Even 100 of those experienced experts of the pugilistic world who'd seen their fill of death combined together, they would not have seen as many dead bodies in their lives as compared to the people that died in just one hour on this battlefield!
Towards the end, everyone had already become completely numb.
Apart from killing and being killed, they basically did not have any other thoughts.
Everybody's hearts had begun to grow harder and harder.
At the start, when they saw their comrades being killed or self detonating, they would be filled with endless grief and tears. But now, even if their dearest brother was hacked into pieces in front of their eyes, they would be completely unmoved—this was an extremely ordinary thing! Perhaps, in the next instant, it would be my turn! The one that would be hacked into minced meat would be me! Maybe, if I didn't use an extreme method like self detonation, there might not even be anything left of me!