A talented author would be sober and alert when he is full of "inspiration."
They realized the necessity of sobriety when making a solid plot, lest they mess things up in their wild recklessness, inserting ludicrous elements into their literary work in the process, ruining the whole book as a result.
When Han Leng was in "intoxicated mode," he still remembered that Zhao Youyue was reading his new romance novel, "Beautiful April."
Han Leng felt extremely embarrassed, because he had used her image as a reference for his writing material without permission, and felt that he had violated her in some way. He had wanted to break off his friendship with Zhao Youyue by writing this novel because he thought that it would help him plunge into the darkness of his writing even more...
He had described Lin Meiyue as an introvert, a person who is easily embarrassed and rather jumpy, giving off a moe vibe. That is how Han Leng sees Zhao Youyue.