When An Yexuan thought of the words that Miao Zifu last said, he felt a slight headache. After Chu Fei'er called him that day, he had also sent his men to find her, but she could not be found. It was as though she sank deep into the bottom of the sea like a rock.
He even had doubts. Did she really care about him? Why did she refuse to meet him since she was alive?
Perhaps his heart had calmed down, so he began to think for a much longer time. He would always revisit the past in his thoughts.
Perhaps it was also because Chu Fei Er was still alive, so the guilt in his heart lessened. His hatred and disgust towards Yun Bixue lessened as well.
Perhaps it was because he was unable to accept ChChu Fei'er's death, so he kept finding excuses for himself. When he hated that one person, it allowed him to feel less guilty about Chu Fei'er's death.
