Habits and rituals, are sometimes terrifying.
The previous Su Li would have been very resistant against carrying a pan. She was clearly the kind of mangaka who cared about her readers. Why was she slandered as a cheater? As a drug Lord?
Of course, Su Li was complacent, thinking that "Drug Lord" was a good designation, meaning that her works are easy to get addicted to, like getting a drug addiction along with severe withdrawal symptoms.
Now, she had a holy sense of duty.
She, Su Li, is contributing to Lady Zhao's cause. Do not forget that. Yet she did not know how many readers had entered the pit, as per the "Youyue" tycoon's recommendation. Now, "Beautiful April" ended up making such big news ------ abusing the female character with the highest popularity towards her death. Shouldn't the "Youyue" tycoon who recommended this piece of work take some form of responsibility?