder Kim holds steadfast to his authority, adamantly refusing to relinquish the company, opting instead to orchestrate a competition among Woo-San, his half-brother, and his cousin for the right to inherit the family fortune. Throughout his childhood, Woo-San has been accompanied by Hee-Jun Go, a devoted friend and secretary who was rescued by Woo-San's father. Hee-Jun, having been separated from his own family at a young age, appreciates the depth of loyalty and friendship. In a heartfelt gesture, Woo-San offers to help Hee-Jun locate his long-lost brother, during which he finds himself inexplicably drawn to Yeon-Jun at the café, captivated by the quiet strength and resilience hidden beneath Yeon-Jun's struggles. However, when Woo-San’s grandfather learns of his burgeoning feelings for Yeon-Jun, he delivers a menacing ultimatum: marry someone of his grandfather's choosing or face disinheritance. Feeling cornered with little left to lose, Woo-San contemplates capitulating to the marriage arrangement, all the while suspecting that his grandfather is orchestrating a more sinister plot that preys on Woo-San's unresolved trauma, compelling him to wrestle for his inheritance. As tensions rise within this power dynamic, Woo-San feels an undeniable connection to Yeon-Jun, yet finds that Yeon-Jun’s condition renders him unable to express his own feelings. Desperate to flee the confines of the forced marriage, Woo-San resolves to turn his grandfather's manipulative tactics against him. In this quest for autonomy, he uncovers unsettling truths that extend far beyond his own life, jeopardizing not only his future but also deeply affecting Hee-Jun, Sung-Hoon, and even his grandfather himself. Faced with this newfound knowledge—one he wishes he could unlearn—Woo-San must grapple with difficult decisions. Will he risk exposing his own vulnerabilities to protect Yeon-Jun? Will he succumb to his grandfather’s wishes to secure his inheritance, or will he forge a path driven by empathy and commitment to those who have become family to him? The weight of these revelations threatens to alter the course of their lives forever. Author's Note: I apologize if this gets a delayed update. My country decided to randomly go to war this Tuesday and I live near the border. So, yeah.

She fell for the perfect illusion—now the truth could break her. When love blossoms with someone who isn't who they claimed to be, how do you untangle your heart from the lies? Can she walk away, or will she fall even deeper? A gripping tale of passion, betrayal, and the dangerous edge between love and hate. Where secrets collide with fate, nothing is ever as it seems.

"They say your wolf knows your mate. But mine must be broken—because it didn’t choose him. I did." Leith always believed love should be a choice. But on the night of his eighteenth birthday, fate decides for him. His wolf awakens—and chooses a girl he’s never connected to. A stranger with a glowing bond, a destined connection, and a pull he can’t ignore. There’s just one problem: Leith is already in love. With Silas, his best friend. His anchor. His everything. Now, Leith is torn between a mate bond that could destroy him if rejected… And a love that was never meant to exist in a world where the wolf always chooses. As the full moon approaches, and his body begins to unravel under the weight of two hearts, Leith is forced to ask himself one impossible question: > What if fate got it wrong?

A golden heart is worth more than a golden crown Because love recognizes no looks, rank, wealth or tittle only the unity of hearts that beat as one.

Charlotte Grace has it all; fame, flawless Instagram lighting, and a leading role in the most anticipated romance film of the year. But her picture-perfect life comes with one tiny, cursed detail: every time she kisses someone, she falls hopelessly in love… for exactly ten days. Her solution? No real kisses, ever. A body double handles all the romantic close-ups while Charlotte keeps her emotions and career, perfectly under control. But when her new co-star refuses to fake it, Charlotte faces a crisis bigger than a bad camera angle. Just as everything starts to fall apart, someone new walks into her life. Calm, helpful, and way too observant, he’s not part of the plan; but he might just be her way out. In a world of love scenes, staged kisses, and very real feelings, Charlotte must decide if she’s ready to break the curse… or keep running from a love that might actually be worth the chaos.

Apakah kalian percaya pada cinta pada pandangan pertama? Putri Adeeva Nareswara seorang wanita tangguh yang terluka karena cinta, mencoba memulai hidup baru di Manhattan dengan harapan menemukan kembali kebahagiaan. Di tengah perjalanan mencari arti hidupnya, ia bertemu Jake Rumaya Alvaro—seorang petarung MMA sekaligus CEO tampan dan dingin yang justru terjebak dalam kebingungan akan identitas seksualnya setelah jatuh cinta pada pandangan pertama pada Putri. Perjalanan cinta mereka penuh dengan pergulatan batin, rasa sakit, dan air mata. Bersama-sama, mereka menghadapi konflik antara cinta sejati dan masa lalu yang menghantui, mencari jawaban atas rasa ragu dan harapan yang perlahan tumbuh di hati mereka. Notes! sstt cinta sejati harus penuh drama dan airmata bukan? Aku akan menuangkan sedikit dari rasa sakit yang pernah kurasakan dalam mencintai seseorang pada kalian semua

