He realized that back then, he must've been crazy with rage to use such degrading words to hide his true feelings.
He knew she was full of joy in her belief that it was He Yuguang that night, yet he purposefully, viciously and mercilessly shattered her dreams and one-sided love.
Not only did he want to let her know that she'd gotten the wrong person, he also wanted her to know the person she slept with wasn't the He Yuguang she thought so dearly of, but him, He Jichen! So, he spoke again. "If I hadn’t drunk so much that night, do you think I would've ever touched you?"
