Yun Bilu seemed to be venting her grievances to the air.
Initially, when she was pursuing Huang Yize, she felt that he was her male idol. Just looking at him and being near him made her happy.
Afterwards, when they got together, she was always without worries and spent happy times with him. She could see him whenever she wanted to and tell him whatever troubles her, or just find him when she was simply bored.
Because she was so carefree in the past, she started worrying now. Now that she reflected, was she too irritating?
But a few days back at the ball, he still treated her well. He told her that she was beautiful and even said that she was the most beautiful person in his heart.
However, despite waiting for a while, he did not call her.
