Zhao Youyue felt that her experiences in the literary world and the Source World had changed her, even more than she could ever imagine. This suggested that we are far more than our bodies -- that our true selves are our souls. Her various escapades had given her several lifetimes of experiences. Look at Xu Jing and the girl she loved. Look at Chu Luoxun and Lin Meiyue, look at that lovely couple, Olivia and Cirilla...
All these experiences had undoubtedly affected Zhao Youyue's expectations of a partner. Furthermore, there was no man outstanding enough that Lady Zhao's heart could be moved. It was such a pity. A male character like that could only be found in the literary world.
