"At that time, my heart was deep in darkness. Each time I saw Haochen, that pain would grow stronger. Therefore I made a nasty decision. I would take you and Haochen back. But my plan was to train him to fight with Devils in future. I thought that he was the son of the God of Devils. Though I liked him for his perseverance and kindness, the pain did not allow me to think calmly. I tried hard to train him to be strong. When I saw him having the attributes of light, I thought for a short time if he was my own son. But we got separated from each other for so many years, I could not see why, if Haochen was my own, why didn't you bring him back to me? Therefore I continued to suffer from my doubts."