Miss Jun really did not know why she cried. She just wanted to.
She did not think that Heaven was unfair. She just felt that Master was not fair.
How was Master this kind of person?
Did Master even do such a thing?
Be so good to others but play games with her?
Of course, she wasn't resentful. She just felt wronged, and mostly just because she hadn't known that Master was this kind of person.
She followed Master for six years, but she did not seem to know this person at all.
What was even more sad was that this person she did not know was already dead. She would never see him again, so even if she wanted to know him, she couldn't.
The grief submerged her like a wave, and she could not avoid drowning in it.
That kind of grief was a thousand times harder to bear than seeing Master's corpse.
Sadness was strange and mysterious and unreasonable.
She didn't want to think of reason; she just wanted to cry.