To Love, To Lose, To Heal is a journey through love, heartbreak, and self-discovery. It follows a soul who loved deeply, lost painfully, and is now left to pick up the shattered pieces of a heart that once beat for another. In a world where love is both salvation and destruction, the struggle with emotions, memories, and the weight of what could have been. Torn between holding on and letting go, between the past and an uncertain future, they must confront their pain, their fears, and the truth they’ve been avoiding, healing isn’t about forgetting; To Love, To Lose, To Heal is for anyone who has ever loved too much, lost too deeply, and still found the courage to heal.

i need someone to love me someone to accept me will i find that someone lets find out together shall we

In a forgotten countryside of the Valthern kingdom, where the fields are dry and the air tastes like dust, a nameless orphan survives by silence and stolen scraps, living in the cracks between dying villages and indifferent nobles. Her world is one of hunger, shadows, and survival—until the cycle broke the day a noble’s carriage rolled through her dying village. A fateful encounter with a noble lady—a flicker of silk and gold—unleashed a chain of events that would scatter her world to the wind. When bandits fell upon the village in the dead of night, they left no survivors, no kin, no mercy. Dragged into darkness, she found herself caged among the broken and the lost. Yet, in that pit of despair, darkness, blood and death, an old shaman whispered of a future she would never have imagined, and she whispered a name. From a nameless street rat in a forgotten village to a shadow that moves kingdoms, her journey will span the underworld, the military, the courts, and the deepest chambers of power. What they stole, she will reclaim. What they held, she will one day rule.

Hailey has always thought love sulk but then she met with a man who made her feel breathless, someone who treated her like a princess, no that was an understatement someone who treated her like she was his world but then it came down crashing after she learned the main reason why he was oh so caring and loving towards her. The past that were kept away from her for so long became glaring. The girl who was sweet and nice became hostile and wicked. She made a promise to her self that she was going to get revenge on the people who did her wrong and laugh at them when they also suffer for what they did to her. You are reading done with love. Author. Darken.

Love isn’t always what it seems. After a heartbreak, Jessie’s world shifts in unexpected ways—bringing laughter, tears, and a connection she never saw coming. A bittersweet romantic comedy about falling apart, growing up, and finding something real.

When Inaya could no longer put up with her dreadful life in her village, she decides to revenge those who ruined her life, but there were other things in store for her. When Inaya decides to muster up her courage, sell her soul to a witch, she finds herself ending up in an another world. A world she doesn't know, yet a world that has so much look for and to offer. She constantly finds herslef ruining her relationships because of her trauma, especially when it comes to being physically close to each other. Will Inaya become a human, develop feelings? Will Inaya be able to let a man get close to her again and accept to live, and accept her love ? But who will she love? What will she do when there are too many men swooning over her. Who will she trust? Will she fall for Johan, her saviour? A man who is ready to fight the world to protect her? Will she love Ryan for the love and life he gives her when she decided to quit? Will she love Harry who will show her what it's like to live a life loved by a powerful man? Who will accept her magic? Who prepares to win her overcoming her demands?

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She signed the marriage contract with one rule; no love, no emotions, just a year-long arrangement. Desperate to save her family from ruin, Lia Morgan, a stubborn yet kind-hearted designer, agrees to marry cold, ruthless billionaire Damien Cross, a man who sees love as a weakness and marriage as a business deal. But neither expected that sparks would fly. What begins as a hostile partnership soon turns into a twisted game of glances, jealousy, and accidental touches. Just as hearts begin to soften, secrets from their past threaten to tear them apart. From ex-lovers to family betrayal, and a truth that could ruin everything… will their contract end in heartbreak or a forever neither of them dared to hope for? He married her to protect his empire. She married him to save her family. Falling in love was never part of the deal.

Bagaimana jika seorang vampire bertemu dengan seorang mayat hidup? Terdengar cukup aneh bukan? Tapi itu sungguh terjadi pada seorang vampire bernama Adrian Fernandesh, untuk pertama kalinya dia bertemu dengan seorang mayat hidup sekaligus menjadi cinta pandangan pertamanya. Mayat hidup itu bernama Avrilla Laurance, gadis bermuka datar tanpa ekspresi itu tak peduli dengan sekelilingnya, dan ada kisah di balik Avrilla berubah menjadi mayat hidup, apakah itu?